#tbh ive been feeling very nauseous recently so if youre wondering why i havent said anything im either 1) having a life or 2) too sick

[amugoffandoms]

two sides of yuno's face, one who looks bitter and the other who is happy

one side sees the light, the other doesnt

isn't this just a metaphor for her thoughts of forgiveness?

she finds everyone forgiving her with praise bitter. never looking into her more than a surface level, acting like her clients by acting like they care but never really do.

the taste of how we've forgiven her is bitter.

on the other hand, being confronted, told that what she's doing is wrong, without praise or pity, is looked on with a smile. finally, someone cares enough to look into it.

the meaning of forgiveness? praising and pitying her, baseless assumptions, not actually caring to look into it.

life, I wanted you to care enough to scold me and tell me I was wrong. damn you.