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#taking a break from paper writing
lord-prey · 6 months
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Fitch sketch page :)
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opens-up-4-nobody · 5 days
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#ay. tomorrow might b the day i face the music#which is to say. i tell my advisor how fucked i am. i mean. ill spin it so it doesn't sound so bad#its just that ive told him like 2 weeks in a row that id send him my edited preproposal and i have not bc im too afraid to start reading#papers related to my project. which is frustrating. and like the thing is. and i kno ive said it before and i kno im not a fucking idiot#i can read papers and i can even understand what theyre broadly saying. but thats it.#zero critical thinking. zero insight. i use all my tiny fucking brain space to try to understand the words on the pages#and even then it only forms this broken fucking image of whats being said. like u dont understand. i used to struggle with writing papers bc#i couldnt fucking connect what i was saying from one paragraph to the next when i was the one doing the fucking writing.#what the fuck am i doing here? and again. im not stupid. i can follow the information if its fucking said out loud but thats not how this#works. and it just feels like sometimes there's a limit to what you're capable of and im at that fucking limit. the undergrads in my lab#have more ability to comment on papers than i do. its so fucking frustrating and i just have to live with knowing itll never get any easier#so what the fuck can i do other than drop out? theres no god damn way im gonna pass a comprehensive exam. not unless i buckel down and break#myself in half to try to retain all the information i need to. which requires that i read so many god damn papers that i cant fucking read.#just. why tf did i pick a career path where my suffering is inherent to a huge part of my job? i feel like ive consistently chosen to take#the hard path in life and ive finally stumbled too far from what is possible for me#so well see what comes out of my mouth tomorrow when i have my weekly meeting. i just feel like its my last semester#i feel like this is it. i just need someone to fucking hire me. bc everytime my lab mate mentions something abt#my project down the line or talks abt future conferences i should attend. im just like. its a nice idea but that's not happening. im just#at the end of the line and it sucks#unrelated
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yasmeensh · 2 years
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OCs... AGAIN. remember the old hybrid man? he’s back. he’s always been there but i’m planning more of his own story lately.
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heartsofhounds · 1 year
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SPEAK UP ‼️Who’s hungry for more David Shaw content <3
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supurman · 18 days
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this is here i rp if you guys were wondering.
#ugh... the hair clark agenda is rela. chest. forearms..beard ( but he shaves the beard#idk why ppl think hes hairless. it takes a laser and a piece of kryptonian metal to shave#he is not doing a full body down!#anyway this is him writing his third book i believe. look at all the paper on the ground! his robot bringing him more#hes like only i can be inspire din my fortress of solitude i cant write in the city its too noisey#i do love the idea of clark being someone who loves ppl and his city but even HE needs a place to fall back to to be alien BY HIMSELF#sometimes..he needs a break. we all need one. home away from home.#i also love his hobbies! whichi been gathering to write a meta on#because there is more to him . he doesn get up to just be superman! he has interest and has fun by himself too.#he is a fictional writer when he snot doing reporter stuff in case youw ere wondering#he makes fictional stories based on his experiences in life. in this book (hes writing it ) he made a self insert of himself who was..coole#like clar.k k.ent if he was cool. like james bond. HE LOOKED LIKE CLARK but instead of dorky glasses it was cool aviators and he was a bada#dont you think its silly he made a self insert. clarks adorable. imagine if ur muse reads his book like hmm this mc sounds familiar but not#familiar enough to be clark.#do yall think he is a fic writer on ao3? hes too classy for that he has a professional writign career but imagine.#anyway hi yall <3 hope to get to more new ppl w writing today im sorry if you feel ignored im TRYING SO HARD.
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stayathome-ts · 7 months
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I love when my job is to relax and have fun actually, it's great. I just got booted up front and the vague impression from Esrah was "just think about how much you love Bruce or something idk." Awesome, I can definitely do that.
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geooooooorge · 1 year
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✨️overromanticising life✨️
stupid little walk for my stupid mental health
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maemil · 1 year
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Bonus Day - Alternate Universe
Technically following starwarssapphicweek's day 7 prompt, I just really wanted to do some star wars mermaids for MerMay, even if sapphic week is over (and it's never the wrong time to post barrissoka)
[ID: A pencil drawing of Ahsoka Tano and Barriss Offee as mermaids holding hands. Ahsoka's tail is striped like her lekku, and she has fins in the same shape as the markings on her cheeks. Her lekku are floating in the water. Barriss' tail has lines all down it like her shirt does and her fins are black diamonds, like her tattoos. She wears a swimming hijab patterned like her normal hood.]
