#ten days later I ended up with this
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spacepunksupreme · 4 years ago
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Thinking about how in Can’t Stand Losing You by the Police and the solo Sting song Seven Days, there is mention of a 6’10” man who will do harm to the singer if he doesn’t stop fooling around with a certain girl.
Who is this mysterious near-7-foot bastard who almost beat Sting up twice between 1978 and 1993?
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sluttyten · 4 years ago
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I saw a TikTok last night about how to get resonance albums cheaper at target and now I really want to go to target and buy one of the last few copies my store has even though I’ve already got a copy (but I still need Kun’s card from the Arrival version so I want to see if I could possibly have the luck of pulling it, or at least then I’d pull a card I could trade, which seems equally as unlikely tbh)
#I feel like I’d end up somehow pulling ten or doyoung both cards I’ve already got#or I’d get yuta and as he’s my 4th bias pretty much that would suck#I’ve almost decided here lately to stop trading and just be happy with the cards I pull#just because it’s so time consuming to find trades#especially because these last two resonance cards I need are like near impossible for me to find#also bc the other day I was thinking about what cards I’ve actually pulled from albums and the ones I’ve traded off and there are a few that#I do regret trading like I’m happy that I got doyoung or ten or kun in the trade#I just am sad I had to get rid of the card I had for it#like I had Mark’s empathy dream ver card which was so cute!!!! and I regretted it as soon as I found the person and confirmed that we would#trade and I traded taeyong resonance departure card which I’m sad about#and kinda sad I traded off Lucas’s arrival and the jaehyun I had from neo zone#also I’m realizing out of the 5 nct dream albums I have I pulled jisung 3 times but 2 of them I cross traded for like doyoung I think#and the one time I cross traded him for a doyoung circle card only for me to two days later decide I wasn’t going to be collecting circle#cards which I still stand by as a decision but I’m sad I traded away that jisung#although rn I do kinda wanna trade the jisung I pulled from the boring version for the renjun equivalent bc I saw it in someone else’s#unboxing and now I really want that card
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iamthepulta · 3 years ago
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Balancing Westlie’s trauma and Morgan’s trauma is the greatest gift I ever gave myself. It’s so much fun. I also feel like I haven’t seen this specific brand anywhere, so any instance where they interact with people- Ex. Westlie walks up to a person to ask for something, it’s easy to describe that hesitation of ‘oh god, I’m bothering them. I’m a bother. I don’t know what to say. What are words? How do I function. Do they like me? Do they hate me? They’ll decline my request. What’s my backup plan? How can I make sure they’ll give it to me? I’ll be as nice as possible but then I have THE HAMMER. Yes, I’ll bring down the hammer on them. They’ll have to do what I say then. I am strong I can do this.’
And it just comes out where she stiffly asks the other person for a mango and they say ‘yeah, here’ and she walks away.
‘YES. ANOTHER TASK SUCCESSFULLY ACCOMPLISHED. I AM A REAL ADULT. I AM FUNCTIONAL. I HAVE NO TRAUMA.’
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sapphic-bifrost · 3 years ago
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hello people, february 14 is coming up so here’s a reminder for anyone who’ll be feeling particularly lonely this time around:
you deserve a love that you can feel. you deserve a love that is present and loud, even if its just in the little ways. you deserve a love that gives you space to make mistakes and fall short and not be able to give 100% all the time. you deserve a love that you dont have to fight to believe in. you deserve a love that is not heavy. you deserve a love that makes you feel loved more than it makes you feel lonely. you deserve a love that doesn’t hurt.
