#tbh I already plan on moving out as soon as my dog passes away bc I couldn’t get a place w him

[makkie-is-screaming]

my dads mad at me bc I said I want a tattoo when I turn 18 n said some shit n said it would be ruining my body,, sir I’ve been cvtting since I was 12 that ship sailed. A tattoo would not be ruining my body, especially compared to some of the shit I’ve already been doing to it.

[the-most-phenomenal-banana]

do ALL of the questions :D

I'm in detention for the next 3 hours so fuck it I guess

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

   -uhhh josie I think? but that was a while ago. I'm a lonely bitch.

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

   -I'm a little outgoing, especially around people i'm comfortable with.

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

   -I really want to see my friend Julie again soon but idk when that'll happen. I also might be doing something with my new friend Bre soon so that'll be fun

4. Are you easy to get along with?

   -I think so but I guess it depends who you are

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

   -you think I actually like anyone?

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

   -anyone (please)

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

   -bitch I hope so but chances are I won't be

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

   -I don't have an opposite gender so fuck you

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

   -depends on the circumstance I guess but 90% of the time it doesn't

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

   -either Aino or Bre I can't really remember

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

   -"tell dad to bring my camera after detention"

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

   (in no speciffic order)    -Bonnie and Clyde by Vance Joy    -Knuckles by Moose Blood    -Kali Ma by Neck Deep    -Even on the Worst Nights by Mixtapes    -Pale Blue Eyes by The Velvet Underground

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

   -yesssss

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

   -Kind of, but in a weird round-about way (send me an ask and I'll explain better)

15. What good thing happened this summer?

   -It's april but I recently got a job writing software so that's good

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

   -maybe?? I think so??

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

   -There fucking better be

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

   -occasionally but he dropped out of school and is moving away soon so we don't talk as much as we used to.

19. Do you like bubble baths?

   -fuck yeah I do

20. Do you like your neighbors?

   -yeah for the most part

21. What are you bad habits?

   -my entire life is a bad habit

22. Where would you like to travel?

   -I'm going to backpack Europe after I graduate and there's a lot of places I want to go, I won't name all of them because it's pretty much the entire continent.

23. Do you have trust issues?

   -yepperz

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

   -bold of you to assume I have a routine

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

   -I'm uncomfortable with even having a body, I'd rather be some sort of celestial spirit, floating around and fucking shit up for all eternity    -also I look like a boy

26. What do you do when you wake up?

   -suffer

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

   -I'm a pale bitch so a little darker would be fucking lovely

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

   -jimmy, josie, maybe some other people idk

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

   -yeah and then we got back together for a few months but we've broken up again since

30. Do you ever want to get married?

   -I think so but not until I can actually get married under my preferred name and gender

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

   -yep, it's in a bun right now

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

   -Seth Everman and Seth Everman

33. Spell your name with your chin.

   -What does this even mean?????

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

   -I play Wii Sports

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

   -definately would rather live without TV

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

   -yep

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

   -nothing, it's called awkward silence for a reason

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

   -I hate the concept of having an "ideal partner" and then looking for that in someone because chances are you'll never find them and always end up disappointed.

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

   -idk man

40. What do you want to do after high school?

   -I'm going to travel, maybe finish college

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

   -I think everyone has the potential to earn a second chance, but not that they should be given one for no reason

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

   -I'm dissociating

43. Do you smile at strangers?

   -all the time!

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

   -launch me in to the sun

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

   -usually my alarm clock

46. What are you paranoid about?

   -everything

47. Have you ever been high?

   -I'm high right now

48. Have you ever been drunk?

   -yes but I don't like to drink very much

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

   -yep

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

   -I'm wearing a blue/grey hoodie rn

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

   -being cis would be nice

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

   -being cis would be nice

53. Favourite makeup brand?

   -I don't pass well enough to wear makeup

54. Favourite store?

   -You already asked this one

55. Favourite blog?

   -mine

56. Favourite colour?

   -purple

57. Favourite food?

   -a phucking beeschurger

58. Last thing you ate?

   -i'm eating skittles rn

59. First thing you ate this morning?

   -these fucking skittles

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

   -life is a competition and i'm always winning

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

   -I got ISS in freshman year for hacking my school computer

62. Been arrested? For what?

   -no but once I got close bc I was out past curfew and a cop pulled me over

63. Ever been in love?

   -what's that?

