#tell me why i feel so strangely homesick rn
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okay pls the kickoff!gojo beach hc’s are toooo real but also is the donut shop in question seaside in newport
anon. i—
i seriously cannot believe this rn 😭
im about to go to bed n i was gonna queue some asks up for tomorrow but i saw this come into my inbox like a minute ago and my jaw literally DROPPED
YES!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭 OF ALL THE FUCKIN DONUT SHOPS IN THE WORLD, SEASIDE IS THE EXACT DONUT SHOP I WAS THINKING OF. AND NEWPORT BEACH IS ALSO THE EXACT BEACH I WAS THINKING OF WHILE DREAMING UP THE KICKOFF BEACH DATE HEADCANONS PLS IM SO GAGGED RN
how tf did you know??????? is it bc of the apple fritter?? lmfao i know their apple fritters are super popular but im just so shocked rn at how u guessed 😭😭 wtf. i mean ik i mentioned socal too bahaha so that narrows it down but still SHEEESH im sure u live in my area thats gotta be the only explanation lmfao
man i think im gonna go to newport next weekend all this talk ab a date at the beach n the fact one of my readers guessed the exact donut shop n place im planning to include in a future chapter 🥲 screaming
imma take pictures of all the spots i imagine kickoff couple visiting n post a moodboard that is tailored just for them ✋🏼😭
#tell me why i feel so strangely homesick rn#my friends n i would visit newport beach after finals in college n we’d always go to seaside 😭😭#n share the apple fritters bc theyre fuckin huge lol#but i havent been there in a while n dreaming up the beach hcs i was like i should visit#n then now the mention of seaside donuts 😭😭#imma make plans#sobbing#kickoff#asks#anon
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i tremble and panic when remembering what my life will be. im scared and lonely and i dont want anything else, just to see my family and home. for some reason i feel like in mt first days here, and even then it wasnt that bad. im afraid of the idea that i have to get used to this. i don t find living in the apartments and going to work that scary but still just understanding of how life plays with me makes me feel misserable. oh how i wish i never looked up this university in google, when i was lying in my warm bed at the winter, excited, because i found western university that will bring me to my dreams and actually is afordable for my family. i feel so stupid and im so sorry dad i am you spend so much money on me and im not even grateful. this fucker oh fuck he asks if 2 pm is okay for me. i dont think any pm is okay for me. i think tomorrow will be horrible. i dont think he thinks of me in a romantic way, he has some chicks name in his user name sticker. i fucking hate him. but i wish he could comfort me. he probably doesnt care in the slightest ab me. for some reason i kinda feel like omori? is this a strange reference idk. well omori song just started playing so i thought of it. i feel like i dont really should be in this world. i want to come back to what it used to be. i guess a lot of people think about the same things but uh yeah. i guess tomorrows gonna be awful. i really dont want to see him espercially this early but i have to get out of the house, it will fucking eat me alive. i must have studied a lot today but ima lazy ass and cryed all day. i hate that the idea of crying is so normalized today. its like oooh i cried because of this dead pigeon!! wtf no i believe tears are not for this. people cry when they experience strong emotions. my other roommate is singing songs in the shower god i hate her. its 9 pm btw. she screams like a pig. sometimes she is nice and i truly believe she is a nice person. i still hate her and would like to see her dead. but no right now. im not that angry right now. when i think of my mom i start to cry. i miss her so much. it was always like this when i was a kid, i would always cry when i was at sleepovers. i dont know why, its a strange feeling. it is reallt strange. when im okay i dont even want to talk to her, its like i dont have a lot of stimuli to do so? but when i feel bad the only oerson i want to call is her. i guess shes the only one who i believe would reallt care. not even my best friend who i would always call the best person in my life. im just a bad person. when she tells me that something happened to her im always kinda happy it happened. its not always like this but sometimes i feel like oh lol ye u deserved it bc there is enough good in ur life. im just an awful always jelous person. i guess world would be a better place without people like me. people like me are the people who shoot schools. i would be happier if it uh fuck again its like when u remembering something like just spontaneus and u immediately start to cry and tremble and like idk feel bad? i feel so so so homesick. i didnt feel that homesick at the start and here i am after 3 months here. i really love my parents and actually my home i am so sorry that i never told anyone this or idk oh god im so so sorry i never respected never understood. i guess its just that im homesick and my home isnt that good but tbh i cant of a thing better rn than my home. fuck any other place. fuck heaven. i just wish i could my cat and my mom sitting and talking loud at 7 am when the sun is rising with her mom and she will make me awake and i will go and ask her to be quiet really angryshly and she will go to her room and i will try to sleep again but now i cant so i smoke my vape and browse through tiktok, lying in underwear and some t shirt, then my cat will come to me and start meowing for me to play with him, i will annoignly play alittle bit with him and then proceed to do my every day morning chores. but summer in my country when u have friends is amazing. i mean my city. okay i will end now to mush words
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bro... you just know imma have to ask for all the questions....
I hope you’re proud of my dedication (also thank you for doing this every time lol)
london: when you visit a city, do you take in the tourist points or the more unknown places?
I like to do both, but more unknown places are fun to either discover myself or be shown by someone who loves the city.
paris: where did you last fall in love?
In a bedroom in Cambridge I think.
berlin: do you find history or geography to be more interesting?
History, I love learning about history, but I didn’t study either at school - I now do some history.
amsterdam: would you drink in a room full of strangers?
That’s just freshers week in a nutshell so yes I did.
prague: rivers or forests?
Forests with lakes, although rivers really make me think of home - in my home city my grandma lives next to a river, as does my dad, at uni I live near a river and in Vienna I commute across the river which I love.
vienna: do you enjoy classic literature?
Yes, definitely, I actually read a lot of classics as a kid but I’ve been slacking lately.
barcelona: beaches or cities?
Cities
madrid: who did you last attend a party with?
I’m assuming it would’ve been with uni friends, or many a zoom party.
budapest: if you could do anything and not have to face the consequences, what would you do?
ooh shit that’s such a good question, right now it’d probably be punch/get rid of our incompetent government.
rome: ancient rome or ancient greece?
oooh i think i’d go with ancient greece although i can speak some latin so i’d maybe fare better in rome.
copenhagen: how many languages can you speak?
5, to varying degrees, english and german are my best, russian is prob still my worst because i haven’t practised in forever.
dublin: where was the last castle you visited?
Old Sarum
stockholm: angst or fluff?
Fluff babyyyy
lisbon: if you had the chance to become a prince/princess, would you?
Hmmm I don’t think so, although the British monarchy have so much monarchy, maybe just to do good with that money.
athens: favourite greek myth?
Off the top of my head, Eurydice and Orpheus.
milan: what matters more: fashion or comfort?
Comfortttt
munich: why did you kiss the last person you did?
I’d broken up with someone not long before and he kissed me and took me by surprise, it was very sweet.
helsinki: when did you last visit a friend’s house?
Start of October I think, we don’t have bubbles in Austria but we made one with him so he wouldn’t be on his own.
reykjavik: do people usually have trouble pronouncing your name when you first meet?
Nope, they often spell it wrong though
florence: how did you discover your favourite artist’s work?
I really like Allie Brosh’s comics and books, my sister introduced me to her.
edinburgh: would you visit a dog park without a dog?
Probably yeah
oslo: what’s more important: work or love?
Love
venice: why did you last fall in love?
He provided me support when I really really needed it and made me feel valued.
glasgow: where were you going during your latest bus journey?
To work
liverpool: do you follow any sports?
I follow league one of British football for AFC wimbledon. I follow tennis sometimes too.
cologne: why did you last visit your grandparents?
To give my mum a break from looking after grandma.
moscow: would you rather perform in a circus or an opera?
Oh hell, probably an opera.
naples: if you could visit anywhere in the world, where would you go and for how long?
Hmmm I’m gonna give a few answers - if there wasn’t the teeny problem of bigotry and safety I would love love love to go to Russia for like a month.
I also really want to go to Italy and Spain and the Scandinavian countries, so I’d like to do like a month or two of interrailing (which was my plan for March but obvs I can’t do that)
favourite
1 - season?
autumn
2 - classic film?
Men in black?? idk
3 - nostalgia-inducing possession?
my teddy bear - he’s called brownie and my sister got him for me when I was really little
4 - shade of green?
the dark bits of malachite
5 - gemstone?
amethyst
6 - hour of the night?
4-5am
7 - quote?
“The universe is seeming really huge right now. I need something to hold on to.” - We Were Liars (E. Lockhart)
8 - type of dream?
dreams about being in love
9 - happy song?
Candlelight - Relient K
10 - sad song?
Tobacco In My Sheets - Lauren Aquilina
11 - character from a book?
Ohh I really don’t know I’ll go with Andy Skampt from the Carls.
12 - creative medium?
Pen and paper for writing
13 - memory?
belly laughs around the table with my family
14 - aspect of a person’s face?
smile or eyes
15 - decade before the 2020s?
2010s
16 - band?
Stornoway
17 - animated film/tv show?
moana
18 - constellation?
cassopeia
19 - poem?
A Thousand Mornings by Mary Oliver.
20 - album?
right now its Songs for the Drunk and Broken Hearted by Passenger
21 - ending in fictional media?
The ending to Crazy Ex Girlfriend.
22 - shade of blue?
maybe baby blue because its on the trans flag
23 - part of being alive?
love
24 - holiday?
last time I came to Vienna actually
25 - kind of candy?
flying saucers are a classic
26 - person you know?
I’m real homesick so my sister at the moment
27 - musical movie?
Rent
28 - superhero?
Spiderman
29 - book longer than 500 pages?
I think North Child is longer than 500 pages?
30 - book shorter than 300 pages?
We Were Liars
marvel character asks
iron man: first superhero you ever liked?
spiderman
spiderman: do you believe in hometown pride?
not really
black widow: would you rather be a secret agent for the heroes or the villains?
heroes
hulk: which approach to conflict do you prefer: analytical or physical?
analytical
thor: what’s your favourite kind of weather?
snow
captain america: how patriotic are you?
fuck not at all
black panther: what’s your favourite sci-fi movie?
the one i immediately thought of was I am Number Four.
ant-man: how tall are you?
something above 5′3″ but i genuinely don’t know
bucky barnes: do you have any hidden talents?
nope
captain marvel: on what topic do you and your parents most disagree?
how tidy my room should be kept
hawkeye: if you had to fight, what would be your weapon of choice?
something i can use at close quarters, maybe a knife
doctor strange: what’s an occurrence of everyday magic you’ve experienced?
Honestly some places and weather and animals are so magical
peter quill: is there anyone that underestimates you?
probably my flatmate
falcon: tell us your feelings on the armed forces.
oof that’s a rough one. My dad was in the army and definitely has ptsd from it. I don’t support the army at all but I do recognise that a lot of working class kids have few alternatives and are funnelled into that system.
gamora: if family and success were mutually exclusive, which would you choose?
family every time
nebula: do you believe a person can truly change?
yes
wanda: if you could have any superpower, what would you choose and why?
shapeshifting
deadpool: tell an offensive joke you feel bad for finding funny.
eh no thanks, i don’t really wanna put that energy out there rn
loki: greatest thing you’ve done on april fool’s day?
i mean probably something annoying to my sister when i was younger
venom: what non-mcu marvel character would you love to see in the mcu?
oh god i have no idea
nick fury: how do other people perceive you?
i hope as empathetic
thanos: do you believe in necessary sacrifices? give an example.
yes and no, not in terms of economy and shit, i don’t think people should ever be sacrificed for economic gain, but in terms of personal life i’ve sacrificed friendships to transition, and i’d do it again.
rocket: favourite non-domesticated animal?
tigerrrr
drax: would you rather fight with fists or knives?
fists
groot: how annoying were you five years ago?
i think i was growing out of my super annoying phase
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Back to You
A/N : This was a request! Thank you for sending it in! I hope you enjoy it! It’s super long but I felt the need to be detailed. Also, it’s poorly edited so I apologize. Enjoy! :)
*** The Past
“What do you mean you can’t do this anymore!?”
