#tbh tho not in a place to be particularly nice or graceful rn bc i have my own shit im pissed off abt so prolly better to leave it đ
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I should rewatch I saw the tv glow tbh. so funny to me that I've been so firmly in denial abt how much discomfort I've lived with for forever that even now I'm trying not to repress it anymore, my immediate knee jerk response to watching a film exploring that explicitly was Um No I Don't Relate To It Or Understand It At All Actually Sorry Must Be A Fault With The Film.....
#after watching it i was talking to my friends abt it n legit said smth like well I've always felt disconnected from the world and like I#dont rly exist as a person n nothing around me is real so i think the movie trying to make that come across as shocking didnt impact me#like girl..... okay#i do stand by some of what i said abt it like in a lot of ways my experience genuinely has been v different#but. wow yeah. it rly hasnt left my mind since i watched it#anyway i need to go shower#i think ive pissed off my roommate bc accidentally said smth that i only realised came across rude in retrospect. oops#well whatever. i love to fumble social shit its basically a hobby for me im so good at it. ill apologise later. maybe.#tbh tho not in a place to be particularly nice or graceful rn bc i have my own shit im pissed off abt so prolly better to leave it đ#even if im mostly pissed off at myself bc its on me for being a shit communicator. but ill get prickly n antagonistic innit#UGH. okay im gonna go shower. sorry for personalposting ive been trying to keep this shit off here cuz it doesnt help anything#but every now and then is fine... im still doing it way less often at least. ill taper it out and fully stop eventually#or maybe not.... i do so love to natter n complain lolll#.diaries
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Semi-public sex hcs
Atsumu x reader, Iwaizumi x reader, Kuroo x reader
Anon requested: hiii! can I request hcs for kuroo, atsumu and iwa teasing/fucking fem!reader in a situation where they could definitely get caught? A/N: Iâve never written for Atsumu so I hope I did okay!! I had fun w this! I said semi-public in the title but uh.., youâll see
NSFW 18+ ONLY
(Characters are in college or older)
Atsumu Miya
it's not even your fault, not really
you can't help that someone hit on you
but Atsumu still gets jealous
he can't help it! you're his and he doesn't want to risk you forgetting that (not that you ever would)
when he leans down to whisper into your ear, calling you a slut, telling you you're gonna regret being so nice to that guy who clearly just wanted to fuck you
well, you think he's gonna wait until you guys get home
you're booboo the fool, sweetheart
and you realise this when he pulls you into the locker room
slams you against his locker and sticks his fingers in your mouth, telling you to suck
atsumu are you kidding me
someone could walk in
it's only by the grace of god that it was empty when he pulled you in there anyway
and now you're choking on his fingers and staring at the door in fear
tell me why you're dripping tho
he takes his fingers out your throat and his hand travels down, flipping your skirt up to rub you over your panties
he's smirking at you when he feels how wet you are
"all that for me, darlin'?"
he knows it is
he barely brushes your clit before shoving a finger inside your
he refuses to touch your clit again, now
because he knows you want him too
but it still doesn't take you long to get close
you grip his arms as you reach the edge, he can tell youre about to cum and
he pulls both hands away
"make yourself presentable, Jesus d'ya want everyone to know how much of a whore ya are for me?" he's grinning at you as he licks his fingers clean and that really shouldn't be as hot as it is but considering he just edged you you decide not to judge yourself too harshly
needless to say the minute you guys get home he's fucking you into the mattress like he's gonna die if he doesn't cum inside you right then
maybe you should make him jealous a lil more often...
Iwaizumi Hajime
third year movie night continues even when theyre in college, like theyâll either travel to make it work or watch together online
it includes you now bc you live with iwa so if it's at his place youâd be there anyway (and he takes to when he travels for it. heâll never admit it but he's clingy)
they dont mind! they love you!
