#sysiheart

[fallenclan]

Would you like to explain more what is behind those reactions in the latest comic? I mean those panels with Littleleaf ect. What are they feeling and why?

(Love the expressions btw)

sure :)

-Kestrelfeather (61 moons, he/him) He's happy for Wolfbite! That's his best friend and he was probably let in on a lot of the information that Wolf got regarding Ravenstar's murderings, so he's not only happy that Wolfbite succeeded her mission, but also that Ravenstar is toast lol

-Ospreyswipe (113 moons, he/him) Very similar reasons as Kestrel, he's Feathersight's mate and he knew most of what was going on, so he's happy that Ravenstar isn't leader anymore and he's also happy that Feathersight finally completed the mission he'd been on for years

-Myrtleclaw (112 moons, any pronouns) & Juniperfoot (113 moons, she/they) Myrtle and Juniper were Sandsnap's mates. Not only are they filled with a mix of grief and joy at seeing Sandsnap's murder avenged, they're also feeling a lot of emotion seeing their daughter, Wolfbite, be the Big Hero. They probably weren't let in on what was happening, but they're relieved she's okay nevertheless.

-Littleleaf (83 moons, he/him) His brother, whom he dearly loved, who was only ever loving and kind to him, just died. How do you think he's feeling?

-Darkstone (38 moons, he/they) Overjoyed. Darkstone has always had a bit of a mean/slightly bloodthirsty streak, so while most of the cats watching this have an undercurrent of "oh shit that guy just died horribly", he's just kind of laughing about it. If he could hold pompoms he'd be doing a little dance about it

-Honeysong (53 moons, she/her) She's in pain and exhausted but she's also very happy that Ravenstar isn't leader anymore. She's also a pacifist and somewhat disturbed by Ravenstar's gory death, so she's hiding her face in Darkstone's fur as well as using him as physical support.

-Feathersight (112 moons, he/she/they) Relief. He's known something was wrong since Ravenstar became a warrior and he's carried the burden of Poppyfeather, Cherrystar, & Sandsnap's murders with him for so long, knowing that he's been one of the main forces bringing Ravenstar down has made him more stress-free than he's been since he was a young cat. He will be breaking down in tears later that night.

-Flamefall (72 moons, he/him) Shock. Awe. Grief. Ravenstar was his friend for longer than he was his enemy, so there's a definite feeling of sadness within him at seeing that cat die, but he was afraid of Ravenstar for a long, long time, and seeing that cat be taken down is. Really something. He's felt irredeemable for many moons, and knowing that this wouldn't have happened without him is bringing a new light into his life.

-Mistlefrost (107 moons, he/him) & Inkynose (40 moons, she/her) Mistlefrost and Inkynose were two cats who were punished for speaking up about Ravenstar's actions. They both have a little bit of a vengeful streak, so they're reveling in seeing a cat who made them suffer suffer. They're also both extremely loyal to Fallenclan, so they're overjoyed to see the world realign itself.

-Patchback (105 moons, she/her) Patchback was one of Ravenstar's most loyal followers. She was kicked out of her old clan for being too cruel, so when she joined Fallenclan she kept it all on the down-low. Then comes Ravenstar, a cat with the same ideals as her who praises her for her strength. Her ability to put her clanmates in their place. Now that cat is gone. She's grieving and furious.

-Levi (109 moons, he/him) Levi is a cat that follows power wherever it goes, and he just watched his chance at leadership get thrown out of the window. He was loyal to Ravenstar, sure, because that was his best option of getting to where he wanted to be. He saw Ravenstar die, adjusted, made an attempt, and realized very quickly that without Ravenstar to back him up, he wasn't much of anything.

-Sleepydawn (74 moons, he/they) Sleepydawn was resistant to Ravenstar's loyalty at first, but a little manipulation brought him right around. Before he knew it, he was doing whatever Ravenstar told him, desperate for the validation and ignoring his family as they tried to pull him away. Ravenstar was his pillar of support--Sleepydawn did what he said because he was the clan leader. It was the right thing to do because he was the clan leader. Now, he wasn't the clan leader anymore. What does that mean for Sleepydawn?

-Bearspring (56 moons, she/her) After her mother, Cherrystar, died, Bearspring was left with a gaping wound. She was bitter at the loss, and angry, and Ravenstar, who had always been a good friend to her mother, took her under his wing and taught her ways to get that anger out. She was loyal to him, unfailingly, and then her mother's ghost appeared and said that she was murdered. And then Ravenstar died in front of her. There's a lot going on inside her head right now, but the largest emotion is probably guilt. She thinks she's been betraying her mother all this time.

-Marshjump (56 moons, he/she) Marshjump is Bearspring's brother. He never fell under Ravenstar's paws, always too soft-hearted and relying on his father more than anyone, but he saw how his sister did. He didn't know the extent of Ravenstar's cruelty until now, when he saw his mother's ghost. Now, not only does he see that, but he sees his sister, trembling in guilt and rage and grief, and knows he has a chance now to bring her back to him. He's grieving, but he also feels shock and joy and terror.

also bearspring. lmao

[koomatee]

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[jumalanpelko]

Welcome to edgy farm cat cult

There is a creature inside of Suncat. A god, savior, who is killing her slowly, just like She has done to many Suncats before. However Suncat's Guard won't let it happen. He just can't.

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-Jumalanpelko (eng. the fear of god) is reboot of my old old comic and will be my stress relief comic. My guess is that I will be super active, then go quiet here and then just pop up again once i feel like it.