#so much subtext here that evolved into two more essays in my drafts#tldr your own partner making you feel lonely is Not Good#and actually very recently ive stopped blaming myself for not doing more to motivate my ex to do what i needed#i do the work and ive made progress but at the end of the day i do have a long list of mental illnesses#as well as just shortcomings but more on that later/never#and im working on it but i deserve someone who remembers that they can do all they want but if i dont feel that love#especially when i communicate that i dont and im working hard to believe but the work feels uneven to me#then they need to adjust a bit or try new things or even just talk to me more and be more verbally communicative at the very least#maybe you cant actually put xyz into action but you can express the desire to do so and communicate your efforts#and its not just up to me to figure out how to accept things and just not get anything until i do#its not a ‘take it or leave it deal’ and ive been beating myself up bc i feel like im so hard to love#but im literally not. there are about ten people in this world who love me so effectively#and its not hard for any of them. They just listen to me and pay attention and put in the effort to figure it out or straight up talk to mr#me*#and they know what expressions of love grt through to me#and i know now that i deserve a romantic partner who does the same thing#not even constantly bc everyone has ups and downs. But at least a gesture every now and then so i dont have to do the work of convincing#myself of someone else’s love when its hard enough to feel deserving of it when i do feel it#anyways tldr actions > words and messy words > silence#okay sleepi now byebye tumblr
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ratcandy · 3 years ago
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you know what. revising the plan for ns yet again and I've decided screw it. 'M not going to upload chapters as they're finished anymore I'll probably write a few at a time so pacing seems okay, then start letting ones out on a schedule of some sort. I need to get like. At least half of this thing written to make sure everything is in order and feels right. because man this thing is a bitch to plan properly. Authentic character development for an asshole character that actually did bad things do be makin me struggle a lil bit
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nosyhuman · 3 years ago
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me: i wonder why ppl haven't tried to join my world in genshin 🤔
me, remembering that i lately switched my avatar back to kaeya from kazuha: surely that's not it? ಥ‿ಥ
— it's not that i really want ppl joining atm but uh like... i see how it is! also, the last join request i got was from a klee main and i've a feeling i know why 😂
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mad-madam-m · 5 years ago
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Me @ the Avalon World Tour arc
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louislyrics · 4 years ago
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#i know i said i was out and i will be in a min but i just have to ..... expel these thots n feelings first and then i’m ghost#i just think its absolutely disgusting how Every Single One of these ppl could be told.......... not to post louis or talk abt him or#whatever and yet none of them are and then they’re constantly trying to one up each other#oh br*ana and her WHOLE FAMILY act like pieces of shit on sm for the entirety of a fucking plague and still going strong on that front#and her dad talking mad shit for weeks on end abt louis as if he’s really a dad like gtfoh#so then his family and her have to ???? for the first time ever ???? acknowledge f*ther’s d*y ... and he gets used again#br*ana is out here hoeing out during a literal pandemic and here’s louis’ name in the tabs being called her EX... as if they were ever That#like yall are really years later changing what she was in the NaRrAtIvE so ppl will care who she’s being railed by This time ?????#dont make me fucking b*rf#and now... his ‘ex gf’s’ ex ‘friend’ posts an ugly ass pic and so... now it’s el*anor’s turn too like she hasnt been posting from his house#damn near every fucking day#like genuinely when does it end ?#i wanna stick it out for louis bc i love him so fucking much and want to be here for when it comes but..... bro it’s been almost Ten Years#of Constant Bullshit and idk how much more i can personally take of this#i just hope he’s okay and that’s all i have idk#anyways i swear i’m done now#*** saw someone point out that we havent seen louis in an un-stunt related way this entire time .... just think abt that lol#not with his family or by himself.. genuinely just in the capacity to reinforce how straight he is.... thats what the priority has been this#whole time... how fucking disgusting#******* also wanna say the ppl who wanna say ItS sO mUcH bEtTeR than it used to be ... ppl being upset that this still happens Every Single#Time and has for years and years with literally no signs of ever slowing down or stopping... get bent ppl have every right to be just as#upset now (maybe even more so bc its been TEN YEARS) than ever so suck my toes#ok i swear im done
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floralbfs · 4 years ago
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oh boy my queue is totally empty now
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an-annyeoing-writer · 5 years ago
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So like I was ready to pull an all-nighter today since I was in a very difficult situation when it came to classes I have tomorrow (like homework and such), so i drank coffee, first time in weeks, and then like half hour later our uni released info that due to Coronavirus all our classes are cancelled. So like. I’m gonna spend all night unable to sleep and doing nothing.
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bbeelzemon · 4 years ago
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did 7 or so pages tonight.... heres hoping the rest of arc 2 goes as smoothly as the first third of it did
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unproduciblesmackdown · 5 years ago
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i was like uhhh what’s that one really intense and threatening totheark video but i think i’m like, mashing two together in my head or something. anyways i think for me the winner’s still Admission. i think. come back and tell me if it’s not the one i’m thinking of. also probably i’m like, thinking of tta-esque moments in mh videos like entry “tim’s big day,” and i don’t mean entry 35, or ones where anyone dies or gets their house burned down. i should do like, a top ten marble hornets moments list because it’s october, and because everyone else has shit taste and can’t be trusted to rec something like this for shit. mh epic fails, alex kralie cringe compilation