Shocked and confused you both stood in the comforting space of your living room. However, the tensions from the heartbreaks you both were now in the face of made your home feel far from a sanctuary.
“I- I can’t do this! It’s too much. I feel like our relationship is living off of borrowed time!” You replied, trying so hard to gulp all your feelings down. But they were bursting through like a busted water pipe and there was nothing you could do about it. No matter how hard you tried to keep it all in.
“So what? You’re breaking up with me!? Is that what this is!?”
“Van. . . I- I don’t know. I don’t know what this is. I just can’t keep pretending we’re okay. We’re not. . .”
“Everything’s been pretty fucking great for me! Why? Am I not good enough for you now?” He sneered. He was bitter and cold and it hurt to see him that way.
“Van. Calm down! We can’t talk when you’re acting like this.” You replied solemnly but sternly.
“Calm down? Y/N, you’re the one who’s breaking my heart right now! Don’t fucking tell me to calm down!”
“Van. . .” you replied. You sat down on the couch, a wave of emotions hit you like a tsunami. Sobbing into your hands as if you were a child. This was never what you wanted. But it was something that you felt that you needed to do.
Your brain always treated you with logic not with tenderness. You told yourself you couldn’t do this anymore.The constantly being away, the burdensome feeling you had when you weren’t around him, not knowing what the future would even hold for the both of you considering how you couldn’t seem to move past the fact you may never have or even want the time to just settle down. You convinced yourself it was the truth. . . that these were all valid reasons to leave. Maybe it was. . ? It felt like it was. . . You’re brain was all warped over the idea of losing him. You loved him. . . right? Yes- of course you did! How could you not? He was bright and kind. Caring for you and always there when he could be. But that was the thing ‘could be.’
He was constantly gone for long periods of time. You were constantly traveling back and forth for work. You loved him. . . yeah. . . you really did. But it made your brain melt and your heartache whenever you thought about all the times he was never around. Or when you were never around.
You sat quietly after you started to calm down from the wave of panic that had just possessed your body. He walked over to the couch, sat down right next to you and sighed heavily. Letting out a strange whimper as he began to break down too.
“Van, you know I love you. . . right?” you said softly. He pulled you into a tight embrace as your head faced the floorboards. He cried into your shoulder. You couldn’t dare to look him in the eye.
“Yes, Y/N. I know you love me. I love you too. . . I just don’t understand. . . Why are you doing this?” he replied, his voice was melancholy and strained. Both of your emotions were filled with innocence and desperation, which made the situation all the more devastating
“Because, right now. In my life. . . things are changing. I’m gone all the time, and so are you. I miss you constantly. I hate when you leave. Hell! I hate when I leave. . . But I worked so hard to get where I’m at. . . and so have you. Neither of us should have to compromise our careers for each other. It wouldn’t be fair. . .” you began.
“Van. I think you need to let me go. . .” you turned up to look him in the eye. But he was already staring into yours. His had become ghastly pale, his frame was slumped. His cheeks blushed from the sadness.
“I- I. . . can’t, Y/N. I love you. . . I love you so much I can’t-” he broke his words with a soft sob. You held him in your arms this time. The moment was so sappy but it was now a reality. And it was terrifying to think you were just going to leave one of the best things that ever happened to you. And that you were breaking not only yours, but someone else’s heart.
“Van. . . I’m gonna leave. It’s what’s best for the both of us. I know it. I think deep down you know it too.”
“You can’t!” he said, an absolute mess.
“Van. . .” you said sternly. You grabbed his face and intently looked him in the eyes. Your nose was all runny and your face was all red and puffy. You were far from a pretty crier. You knew that. He knew that too.
“Van, ju- just think! For one moment. . . . please. . . just.” you signed heavily. “I love you, I always will. You’re one of the best things to have ever happen in this lifetime of mine. And I say that without a fucking doubt in my mind. But if we keep this up. We’ll never be okay. Things will just get worse.”
He sighed heavily, he pulled your hands away from his face and held them gently in his.
“You’re going to leave me?” he whimpered.
“I think we need some time apart is all. I know this doesn’t feel right now, but Van I know it is. You can focus on yourself now. You can let me go. . . I promise.
I understand if you hate me. I hate me for doing this to us. . . But in the long-run. This is what’s right.”
He looked down at your hands, his thumb rubbed over the ring he got you for your last anniversary. It marked three years of your love for one another.
“You promise?” he mumbled.
“What?” you questioned confused.
“You promise, that no matter what. . . you’ll never take this off? Please. . . promise me.” he said solemnly.
“I promise, Van.”
*** The Present
You sat upon your brand new sofa and took a deep exhale of relief. “Finally!” you exhaled.
You sat in your new apartment. You had just got done decorating. It was finally a home now. All your records were organized by genre, artist and then release date. Your kitchen was now prepped for you to cook actual food, instead of takeout that you’d been eating for the past few weeks as you settled into your new place. Your bed was made up and your bathroom was stocked with all your essentials and favorite things. You had finally moved in.
The past few years had brought a lot of new perspectives into your life. They way you wanted to live it and so on. . . It was no longer a struggle to figure out the next step like it had been for so long. Because you had realized something. . . Life was too unexpected. And to map it out down to the smallest details was only causing you stress and even more stress. You got sick of living like that. So you decided to finally just let live. You weren’t old by any means- but you were getting older. And you were at a point in your life where you had to be a real adult now. Even though you’ve had a continuously climbing career, you decided to settle down for awhile. Maybe you’d change your mind in a few years. . . who knows?
You sat back and relaxed as you opened the bottle of wine that you had been saving for this moment. You filled your glass and slowly sipped on your pricey Rose. The dinging of your phone abruptly came from the coffee table. You slowly leaned over and picked it up to see a text from one of your long time friends, Quinn. You’d been college buddies, and she definitely made your homesickness a lot better whenever she was around.
“You’ll never guess who the FUcK is in town rn!!!” - Quinn.
“Idk is it ur creepy uncle who wears the button downs but without buttoning them? Because if it is. . . I’ll pass :)” - Y/N.
“No! … thank god. . . but Y/N like for real!!” - Quinn.
“Okay Q. . . who is it?” - Y/N.
“Y/N. . .” - Quinn.
“I’M GETTING IMPATIENT NOW! WHO???? Spill it!” - Y/N
“Y/N. . . it’s Van. . . :/” - Quinn.
“. . .” -Y/N.
“Do you want me to come over? I know how much you hate to talk about it. . . He’s only here for a few days anyway.”
“. . . yeah. You can swing on by. . . we’re going to need more wine tho :/” - Y/N
“Of course girly :) I gotchu. . . always. <3 .” - Quinn.
You gulped down your glass and set it to the side as you began to just drink straight from the bottle.
You stared into the blankness of your wall. You didn’t understand why you were so caught up about Van still. It had been years, afterall. He’s probably moved on by now. After you split ways with Van you didn’t really keep in contact much longer, afterwards. Their was the occasional ‘I think I left my favorite perfume at your place.’ or ‘ Mind if I drop by? I think I left fifa at your place.’
Your work had you flying around a lot after that. Going from city to city every other day for a few months at a time. That’s when one day you had the enlightening realization that it was all becoming too much and that you should just settle someplace for awhile. Which is exactly what you did. And something about you settling down now, without Van, made you feel a deep guilt that built up in your stomach.
The door opened and Quinn walked in. She sat down next to you and let out a deep sigh. “Men amiright?” she scoffed, taking her own beverage from the bottle too. You both looked at each other. Then at the ground. You just started to laugh. It started off as a small little breathy scoff, and then laughter just erupted from your lungs, and you couldn’t stop. You were practically screaming you head off with laughter like a madman. Quinn just sat confused.
“Quinn.” you paused mid-laughter.
“I’m fucked. . .” you sighed.
“Y/n. . .” Quinn muttered trying to get your attention.
“Yeah?”
“I think you still love him. . .”
“. . . I think so too.” you replied softly.
You both stared at each other once again. Eyes glassy and scared.
“What if he doesn’t love me anymore.” you asked desperately. It felt pathetic to say aloud.
“I think love always finds a way back to you. This just doesn’t happen to be a very convenient coincidence? No I don’t think so. This was meant to happen.” Quinn said.
In college you studied multimedia and she studied psychology. So your more meaningful conversations always ended with Quinn reciting something philosophical and you agreeing to it even if you had no idea what she was even talking about.
“I’m gonna go call him.” you murmured. You got up from the couch and walked into your bedroom. Scrolling through your contacts you found his name. The lame little eggplant emoji that Van forced you to put in his contact name was still there. You took a deep breath as the dial tones began to ring.
“Hello?” he spoke.
“Uh. . . hey.” you replied awkwardly.
“I’m sorry, who is this?” he asked.
Your heart sunk into your chest, you regretted this. This just felt like a mistake. “Um. I think you might remember me. . . It’s Y/n.” you spoke softly.
“Y/n!?” he replied enthusiastically. It made your stomach fill with butterflies the way he said your name.
“My bad. I just got a new phone, don’t have a lot of contacts in this thing yet,” he laughed.
“Van! Hi, I hope i’m not intruding on anything. . . Uh. . . um- a friend of mine told me you were in town.”
“Me and the lads just landed in Chicago.” he replied a little lost.
“Yeah. . . I -uh. Moved back home.” you said.
You grew up in the States your whole life. But moved to Chicago for University. You first met Van in Chicago and he always thought it was where you grew up. You never bothered to correct him on it.
“You moved back to Chicago?” he said. The tone in his voice had shifted from perky to solemn.
“Uh- yeah. Recently though.” you replied.
“Oh. . . um. . .” he said aimlessly.
“Yeah! Anyways- what a weird coincidence. Ya know. . . the timing and all. I was wondering if maybe you wanted to see each other while you’re here? It’d be nice to see you again.” you said.
“Of course, Y/n! How about tonight? We don’t play a show until tomorrow and it’d be fantastic to see ya.” he said cheerily.
“Yeah of course! Sounds great!” you responded.
“Awesome! I’ll text you a time and place,” he spoke.
“Yeah Van, I’m looking forward to it,” you said. A feeling of sadness had overrun your body at the sound of his sweet voice.
“. . .”
“Yeah. . . me too. Catch you later Y/n,” he said.
The line went dead and you felt colder than normal. You walked out into the living room. Quinn sitting on the couch with a smirk on her face.
“How’d it go?” she asked.
You scoffed, “I don’t know, how do you think it went? I know your nosy ass was listening in on every word.”
“I think it went pretty damn well if you ask me,” she replied.
“. . . Yeah. I hope so. . .”
Later that night you peeled out of your sweatpants and t-shirt and into something more casual. You were meeting him at some bar called ‘Patty’s.’ Van always made poor choices when it came to finding new places. He loved the dive bars. But, in your opinion, they just seemed like every girl’s worst nightmare. Sweaty old dudes checking you out. Mold growing on the walls of the bathrooms. Those sorts of things.
You double checked to see if you had everything in your purse, but really you were just trying to avoid the situation you whole handedly put yourself into.
When you got to the bar you were running late. You took a short walk from the train to the place you were supposed to meet and every now and then you would stall to ‘catch your breath’ or ‘adjust your shoe.’ Anything to postpone that awful feeling in your stomach. It was guilt and you knew it. . . It began to eat you alive ever since your phone call.
