#tHIS IS LITerALLY ALL DIALOGUE IM SORRU

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NOOOOOOO DONT READ IT IM SORRU I JUST NOTICED U WERE ONLY ON EPISODE 5

READ THIS INSTEAD!!!!! I'll paste everything spoiler-free and only related to what you've already seen

he didn't Want to be immortal, he didn't even Want to save pvp civilization other than Tabi and himself. To me, he always seemed somewhat humble?

When he learned that he's immortal, sure, he might've gotten a little over himself thinking He Is the chosen one, but again, he had no intention of saving anyone but himself and his best friend

To me, i dont think he'd ever seen any value in the big picture, and always focused on what mattered to him, like Video Journals and Big Houses..-

I've got like, zero notes. so I'll admit i probably definitely remembered some if not a lot of things wrong. Especially since its been near forever when i watched pvp civ 1-5

but the only thing he should be punished for is his egregious spending habits and, in a future episode, evbortion (you'll know it when you see it)

uhhh i lost point sorry

back on track though, i think it would be pretty funny (heartbreaking) if despite all his efforts, his new allies dies anyway! While he ended up saving pvp civilization, the original reason he fought ended up dying anyway

maybe a select few can be kept alive

I hope its The Guard. The guy whos been there from the very start, been at Evbo's aid too. Maybe in the ending evbo became super loved like parkciv evbo, and The Guard is the only person who doesn't lowk suck up to him and keeps him humbled (can u tell i want their yaoi to be real)

Maybe evbo gained a new friend after leaving the sword civilization. One im certain he cherishes, and im sure was his reason to keep fighting for saving pvpciv

Tabi will probably die im sorry she feels so finale sacrifice material. She's the one person evbo's been trying to save and protect the most - i want him to be broken down and find a new reason to keep going. MISERY!!!

Anyways anyways, back to your reply

OHHH im so sorry-- im. dumb *hits head sillyly like that one anime gif*

THAT yes, that. That is Literally what evbo is. Guard is so rude to him just for existing and that may've desensitized him to the whole sacrificial arc (still so fucked up with all the fan shit i see of this arc. they ALL feed off MISERY!!) The world is against him and all he wants is peace and safety 😭😭😭

I've a hatelove relationship with AUs where somehow all the evbos. are the same/connected but this one is lowkey super clever.....??? His meta dialogue is bc of his small bit of divinity making him semi-aware its fiction..... its like a dream I'd bet

sometimes i have these semi-lucid dreams. Where I'm like, just going with the dream right? Doing everything to win a game of tag against AU Sanses, trying to stay alive from a swarm of random ppl trying to kill me type shit

I treat these matters like they're serious, like im going thru them, but occasionally I'd bend the world to my will to keep myself alive/untagged. I've always known Im in my dream but it only matters sometimes, i treat the situations like they're real

i think thahts what ur evbo au idea is experiencing probably

I’m on episode 5 currently and I decided to make a little diagram of my thoughts so far. I would have written more but handwriting notes is annoying I’m much quicker when typing.

While I’m not finished yet I do have some thoughts. I would think it would be interesting if things took a sort of sisyphean turn. From the limited amount I’ve seen so far Sisyphus is a very apt comparison if I say so myself. I know most people are aware that Sisyphus is cursed to forever push a boulder up and hill only for it to fall back down and the cycle repeats. Well what less people might know is that he was given this punishment because he had tried to cheat death and live forever, its a rather long myth so I wont type it out here, but his punishment with the boulder is meant to symbolize how trying to live forever is a pointless task. People live and then they die, just as the boulder will go up the hill and then back down.

Given that Evbo, through the virtue of being the chosen one, seems to have been granted pseudo immortality I do see some connections. I do think it would be interesting however unlikely if it was revealed that for as much as he tries to change things it doesn’t matter. He might be able to come back but he will always die eventually and things will stay the same. The boulder may go up and down the hill but nothing will ever change he will always be trapped in his monotonous task, his punishment. This is all purely conjecture though and also not very fufulling for a story about an underdog.

[celawrites]

Day 34

“So. How was yesterday’s date?” Pebble sneaks up behind me in class.

“I’m sorry?”