-Comic will be kinda episodic and interactive taking a lot of inspiration from my fav clangen comics (like @fallenclan @loudclan-clangen @circus-clangen and @aphidclan-clangen , pls follow them, amazing stuff, so many cats!) Im just here to have fun and I want to focus more on that and less on writing a clear story. I have the main plot planned but i will tell the story with mini comics and by answering questions ect. We will see how things go!

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CW:

-Religious trauma and cult stuff

-(child)death/murder, sickness, blood...

-some light horror elements ig

-Abuse and toxic relationships

-Cats might not swear but I will.

-This is a tragedy dont think it will have an happy ending

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Tags

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[katastrofiballadi]

Tervetuloa!

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[kukkopillipiipari]

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Rakas parini @sysiheart on parhaillaan editoimassa indiekirjasarjansa Katastrofiballadin kolmatta kirjaa. Hän on myös järjestänyt piirrustuskilpailun, jossa ideana on lukea ensimmäiset 100 sivua kyseisestä kirjasta ja piirtää jokin kohtaus siitä. Voittajalle on luvassa ilmainen kopio kirjasta <3

Vaikka en itse voi voittaa tässä koska mulla on # very special ykkösfani privileges ja saan sen joka tapauksessa niin osallistuin kuitenkin huvin ja urheilun vuoksi. Katastrofiballadi manga sivu koska onhan se nyt ihan vitun läppä kattokaa nyt sitä

Lisätietoja Katastrofiballadista:

[kukkopillipiipari]

@sysiheart sä

Mä näin unta et jouduin vankilaan ja salakuljetin sinne käsiaseen povitaskussa. Sit se ase vaa koomisesti pullotti mun takista ku joku vartija kysy onks mul aseita.

[fallenclan]

Did the game choose wolfstar or did you? If you did, why?

Absolutely love Wolfstar btw

viri told me to

[fallenclan]

NOW I NEED TO KNOW WHAT BUGS THE OTHER SHIPS GAVE EACH OTHET

WELL I dont have a bug for every single couple of course, aside from the fact that there would be a lot of repeat bugs, not every couple would partake in the tradition! I see it as sort of a Giving someone a bouquet to ask them out sort of thing, old fashioned and optional but very cute. THAT BEING SAID i do have a couple in mind for my favorite fallenships. I'll put them below the cut because there will be Bug Images

(I always pictured Fallenclan taking place somewhere around west/northwest US, so I'm trying to use bugs from that region. that being said im not a bug expert so keep that in mind)

Goldenstar & Morningbloom Flame skimmer dragonfly Fallenclan's first couple to get together... Scorchstar told Goldenstar (then Goldenflare) about the tradition of where she was from and he thought it was sweet, he spent moons trying to find the perfect bug before he finally spotted this one.

Scorchstar & Nettlestem American Idia Moth Nettlestem and Scorchstar were Practically mates for a long time before making it official. Nettlestem found the moth fluttering around in their nest.

Brambletuft & Yewberry Colorado potato beetle Yewberry gave Brambletuft the beetle thinking that the orangeish color matched her eyes. Brambletuft thought that it matched his fur.

Silverbelly & Applebranch Crane fly Crane flies always made Applebranch laugh, so when she asked Silverbelly to be her mate, that was the bug she chose.

Wormshade & Flyspots Elm sawfly

Toadbelly & Sootstep Gray hairstreak butterfly

Cherrystar & Ripplefade Blister beetle

and thats all for now ^_^ though i might do more later

[fallenclan]

HOW WAS HUMAN STILL ALIVE IT FEELS LIKE THEY JOINED LIKE AGES AGO

actually it joined relatively recently! only 2 moons after Ravenstar became leader, which was about 40 or 50 moons ago

[fallenclan]

Most middle sized cats? /j

good question! in no particular order, I'd have to say- (quiet popping noises as I walk directly into an electrical fence)

[fallenclan]

Au where Feather. Honey and Dark all panic and shout different excuse for them to be outside and then panic more and try to make it seem legit like:

"We are going to get herbs!"

"I saw a big rabbit over there!"

"Im going on a date!"

"........"

"T...the rabbit has um the uh herbs and um... their date is.... the rabbit"

"...."

"....ok seems legit carry on"

(No i do not know why i thought this)

aslkjghag real real

Feathersight is the WORST liar ever and Darkstone knows this, that's why he made them come up with a lie before leaving camp XD otherwise this would have happened

[fallenclan]

Who has the most descendants (kits, grandkits, grandgrandkits ect)

Aka whose dna rules the clan

i could be wrong, but I'm pretty sure it's a three-way tie between the members of the Snowstorm Polycule! evie was one crazy fertile bastard. 23 descendants jesus christ

[fallenclan]

Sorry if I missed it but did Pond tell their old clan that they are leaving/why they are leaving?

nope! he left secretly. gossip travels fast between the clans, though, so it's only a matter of time before they find out he's not just missing, and also why he left. it's because he's GAY

[fallenclan]

How did the CloudPond thing happen in game? Did u get the "cat invites their lover to live with them" border patrol thing and then exiled pond or?

nope! totally just made that shit up, though I was really hoping I'd get that interaction, since I've never gotten it before

[fallenclan]

Any cats u tried to get together but they wouldnt?

Cause OH BOY HAVE I BEEN THERE

shiverspots and sunnytuft </3 also i've been trying to get EmberMoose together since Ember joined the clan like 50 moons ago

[fallenclan]

What dead/missing characters you miss the most?

while I'm tempted to go for the easy answers of a character like Crowflame, Goldenstar, etc, I feel like, although i do miss them, their stories were long and had a somewhat satisfying conclusion, so I think my answer is actually going to be Mistyfish.

WEIRD CHOICE I KNOW. but i really really loved her, and never got to do anything with her story :( she's my sweet tragic girl