You walked up to the bar, took a deep breath, and walked inside. You looked around. It was noisy and old rock music was blaring from blown out speakers in the background. You looked over to your right. There he was. You felt your chest sink into your stomach. A few empty glasses already cascaded the table he was sitting at. You slowly approached him and saw the look on his face brighten when he saw yours. You took a seat across from him and began to prepare for an uncomfortable night.
“Hey” he said. He had a huge grin on his face, like a young kid when they see their crush. It made you crack a sad smile looking at that goofy lovable smile of his. The one you let down all the years ago.
You took a seat across from him. An awkward silence was held between the both of you. You had no idea on where even to start.
“So. . . what’s new with you?” he asked politely.
“Oh. . . a lot currently. I just finished moving in and I start work again at the office in a few days,” you replied. trying to make innocent conversation.
“Chicago, huh? What made you want to move back here?” he said. Only a few words in and it already felt like an interrogation. But you knew you owed him at least an explanation as to where you’d been and what you’d been doing all this time you’ve been apart.
“The past few years I’ve been all over. I just got a little homesick I guess,” you replied.
You could hear a slight breathy scoff come from under his breath. “What happened to not wanting to settle down?” he muttered as he stared at his glass somberly. He was starting to come off a rude and quite judgemental of your decisions, but his eyes were glossy and he looked so lost in thought. You could tell he was still hurt. Even after all this time.
“You’re right. . . I didn’t want to settle down. But, I don’t know maybe now I do,” you replied.
“So. . . Does that mean you’ve been seeing someone?” he questioned. He had the same negativity in his tone, but he spoke calmly.
You sat quietly, feeling the intensity rise “. . . No Van, I haven’t really thought about that part of settling down.” you replied.
“Oh. . .” he said softly circling the top of his whiskey glass with his finger.
“But how have you been?” you interjected into the uncomfortable silence.
“Oh. . . I’ve been great. Yeah,” he bluntly replied. You could tell he didn’t really want to come here for small talk, despite the happiness in his tone when you talked on the phone earlier. You thought he would’ve just loved to tell you what he’s been up to. But deep down, you knew you were foolish to think your guilt wasn’t going to come up to bite you in the ass.
He wanted something more.
“I’m glad to hear that.” you said, nodding your head with a soft smile.
“Yeah. . . Ya know. . a lot of songwriting, we’ve got a new album dropping soon.” he stated.
“That’s awesome Van! I’m happy for you! How are the guys by the way?” you replied.
“They’re all good. Bondy’s laid of drinking a little bit. Larry is. . . well. . . still Larry.” he chuckled awkwardly.
“That’s awesome! It’s good to hear you’re doing good!” you said cheerfully.
“Yeah. . . I mean, why wouldn’t I be?” he retorted.
“I mean- I. . . I don’t know.” you replied nervously.
You both sat silently for a good moment.
“. . . Van. What’s on your mind? You seem a little tense,” you mumbled out.
“. . . Yeah, well, here we are.” he replied coldly.
“Is it because you want to talk. . . like, about us?” you asked. You could almost feel your bones shaking and the goosebumps forming on your skin.
“Yeah. But uh- not here. I don’t want to talk about it here.” he bluntly stated.
“Okay. . . well we could. . . I don’t know maybe go back to my place?” you mentioned.
“. . . yeah, um. . . okay.” He replied.
You looked down at your hands as you fiddled with your fingers. A nervous habit of yours. He slid out from his seat and you followed suit. You slung your bag over your shoulder and the both of you headed out of the front door of the lame dive that you were so glad to finally be leaving. This wasn’t exactly how you planned on leaving it though. But then again, you had no idea what you expected to happen.
You and Van walked side by side, occasionally bumping into each other from the lack of distance between the two of you. You folded your arms in front of one another to make sure your hand wouldn’t accidentally meet his.
You walked down to the train and waited an awkward five minutes in somewhat silence as the Amtrak slowly approached.
When you got back to your building. You fiddled with your keys. Shaking a little bit as you tried hard to hide your nervousness. But when it came to Van, you could never seem to hide your emotions very well.
“Are you okay, Y/n?” he asked concerningly.
“Uh- yeah” you chuckled “New keys, you know how it is. . . that’s all,” you stuttered out. He nodded his head as in ‘yeah. . . alright.’ He could tell you were a nervous wreck. But deep down inside he was too. If it wasn’t for the intense pregaming he probably would’ve been acting the same way.
You finally made your way into your apartment. You tossed your keys into the dish next to the doorway and walked over to the kitchen. He followed behind you as you began to look through the cupboards for some alcohol. Preferably something with high content. The quicker you weren’t sober. The better.
You grabbed a bottle of vodka for you and some whiskey for Van. You didn’t bother with shot glasses. Not that you were sure you had any, anyhow. You grabbed two regular glasses and began to walk out into the living space. You plopped down on your couch like you had earlier that day. But this time in an entirely different situation. With entirely different thoughts running through your head. He sat next to you. And you just sat in silence as you both poured drinks.
“So. . . um. You asked me earlier if I’d been seeing anyone. How about you?” you asked.
“‘Course not,” he replied.
You let out a little laugh, trying to break tension. “How come? You’re a fine lad. I’m sure the ladies are all over you. I know they were when we were-” you stopped mid sentence. Instantly regretting that statement.
“When we were together?” he replied.
“Uh- yeah, I guess,” you mumbled out, embarrassed.
He let out a little laugh. “No. I haven’t really found anyone all that interesting. I haven’t found anyone worthwhile,” he replied.
“I’ll take that as a compliment,” you said, taking a long gulp of your strong beverage.
“Not to sound cocky, but you should. You’re amazing Y/n. No one could ever come close to you,” he softly spoke. You looked up at him. You forgot about how much his eyes glimmered in soft light.
“Bullshit! I’ve met plenty of girls who are way cooler than I am,” you replied with a calm laugh.
“Oh, so you’re into girls now I take it?” he snickered.
“Van! You know what I mean,” you replied with more laughter.
“Yeah. . . I suppose so,” he sadly replied.
“But I don’t think there will ever be someone quite like you,” he said. He took a strand of hair from your face and pushed it aside. You awkwardly looked down, not knowing how to respond.
“Y/n- I.” he stopped as he looked down at your hands that had made their way crossed upon a pillow. You looked down too. On your right middle finger sat the ring Van gave you.
“You still wear it?” he asked. He looked shocked, happy, and sad at the same time. An odd expression but one that you instantly detected.
“Yeah. . . of course! We made a promise. But do you know how much of a pain it was to keep track of it with all my travels.” You laughed.
“Y/n- I can’t believe you actually kept it,” he replied with a soft smile as he held his hand in yours.
“It was three years of undying love, remember?” you smirked.
“Yeah, I remember. I remember how you called me corny for saying that. . . but it was the truth,” he smiled.
“And it-” he stopped. Looked down at your hands and then back at you.
“Even after all this time, I still feel like maybe it is,”
You couldn’t detect why, but all of a sudden that guilty feeling rolled all throughout your body. You became a little flustered on how to respond. Before you knew it, you had tears in your eyes.
“What’d I say!?” he interjected; concerned.
“Oh God, I don’t know! It’s not you. . . Well I mean it is but it isn’t,” you began. Van instantly wrapped his arms around you; tightly.
“I know. I know. It’s okay,” he said. Comforting you.
“I’m so sorry,” you spoke. It came out a little bit raspy as you still tried to stop yourself from actually crying.
“No Y/n. Don’t be. . I. . .” he began to speak as he loosened his embrace and his eyes met yours. Your face was all red and your eyes were puffy. You were an ugly crier. You knew that. So did he. . .
“I think you were right. About having distance. Even if it met losing you for awhile. When I first heard your call I about freaked out with happiness. I couldn’t contain it. I couldn’t believe it was you. Y/n I love you. I’ve loved you from the very beginning. When you left. . . I thought maybe I could move on, but you’re the one. You’ve been stuck in my brain for what feels like centuries. And now that we’re here. Together.”
You looked him in the eyes once more as he held your face in his hands. He had a hopeful grin on his face as he looked right back at you. You leaned in closer. His lips caressed yours as he softly kissed your lips. But the intensity was astronomical. He pulled your body closer to his as if you were weightless. You loosely wrapped your arms around his neck. Returning the gesture. You paused. Looking at him with a flirty smile.
“You know I heard this cheesy thing, but I think maybe it’s true,” you spoke
“Oh yeah? What’s that?” Van replied with a cheeky grin.
“It goes like ‘no matter what love always finds a way back to you’ or something,” you said.
Hand held your hand and squeezed it tight. Giving you another passionate kiss on the lips before saying “I guess now both of us are corny lovers” he chuckled.
You leaned once more.
“Yeah. Maybe we are…” you smirked.
#catfish and the bottlemen#catb#van mccann#fanfic#fanfiction#vanfiction#vanmccann#mccann#vanfic#romance#angst#backtoyou#selena gomez#songfic
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(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?
Don’t have a closet. I’m poor
(2) Do You Have Freckles?
I’m Asian. Does that answer the question?
(3) Can You Whistle?
Sadly not
(4) Last Song You Listened To.
Awaken - Stray Kids. Stan them or fat 🤬
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?
Currently dirty yellow green
(6) Relationship Status.
Taken by at least 150 boys that do not exist
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?
28°C. This is considered VERY low here. Normally it’s a fucking oven in here — 33°C
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?
I have never woken up peaceful in my entire life
(9) How Many Followers?
381
(10) Zodiac Sign.
The sexual position. Cancer ♋️ 💛
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?
💩
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?
I’m not 6 🤬
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?
Stopped ever since I became a teen #puberty
(14) What Books Are You Reading?
I only read manga
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.
I want to die
(16) Favourite Anime?
HUNTER X HUNTER BITCH
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?
Crying? What’s that?
(18) Do You Collect Anything?
Screenshots. Specifically shirtless anime boys 💦🥵
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?
I starve myself #RoadToAnorexia
(20) Do You Dance In The Car?
Only on my dad’s yacht and private jet
(21) Favourite Animal?
Me
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?
Only Hentai
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?
0230
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?
No
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?
Hate swimming. I get tan so easily. I’d die for pale skin
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?
Mine obviously is this even a question
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?
Tap. Because it might not be clean and I can get sick and not live as long cause I hate living and want to die
(28) What Makes You Happy?
Hentai. Next.
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?
Study? What’s that?
(31) Dogs Or Cats?
Both. But I like dogs slightly more ...
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?
Only the wrapper cause I’m not straight
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.
Hentai
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?
Cum
(35) Do You Believe In Magic?
No lemao
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?
Naked rn
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?
Sadly
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?
ALWAYS SPEND IT THE MOMENT I RECEIVE IT 🤮 sucks to be rich
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?
Pussy flesh
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?
Sadly not
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?
Sadly not. But I’ve caught lizards and moths call me Steve Irwin
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?
Surprisingly no
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?
Very.
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?
I’m neutral about them. But one time. I was sick and rode on an airplane. MY EARS WERE FUCKING DYING. IT FELT LIKE MY EARDRUMS WERE BEING STABBED AND THE KNIFE WAS STUCK THERE and EVERYTHING HURT. Thank god the flight was only an hour. Cause the next one I had was 14 hours and by then my cold was gone
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.
Your Name obviously. Oh and also the sad WW2 movies from Studio Ghibli
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?
None ew.
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?
N C FUCKNG T BITCHES
(48) Are You A Picky Eater?
Surprisingly not
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?
FUCKING. I need at least 10 hours of sleep or else I can’t get through the day
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?