iwa probably thinks they like you more than him lmao
anyway! its his turn to host but they have a rule
that the three who arent hosting pick the movie
and this time it's a horror movie so you're sitting in his lap bc scary
he thinks it's so fuckin cute the way you grip his hand when something bad happens
you: *squeals at a jump scare*
iwa: God I'm dating the cutest girl on the planet??? I'll keep you safe angel
in a particularly scary scene you turn around and wrap your legs around his waist so you can't see the screen
he holds you close and pulls the blanket over your head to make you feel protected đ„ș he's such an angEL
(can you tell I have a slight bias)
(just a lil one)
but he doesn't know what's coming
(you, mostly) (but not yet)
what's coming is your lips on his neck in an attempt to distract yourself
and you guys are a few feet away from the others and there's a blanket over your head so they can't see what you're doing as you suck a hickey into his collarbone
but you can certainly feel what it's doing to him đđđ
not at all surprised when his fingers find the edge of your panties and pull them aside to rub your clit
lowkey biting his neck to keep quiet
which does not help him keep quiet sskfjfjf
after a few minutes he lifts your hips just enough to pull his cock out of his sweatpants and sit you down on it
lol is there a movie going on? all you know is that you're riding your boyfriend with his friends in the room
his grip on your hips is tight and he's moving you slowly bc you've gotta be discreet
nevertheless he fucks you so good
as he starts getting close he takes one hand off ur hip to rub your clit
biting his shoulder again bc fuck if you don't you're gonna moan
he moves his head just a little to whisper "be a good girl and cum for me" in your ear and well, you've always been good at doing what he tells you
the feeling of you clenching around him sends him over the edge
I hope you're on birth control babes
he def has a breeding kink tbh so you probably should be
anyway he doesn't pull out for a few minutes
just has you sit there and keep his cock warm with his load in you
aren't you such a good girl for him?
get ready for a rough n loud round two the second the other three leave
Kuroo Tetsurou
unlike the other two, who have an actual reason to tease you (even if Atsumuâs is questionable), Kuroo is just determined to be a little shit
what's new?
you're eating in a restaurant when his fingers begin to make their way up your thighs
excuse me Tetsurou what are you Doing?
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I don't see you telling him to stop though
he keeps his hand right at the top of your thigh for a few minutes, a couple centimetres from where you'd like it to be, and you're so torn between pushing his hand away and moving it up just a little
he makes the choice for you, moving it to rub your clit through your panties
Kuroo is good with his fingers and this will be your downfall
it really doesn't take him long to get you close
bastard stops. he knows when youâre close and youâre not getting off that easy
but five minutes later he's back again, this time his fingers travel under the waistband of your panties and 2 of them make their way inside you
God you're gonna kill him when you get home
but rn you really can't do anything but try not to choke on your food
he sets a slow pace which would be fine if he hadn't immediately found your g-spot
it feels so good and you just want him to speed up
he does not
eventually, you get to the edge and he pulls his hand away Again
before you can ask for the bill he's pulling you to the bathroom to fuck the shit out of you
still won't let you cum till you get home
he says you're too loud
bastard
(Iâm so sorry i forgot AGAIN i suck)Â @tremendousglitterthingâ @svtbitchâ @the-fandom-nessâ
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1, 4, 8, 14, 21, 24, 28, 42, 45, 50 - All, or whoever speaks to you for each one
jesus fucking christ.
1. Whatâs their full name? Why was that chosen? Does it mean anything?
Belle: Belle Marie Beauton â belle bc it means âbeautyâ and also, tech, her momâs name was charisse which means âgraceâ and she was like into a #theme. marie bc it sounded nice, is also probably mauriceâs mom.
Simba: Onyango Simba Lyons â onyango bc it means âborn in the morningâ and simba because it means âlion/warriorâ.Â
Toulouse: Toulouse Henri Bonfamille â why did ber get hectorâs name as his middle name and not lou? /waves hand lou was named after the artiste of course! tres bien.Â
Bambi: Bambino Daryl Basurto â bambino is basically like âmy little oneâ, itâs an affectionate italian term tho itâs also used in other parts of europe. daryl means âdeerâ sooo his full name lowkey translates to âlittle deer of the forestâ
Perdita: Perdita Mariel Faye â all of perdy and her sibs are named after shakespeare characters bc her mom is #obsessed. edmund, perdita, rosaline, and ophelia. perdy was named after her motherâs first role on broadway. mariel is jewish â it is a variant of mary, which means âwished-for child/bitterâ soo
Sweet: Joshua Strongbear Sweet â named joshua because his parents liked it. his middle name used to be quietcub, but after he came back from his spirit quest it became strongbear after the animal that guided him. (also look i looked up if spirit quests were still a thing in the tribe sweet comes from and they ARE so donât @ me pls)
Maui: Maru Akalana â he doesnât have a middle name. maru means âcorrectâ apparently, but in the original myths of maui maru is one of the names of mauiâs brothers. (or it is his name when he is human before he gets abandoned i foRGet itâs been a hot minute)
Hercules: Hercules Odysseus Persaud â herc doesnât know where his first name came from, only that his birth mother gave it to him. he was named after two greek heroes, ofc cuz his mom is a big nerd.