“You and Sun went on a date?” a couple classmates were now staring at me.

“I went to grab the tablecloths from him”

“And then?”

“And then nothing. We may be teenagers but we aren’t irresponsible”

“You guys didn’t plan another one?”

“He tried to. I was too tired to agree”

“sERIOUSLY?”

“CRESSIE HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO US”

“Huh?”

“What’s going on?” Sun leans on the door frame.

“Quit trying to look like a model Sun. Your acne said no”

“What’s everyone talking about?”

“Date”

“Yesterday?”

“Yeah”

“tELL US WHAT HAPPENED PLEASE”

“tHERE MUST HAVE BEEN MORE THAN JUST TALKING. DID YOU GUYS KISS? HUG? FU-”

“No to all 3”

“Wait that’s boring”

“I mean it makes sense. The two of them are awfully vanilla in the things they want”

“Say that when you’re in a position of power” I give the classmate a lazy smile.

“Not my fault the school likes you better. You literally have the most contorted sleep schedule out of everyone here” He huffs.

“Except me”

“Gamer issues”

“Honestly”

“So nothing happened? No hand-holding, cheesy stuff, soft couple-y things?”

“We’re not even dating?”

“Wait. yOU DIDN’T ASK HER OUT YET?” Sam screeches.

“He’s not even into me??? Sam wake up this isn’t some perfect fairy tale”

“He asked you out on the date though?”

“And?”

“hE ASKED YOU OUT?” now that got the class’ attention.

“So?”

“yOU’VE BEEN PINING AFTER HIM EVER SINCE YOU CAME BACK WHAT DO YOU MEAN SO?” Pebble screeched.

“I’m being used as a rebound and I have way too much respect for myself to allow that”

“I told you. You aren’t being used as a rebound I’m just giving you a chance” Sun groans.

“And? You don’t like me when I sure as hell do and I’m not forcing you into a relationship”

“Cress I swear-”

“Tone down the volume” our homeroom teacher calls. “As much as I like the tea, tone it down before our principal gets a noise complaint”

“Sorry”

“Ok so how about we just all agree that Sun is whipped”

“I thought Cressie was the one who was whipped. I mean she literally memorized his coffee order”

“He knows mine too”

“Wait what”

“Are you two sure you guys aren’t dating?”

“Positive”

“Sus”

“Like me”

The conversation floats off to god knows where, and I find myself typing on my Chromebook again. Mint is off doing his vice president duties and honestly, it’s surprising how little time he spends with our class. My fingers click away and the conversation does as well. At some point, we get to the topic of homecoming.

“So do we all have hoco dates?”

“Yea”

“Mhm”

“I’m planning on asking”

“Good luck then”

“Cress? Homecoming date?”

“Student council is on duty. No time for a date or dancing. Trying to make sure no one’s drunk or high”

“No date?”

“Nope”

“Sun-”

“No. I’m not going”

“Sunburn it’s literally the last year you get to experience all this at least go” I scoff.

“Sunburn?”

“SUNBURN IM CRYING”

“Where did that come from?”

“A work of mine from 7th”

“You had an Oc called Sun?”

“No. The character I made based off of Mint was called Sunburn”

“So I’m just a replacement for him now?”

“Murder on my mind” I sang. “Murder on my mind”

“Someone make sure she doesn’t jump out our second-story window”

“Bet”

The day ends. Oh nice. Just kidding! It’s 3am again and I finally make my way to McDonalds after 2? Weeks? Of not going? I miss the employee not gonna lie.

“dARLING”

“DEAR”

“YOU’RE ALIVE”

“I’M BACK”

“I missed your presence”

“I missed your vibes”

“Honestly same”

“The same order as always?”

“Yeah”

“Alright then I’ll see you soon!”

“See you thursday”

“See you darling!”

Serenity made a new post!

The sunrise today is a scorching crimson. It’s the shade of red you see when you stare at a fire. The red that you only see in your dreams, when you fantasize about whatever it is for the day. When you see that passionate anger someone has for something, a harsh reminder of how cruel the people around you may be. The red you see when you fall in love with someone for the first time.

Yes I tried to write when it’s morning I can tell you this did not end up half as interesting as I had hoped it to be.

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