Neither
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?
Read manga, which, are Japanese mangoes for those of you uncultured swines
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?
Only moaning. Next question
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?
None I have servants for a reason
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?
Crown by TXT my phone knows me so well <3
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)
It’s always summer here #BoringWeatherMuch
(56) What Are You Craving Right Now?
Cock
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.
(58) What Is Your Gender?
Unspecified. Ok but fr female
(59) Coffee Or Tea?
T
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?
Never had homework ever since Oct 2018. It’s Mar 2019 now lol
(61) What Is Your Sexuality?
Straight as FUCK
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?
Look at question 53 cunt
(63) Favourite Pokemon?
You
(64) Favourite Social Media?
Tied between ig and tumblr. Wait no. Tumblr
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?
Better than sc ngl although sc started it
(66) Do You Get Homesick?
Nope
(67) Are You A Virgin?
You’re asking one rn good job
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?
This is so weird.. even I don’t know... and I’ve been using the same product for months.. wait I’ve recalled it now. Both are dove
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?
Car for free duh
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?
Parents? What’s that?
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?
Seeing 5 ft apart on Friday what I have a life????
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?
Only sex sike
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?
Fuck I don’t have one and can’t come up with one.. uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh... when Kakashi said you’re more than scum if you leave your friends behind. Cried like a bitch
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?
White
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?
Duh who hasn’t
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?
Air
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?
What am I.. 11?
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?
No. Herpes
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?
No but I’ve been on it gay
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?
WHO HASN’T WTF
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?
No. Hate socialising. I only need my body pillows in life
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.
Nope but I wear a dog leash
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?
Agap
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?
1. Starved 2. Shat 3. Do this
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?
Nothing. I can’t afford clothes
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.
I don’t need beauty products when I’m already a beauty myself
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?
Night
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.
Lazy. But my absolute fave is walking dead
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.
My mom left and she said to never answer the door and someone knocked on the door. She was standing there with demonic eyes and I was like “lmao”. Then I left that ‘person’ at the door and she kept scratching and banging the door that I went to the peephole again and it transformed to a bald man. He then started writing me a birthday card when my birthday is literally 3 months away and wishing me the best in life.
(90) Favourite Soda Drink?
I’m vegan
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?
Giant tortoises mating
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?
Gowns
(93) How Do You Look Right Now?
Born hideous lmao
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.
Hentai jfc how many times must I repeat myself
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?
A tattoo of your math grade <3
(96) Favourite YouTuber?
Ondo. Love that bitch
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Get to know me
(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?
Open (my closet doesnt have a door)
(2) Do You Have Freckles?
hardly
(3) Can You Whistle?
yes
(4) Last Song You Listened To.
Revelry - Kings Of Leon
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?
Saphire blue
(6) Relationship Status.
Taken/ 7 months strong
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?
65 degrees Fahrenheit
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?
sometimes
(9) How Many Followers?
25
(10) Zodiac Sign.
Aquarius
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?
dark brown but depending on the lighting they can look black
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?
Yes
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?
Doesn't everyone?
(14) What Books Are You Reading?
This question comes with a weird fact. I can only read one book at a time unless it's for school. The book I'm reading is The Sculptor by Gregory Funaro
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.
“Any 6-foot-5 lesbians in your department, Dr. Hildebrant?”
(16) Favourite Anime?
Hetalia
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?
My grandpa
(18) Do You Collect Anything?
books?
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?
yesterday I had tomato soup
(20) Do You Dance In The Car?
yes
(21) Favourite Animal?
Chinese Water Deer
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?
Yes
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?
It depends
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?
No
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?
Pool
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?
I don't know?
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?
Tap
(28) What Makes You Happy?
@queenbean17
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?
I can't concentrate without it.
(31) Dogs Or Cats?
Dogs
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?
white because I'm useless
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.
PlayStation
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?
Lake
(35) Do You Believe In Magic?
Yes
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?
TyeDye
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?
Yes
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?
Both
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You? If so, what is it?
Yes. It's a bra
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?
no
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?
I mean they land on me but I haven't tried to catch one?
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?
No
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?
y e s
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?
n O
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.
Bambi
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?
Sunflower Seeds
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?
MCR *cries*
(48) Are You A Picky Eater?
No
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?
no
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?
No
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?
Read: yes Write: Sometimes
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?
No
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?
THIS IS HALLOWEEN (i would rather carve pumpkins
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?
I Stay Away - Alice In Chains
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now?
Summer
(56) What Are You Craving Right Now?
the sweet release of d e a t h no but fr i want to be cuddled rn
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.
i dont know how to screenshot on my laptop rip
(58) What Is Your Gender?
pineapple
(59) Coffee Or Tea?
T E A
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?
School doesn't start until tomorrow
(61) What Is Your Sexuality?
Pansexual
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?
no
(63) Favorite Pokemon?
Don’t laugh at me please but its Weedle
(64) Favorite Social Media?
Tumblr
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?
Not my thing but you do you booboo
(66) Do You Get Homesick?
I think if you’re away from home for long enough no matter who you are you will get homesick
(67) Are You A Virgin?
Is that any of your business?
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?
my sister got it for me it's from Lush. I can't remember the name
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?
Car
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?
Both my blood parents passed away when I was little
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?
No idea tbh
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?
n o
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?
A protector can’t protect someone who does not wish to be protected. - Dan Lord
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Prettiest?
Green or grey
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?
Y E S
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?
last night I had steak
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?
more than I should tbh
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?
Yes. Everyone has a right to life no matter there financial situation and the fact that someone wouldnt give a homeless person CPR because they are homeless make me sick
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?
no
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?
No
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?
it dependes
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.
I dont wear them
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?
Closed
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?
Blinked, drank water, breathed. Im a smart ass sry
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?
usally shorts and a hoodie
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.
Soap and water
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?
Night?
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.
Aint o body got time for that
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.
One time when i was younger i had a dream that i was in the woods and the tres grew legs and they could use their branches as arms and they all started dacing around.. it ended with them chasing me with knives
(90) Favourite Soda Drink?
rootbeer
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?
rain hitting an old tin roof
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?
jeans
(93) How Do You Look Right Now?
i look like a mess
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.
rain
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?
i want a snake tat on my arm
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All asks
(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?
closed tf
(2) Do You Have Freckles?
uhh i have like 4 in different places on my body
(3) Can You Whistle?
kind of. braces took my sick whistling skills away
(4) Last Song You Listened To.
currently listening to sound check (gravity) by the gorillaz
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?
hmmm there r so many that i like i love reds and oranges and deep warm colors
(6) Relationship Status.
emotionally unavailable
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?
22 degrees rn
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?
kinda bc i was awoken at 7:30
(9) How Many Followers?
;-)
(10) Zodiac Sign.
leo babi
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?
mix of blue, green, and grey
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?
nop but i should
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?
ya bc i listen to music while showering
(14) What Books Are You Reading?
mortal instruments series
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.
“he had thought he knew how they felt.”
(16) Favourite Anime?
NARUTO
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?
uhhhhhhhhhh does my dog count ????
(18) Do You Collect Anything?
oh ya i collect rocks and old books and dried flowers and dead butterflies and sweet things
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?
i have not eaten that yet
(20) Do You Dance In The Car?
depends. sometimes
(21) Favourite Animal?
i love octopi
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?
nah
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?
like 1-5 am
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?
ya
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?
ocean
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?
shidd i love too many
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?
bottled. not about that chlorine
(28) What Makes You Happy?
cynthia and harry styles and flowers and snow and rocks and bugs
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.
i have no gifs on my computer but that in itself is an accurate depiction of how i feel
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?
depends on the subject
(31) Dogs Or Cats?
doggos but i love both
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?
peach
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.
xbox bc i have never played a playstation lol
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?
ocean. lakes are fucking DISGUSTING i would rather swim in a puddle on the side of the road than in a lake
(35) Do You Believe In Magic?
the magic of gays
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?
yellow
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?
ya baby like a burrito
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?
usually save but i spend sometimes
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?
yes a blanket, a bra, makeup
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?
harry styles and 1d as always
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?
they have always tended to land on me so they catch me
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?
im influenced by people i love like my bff and my krush but i could not care less about what other people think i do what i wanna do regardless
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?
all the fuckn time thanx zoloft
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?
yes
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.
one direction: this is us
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?
peanuts can suck my sweet asshole
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?
harry styles front row seats
(48) Are You A Picky Eater?
nop
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?
uhhh im average i think
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?
no i love it
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?
yes and yes
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?
depends on the mood
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?
carve pumpkins bc i suck at wrappign
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?
dunes by alabama shakes
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)
winter baby
(56)What Are You Craving Right Now?
physical affection
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.
no thx
(58) What Is Your Gender?
she / they
(59) Coffee Or Tea?
i usually say i cant choose but i think we all know its coffee
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?
no im on break
(61) What Is Your Sexuality?
gaey
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?
no lol
(63) Favourite Pokemon?
eevee
(64) Favourite Social Media?
tungle
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?
gross but i use it anyways
(66) Do You Get Homesick?
yes but only when im in my house ???????
(67) Are You A Virgin?
unfortunately
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?
some coconut shit
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?
motel room. not about to get murdered
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?
no dad is gon
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?
whatever horror movie is next
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?
lol no i can finally say that
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?
dont have one
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?
every girl ive had a crush on has had brown eyes so i guess i love brown eyes
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?
YES i fucking LOVE TO SWING
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?
gravy biscuit
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?
none
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?
uhhhh yes ???? theyre dying??
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?
i have before
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?
bro who hasnt
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?
kind of i have social anxiety
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.
yes i do but im too lazy to take a pic
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?
closed i need to be safe
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?
worked with my mom, washed my hair, put on makuep
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?
big fat hoodie and shorts
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.
oh my god it would take housrs i have so mcuh
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?
night time
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.
i have the xbox and i have a lot of CoD and we got minecraft and some football game
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.
i had a dream about my krush like,, 3 months ago and we kissed in the sunset lol
(90) Favourite Soda Drink?
disgusting. i love dr pepper tho
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?
thunder, crunchy slime, harry styles speaking
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?
jeans
(93) How Do You Look Right Now?
appropriately dressed and cleaned up for a job interview
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.
coffee
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?
“i love you” in my great gmas handwriting and either “all the love” or “girl almighty” in harrys handwriting
(96) Favourite YouTuber?
frick idk i dont rly wathc youtube
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Ask Away Anonymously Or Not. (◕‿◕✿) All My Asks I Answered On My Blog Deleted, So I Decided To Make An Ask Meme Thingyy.
(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed? Closed, ain't no monster gonna get these feets.
(2) Do You Have Freckles? No, but most of my family does.
(3) Can You Whistle? Hell yeah, my only talent. I can whistle in and out too, I do a bomb ambulance impression.
(4) Last Song You Listened To. Brown Eyes by Lady Gaga I think.
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour? Blue, Green, Orange. I don’t really like red or yellow, the rest are just okay.
(6) Relationship Status. Single but not wanting to mingle ;)
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now? Cold? Like 68 degrees maybe (Fahrenheit because America is the only real country)?
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky? Waking up makes me cranky, but I’m also sick so probably.
(9) How Many Followers? Only 204 rn, I don’t post content so whatchu expect (shoutout to all those pornbots following me).
(10) Zodiac Sign. Sagittarius
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour? Bluey-green
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily? I have some vitamin c chew things, but they kinda make me gag.
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower? If people aren’t home, or I can close all doors to ensure they can’t hear me.
(14) What Books Are You Reading? I can’t read.
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14. I don’t have any books other than my yearbooks in my room.
(16) Favourite Anime? I’ve only seen one, so it’d have to be Cory in the House.