#i mean by the premise all tta vids are threatening i guess. i think i was really hyping up that later apr 4 one? decay? in my memory#not That intense but everyone just flipped out about it b/c like. suspenseful time#uhhhh the ''stay home / be alone'' tta is kinda classic but no yeah i like the one#admission i mean#so many epic fails: wait i could make gifs for these Top Ten Momentos#but like. sometimes the gif doesn't convey it#like the entry twenty-house video. there's no like. Moment. well no. i take that back i guess i just thought of a giffy mome.#honestly? the ending of entry twenty-house: return to the house is always one of those Best Momes Of The Series. calling it a moment is a#lil misleading since like yeah a lot of these have to do with some mcfreaking pacing which team ''ugh more walks in the woods'' cannot ever#like. begin to grasp apparently. like here's the sitch gang: if every video has Scare Towards The End then it stops being scary#you don't make your comedy or horror Predictable or it doesn't even land. for gods sake#to this day......would-be mh mutuals of yore who i just never talk to b/c years ago i got annoyed with their Beneath Me opinions#childish....childish....beneath me.........this one's pretty good actually#eight years later i'll re-air my entry twenty-house teleportation chart#one of my most organized contributions besides that time i beat all of unfiction to descrambling the s2(?) (i think) dvd covers#and got acknowledgement as ''good work to (someone who posted their cover after me) and others''#unfiction was cishets and other useless folks except for when you wanted to crowdsource a tta decoding#but how useful could they have been if we still don't know what that binary clock tta was about? yamayamayama
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my-special-sim · 6 years ago
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okay I finally got ideas for my game and my laptop don't let me play it?? I'm trying the last two days to play but when my game is finishing loading my laptop turns off by itself, like what??? I tried to load a new cas wolrd save but it shut off again o(╥﹏╥)
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viitavirginia · 6 years ago
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lorelai gilmore please adopt me
#we in real sad bitch hours tonight who’s up#being blanked for weeks on end by my father is a new low#can’t decide if i wanna sleep and attempt college tomorrow or crack out the gin and skip my sixth day in a row#will almost definitely delete this later#i kinda wanna go for a walk ?? but it’s 2:39am and if i so much as open the front door at night i’ll be crucified outside as a warning#watching gilmore girls which usually cheers me up but it’s just not happening tonight#AND on top of this i still don’t hear back from the latest therapy assessment until friday earliest#and i was happy that anxiety has decreased but now i’m worried they won’t let me start cbt because of that#or they’ll offer group sessions and not to be dramatic but i would literally rather die#BUT if they do i can’t really turn it down#i’m also very much at the maybe i’ll just finally drop out and stop trying to pretend i’m even vaguely good enough for uni#my dad would fly over here literally just to kill me but i’ll have a 19 hour head start and pure survival adrenaline on my side#also bitch doesn’t even bother to reply when i do make contact so i’d probably have like an extra ten days before he bothers to read it#celine would probably also kill me#and the idea of disappointing her makes me want to gouge my own eyes out#everything’s just a teensy bit too much atm we stan mental stability!!!!#this is definitely a delete later but it’s nice to get it out#lmao might have to go back on my ‘no not really’ answer to whether i use social media as an outlet#it’s fine we’re fine i’m just tired and overreacting as per#but hey turns out sometimes having to cope w literally everything by urself is actually a bit difficult#see cbt people this is why i’d make an EXCELLENT candidate please and thank you#it literally feels like a job interview ffs i had to do three fucking phone questionnaires last week#because that’s def the best way to work with someone who flagged up ‘fear of phone calls’ on their referral#anyway#time to shut up and go to bed#if you’re unfortunate enough to get stuck reading this i’m sorry
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rhinequeen · 2 years ago
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#oh but you're still young#pls ignore#it really doesn't feel like muck of anything is worth it right now. why bother wgen everything is this much of a struggle and just trying#leaves md exhausted and in pain. and usually the effort doesn't even get me anywhere#there just one thing after another and nothing gets easier#i hate talking to therapists having to rehash decades of trauma every time I have to find a new one#plus my best friend is being turned against me by a gaslighting boyfriend that I can't do anything about#and ten years of friendship later I feel like it's all going to shit#my health is bad and not getting better#I'm exhausted all the time and can't even support myself#i have no choice but to mooch off my fiancee#and I love them. they support md more than I Qfeel like i deserve#but i feel helpless on my own#i just want one good night's sleep#one day where I don't feel like deflated ttash at the end#one night were i can just sleep and wake up feeling rested and okay#cause waking up every morning is a chore that isn't getting easier and i feel like I'm just spinning my wheels and hoping that something#else just does me in and saves me the trouble and mysery#cause god knows I can't do it myself#i can barely get up and walk to the store#whenever someone sees me using my crutches and says#i want to fucking kill them#i dont need a reminder that I'm not even the majority of the wau through my natural life#and the rest if what i have to look forward to is more of this#pain every day#no motivation to do thr things that used to make me happy and little ability to do those things#unless it's sitting at my computer all day#rotting and dying slowly but not getting any better#i take 2-3 hundred bucks of medication every month just for a body thats almost but not quite passing#and internals that are barely holding on and only getting worse when tyey do change
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sweetsbfreex · 2 years ago
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drunk and obsessed
Summary: a little something about a drunk steve. in the mafia steve universe
Pairing: drunk!mafia! steve rogers x reader
Warning: none rlly
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“Baby, baby,” you giggle, a bit tipsy, as you try your hardest to fit the key into the door's lock. “I can’t open the door with you all over me.”
