#tf im spose to figure out medicaid with 2 days off

[psilocybinaut]

Even to just feel the directional pull of another Moon, Planet, or Sun is to feel the void pulling you closer. It's why finding one to orbit, or to even witness orbit at all for that matter is so dangerous. There's no sustenance to cling to out here in the night sky, except for what you can pack, and you have to pack light.

It sure is dangerous when you're dark, deranged, and strange without cause. But in this sense the void can be the factor of orbit that tethers you to any sanity at all.

Yes it's dark and cold out here tonight, and in space nobody can hear you scream. But he who seems delighted in madness, was going to make the most of a scream for bewilderment, and get caught whimpering between the cries of passion, than to face the existential nightmare and dread and that sadly is and has become: my memories.

Hindsight is 20/20, but often leaves all the red flags to looks back on merely as flags.

When we are sad, we seek celebration

When we are on top of the mountain tops, we see degradation

What does that say about me?

Will we keep floating forward through space without cause forever? In gazing upon the beauty of one planet, have we drifted out of their orbit?

Captain's log

Logging off