#takingitoneday

[mixtapenumber16]

Day 6: Simple Pleasures and Quiet Wins (っ◔◡◔)っ

Yo, internet void, checking in for Day 6! Today was a pretty low-key affair, but hey, sometimes those are the best kind of days.

Started off with a car wash for my trusty Innova - gotta keep her looking spiffy! Speaking of things I'm proud of, I haven't had a cigarette in two whole days! Small victories and all that, right?

Confession time: I also spent a good chunk of the day napping. Not gonna lie, sometimes sleep is the best therapy.

Later on, I played chauffeur for my sister, shuttling her between Gateway and Cubao Expo. Sibling bonding at its finest, haha. Picked her up a few hours later, and we capped off the night with a classic dinner combo - pizza and chicken. Simple but satisfying!

Overall, it was a pretty uneventful day. Still feeling that same weird mix of emotions from yesterday, but it's more of a dull ache now, not a sharp pain. Maybe that's progress? Who knows.

For now, I'm content to embrace the quiet, the simple pleasures. A clean car, a good playlist, a warm meal - these are the things that keep me going.

(P.S. Still here, still reading. And I truly appreciate it. You guys are the wind beneath my wings...or maybe the comfy blanket I'm currently hiding under. Either way, thanks for being awesome.)

[mixtapenumber16]

hey there, internet void (day 1)

So, uh, yeah. It's me again.

Been a while, hasn't it? Like, a embarrassingly long while. The voices are back, the ones that make everything feel heavy and blurry. Doc says it's normal, part of the whole "you" package, but man, sometimes it feels like they're the only tenant in this headspace.

Decided to dust off this old blog. Figured maybe putting some words out there, even if they're just jumbled messes, might help push back the noise. Not sure what exactly I'll be writing about - probably a mix of everything and nothing. Ramblings, maybe some art if the fog clears enough, whatever keeps me afloat.

Honestly, I don't even know if anyone's still out there, reading this. But hey, even if it's just me yelling into the void, at least it's a start, right?

So, yeah. Day 1. Wish me luck (and maybe some good vibes if you've got any spare).