#take me away from this empty suffering and fill my synesthetic mind with dreams of beautiful abstractions

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It’s such a strange thing to happen to someone who loves food so much, but it’s like a switch flips off in my brain and the idea of eating is suddenly repulsive. Sometimes I can find something still enjoyable enough to choke down. Sometimes I can’t. Today, I managed to eat breakfast. That’s it. I didn’t need much weed for pain today, but I’m hoping getting high will help me eat. It’s worked before. There are so many therapeutic benefits for me using cannabis, I sincerely thank God for this good medicine.

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Seeker (2023) is Carbon Based Lifeforms’ most melody-driven and dynamic album to date. Which is interesting, because ambient isn’t exactly known for either of those qualities. But it works, because, well, it’s Carbon Based Lifeforms and I’d die of shock if they ever released something I didn’t love.