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[femmesandhoney]

rose quartz + rose 💖

rose quartz— what’s your love language (romantic or platonic)? as in what i like to recieve or what i give out? i guess i like physical touch and physical comfort amongst both friends and girlfriends. i also appreciate gift giving and love getting gifts, i get sad honestly when my friends don't gift me things when i gift them stuff.

rose— do you believe in soulmates? why or why not? yes and no. i believe we have multiple "soulmates" in our soul groups that we might reincarnate with (or not). i don't believe in a "there's a singular sole person" anyone is destined for and in all honesty multiple people can make us very happy in every lifetime. i think there are relationships that are stronger and that people may find each other over and over throughout different lives, but we all can have those people romantic or platonic that i guess you can say are somewhat like soulmates. so everyone has these connections whether they playout in any given life time. but in a fairytale soulmate sense there isn't necessarily a "one perfect match", no.

[067supremacy]

Insecure

Requested by @tcmie. Thank you so much! I hope you enjoy <3

Short summary: the reader doesn't think they are good enough for Sae-byeok, but Sae-byeok let's you know how much you mean to her.

Trigger warnings: mentions of self-doubt, insecurities, paranoia.

Word counter: 1800

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"Are you sure that everything is okay?" Sae-byeok asks for the fourth time today as your eyes remain glued to the screen of your phone.

It had been like this for a while now, and Sae-byeok was running out of patience. You appeared to be stuck in your thoughts, something that happens often nowadays. She couldn't put her finger on it; had she done something wrong? Are you annoyed with her? Sae-byeok has so many different thoughts running through her head that she decides to leave you to it and stomps her way up the stairs to the bedroom.

Alone and once again left to deal with the insecurities that lay beneath the surface, you stare at the now blank screen still in your own little world. You couldn't understand what someone like Sae-byeok was doing with someone like you. You were sure that she had some sort of motive "she isn't good enough for you," the voice echoes in your head at the words someone had said to your girlfriend. You knew words could be hurtful, but this had cut through your soul. You didn't stay long enough to hear a response from Sae-byeok, and maybe it was for the better.

You don't know how long you had been sitting there for, but by now, the world outside had gone dark, and the full moon was the only source of light peeking through the window. You had overstayed your welcome is the feeling your mind carries, and with that thought, you gather your belongings before making a swift but silent exit from the home of Kang Sae-byeok.

*The following day*

You wake up to the sound of birds and the sun on your face with a clock that reads 09:34 on your bedside cabinet. Today being one of your uneventful days this week, you decide that you would simply shower, have some breakfast and then open up your scrapbook to draw your feelings away. You can't help but open the very first page where you find the sketch you did of Sae-byeok purely on muscle memory. You stare at it for the longest time as your memories of the past rush back, all the time you had spent together, all the dates, the laughs. Maybe it was all a lie.

Anyone with a set of eyes could see how much Sae-byeok cared for you, but your mind just didn't want to allow it. You continue to shut your girlfriend out for this day and the one that follows, but the morning after next brings a very impatient and also determined Sae-byeok back into the fold. Your phone rings for the twentieth time since you last spoke to her, and this time, something inside you tells you to answer. You couldn't just ignore her forever.

"Y/N! What the fuck? I've been worried sick about you... Where have you been?" She asks with a voice laced with urgency and worry. However, your laidback response does little to calm her. If anything, you added more fuel to the fire. And this time, she wasn't walking away; this time, she demanded answers.

"Come round to mine when you are free. Because we need to talk." Is all she says, but already your mind had made the story in your head become more prominent. This is it; she wants to break up with you in person. Perhaps that person she was speaking to that day was able to change her mind after all.

You begrudgingly get your things together and make your way through the pouring rain towards the home of Kang Sae-byeok. That little voice once again returns as you look at your reflection in a car you pass by. "She isn't good enough. She isn't good enough," it repeats over and over again until you finally arrive at your destination.

The moment you arrive is the moment your heart beats faster than life itself. Possibly the last time you will see the girl of your dreams, someone you believed was way out of your league. Someone who only took pity on you and never really wanted to be with you..... how wrong you were!

