#tesilina

[orathearsonman]

shoujo manhwa bass boosted lighting for the most problems woman ever

(@microwaving-tesilid-argente I HOPE YOU LIKE HER!!!)

[teshes-brainrot]

muriel x tesilina toxic yuri.....

[orathearsonman]

if tesilina is @microwaving-tesilid-argente’s new favorite character ailett is mine. there is so much potential here. look at him. he’s like some sort of little guy

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tesilina sketch

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tesilina is so down bad i can't even look at her. girl what are you doing 🫣 you can't be that forward oh my god

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the difference in the way that ailette and tesilid appreciate each others' looks is really funny actually, bc ailette is like. 'even the way he scoops stew with his spoon is a work of art'. 'i wish i could store away that expression in a cupboard and take it out whenever i feel down'. and other things that compare tesilid to a magnificent work of art to be appreciated but not necessarily touched, where even laying your eyes on him is already a blessing. very excited to show off tesilid's face except for people who would be weird about it. then tesilid is here like. gulping loudly. blushing and covering his face. 'no keep your cape on'. 'now that i think about it, the strict order is said to be male...' sir. sir where is your mind going. sir ? ??

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i was rereading the start of the 17th for the genderbend AU, and uh. i gotta say. it's kind of funny how surprised i was at how seemingly stable and cheery tesilid is once he got his memories back.

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🔥🔥 tesilina mention in the latest chapter and then never again 🔥🔥🔥🔥

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eyes snap open. genderbend hestio/ephael lesbians. ephael flops herself on hestio all the time and gives her kisses all over just to annoy her.

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wailing noises i just realised that i still need to write and publish the genderbend au for my tesilina characteristion to make sense to anyone who isn't me

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i dont have the ability to describe my vision properly, but i just would like to say that my fixation has changed from teshes doomed yaoi -> tesilina x muriel toxic yuri

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tbh tesilina's kind of basically my OC by now

i went 'okay what if tesilid was a girl and also cared more about his friends and also told himself he didn't gaf about ailette' like bro that's like tesilid's 3 main characteristics, who the fuck is that.

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snork mimimi.... genderbend AU... putting tesilina through the blender... ...putting ailett through it as well.. hehe 🤤 snzz

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you know what. maybe ill shelve the genderbend AU for now, quite clearly i just want to write tesilid just barely holding back from destroying the world and it's seeping into the genderbend AU where it doesn't really belong. back to the hestioreed fic i go.

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hestio is a character that tickles me so much. when we get introduced to him he's a tesilid hater and he's like "tesilid is too dumb to come up with a plan like that" and "the instant i get the opportunity to change teams i'm leaving him behind",

and then the next time we see him he's like "if you dont talk to us like your friends then i won't be friends with you anymore!!" and "if you refused to eat then i was considering stuffing the food down your throat",

and then the next time we see him he's like "tesilid, you pathetic idiot! how could you go and just die on us like that?" and "tesilid, you idiot! why didn't you come report to the vatican if you were alive?!?"

the way he went from vocally hating tesilid to actively and vocally showing that he cares is so endearing. and for some reason he hasn't dropped the way he calls tesilid an idiot and that's hilarious, but literally once you look past the name-calling and brash attitude it's like. wow.

"if you refused the food then i would've stuffed it down your throat" -> i know that you have a tendency to neglect yourself for no reason, so if i have to make sure your body is well taken care of for you then i will

"how could you go and just die on us like that? / why didn't you report to the vatican that you're alive?" -> i thought you knew? about how much i care for you? wouldn't you have known how much grief i would feel when i thought i would never see you again? did you not think about how much i would have wanted to know that you were alive and well? why didn't you tell me and cut my anguish short?

like the way that hestio has so little screentime and yet most of it is dedicated to him aggressively shouting that he cares for and supports tesilid is just so fucking much man. falls to my knees.

By this point you can probably tell that I ship them but I don't even mean this post in a shippy way because like. Canon Hestio on his first mission with Tesilette ends it by going wink wonk you two spend some quality time together alright! (⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧ Just because he saw Tesilid kiss her hand in the Snow Queen dungeon and off screen presumably went woww I'm going to support my best friend's romantic endeavours!!! (I don't care that legally he's not allowed to have romance!)

Hestio is so fully supportive of Tesilid in all aspects of his life! He cares about Tesilid and he makes sure that Tesilid knows it! They have such a healthy and wholesome and securely attached bond.

I say securely attached because Tesilid trusts him and Ephael unconditionally as well. The instant Tesilid saw Hestio and Ephael he trusted that he could plainly ask them for info and that they wouldn't sell him out. It's remarkable and astonishing that he still trusts them so much when he's gone through so many regressions that he's basically unrecognisable. They must've had a bajillion chances to betray and hurt him and never or almost never did.

And this is So uwarfgrgrhrrgrg when juxtaposed against the way that most of the narrative is focused on Tesilette. On how much Ailette loves and cares for Tesilid unconditionally, and how much Ailette is the only thing that lets him want to live on. What little POV we have from Tesilid never mentions his friends at all. But isn't "how could you just go and die on us like that?" another way of saying "please stay in the 17th with me"? Don't leave me behind, I would be lonely without you.

You can't die so suddenly because we have to live the rest of this life consistently in each other's business and die wrinkly. We have to still be making fun of each other in some retirement home. I'll only accept your death if it's foretold by slowly accumulating signs of old age; if I had the time to see daily the growing hunch of your back and the frailness of your arms and to slowly come to terms with our inevitable parting. Don't you dare leave this world so early, I need forewarning so that I can prepare myself for living in a world without you. How could you just die on us like that?

Obviously I'm filling in a lot of blanks, but like. like. "How could you just die on us like that" is a funny line because Hestio talks about Tesilid's death like Tesilid is just some jerk who betrayed his trust instead of like, being killed against his will. But if Hestio feels betrayed it's because he had taken for granted that Tesilid would remain in his life and is distraught that he is not. I mean there's also the fact that Hestio doesn't know the details of how Tesilid supposedly died, so he can't very well go "he died so painfully im going to cry about that", but it's still very telling that this is how he frames Tesilid's death.

Hestio clearly cares a lot about Tesilid and is really not shy about it. And its so GNGHGNGHGN that this is such a small part of the narrative. Like. This is a big deal!!! This very dramatically changes what Tesilid's experience in the regressions would have been like! If he had someone who so obviously cared for him through both actions and words! And since they were teenagers!!

gnawing at my cage bars. Why is Hestio's obvious and strong friendship not salient in Tesilid's POV and What Does This Tell Us About Him.

Did Hestio's care become unremarkable or even something that he avoids thinking about because it's so closely linked to the trauma of the regressions. Because he's always there. Is Ailette the One thing Tesilid ever really thinks about properly now because it's the only new and refreshing part of his life that isn't weighed down by like All That.

Or maybe people just aren't this crazy about their friends i don't know. But if it were me and I lived in a world where everyone including god was out to get me and I wasn't able to stand up for myself but I had one or a couple of people who consistently and loudly cared for me. I would probably make them the centre of my world and be very not normal about them. i dunno! maybe it's just me.

anyway we stan a man who isn't afraid to wear long hair and to style it in a world where men all have short hair, and who isn't afraid to be extremely vocal about literally all his feelings

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hands on my face. staring at my 8k genderbend AU doc in horror. as usual, what started as a hehe haha hesphael fic has now been taken over by tesilina angst... tesilid tunnel vision strikes again