#textsiwishicouldsendyou

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Why can't I stop thinking about you

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I want you to come prove to me that I am more than just a decorative pillow to make your bed look pretty.

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You're losing me and you don't even know it.

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I've been calling you out on lies for years and THIS is the one you own up to? Absolutely bull.

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There is not enough begging that could come out of your mouth right now to make up for the lies you've told me

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Oh. I get it. I was just a step in the program. You didn't loop back for forgiveness. You're just following the outline

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I told you I wanted to die and you made the conversation about you... someone who loves you wouldn't do that.

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Why do I never make it away from you alive?

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I let my walls down and faced my feelings for the first time in 4 years and got rejected. LOL YOLO

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The ball is always going to be in your court... I don't even have a hoop.

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I'm doing everything to try to get you to tell me you care about me in any way.. and you're not.

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Since you like to leave me on read, I may as well talk to someone who gives a shit.

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My twitch has been in full swing today and I just keep wanting your arms to make it go away.

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Do you remember the nights you'd come home and climb in bed after a shower and press your lips to my neck as you pulled my body in to yours?

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Time to prove yourself. I'm done being patient.

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Screaming internally. Nothing left to lose.