Attina: Attina Morgan Triton â attina is a derivative of athena and morgan means âsea chiefâ or âsea defenderâ and since she would be in line for the âcrownâ so to speak, it made sense.
Akela: Akela of the Seeonee Wolf Pack â seeonee is the name taken from the area where the pack sort of officially âformedâ and akela means LONELY LMFAO i just looked it up thatâs hilarious.
Peach: Peach Blossom Clearwater â literally constructed her name. she just liked the idea of peach blossomâand she made her fake mom have a flower name too. and clearwater she straight up stole from harry potter.
4. What is their relationship with their parents? Whatâs a good and bad memory with them? Did they know both parents?
Belle: well, belle never really knew her mother and her relationship with her father is estranged.
Simba: big ole mommaâs boy. he loves his mom, though their relationship is a little tense these days. loved his dad a lot, his Biggest Hero, but his dad also put a lot of pressure on him and basically brainwashed him oops.
Toulouse: loves his mummy, tho he has a deep seated resentment towards her that is just now coming to light, but general he is like #mustprotect. had an extremely contentious relationship with his father as a child, the best thing for their relationship was not living together lol. lou can tolerate his father for short periods of time and even gets along w him 90% of the time, but he has a deep seated resentment towards him too lmao
Bambi: ughhhhhhhh he loved his mommmmm his mom was his best friend they did everything together. they were never apart. esp bc he was homeschooled a good bit and he was sick. she doted on him and i cry. he is still getting to know his dad but he loves him.
Perdita: really contentious relationship w mom. she was verbally abusive and neglectful, held perdy to a hire standard than her sisters. when perdy rebels abigail just like cuts her off, punishes her in the worst ways. made comments about her weight/clothing/etc. total daddyâs girl tho, she loves her daddy.
Sweet: mommaâs boy. he tends to shut her out a lot tho bc he knows things in his life would hurt her and he wants to protect her from that. didnât really know his father but he treasures the memories he did have.
Maui: dad was verbally/physically abusive. real Macho Manâwhich obviously made him kind of a dick. but mauiâs mom is the sweetest ugh i love kai.
Hercules: loved both his parents BUNCHES AND BUNCHES but then he found out that they lied to him for 22 years and he is still reeling from the betrayal.
Attina: athena was her best friend. she told her mom everything and wanted to be just like her when she grew up! was obviously devastated when athena died. loves her daddy, but does think he needs to chill out some.
Akela: hates them.
Peach: never knew them and never will (spoiler alert: theyâre dead.)
8. Did they have pets as a child? Do they have pets as an adult? Do they like animals?
Belle: Philippe! fun fact: had another horse named Royale when she was a child, but her father sold him for cash before he left. now she has: vincent the cat, philippe, and shuck! she isnât a huge animal fan, but she likes them well enough. doesnât go out of her way.
Simba: his mum had a persian named guinevere growing up. she was a bitch. simba and her did not get along. esp cuz simba was a handsy child lol. he begged and begged for a dog for his entire childhood, but never had one. has two beautiful goldens nowâbowie and simoneâ and they are his literal children. loves all animalsâexcept cats, snakes, and spiders, those are the devilâs creatures.
Toulouse: never had a pet growing up. marie has dauphine now and heâs kinda helping coparent simone. tbh should get a dog. lou ADORES animals.
Bambi: lol
Sweet: never had pets, doesnât have time, likes them well enough
Perdita: didnât have any pets growing up. doesnât really like animals theyâre dirty. viola has made her change her mind somewhat.
Maui: no, no, yes.
Hercules: his mom has a cat named baset after the goddess. herc loves animals, horses espÂ
Akela: lol
Attina: likes animals in the abstract sense? loves sea creatures. never had a pet as a kid. has a long list of stipulations for pet as an adult.
Peach: has never had a pet. will buy a cat probably. the cat will run away bc sheâs irresponsible. she will be devastated. she loves animals, except ugly ones.
14. Do they have any specific memories of food/a restaurant/meal?
Belle: all the food she ate in bournemouth was?? so good??