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of? My dogs? I don’t really cry unless I’m thinking about stuff late at night so.
(18) Do You Collect Anything? I really like figures like of any kind so like I’m one of the only people I feel that likes Funko Pop.
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch? Nothing, I woke up at like 12pm and I can’t cook well.
(20) Do You Dance In The Car? Not really, I sing though (I can’t drive so its only with other people).
(21) Favourite Animal? I literally would love to meet any animal ever, but I’ve always had a special place for dogs and elephants.
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics? Whom?
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed? 2 am is the max I really do anymore, usually around midnight.
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now? Full face obviously (jk).
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean? I don’t swim, but probably ocean since there’s some good sea boys up in there.
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog? You’re all my friends and babies, but Otterlycrete since I tagged her ;) (how can you pick favorites though)
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water? Bottled unless I can have it from a filter.
(28) What Makes You Happy? Animals, family, friends, memes, graphic design (its my passion).
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now. Too lazy.
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music? With, otherwise I space out and don’t do anything.
(31) Dogs Or Cats? All animals are good, but I really love doggos.
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be? Black. It’s dependable and adds structure to pictures.
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox. No. I really only use my computer.
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean? This feels very similar to the other question, but lake or ocean to see swimmy animal bois.
(35) Do You Believe In Magic? Yes, as well as life after love.
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing? Black
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue? Yeah
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It? Hnnnng, spend.
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You? Mmyes, the merch of Katheryn Elizabeth Hudson.
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now? I only really get obsessed over music and albums, right now I’ve been listening to things like “The Fame” (as a good throwback), “Rainbow”, and “Poppy.Computer”.
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly? Yes.
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People? Depends on the person, I definitely second guess things if someone says something but I’m usually strong in my decisions.
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams? I had a dream about being in kindergarten and playing with penguins and an elephant last night.
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes? I don’t like the idea of them, but I’m fine with being on them.
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry. Hidden Figures or Selena, both are ones I watched/rewatched recently.
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds? Peanuts
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be? Lana Del Rey, Marina and the Diamonds, Poppy, Katy Perry (again), pretty much anyone except T*ylor Sw*ft.
(48) Are You A Picky Eater? I don’t eat meat so yes I suppose.
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper? Kind of, things wake me up but I usually don’t care enough to stay awake.
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning? Love storms
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write? Depends on what I’m reading, I like the idea of writing but not actually doing it because it makes me feel self conscious.
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud? Yeah, as long as I’m not bothering people.
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents? Probably carve pumpkins because I suck at wrapping stuff.
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up? Body Electric by Lana Del Rey (issa bop)
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather) Winter (the best season).
(56)What Are You Craving Right Now? Nothing? Maybe the tofu from this one place (it's amazing), but idk.
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed. Too Lazy (again).
(58) What Is Your Gender? I’m boy
(59) Coffee Or Tea? Both, those are my two favorite drinks how dare you pit them against each other.
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About? Yes. I gotta make some posters for a digital design class, but will I? No.
(61) What Is Your Sexuality? I’m not really into anyone in a very sexual way, I’d say I’m asexual. I’d rather be in a relationship with a guy though.
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning? No, its easier to get back into once I’ve decided I don’t want to face the realities of the modern world if I don’t make it.
(63) Favourite Pokemon? Arcanine? Charizard? Sceptile? Gardevoir? I love a LOT of them.
(64) Favourite Social Media? Twitter cause its like I’m friends with celebrities ;)
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories? I don’t use Instagram
(66) Do You Get Homesick? If I’m away for a little sure, I’m living at home before I go off to school so.
(67) Are You A Virgin? If you’re asking if I have a virgen de guadalupe candle, then yes.
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now? Some random stuff, it smells dank though.
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free? I’d go sleep in a car rn, idk why but I actually really don’t mind it. Maybe it's the cold or something.
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life? Yep.
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters? Coco, it looks great :)
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex? WHOMST’VE?
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now? “Pushing my ex husband off of his own balcony has been the highlight of my day.” - Joanne the Scammer
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest? Not really that they’re sexy but I like blue eyes, brown eyes, idk they’re all nice.
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set? I could take it or leave it both now and then.
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate? Soup and salad.
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone? Only Magikarp Jump and ACPC.
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not? Who would just watch and let someone die��. What kind of question is this.
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? Of course, I’m a hooligan.
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network? Not really, maybe a person I thought was familiar and wanted to verify.
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People? Not really, unless its someone I’ve heard of beforehand.
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them. No, they give me anxiety (what if I lose them).
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed? 100% always closed, I’m not trying to have someone watch me while I sleep.
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today? Classwork, listened to music, played video games (lazy day).
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed? T-shirt and shorts (I can’t wear long pants and I’d never sleep without some type of clothing).
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now. I’m ugly, what are those.
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person? Night, its way more calm.
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc. Oh honey…. To many to name (my favorites are Overwatch, WoW, Smite, BattleRite, etc).
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened. I once dreamed I was in an 8-bit arcade game a few years ago, nothing topped that one.
(90) Favourite Soda Drink? Dr. Pepper?
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite? I don’t understand this, but like animals and music I guess.
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More? Sweats, jeans remind me too much of where I live.
(93) How Do You Look Right Now? A mess, sis.
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You. Family (sometimes, friends (sometimes), animals, games, music, rain, snow, nighttime.
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want? A lyric/quote from the song “Spaceship” by Kesha. “Nothing is real, love is everything, and I know nothing.” or some variation of that.
(96) Favourite YouTuber? EthosLab, Xisumavoid (even though I don’t really care about playing minecraft), I also really like Jaymes Mansfield.
If any of you wanna do this, feel free :)
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For the ask thing, I'm on mobile so literally all of them or the ones you haven't answered yet
thaaaaaat’s a lot and i got like, 5 from the disgusting squad so might as well do everything here
(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?
i am physically unable to sleep if those are open
(2) Do You Have Freckles?
nah
(3) Can You Whistle?
not at all
(4) Last Song You Listened To.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯ last thing i searched was this cover of Jump Up, Super Star!
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?
probably lilac
(6) Relationship Status.
taken…so nice to answer this question like this
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?
31ºC (or 87ºF, according to google), this is pretty chill for a summer day
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?
EVERY SINGLE TIME
(9) How Many Followers?
116
(10) Zodiac Sign.
scorpio
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?
dark maroon brown
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?
nope
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?
nay
(14) What Books Are You Reading?
does manga count? i guess i’m on the middle of the second volume of akuma no riddle
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.
“aceitar tr. y prnl. Untar, bañar con aceite.”
(16) Favourite Anime?
code geass! …jojo’s is catching up
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?
parents
(18) Do You Collect Anything?
ehhhh the fire emblem amiibos i guess
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?
pasta
(20) Do You Dance In The Car?
nu
(21) Favourite Animal?
again ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ penguins i think?
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?
no
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?
…4am
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?
nah
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?
i’d swim across the ocean!pool
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?
there are plenty of cool ones, there’s mine, mel’s and loptyr’s is damn fine
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?
bottled water full stop
(28) What Makes You Happy?
my continued existence and most people involving it
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?
with
(31) Dogs Or Cats?
catgirls
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?
blue is nice i guess
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.
Nintendo Switch
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?
this time ocean wins
(35) Do You Believe In Magic?
i don’t believe, tragically
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?
dark blue
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?
nop
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?
save it to spend it later
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?
i guess? it’s the wario smash amiibo’s pink pants
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?
How To Dry Ocean
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?
nay
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?
yUP
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?
not often
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?
they’re nice, better than boats
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.
star wars ep1 made me cry from boredom this is the last time i cried btw
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?
peanuts
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?
……hatsune miku as well
(48) Are You A Picky Eater?
YUP
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?
extremely so
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?
no
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?
…not really
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?
nah
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?
butchering pumpkins sounds fun but it’d leave a mess, so present wrapping
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?
Hatsune Miku - Tell Your World
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)
mediterranean summer of doom
(56) What Are You Craving Right Now?
mel. i could go for some fries right now…i could always go for some fries
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.
(58) What Is Your Gender?
cis male
(59) Coffee Or Tea?
chocolate milk
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?
hardly, considering i’m in the summer between high school and university
(61) What Is Your Sexuality?
mel beat me to an equation for a straight line so huh, that
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?
…no
(63) Favourite Pokemon?
chandelure!
(64) Favourite Social Media?
tumblr wins by default cuz it’s the only one i use…
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?
ehhhh they’re fun i guess? not like i use them
(66) Do You Get Homesick?
not really
(67) Are You A Virgin?
tragically so
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?
we’re out of the one i usually use…this is my replacement
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free? (also asked by bell)
don’t underestimate what i’d do for 60 bucks
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?
ye
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?
i am completely uninterested in the film world, i just tag along with my friends
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?
not like i have an ex to miss
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?
last week i said some really quotable bs but now i forgot it so we’re all in mourning
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?
blue and green are cute and fancy and all but brown is where it’s at
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?
the swings are the most powerful liminal space of them all
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?
pistachios
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?
fire emblem heroes and the magikarp one, but i only play feh
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?
duh, what heartless jackass wouldn’t?
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?
only 5? weak
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?
why would i
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?
tricky question. depends on my mood
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.
i don’t wear any hand accessories (or any accessories for that matter)
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?
closed
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today? (asked by both bell and mel, i’ll list 6)
roasted myself under the brutal sun, cooked some pasta, watched jojo’s, watched mel’s private hentai stream for the disgusting discord squad, slept, moved my tablenot necessarily in that order
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed? (mel asked this!)
pjs! if it’s very hot i’ll take my shirt off, maybe
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.
this pretty face needs no beauty products! bs olau you get a beauty mask every so often
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?
when you spend your day in front of a computer, does it really matter?evening & night > morning & midday imo
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.
i’ll cut this short by listing all the games in my laptop
Fire Emblem: Thracia 776
it’s a new laptop and i got almost no games in it lmaoooooooo
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.
…i can’t recall any dreams rn whoops
(90) Favourite Soda Drink?
i only drink water, milk and orange juice what is “soda”?
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)…i like the sound of fire, too
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More? (also asked by mel!)
jeans by far
(93) How Do You Look Right Now?
cute? beautiful?? simply outstanding???? also tired af, i need to do something about these eye bags
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.
hot baths ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?
i’d rather not get ink in my skin, thank you
(96) Favourite YouTuber?
ehhhhh mangs is entertaining i guess
FREE AT LAST
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Hello, boys and girls. Queen here. Live and in stereo. No return engagements. No encore. And this time, absolutely no requests. I hope you’re ready, because i’m about to tell you the story of my morning and how I feel rn. I was sleeping peacefully when I was soon interrupted by a loud knock. I thought to myself "who could that be? Why are they interrupting my sleep? What time is it?" . The strange voice said "get up". I looked at my phone and it said 4:03am. A FUCKING MMMMMM!!!Sorry about that, I'm just really triggered. Then it dawned on me that I was going somewhere. This somewhere is gonna take 6 hours to get to. However, to get there I would have to sit in the middle of 3 people in the backseat. It's gonna be pretty cramp too. I just really hope I don't get carsick. Also, I hope I don't become homesick but imma just try to chill. So yeah that's it. Sorry for the ranting, I'm just a lil human who likes ranting sometimes.
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1-96 you fucker
(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?
Usually closed
(2) Do You Have Freckles?
Yes! Many actually!
(3) Can You Whistle?
Not well, but yes
(4) Last Song You Listened To.
It was something by streetlight manifesto
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?
FUCK DUDE I NEVER KNOW
(6) Relationship Status.