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

   -I was at SkyZone with my then gf and when I took her home I walked her to the door and she kissed me right before she went inside

65. Are you hungry right now?

   -I'm always hungry

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

   -I don't have real friends

67. Facebook or Twitter?

   -twitter wtf I"m not 40

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

   -tumblr wtf i'm not straight

69. Are you watching tv right now?

   -yes, i'm watching Round Planet and I totally suggest it

70. Names of your bestfriends?

   -aino, josie, jimmy (?)

71. Craving something? What?

   -imtimacy

72. What colour are your towels?

   -definately not all the same color

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

   -6

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

   -maybe

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

   -only like 5 tbh

75. Favourite animal?

   -Either llamas, polar bears, or dogs

76. What colour is your underwear?

   -currently, pink

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

   -vanilla

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

   -mint chocolate chip

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

   -blue

80. What colour pants?

   -also blue

81. Favourite tv show?

   -stranger things?

82. Favourite movie?

   -I have no idea

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

   -Mean Girls

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

   -Mean Girls wtf do you think I am? a straight man?

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

   -fuck idk

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

   -the boat

87. First person you talked to today?

   -this kid named Jared who's kind of a piece of shit

88. Last person you talked to today?

   -my brother

89. Name a person you hate?

   -myself

90. Name a person you love?

   -Aino (bc I'm talking to her rn)

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

   -myself

92. In a fight with someone?

   -I don't think so

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

   -2 (one for each leg)

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

   -too many

95. Last movie you watched?

   -Seeking a Friend For the End of the World

96. Favourite actress?

   -emmy rossum?

97. Favourite actor?

   -Finn Wolfhard

98. Do you tan a lot?

   -nope

99. Have any pets?

   -I had a dog but she died a few years ago

100. How are you feeling?

   -pretty fucking sad after that last question, thanks a lot

101. Do you type fast?

   -I think, like 80 wpm?

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

   -I regret everything

103. Can you spell well?

   -npoe

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

   -yepperz

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

   -I have them like all the time

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

   -I have and I feel really terrible about it

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

   -Yes

108. What should you be doing?

   -Definately not this

109. Is something irritating you right now?

   -Whoever made me answer 150 fucking questions

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

   -yep

111. Do you have trust issues?

   -why should I tell you that? how can I truest you with that information?

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

   -I literally walked in to school and broke down and started crying in front of all my friends a few weeks ago

113. What was your childhood nickname?

   -ebeigh (pronounced ebay)

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

   -I've been to 27 states and 3 countries

115. Do you play the Wii?

   -I used to but I don't very much anymore

116. Are you listening to music right now?

   -Nope because I'm watching TV

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

   -I fucking love it

118. Do you like Chinese food?

   -Not really

119. Favourite book?

   -Perks of Being a Wallflower

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

   -nope

121. Are you mean?

   -I try my hardest not to be but I've been told I can be unintentionally

122. Is cheating ever okay?

   -fuck no

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

   -aha nope

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

   -I have no idea

125. Do you believe in true love?

   -I think?

126. Are you currently bored?

   -yep

127. What makes you happy?

   -nothing

128. Would you change your name?

   -I plan on it

129. What your zodiac sign?

   -libra

130. Do you like subway?

   -the sandwich shop or the train?

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

   -fuck them

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

   -I already answered this one?? I think it was Aino

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

   -Someday, I hope to make it clear to you that success is not determined by leather-bound books and ink on paper, but rather the passion that I have found out of heartbreak and anger. I know that happiness is stability, but stability is not a desk job, and I refuse to sacrifice my aspirations for an income and security. What the hell is "security"?    -Nineteen by Movements

134. Can you count to one million?

   -i'm not going to

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

   -I told everyone I was straight for the first 14 years of my life

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

   -closed bitch

137. How tall are you?

   -5'5"

138. Curly or Straight hair?

   -a little curly but not much

139. Brunette or Blonde?

   -why are those the only options??

140. Summer or Winter?

   -summer

141. Night or Day?

   -night

142. Favourite month?

   -october bc my birthday and holloweed

143. Are you a vegetarian?

   -fuck no

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

   -dark

145. Tea or Coffee?

   -coffee

146. Was today a good day?

   -I mean it wasn't bad

147. Mars or Snickers?

   -snickers

148. What’s your favourite quote?

   -"No man is an iland, intire of it selfe; every man is a peece of the Continent, a part of the maine; if a clod bee washed away by the Sea, Europe is the lesse, as well as if a Promontorie were, as well as if a Mannor of thy friends or of thine owne were; any mans death diminishes me, because I am involved in Mankinde; And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; It tolls for thee."  - John Donne

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

   -I mean I can't say I don't

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

   -"okay, back to the mara"