You knock three times, and eventually, the door opens to reveal Sae-byeok, who was sporting a messy look; she looked sad and worried. Something you hadn't experienced in your time spent together.

"Hey." Your girlfriend says softly while moving to the side as an invitation to enter her home. The place is dark and has no curtains or blinds open. It's a dull atmosphere that makes you feel like something is off.

You followed her into the living room, where she had a blanket set in the couch with an evident dip of her location for a while. "Have I done something wrong? You've been ignoring me for ages now. Please talk to me." The need in her voice is recognisable, and to say you were shocked would be an understatement, but your mindset doesn't allow you to take this on. You simply stare forward at the blank tv screen.

She patiently waits for you to respond, giving you time and space, but she needs to hear your answers.

" what is going on in that mind of yours? Please, just let me in." Saw-byeok begs. Her brave walls crumble, and for the first time, you see the vulnerability seep through.

With a single tear rolling down your cheek, you chance a look at your girlfriend, who is still waiting for you to say something.

"I feel like I'm not good enough, like you're going to leave me, and you don't want me anymore." You sadly express your feelings. You let the tears fall at your revelation.

Sae-byeok places her hand on your knee, and the other comes up to wipe away your tears. "Why do you think that? Come on; you know that I L.. I would give up anything for you."

"I overheard you talking to someone; they said I wasn't good enough for you. I guess I let it get to me." You reply to the concerned girl in front of you.

"And did you hear what I said afterwards?" Sae-byeok replies with a slight smile bracing her perfect face. You shake your head no, which brings a little chuckle from Sae-byeok.

"I may or may not have threatened her.... I also said that I- I love you.." and there it was. Something that the two of you hadn't said to each other yet, god knows you've wanted to say it so many times. But the worry of rejection was far too great to release your feelings.

The room goes quiet, but it's not uncomfortable. You realise just how stupid you have been these past couple of days.

"You love me??" You ask quietly but just loud enough for the girl beside you to hear it. Sae-byeok looks you dead in the eyes with your head between her hands and says it once again.

It hadn't even been a possibility in your mind, let alone a reality that Sae-byeok loved you. This sort of thing only happens in romance movies and love novels. But the reassurance of this moment is her eyes searching yours, not once breaking the contact. Eventually, she leans in and presses her soft lips on yours; it's calm and gentle the way your lips move in sync with hers. It's a familiar dance routine that you've practised hundreds of times with this girl, and not once have you gotten tired of it.

You eventually break the kiss, and you stay in the same position with Sea-byeok’s hands on either side of your head while she rests her forehead against yours. Lightly whispering, “you are perfect. You’re always good enough.”

The comforting feel of Sae-byeok’s fingers brushing through your hair and the closeness that the two of you share makes the bliss of this situation far too great; things couldn’t possibly get better after this.

“I want to show you something; follow me,” Sea-byeok says before grabbing your hand and dragging you along to her bedroom. She places you on the bed and bolts to her wardrobe. On the top shelf inside rests an old shoebox that had been there for as long as you remember. It hadn’t even crossed your mind as something important, but as she reached for the box and brought it over to you, your intrigue was heightened.

“So,,,,, this is yours. It’s mine, but I mean it’s dedicated to you..” she says nervously before handing the box to you. With the anxiety of wanting to know its contents, you lift the lid to be met with plenty of different muddled up papers and items. You soon realise that these weren’t just any items, but ones you had gifted her. They weren’t just any pieces of paper, but they were receipts of previous dates the two of you had shared, but one stuck out in particular. One that made your jaw drop and your eyes water.

A Polaroid picture that had been stapled to a ticket. The first date you ever went on with Sae-byeok. The date where she took you to the aquarium miles away from where you both lived, but that didn’t matter, nor did the expense. One of the greatest days of your life and this picture is attached to the ticket as proof. Your eyes were filled with life and joy, the smile on your face is as genuine as one can get.

“I- uh. I kept anything that had to do with you. I made sure that if we went to the movie theatre, I would keep my ticket as it served as a reminder of the amazing times you have given me.” After a short pause from her, Sae-byeok continues.