Single as fuuuuuuuck
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?
According to snapchat it is 76 F
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?
Yes because I had an alarm that gave me a fucking heart attack
(9) How Many Followers?
Like.... 800-something
(10) Zodiac Sign.
Scorpio
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?
Hazel
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?
Nope. No meds either
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?
Fuckin always
(14) What Books Are You Reading?
Hyperbole and a half for like the millionth time!
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.
There is no line 14. It’s Hyperbole and a half
(16) Favourite Anime?
D. Gray-Man
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?
My mum I think????
(18) Do You Collect Anything?
Guitar picks lmao
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?
I didn’t really have lunch, more than like a collection of snacks
(20) Do You Dance In The Car?
Only if I have someone with me
(21) Favourite Animal?
Cats
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?
Not really
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?
Because it is holiday now, usually about 1:00 am
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?
Nope. Not today. Usually I do my eyebrows and basic contour though.
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?
I prefer a pool cuz it’s closer.
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?
I think it goes without saying @thebootydiaries
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?
Tap is cheaper
(28) What Makes You Happy?
Playing guitar, singing loudly
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.
Just killed the third god damn spider from my shower drain....
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?
With AF
(31) Dogs Or Cats?
Both???
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.
PlayStation
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?
Ocean because the last lake I swam in was eh
(35) Do You Believe In Magic?
Boi I practice magic
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?
Grey. It’s a Ninja Sex Party shirt
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?
Yeet
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?
Currently saving actually!
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?
A picture of Padparadscha I drew as well as my rose quartz healing crystal
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?
Crankgameplays, Hamilton, Animal Crossing New Leaf, Crazy Ex Girlfriend
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?
No, but I have caught a fuck ton of moths
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?
I think it depends on the situation
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?
Very often, yes
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?
Not entirely. I don’t like traveling somewhere, but I love being in the destination
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.
BOOK OF LIFE
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?
Neither tbh? I don’t like either that much.
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?
Fleetwood Mac, Streetlight Manifesto, or Green Day
(48) Are You A Picky Eater?
A lotta the time, yes, but I will at least TRY new things
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?
On some days, the small meowing of my cats wake me up, sometimes I sleep through our fire alarm
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?
No. I really love storms tbh
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?
I like to write. Reading gives me anxiety a lot of the time.
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?
Sometimes yes
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?
Carve pumpkins SO MUCH
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?
Well, currently I am listening to pandora on shuffle... Currently, “Ah, Christine!” from Love Never Dies is playing. The story sucks, but the production and music of it is very good.
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)
Summer. Which means so MANY FUCKING BUGS
(56)What Are You Craving Right Now?
Thai food from the place next to where I work, and a lotta affection
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.
I’m lazy
(58) What Is Your Gender?
Honestly, I’m a trans boi
(59) Coffee Or Tea?
Tea
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?
I’m not taking any online courses this summer so yeet
(61) What Is Your Sexuality?
I don’t know. I mean... I’m mostly into boys, but idk there were like three times where I liked someone who identified as a girl.
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?
Not usually
(63) Favourite Pokemon?
I’m just gonna do my party Mimikyu, any of the Shinx evolutions, Lucario, any Rowlet evolution, Altaria and Arcanine! (and people should like totally draw me with my faves at some point if they wanted to lmao)
(64) Favourite Social Media?
Honestly, I think youtube.... ANYTHING OTHER THAN THIS SITE
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?
I don’t use them often
(66) Do You Get Homesick?
Nope
(67) Are You A Virgin?
In terms of Rocky Horror Picture Show, no. In terms of sex, yes.
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?
Head and shoulders for shampoo, some coconut oil blend for conditioner.
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?
Probably a motel
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?
Yes.
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?
FUCK DUDE IDK WHAT’S OUT RN
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?
NOPE. FUCK ALL OF THEM. Save for 2. Two of them were decent.
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?
“FUCK ME RAY BRADBURY” - Rachel Bloom
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?
Hazel and Brown tbh????
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?
FUCK YEAH. AND I STILL DO!
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?
Uhhhhh shit idk. graham crackers I think?
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?
Magic Carp Jump, Tap Tap fish, aaand that’s it????
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?
No, because I am not certified to do so. I’d get help though!
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?
You fuckin know it!
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?
You.... fuckin know it. Not like terribly, but I occasionally go through my followers’ accounts
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?
Sometimes It’s fine. Other times I am terrified
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.
Nope cuz I’d play with them too much
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?
Closed
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?
Went to do some volunteering at city hall, went to work, went to the gym
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?
Usually just boxers or something because it is hot as fuck lately
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.
Concealer, foundation, primer, eyeshadow.... I have too many so like????
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?
IM BACK TO BEING A NIGHT PERSON
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.
OH BOI THAT WILL TAKE TOO LONG
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.
I had a dream I was with Crankgameplays, my friend Nate, and @dreamxng-forever This was recently too. Like, a few days ago. We were hanging out and Nate and Sarah were shipping me with Ethan. Then we were in a ceremony for something and I was staring blankly. Ethan turned to me and asked if I was okay, and while still very monotone and blank I said, “You know this is just a fucking dream....”
Ethan: “what?”
Me: “This is just a dream and I could wake up at any point.”
(my alarm clock goes off while I’m dreaming)
Me: Womp... There it is. Gotta blast. FUUUUCKIN KILL MEEE.....
(90) Favourite Soda Drink?
I don’t like soda
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?
I really like the sound of a C7 chord, some people’s voices, the dinging of a timer meaning my food is ready. Some people’s laughs.
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?
I mean I wear both about the same
(93) How Do You Look Right Now?
Like absolute garbage
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.
Hot baths
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?
I want little black stars and planets on my forearm
(96) Favourite YouTuber?
YOU MAY OR MAY NOT KNOW CUZ I LIKE TO KEEP IT SUBTLE BUT @crankgameplays I KNOW IT IS SOOO SUBTLE YOU PROBABLY DIDN’T KNOW LMAO
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(2) Do You Have Freckles? i do but i definitely have more moles
(3) Can You Whistle? yep
(4) Last Song You Listened To. the stupid, the proud by iamx
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour? blue
(6) Relationship Status. single
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now? 70 ish
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky? nope just tired
(9) How Many Followers? does it matter
(10) Zodiac Sign. cancer
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour? dark brown
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily? when i remember to
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower? yeah
(14) What Books Are You Reading? percy jackson rn
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14. too lazy
(16) Favourite Anime? don’t have one
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of? my mom
(18) Do You Collect Anything? crystals, goosebumps books, bjds
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch? a sandwich
(20) Do You Dance In The Car? yeah
(21) Favourite Animal? foxes, bats, raccoons
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics? nah i’ll just watch the ice skating and archery
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed? 11:30-12:30 ish
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now? nope never do
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean? both
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog? mine lmao
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water? don’t care, taps more convenient
(28) What Makes You Happy? archery, cosplay, food
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music? without
(31) Dogs Or Cats? dogs
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be? blue
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox. don’t care
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean? both
(35) Do You Believe In Magic? eh
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing? black with spider-man on it
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue? yeah
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It? i try to save
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You? yeah my blobfish
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now? whatever i’ve been reblogging lately
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly? yeah
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People? sometimes
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams? yeah they’re always super fucking weird i write em all down
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes? yes
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry. lit every movie
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds? both but usually sunflower seeds
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be? not sure
(48) Are You A Picky Eater? depends
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper? i guess
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning? no i love it
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write? i love reading
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud? i have to i’m partially deaf
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents? carve pumpkins because i can’t wrap for shit
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up? i can do anything by 3oh!3 lmao
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather) summer
(56)What Are You Craving Right Now? affection rip
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed. ??
(58) What Is Your Gender? not sure
(59) Coffee Or Tea? neither
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About? nah
(61) What Is Your Sexuality? bisexual
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning? sometimes but usually no
(63) Favourite Pokemon? don’t know anything about em
(64) Favourite Social Media? youtube
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories? they’re ight idk
(66) Do You Get Homesick? yeah
(67) Are You A Virgin? nah
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now? shea moisture for curly hair
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free? don’t have a car but if i did i’d choose the car
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life? yeah
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters? don’t know
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex? yeah
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now? don’t have one rn
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not? what the fuck kinda question is this ????? only reason i’d be hesitant is cause i don’t know cpr
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? yeah
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network? who hasn’t lmao
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People? yeah
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them. i do but i’m lazy rip
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed? closed
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today? work, eat, shower
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed? shirt, sweatpants, sweater if it’s cold
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now. ahahahahaha no
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person? both p much night tho
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc. nah
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened. another time
(90) Favourite Soda Drink? don’t drink soda rly
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite? an arrow hitting a target, wind chimes, birds chirping, rain
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More? it’s about 50/50
(93) How Do You Look Right Now? tired
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You. archery, the beach
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want? something x-files
(96) Favourite YouTuber? brandon rogers and rooster teeth
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(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?closed
(2) Do You Have Freckles?Nope
(3) Can You Whistle?yeah
(4) Last Song You Listened To.Vengeance Falls by Trivium
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?Blaaaack
(6) Relationship Status.Still fucking single lol
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?20°C
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?No, I didn’t
(9) How Many Followers?2,425
(10) Zodiac Sign.Gemini
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?Blue :)
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?Yes
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?I do :D
(14) What Books Are You Reading?I don’t read cuz dumb as shit lol
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.“[...] Versandhafen für die Verladung auf das vom Käufer benannte Schiff zu sorgen und trägt bei CIF [...]”
(16) Favourite Anime?-
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?My teacher haha
(18) Do You Collect Anything?uhm, I collected some concert tickets if I didn’t lost them at the concert lol
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?Nothing
(20) Do You Dance In The Car?I do tbh haha
(21) Favourite Animal?Dogs, I guess :)
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?Nope
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?Depends on when I have to wake up. I manage to get 5-6 hours of sleep.
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?No :’)
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?I don’t care as long as no one is there lol
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?(Look at previous answer)
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?Bottled
(28) What Makes You Happy?Success, music, friends and video games
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.uhm I don’t feel anything haha
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?Actually without, but I’m too inconsistent to turn off the music haha
(31) Dogs Or Cats?doooogs
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?Black
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.Since I had PS2, PS3, PS4, XBox360 and XBox One I can say that there’s no important/qualitative difference between XBox and Playstation. But at the moment I have a XBox.
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?(Look at 25)
(35) Do You Believe In Magic?no
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?none lol
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?I can
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?Sometimes I save it, sometimes I spend it
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?Definitely not
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?lingerie lol
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?Sure!
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?Definitely not! and I’m glad about that
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?sometimes
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?Yesss! It’s so relaxing
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.Uhm I absolutely don’t know rn
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?Sunflower
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?Korn or Trivium
(48) Are You A Picky Eater?Depends. If I have to cook on my own then I am but if I’m at friend’s or somewhere else just give me whatever you want to and I’ll eat it lol
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?Unfortunately, no
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?not at all, I love it!
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?No, writing sometimes when I want to represent my opinion on something or smth like that
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?Only loud!
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?Wrap presents!
