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tittysuckersworld · 8 months ago

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yknow whats fucked up when ypu have an unidentified illness that has inconsistent triggers and has left you half bedridden for months? that no one tells you when your seemingly getting better? its that every waking moment after will be filled with anxiety. it will be filled with more questions and charts and behaviors with things acting up that make no sence and a constant dread of "what if the worst times ive had happen again? what if i somehow get really worse again and have to be home in pain mostly for another month? why cant the doctors just have given me an explanation?". anyways im normal hi :>

#talking of the horrorsTM on the blog tonight #just cause. guess what? i have the tummy hurties again!!!!!#was it from tomatoe this morning? or the waffles? mabey it was those weakening my stomach to what i would eat later #or mabey its because i walked around too much? talked a few too many times? mabey its because i took so long to eat between meals #or that i had a giant juicy apple for lunch.#or any other plethora of things!!! and i have no answers!! thwres no pattern that makes sence!#i can eat waffles mabey but i cant have m #normal bread and i defedently cant have cheeseitz but can have cake but cant have soda or donuts but can mabey have stuffs?#and can have pizza but even then not sure-#its just. all so so fucked up. im. agk #im sick of beibg sick. im sick of constantly feeling bad in ways. i wanna be normal with food again #tw food #its in tags but we be careful #ya im just. so tired. wish i could write a paper about the horrors of medical stuffs insted of gender #actually- wait- hold on i might be onto smth

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