thinking about longer summer nights with spiked iced tea. hours at the skatepark. adding onto my collection of sunburn scars. cigarettes on city streets and laughing till 4am
the way summer makes my spirit feel is like nothing else. maybe it’s because i live somewhere that it’s miserable whenever it’s not summer but damn. i want thunderstorms and coffee in the rain!
i want to smell campfire smoke and drop acid in the woods. I wanna climb a mountain and feel how much thinner the air is up there again.
snowboarding and all that is fun but nothing compares to just you, your cat, and endless kilometres of just open forest. nothing.
favorite memory of 2022 is hands down the morning after the pride parade when we found out I'd replaced all our hangover meds in my purse with cigarette butts at some point and I had to have breakfast in a bikini top and glitter at the dining hall because my friend was having t4t sex with an emo trans girl named lucy in our room. then we went out in the street looking for our friend's lost glasses and while searching she was like "I threw up here, I remember I threw up there, I threw up here too" while I was fighting tooth and nail to stand straight. we went to take lucy home but first stopped by a stinky diner and the food was utter dogshit just pathetic and soggy and lucy went "man this sucks. perfect way to end the night" I guess because she'd made out with our friend who was throwing up the whole night so that was par for the course and she was so right. we arrived home at 5am and had to work 3 hours later. can't wait to do it again this year
had a dream last night which ended up w me lying between the legs of a girl with my head on her tummy while she played w my hair and then I immediately woke up at like 4am. I have never felt more betrayed
Hanging out with my little cousins (age baby to 13) is like. 😐 I feel so old but I feel the same age as you guys but I feel really really old. I feel lame how much I wish I was still that age.