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?Caustic Are The Ties That Bind, Trivium
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)Spring, it’s night and it’s pretty cool
(56) What Are You Craving Right Now?Being in a relationshiiiiip
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.Uhm I don’t think there is something interesting lol
(58) What Is Your Gender?Female
(59) Coffee Or Tea?Tea
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?Luckily not haha
(61) What Is Your Sexuality?humanity lol
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?I do
(63) Favourite Pokemon?-
(64) Favourite Social Media?Tumblr
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?I don’t have Instagram so I don’t know
(66) Do You Get Homesick?No, actually not
(67) Are You A Virgin?no
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?Uhm, it’s from Nivea lol
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?I literally don’t know, I would be scared to sleep alone in my car haha I think I have to go with the crappy motel room lol
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?yeah :)
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?Haven’t thought about it yet
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?I miss the time we had sometimes
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?“Darkness rises when silence falls”
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?Blueee, also dark brown. But actually I don’t care ha
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?I liked it and no I don’t get ecxited :’)
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?a banana
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?I don’t habe any hames on my phone
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?Of course? Because homeless persons are also humans???tf is that for a dumb question
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?Yeah
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?I think we all have
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?Yeah but I’m pretty shitty at it
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.I don’t
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?closed
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?studied, played Battlefield, talked to friends
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?lingerie
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.I don’t think anyone care about them lol
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?Depends. If I’m alone at night I fucking hate it and prefer the day. If I’m in a good company at nights I’m more a night person.
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.-
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.Some months ago I dreamt that I was in a hospital or something like that and some psychos forced me to eat my fingers or they will kill me like wtf.
(90) Favourite Soda Drink?Uhm, I don’t know, I don’t trink soda drinks that often
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?I actually hate most of the sounds existing.
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?Jeans
(93) How Do You Look Right Now?Shit as always
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.autogenic training, my medicine and music
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?I want so many haha
(96) Favourite YouTuber?-Thank you Daniel! ♥
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Chapter Three – Lucio I - Mishaps and Lunch
Warnings - Nothing too graphic except TW for slight vomit (not very descriptive).
Lucio had never felt so comfortable before in his life. He was drifting between the haze of sleep and consciousness, aware of his surroundings but not paying any true attention. It was warm, dark… and if Lucio had paid enough attention, he would notice the increasingly loud muffles of someone-
“Santos!”
A large, dark skinned hand slammed on the desk- barely an inch away from Lucio’s head.
Lucio jumped, an audible gasp escaping him as he awoke. He glanced around the classroom, which was filled with his smirking classmates, made Lucio realise with embarrassment he had fallen asleep in class… with probably the least patient teacher there was.
Looking up at Professor Gabriel Reyes, Lucio gave the man an apologetic smile. Reyes expression remained unchanged, unimpressed mixed with stern disappointment. Also a hint of intimidation, which was not hard considering how tall and scarily scarred his professor was.
“Uh… my bad Professor?” Lucio said meekly, trying his hardest to repress a yawn. He felt exhausted.
“”Your bad”?” Reyes cocked an eyebrow. “I expect all my students to pay attention to my lectures, and answer when I ask a question, Santos.”
“Question?” Lucio said, looking around to his peers. Most were snickering at this point, and being generally unhelpful. “Uh… could you please repeat it, professor?”
Reyes sighed, and all Lucio wanted to do was shrink down and disappear.
“I had asked you what the three laws of motion were.” Reye supplied, not entirely helpful for Lucio. He had been unable to pay attention to the two hour long lecture, and any memory of that information was non-existent in his mind. “You were set the task of researching it yesterday. I assume you did your homework?”
Crap… Lucio thought, unable to hide a grimace. He was screwed.
“The three laws of motion are… well, it’s the thing with Isaac Newton…” Lucio said, trying to speak slowly enough to think. Even if he knew it, his mind was going blank from the stress of the situation. “Uh…”
“I think that’s enough Santos, it’s clear you didn’t do the reading I set out for everyone yesterday.” Reyes grumbled, and turned away from him to face the board. Lucio gritted his teeth, feeling an awful mix of guilt and anger.
He understood why Reyes would be annoyed, but his professor’s awful mood seemed uncalled for. Then again, Reyes was always in an awful mood.
Lucio watched as he wrote on the whiteboard, making sure to take notes to ease his professor’s irritation. Which seemed an impossible task.
The next hour dragged ever so slowly, Lucio had to use any willpower left to stay awake- he really couldn’t afford to anger Reyes any further and risk being held behind.
Unfortunately, Reyes did just that.
“Santos.” Reyes called, as Lucio packed up his bag and went to leave with his other classmates. Lucio stilled, repressing a sigh. “We need to have a chat.”
“What’s up, Professor?” Lucio asked, cautiously, as he approached Reyes desk. But he had a feeling of what it was about. Reyes grimaced at his casual wording.
“Santos, tell me, why are you in this class?” Reyes asked, sharply. Lucio was taken aback, from both the question and tone. He shifted awkwardly.
“If this is about the late homework, I am sorry professor. I’ve just been kinda busy with my job and-“
“This is more than just the homework.” Reyes sighed, he didn’t look too angry- just weary. “You have been in this class for a few months but you seem to have no interest in the subject, you’ve been missing deadlines, putting a part-time job a priority when your education should be.”
Lucio was silent, staring at one of Reyes potted plants (lilies of all things), conflicted. The words struck close, all the doubts of himself laid bare- the why am I here? Is this what I want?
“Are… are you kicking me off the course?” Lucio asked quietly, Reyes rolled his eyes.
“No.” Reyes said, shaking his head slightly. “I’m not going to do that. It might seem like the opposite Santos, but I want the best for you- for my students. If you don’t want to be here, don’t be- or waste your time. Our time.”
“Uh… thank you?” Lucio said, and couldn’t help but glance towards the door. Reyes noticed.
“You can leave.” He sighed, and as Lucio practically rushed towards the door, he called out.
“Bring your damn homework next time!”
BunnieUnnie: YO where R you??? ^-^;
Froggo: Prof kept me behind :C
BunnieUnnie: aw T_T …meet me at our spot??
Froggo: can’t rn soz :O… gotta check on Amiguinho
BunnieUnnie: R U srsly naming him Amiguinho??? -_-
Froggo: Don’t judge me woman!!!! Jk jk… but maybe meet later??? You can hang with your GF until then? :)
BunnieUnnie: Blocked! >:C
Lucio smiled to himself, pocketing the phone as he made his way through campus. Much to his relief, lessons for the day were almost over, Lucio having an hour or so for a free period before his compulsory maths class. He would usually meet with Hana, but instead he had some pretty important errands. Ignoring his buzzing phone (likely Hana sending him silly GIFS), Lucio picked up his pace – the campus was pretty big, it would take him at least twenty minutes to get to his apartment.
Leaving his poorly patient for so long left a sour taste in Lucio’s mouth- the 2 hour long lesson not helping much with that concern.
Lucio was out of breath by the time he reached his apartment complex, key ready in his hand, he jogged up the two flights of stairs- barely stopping to unlock his door and rush inside. A quick glance around reminded him of the very due clean out needed- empty takeout boxes practically lined his kitchen and living area, dirty laundry thrown into a pile.
His mãe would throw a fit at the sight.
Lucio ignored it for now, sliding his bag and jacket off onto the floor whilst he made his way to his bedroom. The cage was still sat secure on his desk, undisturbed and silent as Lucio approached. He assumed Amiguinho was still sleeping.
“Hey, time to wake up Amiguinho…” Lucio cooed, as he opened the roof door. He had managed to find time to pick up some rat pellets on the way so quickly prepared his food. He hoped that the rat was healthy enough to start on solids, and not just fluid. “You up little guy?”
Lucio continued to talk softly, reaching down to nudge the bundle of fabric- he hadn’t the heart earlier to disturb and move Amiguinho earlier.
As his finger moved a section of the fabric aside, a soft pink nose slowly emerged- moving erratically, soon very twitchy whiskers were now visible. Lucio froze, staring as Amiguinho slowly lifted his head and let out a soft hiss.
“Hey, it’s okay.” Lucio said, moving his hand away- he learned his lesson the other night. “Nothing to be scared about here, just checking to see if you’re alright. You hungry?”
Lucio didn’t expect a response, he always spoke so openly with animals- even if people looked at him strange for doing so. If anything, it reassured Lucio more than the rat.
Amiguinho crawled slowly, lifting himself out of the scarf. Lucio could tell by his movements that he was still recovering, his gait wobbly and awkward, which was not helped by the missing limbs.
Thankfully his eyes seemed brighter, and more alert- and no obvious signs of shock were present.
“You’re looking so much better than yesterday Amiguinho!” Lucio smiled, and placed the bowl of pellets down in front of the rat. “Hey, you think you can eat some of this?”
Amiguinho didn’t move for a moment, staring wide-eyed at Lucio. Then, he leaned down to sniff the bowl, never taking his shiny eyes off Lucio.
His pink nose wrinkled with distaste, the rat bearing his teeth and letting out a much louder hiss than before. Amiguinho turned his back to the bowl, instead choosing to look (glare?) upwards at the still open cage roof. Lucio closed it slowly.
“Amiguinho, you have to eat. It’ll help you feel better.” Lucio chastised him, but wasn’t too concerned, yet. “But hey, it’s alright… you’re still healing, I know you feel too terrible to eat, but try later yeah?”
Sitting back on the edge of his bed, Lucio sighed. It would be naïve to assume the still injured rat would be ready to eat, and if Amiguinho had never eaten pellets before- it would be unlikely he’d rush to eat something unfamiliar.
Lucio shrugged to himself, and feeling hungry himself, decided to fix up some lunch.
He was halfway mentally composing a new song when the food was ready to dish up. Lifting the red hot pot off the stove, Lucio hummed- left foot tapping to an imaginary beat.
It was a traditional feijkoada dish, although it was nothing like his mãe would cook- a half-assed discount version if anything. But it reminded him of home, and was one of his favourites.
Delicious meat and beans, with a touch of homesickness.
With a hearty serving of feijkoada in a bowl, Lucio made his way back to the bedroom- wanting to keep an eye on his patient during his meal.
To Lucio’s dismay, he still had another class at the college in less than a couple hours- as well as work in the evening.
As Lucio settled with his meal on the bed, covers still messy from the morning, he began to eat. Lucio couldn’t help but practically hum at the taste, after only having a hastily half-eaten cereal bar the whole day, the meal was mouth-wateringly satisfying.
But, loud grating sound caught Lucio’s attention, he glanced towards the plastic enclosure, where Amiguinho was hanging off the bars of the roof, gnawing the metal frame frantically. Lucio worried for the injured rat’s safety more than anything else.
“Hey, hey, stop that.” Lucio said, gently.
Putting his bowl down, he scooted closer to the cage. Amiguinho froze in his movements, still gripping onto the roof with only one fore limb- impressive really, considering how weak the animal should be at this stage. “You’ll hurt yourself, Amiguinho.”
The rat gave a rather loud hiss in reply, Lucio frowned- but as Amiguingo bared his teeth; his grip on the cage slipped, the animal landing on the plastic bottom with a rather loud thud. The animal looked dazed.
“Oh, crap.” Lucio swore, and went to open the enclosure. He was too racked with worry to care about bites, so he scooped Amiguinho up in his hands. Lucio stroked Amiguinho lightly on his soft forehead, practically holding him against his chest like a baby.
The small rat was shaking slightly, but otherwise seemed unhurt- if not woozy. Lucio continued to stroke his forehead gently, the action seeming to calm the animal.
“You got to be more careful Amiguinho, you’re still recovering from yesterday and last thing I want is for you to be any more hurt…” Lucio chided, his soft expression turning slightly tense when Amiguinho started to shift in his arms.
It was instinctual, but Lucio could still vividly remember the painful sensation of being bitten by a rat, and would rather not repeat it.
But instead of the aggressive response he expected, Amiguinho only moved to raise himself on his hind quarters, his pink nose scrunched up as he sniffed towards Lucio’s bowl of food…
Suddenly Amiguinho tensed, and before Lucio could react, he dived.