“Y/N, my life hasn’t been easy, and you know all about me and my past. You respect me for who I am and not who you expect me to be. I wasn’t living much of a life until I met you. This box is dedicated to you because you are one of the most important people in my life. Seeing you so down recently has been heartbreaking, and I just had to let you know that I love you, and you are the person I want.”

You didn’t know what to say, you were simply overcome with emotion, but through all this, you realised the most important thing. You had yet to say it back to her, and god knows you love her more than anything.

“I love you too, Sae.”

Once again, just want to say thank you to @tcmie!! Go show them some love <3

[appledrac]

ur notifs changed and when i saw i was getting notifs for billiedean i was like who the fuck—

lmfao yeah, i needed a change. tcmie era is over i'm in my ahs era now ^_^

[darkloire]

Tag game

Tagged by @wise-the-will (thanks for the tag!) to give three random facts about myself and pass on to the first 7 people from my notifications as a way to get to know the person behind the blog. 

1. I have a Halloween light up owl eye decoration that hangs on my living room wall all year round.  2. I have a 2 1/2 inch scar on my left butt-cheek from falling off of a diving board when I was 7. 

3. I cannot touch dry cotton balls because some kind of sensory wiring is crossed with me and I swear they SCREAM when I touch them. The sound they make makes my skin crawl. 

I’m tagging @thegayhimbo @serendipitous-magic @bad-nico @unfortunatelystuckhere @design-thoughts @tcmie and @dawsonandpaceyareinlove as the first seven people in my notifications (aside from @wise-the-will) but anyone can play! Let’s get to know each other!

[crashdiet]

i was tagged by @astarrynightinparis! thank you sweetheart! 💗

Rules: choose one picture from your camera roll without downloading to sum up your personality and then tag 5 people.

true facts 💯

im tagging @emometalhead @antsinvasion @tcmie @beautifulcnes @stufenlosregelbar and anyone else! <3

[celticfrvst]

tagged by @princesspagey to share my favorite things, thanks love!

flower — stargazer lilies

fruit — mango, pineapple, apple

color — black, red

scent — smoke, the ocean

season — summer

tea — anything fruity! preferably peach tea

@tcmie @izzysblurredtattoos c:

[femmesandhoney]

peach + blush + human blood 🫣💖

you + me nanno and yuri irl roleplay how cute how sweet how evil <3

what kinda cats are we gonna have babe this is an important question

[femmesandhoney]

🕛✔️🥺 for the ask game!

🕛 - how old were you when you realized you were LGB? 13 or 14 but i had some kisses w friends when i was younger, but didn't really understand what LGB or sexuality was at that time lol

✔️ - a trope about your orientation that applies to you? as many of yall had told me, useless lesbian 😭

🥺 - describe your first same-sex crush. girl in my grade, she was one of the more popular girls in our grade. i always disliked her cause i thought she was quote on quote "b*tchy" and the like. i'll call her kate. in 7th grade, me and kate were the only girls who stayed behind for the like 3 days the rest of our class went to six flags and we sat by each other in our small classes they shoved us into. learned she was actually hella funny and smart and loved talking w her, we got on pretty well despite some problems we had when we were even younger lol. obviously i already thought she was attractive before this, but was put off by her general perceived personality. she was really nice tho and i just wanted to spend the whole day with her, like her personality even now (still keep tabs on her on socials since we were friendly in HS) is like so mesmerizing. i actually think she looks like the sun both physically with her softer features and her energy is very warm if i had to describe her.

[femmesandhoney]

🥺🌼💕 get to know your mutuals!! when you get this, it means i want to know more about you, so list 5 things about yourself you want your followers to know. they can be as simple as your age or as complex as your deepest fear, as long as it’s something you’re comfortable with sharing. when you’re done, send this to 10 people you want to get to know better 🥺🌼💕 (hiii <3)

thanks babe for sending this!

Im studying to become a university professor

My fav color is yellow

I play the violin and its the only instrument i really fell in love with. For a few years I played clarinet, but i have tiny hands and fingers which made the instrument much harder for me than violin.