Simba: ugaliiiii, it always makes him think of kenya
Toulouse: frozen grapes are his fave, he is a picky eater lowkey
Bambi: food is the bane of his existence cuz heâs allergic to EVERYTHING
Sweet: not particularly
Perdita: misses the russian tea room in NYC it was her fave brunch spot
Maui: misses the fresh fruit in hawaiâi
Hercules: one of his fave thigns to do at the places he lives is eat at the local restaurants.Â
Akela: eh not really
Attina: also not particularly
Peach: eh
21. Do they have a temper? Are they patient? What are they like when they do lose their temper?
Belle: yes but it is VERY hard to trigger it. and she like??? throws things or hits u if she is really mad. sheâs not gonna like punch you in the face but sheâll shove or pinch. if she yells itâs all like teary and voice cracking and pathetic.Â
Simba: yesâand itâs easily triggered haha. when heâs angry he gets loud. can throw something down if he is holding it (like a dish in the sink or something) but he isnât really physical w his angerâheâs v conscious of that fact that he is like a big bloke and that could be rly scary and his anger is scary enough. but if u really piss him off his anger can be p cold.
Toulouse: cold and scathing. lou is a master of converting his anger into like the smallest space possible, which is why heâs so good at just delivering cold, cutting lines designed to just destroy you. his father had like Big Loud anger and lou refuses to be like that.Â
Bambi: doesnât really have a temper, likeâat all
Perdita: screaming/yelling/throwing/hittingâthrows a tantrum when she is really pissed off.
Sweet: he has a temper but it is rarely seen. he will get Loud and Angry though. but it never lasts long. he gets more annoyed than angry.
Maui: literally like?? never gets angryâtoo chill.
Hercules: cries. lmao. if he is angry he just cries and like âwhy would u do thatâ sniff sniff puppy eyes
Akela: cold and level-headed anger
Peach: rarely gets angryâand if she does sheâll smile to your face and then fuck you up behind your back.
24. What is their sleeping pattern like? Do they snore? What do they like to sleep on? A soft or hard mattress?
(i love sleeping questions why?)
Belle: rn itâs shit, she barely catches a few hours. when she was sleeping reguarly she gets a good 6-7 hours. doesnât have trouble falling asleep unless sheâs trying to solve a problem. has a lumpy old mattress tbh. also she does snore a lil bit but like cute snores and only when sheâs sleeping really deeply. also she normally wears like ratty tees and silky or sofie pajama shorts â in the winter like sweaters and fleece pants bc she gets cold, tho not as much of a problem now lol
Simba: sleeps in the nude. can fall asleep in .5 seconds. wakes up intermittently from nightmaresâusually exacerbated by stress. wakes up at sunrise naturally almost every morning. gets like 4-5 hours usually and cat naps. idk his mattress is prolly middle ground wow do u think simber argued about their mattress bc i bet ber is a wimpy soft-mattress boi
Toulouse: has a really hard time getting to sleep and staying asleep. a ridiculously light sleeper. wakes up several times in the night. has night terrors. sleeps in, but not that long most mornings. sometimes goes days without sleep if heâs having a manic episode. soft plush mattress w lots of pillows and blankets. wears silky fancy pajamas to bed bc heâs fancy (itâs my hc that he has like adorable pjs that he wears on the lowkey with like fish patterns or something ridiculous little duckies.)
Bambi: can sleep anywhere, would sleep 20+ hours a day if allowed. growing teenage boy. snores (allergies man), will sleep on any mattress. is used to an uncomf one bc his mom couldnât rly afford a good one.
Perdita: before the babies perdy didnât have trouble sleeping. would totally sleep in on the weekends and such. her mom would yell at her if she slept too long. now she takes naps throughout the day to survive. hard mattress, tbh. wears fancy pjs
Sweet: sleeps in boxers/t-shirt most of the time. sleeps wherever, whenever, what is a good nightâs sleep? he doesnât know.
Maui: will sleep anywhere. in any position. in any level of undress. sleeps in briefs usually.Â
Akela: sleeps in the nude tbh he like barely wears clothes anyway. can sleep a decent amount of time but never for more than like 7 hours.
Peach: a princess. she actually has a lot of trouble getting to sleep but sleeps hard once she is. wears cute pjs. likes a soft mattress. lots of pillows, only one sheet thou.
28. What is their biggest fear? What in general scares them? How do they act when theyâre scared?
Belle: being inadequate/being overbearing/annoying/stupid/worthless â she doesnât get genuinely frightened that much tbh but sheâs like a gasp-clutch-at-the-chest overdramatic kind of scared lol she fights through it tho
Simba: not being Good enough, in the sense of likeâŠa good person. he also lowkey doesnât like the dark. and he gets angry when heâs scared he confronts fear face on.
Toulouse: being pointless/irrelevantâalso does not like the dark lowkey prolly sleeps w a night light lmao â he internalizes his fear, but will freeze up when confronted w something scary.
#this is old af and has been#sitting in my drafts#for so long#but u can have it#im not finishing bc it's oLD#but#voila
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