You laugh once more when Steve begins kissing your neck once again. His trimmed beard tickles your neck. 
On the other hand, Steve had a bit too much to drink. And that's all your doing. 
You know he feels he can never have too much to drink at these events, especially with you there. The events are filled with some of the most inimical people worldwide. So he always wants to be on his A-game for you. But that’s what body guards are for, you had argued. Pushing for him to have the time of his life with some of his friends.
Now here he was: drunk and his body cradling yours, as the two of you struggle to get in the house. 
“I just love you, baby,” his words slur as he kisses your cheek. 
“I love you too,” You tell him, so close to getting the fucking key to fit. 
“I can’t wait to get you inside,” his voice rich and husky as he seals his promise. 
“Baby, I don’t even think you could get it up right now.”
“Woah, woah, woah,” Steve removes himself as your shell, both arms up in defense while he takes a few steps back.  
When your senses finally catch up that he’s no longer hovering over you. You quickly turn, just stopping him before he tumbles down the step. 
You hold both his hands, then let one go to grab the side of this face, “Honey, your drunk off your ass right now—“
“I am not! You just called my game weak,”
“That’s not what I said, but I need you to stand silently so I can open the door, okay?”
“Okay, pretty” he answers, landing a soft peck on your lips.
You smile as you finally open the door, reaching behind you to clasp Steve’s hand so you can pull him in. 
You close the door behind him, toeing your shoes off, giggling when he has trouble with his. But five ‘fucks’ later, he finally gets it done. 
“Woooo!!” Steve shoots his hand up in a v, as if his team just won the super bowl. 
You’re quick to drop his arms back down to his sides, “Shhh, baby. You’re screaming.”
“I am?! I’m sorry,” his hands cup your cheeks as he pulls you for yet another kiss. 
“Honey,” you laugh into his sloppy kiss. “Let’s go to bed, hm? And get some water into you.”
“I don’t wanna do bed,” he whines. “I wanna do you,” he smirks, moving one hand to grip your hip.
“Tomorrow, okay? I’m really tired.” You feign a dramatic yawn. 
“You are? Okay, that’s okay, okay?” he kisses your nose this time. 
Drunk sex isn’t something that hasn’t been checked off your and Steve’s list. But Steve is sloshed and can barely walk straight, so sex would not be on the menu for tonight. 
“Let’s head up.” You wrap his arm over your shoulder, walking up the steps carefully. 
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He’s sitting at the end of the bed, his coat beside him, as you unbutton his dress shirt. You would’ve let him do it himself, but he was struggling with his lack of hand-eye coordination. Playfully slapping your hand every time your hands got close to his shirt. Giggling and joking that there would be no sexy times. That was until he had made you oath you’d keep your hands innocent. 
Ever your affectionate, drunk lover. 
“Are you sure you feel alright? Don't need to throw up or anything?” You ask Steve once again. 
“I’m fine, I’m fine,” he tells you then takes another swig of water.
It only takes ten minutes until he’s in his sweatpants, with no boxers (under his request). You’re changed and ready for bed, tired out from an eventful day. Steve’s favorite movie playing in the background. 
Steve cuddles up close, half his brawny body on yours, his leg splayed over yours, and his head nestled on your chest. 
Your fingers run through his hair soothingly. 
“Y/n?”
You hum a response.
“Thank you for taking care of me, I love you too,” 
“I love you too.” you laugh breathily at his mistake. 
A comfortable pause ensues. 
“Y/n?” His hand shimmies under your t-shirt, to caress your soft skin. 
“Yes, honey,” you can’t help but laugh at the way he calls for your attention. You don’t think you’ve heard your actual name from his mouth so consistently. 
“I think I wanna— I know I want to start trying soon. I wanna be a dad, a good dad.”
Your hand stills.
“What?” Your voice is quiet and relayed with shock. Your heart no longer in your chest. 
He wants to try. The two of you tied the knot two months ago. However, talk of whether you guys wanted to start a family or not was shut down by Steve every time. You never wanted to push, but you also wanted to know what to expect. 
Either way, He was adamant that he wasn’t ready. There was no way he could raise a baby to be half a decent human being with his trauma lingering in the shadows, among other things
He sits up abruptly, “I know, I know. I’m not sober, but I’m not lying either. I’m ready, honey… if you are.” He grabs your hand and kisses your knuckles.
“Okay,” you smile, “If you remember, we’ll continue this conversation tomorrow?”
“Okay.” He kisses your cheek before cuddling into you once again. “I wanna be the perfect dad, y/n. The best.”
“You will be.” 
You tell him sweetly, your eyes stinging as you run your fingers through his hair once more. 
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a/n: srry it's been so long, college keeps me busy 24/7! here's this as i try and finish binky fairy pt. 2
if you enjoyed pls don’t forget to reblog or give feedback if ur up to it <3
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