Ive never been out of country but im hoping to study abroad during my future semesters

I play tennis

tagging: @shes-unforgettable @shesay @sapphicdesi @ms-gay-frogs @radicallyaligned @radical-coffeeclub @who-is-a-heretic-now @wintertidewater @menalez

[femmesandhoney]

omg happy birthday bestie!! 🎉💖 aquarius queen

my capricorn bestie thank you 🥰

[femmesandhoney]

If i look like a fan blog for guava and tcmie its because i am

[darkloire]

10 Songs/10 Opinions

I was tagged by @thegayhimbo for this game! Thanks for the tag!

1: Favorite song at the moment

Saint- Verite

2: Song you associate with your favorite/current ship

We Have It All- Prim Stones

3: A song referring to you:

Shake It Off- Florence + The Machine

4: A song you think is overrated:

Smells Like Teen Spirit- Nirvana

5: A Song you think is underrated

Jazzman- Carole King

6: A song that brings a good memory:

Lovefool- The Cardigans

7: The last song you listened to

Welcome Home- Coheed and Cambria

8: A song that makes you laugh

Spooky Mormon Helldream- The Book of Mormon

9: A song that makes you cry

No Woman No Cry- Bob Marley (because it was what someone played when a friend died in a car crash to try and comfort the guy's girlfriend)

10: A song you want mutuals to listen to

Hollow Moon (Bad Wolf)- AWOLNATION

I'm tagging @general-kj, @bad-nico, @strangertheory, @cancelstrangerthings, @serendipitous-magic, @tcmie, and @cuppacats, @wise-the-will and anyone else who wants to play!

[femmesandhoney]

tagged by my girl @tcmie tyyyy

who was your first fav artist? probably selena gomez as a kid

who's your current fav artist? lana, marina, taylor equally i rotate thru

are you into musicals? which ones/why not? i have enjoyed a few like hamilton, putnam county spelling bee, be more chill

are there songs you consider so special you only listen to them to them rarely? good kid by former vandal

preferred way of listening to music? spotify or CDs in my car

whats the most niche music you listen to? whatever agnes obel counts as & norwegian pop

whats youre favorite music related movie/tv show thats not a musical? idk really know what this means. i like the graduate soundtrack?

albums or playlists? completely depends on the artist. if im listening to an album, its by an artist i deeply love. playlists are for individual good songs.

favorite albums? folie a deux, folklore, honeymoon, froot are some of my favs

is there an artist you're trying to get into? nathy peluso

who's music do you find overhyped? harry styles and lorde

whats an underrated song? sooo many on my playlists are underrated songs ngl, but tulsa jesus freak by lana

whats a thing a bunch of songs do that you love every time? i love stuff that sounds kinda ethereal without trying too hard to be

what song is better acoustic? You by Greta Issac! makes me go fucking insane it sounds beautiful everyone listen to it and ascend

worst song of all time? ed sheerans discography

do you put individual songs on repeat? who doesnt obsessively replay a song their brain is hooked on

if you make playlists, whats your most entertaining title? songs my aries mars vibes with

headphones or earbuds? earbuds

do you sing lead vocal or harmonize? depends on the song, but yes to both

tagging: @sapphos-witch-gf @shes-unforgettable @who-is-a-heretic-now

[celticfrvst]

@izzysblurredtattoos tagged me in a game!

tag nine people you would like to know better.

last song — jilted lovers & broken hearts by brandon flowers

last movie — idek

currently reading — nothing

currently watching — loki

currently craving — to go on a jet ski again lmao

@green-tinted-sixties-mind @tcmie @soundsof-thunder

[celticfrvst]

exposing your taste in people tag

thank you bestie @y0uth--anasia c:

prompt — share 9 celebrity crushes!

@princesspagey @green-tinted-sixties-mind @tcmie c:

[celticfrvst]

@rocknrollsoul76 tagged me to list 13 songs im obsessed with rn!

1. baby don't dance // mother mother

2. mystified // fleetwood mac

3. american idiot // green day

4. you're to blame // mammoth wvh

5. think about me // fleetwood mac

6. juliet // girl

7. dear sister // the pretty reckless

8. saturday nite special // the runaways

9. where did she go // the struts

10. escape // journey

11. strawberries // girl

12. no quarter // led zeppelin

13. love bites // def leppard

@tattooedwithblues @princesspagey @tcmie :)