“Hey!” Lucio gasped, his grasp on his food slipped- the bowl tipping sideways which caused half of meat to spill on the white duvet covers.
This didn’t bother Amiguinho, who was happily munching on the very species inappropriate food. The rat’s face was covered with the reddish sauce, making him look almost feral.
“Man…” Lucio sighed, rubbing his face in exasperation. “You wouldn’t eat the pellets, but thought my lunch would be a nice treat, huh?”
Amiguinho said nothing, instead he choked.
“Oh shit.” Lucio breathed, frozen as the rat hacked violently a second time- it seemed it he was eating too fast for his throat to manage. It wasn’t until he coughed a third time that Lucio jumped into action, lifting the rat in one hand as he quite sharply pressed Amiguinho’s ribcage.
A few repeated presses seemed to help. Amiguinho’s choking became less forceful after a few moments. Lucio grimaced as the rat finally threw up, chunks of half eaten meat finally unstuck from his throat.
“You really are accident prone, aren’t you?” Lucio sighed, gently wiping some sauce and food from Amiguinho’s mouth with his hand. The rat squeaked quietly, his amber eyes focusing on Lucio as he wiped away the debris. “You’re going to give me a heart attack y’know.”
Lucio grabbed a washcloth from his bathroom, Amiguinho still curled up in his arms. With the damp cloth, he finished cleaning all the sauce off the rat’s face- the animal seemed weak after his choking fit, and barely put up any fight. It was a worrying sight.
Lucio glanced at his watch, and bit his lip.
“I don’t think I can leave you here… but I got class…” Lucio mused to himself, his eyes catching sight of a small carry cage/vivarium he uses to take Alfonso, his frog, to the vets.
“That could work…”
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03142019 _ 10:50PM
Happy Pi Day! Another questions thing ‘cause I’m bored :D
(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed? I don’t have a closet where I sleep :’)
(2) Do You Have Freckles? nope
(3) Can You Whistle? yeppp
(4) Last Song You Listened To. Rewrite the Stars - Zac Efron & Zendaya vers. from The Greatest Showman
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour? black or blue
(6) Relationship Status. taken
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now? 42 degrees Fahrenheit outside
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky? always.
(9) How Many Followers? 0. we gon’ keep it that way on this side blog
(10) Zodiac Sign. eastern - dog western - aquarius
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour? brown
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily? nahh. not yet lol
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower? sometimes
(14) What Books Are You Reading? none right now. I should definitely get back into that
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14. literally too lazy to do this rn lol maybe i’ll come back to this question later
(16) Favourite Anime? aaahhh I can’t decide... probably banana fish
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of? Nick
(18) Do You Collect Anything? pokemon on pogo :D
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch? banana, honey-roasted cashews, & cheezits
(20) Do You Dance In The Car? no way that is so dangerous while driving lol
(21) Favourite Animal? right now, probably jellyfish
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics? depends on the event.
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed? like 2AM
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now? nope
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean? pool. the ocean is scary :O
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog? mine, obviously. lol
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water? bottled! water can definitely taste different!
(28) What Makes You Happy? food, anime merch, and the people I love :D
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now. insert bored.gif here
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music? with! I need some sort of chill music in the background. silence becomes distracting with the thoughts swimming around my head
(31) Dogs Or Cats? honestly, both.
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be? black or some shade of ocean blue
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox. PC bitchessss. I will never understand xbox controls for my life.
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean? neither!! deep water is scary no matter where.
(35) Do You Believe In Magic? nope. there is always a trick underneath.
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing? beige
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue? noooo. I don’t know how people do it
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It? both. I save a majority of my paycheck & gotta spend the rest on necessities ;)
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You? uhhh.... a french cookie wrapper (unopened, cuz i’m not a slob like that who just leaves wrappers lying around)
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now? SHEITH. uhhh... that’s pretty much it. lol
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly? nahhh. we took care of some in first grade tho.
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People? depends on what the event is, but I’d hope not.
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams? oh yes. I can’t remember most of the details when I wake up, but the details I do remember, they are fcking weeeeird.
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes? The idea of the adventure & traveling is fun, but I hate planes just for the popping of my ears ;~; and the landing. I hate that feeling of my stomach lurching.
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry. ohmygod. KIMI NO NA WA. ;~;
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds? uhhhh... peanuts? I guess? I don’t really like either though...
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be? OLDCODEX <3
(48) Are You A Picky Eater? I wouldn’t say so. As long as it doesn’t smell repulsive, I’ll try anything once.
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper? if I don’t have any responsibilities in the morning
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning? nahh. I love watching & hearing storms from inside. they’re pretty calming.
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write? oh yeaaah. I should do both more often. I used to a lot back in middle school, but I still enjoy them.
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud? only when I’m doing chores xD
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents? oooh carve pumpkins! I’ve never carved one before in my life.
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up? Kaze to Hoshi ni Dakarete - Kuribayashi Minami
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather) still winter~ spring is coming up next week though!
(56)What Are You Craving Right Now? panda express, korean fried chicken, cajun shrimp, pasta, any food. LOL
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed. it’s just all gay anime porn & memes lol
(58) What Is Your Gender? female
(59) Coffee Or Tea? tea! <3
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About? nahhh.. life of an adult, dude.
(61) What Is Your Sexuality? ima dirty hetero lmao
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning? hayll nah.
(63) Favourite Pokemon? milotic! sobble is coming in hot tho LOL
(64) Favourite Social Media? twitter
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories? dumbbbb. tried too hard to be like snapchat
(66) Do You Get Homesick? nopee since I’m here everyday. lol
(67) Are You A Virgin? nah
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now? suave - the cheap drug store brand :D
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free? i’ll rent that crappy motel room. why not?
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life? yaaa
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters? detective pikachu!
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex? fuck no. I don’t wish the best for him either.
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now? “Let justice be done, though the heavens fall.”
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest? heterochromia :D doesn’t matter which colors
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set? LOVED swinging as a child. I don’t pass by many parks nowadays though.
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate? sticky rice & broccoli :D
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone? too many. lol pogo is the major one, then a bunch of idle tapping games
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not? no, because I am not certified
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? oh yeah.
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network? lol i’ve definitely tried
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People? not really. I’m sooo antisocial and bad with people ;~;
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them. not on a regular basis. for special occasions? yes.
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed? I don’t have a bedroom door :’)
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today? went to work, ate, now I’m sitting on my ass.
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed? t-shirt & shorts!
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now. pretty much all the basic stuff. I don’t use most of it though. au natural :D
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person? definitely a night person xD
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc. noo that’s too many D;
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened. I don’t remember any of them
(90) Favourite Soda Drink? canada dry ginger ale :P
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite? crunching leaves / crispy food
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More? jeans
(93) How Do You Look Right Now? comfy xD ready for bed.
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You. laying in bed, in a warm pile of my blankets & pillows <3
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want? I’ve only really contemplated two different ones.. first one is kinda nerdy - I want a blade of marmora insignia on the back of my neck second one would be having cursive-calligraphy-written ‘agape’ on the inside of my left wrist
(96) Favourite YouTuber? right now, it’s gotta be The Try Guys :D
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This is supposed to be for anon asks but I’m bored and don’t get questions so doing it anyway :-)
(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?
Closet at my apartment is in my bathroom so I don’t pay much attention. But the closet at my moms remains closed lol
(2) Do You Have Freckles?
I do not
(3) Can You Whistle?
I can!
(4) Last Song You Listened To.
“This is America” - Childish Gambino
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?
This changed constantly but I think I am feeling blue rn lol
(6) Relationship Status.
TAKENNNN <333333333333jerwejjroejraskj
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?
hot af fml
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?
not cranky...just tired
(9) How Many Followers?
bruh not a lot lol idk where to see my followers anyway...which is sad bc i’ve been on tumblr for like 8 years now
(10) Zodiac Sign.
Gemini! (i’m cray)
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?
Hazel
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?
Yes!
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?
of course..
(14) What Books Are You Reading?
none sadly lol
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.
there isn’t a book near me and I did not feel like getting up so oops
(16) Favourite Anime?
If i had to pick i’d say Teen Titans but i’m not really into anime
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?
hmmm...I actually do not remember
(18) Do You Collect Anything?
bad halloween costumes
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?
leftover burrito bowl from izzos
(20) Do You Dance In The Car?
absolutely
(21) Favourite Animal?
a fox or a great white shark or all the animals ever tbh
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?
I suck....no...
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?
school nights by 11 pm...weekends tho? that changes dramatically
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?
nope
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?
ocean!!! I love the waves!!
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?
ohhh...any legends of tomorrow blog :)
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?
hmm...bottled water sounds v refreshing rn
(28) What Makes You Happy?
feeling loved by my friends and family. simplicity.
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.
ugh..too difficult lol
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?
without music. But doing projects I like to listen to music
(31) Dogs Or Cats?
doggy
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?
uhhhhhhhhhhh
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.
XBOX!!!
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?
ocean
(35) Do You Believe In Magic?
yeth
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?
white!
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?
yes!
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?
lol sadly I spend it
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?
a bar wristband lol
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?
legends of tomorrow...
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?
oh I’m sure I have
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?
I think so
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?
not really.
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?
HATE. I swear I died in a plane crash in another life
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.
Marley and me, 12 years a slave, fury, toy story 3. lol those were just at the top of my head
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?
hmmm..Sunflower seeds
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?
Queen WITH Freddie!!!
(48) Are You A Picky Eater?
not even slightly
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?
sometimes
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?
I don’t really fear it but if its loud enough it can scare me
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?
sure!
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?
not too loud
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?
carve punkin!!!
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?
Drunk in love lol
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)
summerrrrr
(56)What Are You Craving Right Now?
sushi...always sushi..
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.
too much work
(58) What Is Your Gender?
Female!
(59) Coffee Or Tea?
tea!
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?
thank god no. Finals just ended I am home freeeeeee
(61) What Is Your Sexuality?
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?
sometimes lol
(63) Favourite Pokemon?
I like growlith
(64) Favourite Social Media?
Right now i’m going through a twitter phase but usually its tumblr
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?
i’m starting to get into it. Used to strictly like snapchat but I kinda dig insta stories now
(66) Do You Get Homesick?
I miss my mom yes
(67) Are You A Virgin?
no
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?
ugh idk the name of it lol. some kinda shit for frizzy hair
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?
probably a motel room
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?
yes!
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?
hmmmm....the next suicide squad movie whenever that comes out
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?
nah
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?
ugh idk lol - me
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?
I’m not really biased about eye color
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?
I do get excited when I see a swing set but it always made me kinda nauseas being on one haha sad...
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?
some kind of cabbage roll thing my dad made. It was good!
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?
WAAAAY too many
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?
absolutely. Its a human being lol
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?
Oh i’m sure
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?
duh
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?
yes!
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.
i used to in high school. not so much anymore
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?
closed!
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?
made breakfast, went to work, walked my roomies dog and played with her
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?
nike shorts and t shirt typically
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.
uhhhh....pony tails....
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?
used to be a night person but now im a day person
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.
too many lol but I’ll say i LOVE the tomb raider series!! Can’t wait for the next one!
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.
I had a dream once about a t-rex ripping the roof off my bedroom and staring up at it and the stars. I was a tiny kid but for some reason I always remember that one
(90) Favourite Soda Drink?
dr. pepper!
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?
hmmm...i don’t really know
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?
sweats for sureeee
(93) How Do You Look Right Now?
like a hot mess
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.
lying on the couch with a bad movie on
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?
I already have two but if i were to get another one it would be a mati symbol, or evil eye!
(96) Favourite YouTuber?
uhhhhhh
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