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sageispunk · 6 months
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Wanted to pop in and say that you are absolutely beautiful and amazing and so cool , k byeee
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awww🥺 thank u ilysm!!!!! (this is also how i feel everytime u on my tl🫶🏾)
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immawraffle · 10 months
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My computer’s ability to recognize when I’m connected to the Internet is messed up, which means my Word is messed up, which means my OneDrive is messed up, which means I just spent an hour wrangling with Schrodinger’s file, where I apparently have two of the same document but only one actually exists in my files and it’s not the one I’ve been editing but it’s the only one my computer will acknowledge exists so I had to copy paste my work on there onto the other one and tried to delete the ghost file but guess what, still having that problem with internet recognition.
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ilovegodwyn · 1 year
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my hands are going numb from the pinkies inward cause of a pinched nerve or something and everyones like stop bending your elbows and wrists like girls its finals season if i dont type for 18 hours a day ill fail everything
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lingeringscars · 10 months
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Submitted my final final paper of the semester
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ambrossart · 2 years
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Paper Men is like a TV show in my head and I'm greenlit for 4 seasons
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qlala · 2 years
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made an enormous mistake (rewatched notting hill last night despite knowing full well it would make me immediately want to throw aside my coldflash nanowrimo project to write my coldflash notting hill au instead)
#chomping biting i WILL give len a little bookstore that lisa inherited from an uncle she never met when she was seven#and 22 year old len pushed through his guardianship application immediately with the promised income and apartment upstairs#give me len being able to raise lisa safely on the other side of the city in this shitty little home the two of them made for themselves#it’s barely a shop they have breakfast at the cash register because the coffee pot only works in the first floor outlets#but there’s technically an open sign on the door and barry ducks in one day because he’s going to have a mental break if he stays on set#for five more minutes#and it’s just *suffused* with this sense of sanctuary#it’s in the scuffed floorboards it’s in the dusty shelves it’s in the coffee cups cluttering the register#he watches len stop a skinny kid with a book stashed under her ratty coat at the door#and when she hands it back he puts a ten dollar bill inside and hands it back saying she forgot her change#barry pipes up that he’s out of the money and the price of the book now#and len hasn’t looked at him twice but drawls back that he doesn’t tell him how to do his job. but now that they’re on the subject—#and roasts his latest movie so thoroughly barry is torn between walking out and giving him his number on the spot#he goes for neither and buys something just to get a receipt#len hands it over and barry hesitates before taking it and len asks if he’s allergic to paper receipts#and barry is bemused and admits he kinda thought len would write his number on it#len asks if barry’s asking for it#and barry says no#and len just raises an eyebrow until barry takes the receipt and leaves in a huff with the back of his neck bright pink#barry’s bi but he’s not out and he’s got an agent that is always promising just one more year just one more role to really get established#he’s still berating himself for being so obvious when he turns around to go offer to buy another book if len won’t tell anyone he was there#and pulls the door open just as len is pushing it from the other side to step out and len's coffee ends up all over both of them#and barry’s supposed to be back to make it better and not worse#but len's offering him a clean shirt from upstairs and barry's mouth is saying yes for him before he can stop himself#and len's too old to be letting a high-strung little closet case brush their fingers together as he accepts the shirt len's offering him#but lisa chooses that moment to let herself into the apartment and barry bolts like a startled deer anyway#and lisa is halfway through teasing len for finally bringing a guy home before she realizes who just ducked past her#and len spends the next three days regretting every decision he's ever made#until lisa answers the phone in the shop and her grin goes feline sharp and she holds the phone out to len and says it's for him#...not that i've been thinking about it a lot. or anything
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magentagalaxies · 2 years
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ok apparently buddy cole made an appearance at the mouth congress show last night which means i of course had to accidentally send one of my mutuals an entire essay analyzing the entire song/monologue lmao this is just my brand at this point
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jujuubee · 2 years
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Sometimes I really do wonder if I’m going into the right field. Bc it’s like, I’m very desensitized to absolutely horrible things occurring bc of my job & having to study some of the worst crimes in history but then it’s like, I get to a case every now and then & mt stomach hurts so bad and I feel such grief over what happened. And I can’t get it out of my head for days. Some of the crime scene photos are still burned into my brain. And it’s just like, how much more desensitized do I need to be 😭 and is that even healthy? You need to have some capability of emotion to do this effectively but bro, emotions have to completely shut off after some point when all you are surrounded by on a daily basis is just the worst shit possible
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