#synney ᡣ𐭩

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sylus is especially so big in this new card im actually salivating like a fucking dog right now

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i wanna give sylus a handjob and overwhelm myself by watching him lose his mind to the pleasure

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cowboy sylus and caleb.

im picturing them at rodeos or wrangling some livestock.

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i think one of the best parts about dating sylus would have to be how understanding/mature he is.

like when im feeling undesirable, weak, inadequate, etc., he gets that it’s not something you just say “no you’re not!!! you’re great/beautiful/whatever” to, and instantly, im gonna be like “wow you’re so right! i am great”

he’d get that years of such thinking can’t be changed overnight or fixed with one sentence

like of course, no one wants the love of their life to feel like that, but still. he wouldn’t let me wallow in it, but he would also give me the space to be able to have my own opinion about myself.

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yall would not believe the way i just bawled over sylus because i re-watched a tiktok of his 2025 birthday meeting

he sang happy birthday and proudly told mc he took singing lessons to get better so he could sing it for her properly

i imagine he would be very concerned to see me sob the way i just did after that came out of his mouth

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i hope sylus knows that he was the reason behind a purchase of mine today.

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once again, i am thinking of sitting in his lap and just staring at him for as long as i can resist looking away from his face.

all of them have a physical feature that really draws me in, but with sylus, it’s like…….ughhhhhhh how dare you tell me to choose ONE thing??????? i am so beyond attracted to that man, it tires me out even thinking about it

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here’s my LADS selfship names + mini explanations because im madly in love with them.

WARNING!!! full blown yap session here that literally no one asked for, but it doesn’t matter because it’s my blog!! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

zayne x lenny: zayney. pronounced like the word “zany”, which makes sense, because him dating someone like me would be very unconventional, but we wouldn’t want each other to be any other way. i just feel like his rationale would help me a lot with my very emotional reactions/thinking, and vice versa (perchance)

xavier x lenny: lenier. sorta close to lumiere, which im not fully sure if he’d enjoy/appreciate that, but i still like it, i fear :( also very funny to me. i couldn’t think of a good name that had his name come first to follow standard ship name procedure, but there is basically no universe where i would dom, top, etc. this man, so the order of this one is purely based on vibes

sylus x lenny: synney. no explanation should be required. my most esteemed ship. this man really threw me back into my self shipping mindset. a very obvious favorite, you can see just by taking a quick peak on my blog and seeing just how much i talk about him…i plan on changing my user and theme soon to relate to him, actually. might make a moodboard for us as well. the others may get one too, but sylus will definitely be first.

caleb x lenny: calen. pretty cute, i feel like someone would actually use this name for their kid. this name was made by a friend as a joke, and one of us (probably me) shared it with the other, but it actually stuck. now anytime we’re out and about, people who know about it just say “hey calen :D” instead of “hey guys” or something, cause there’s never one without the other ദ്ദി ˉ͈��꒳ˉ͈́ )✧

now. you may be wondering “lenny! where is rafayel??”and to that, i say: i have yet to find the hole in the needle for him ૮ ྀི◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ྀིა i really do enjoy his character, the dynamic he has with mc is delightful. but now that i’ve been playing the game for a while (212 days, to be exact. anniversary swiftly approaching! :3) and the novelty of the boys has faded enough to allow me to see clearly, i’ve come to the conclusion that rafayel and i are entirely too similar :(

not completely in the sense of our personalities being alike, but like, how we are in general with relationships, i guess? this thought process was fueled by someone on tiktok pointing out that rafayel exhibits traits of an anxious attachment style, and with that in mind, i just find it a bit more challenging to see myself with him? we can’t both be on the struggle bus, and im not sure if something like that would cancel out if both parties have it…that, and just generally speaking, i feel like we’d fall more in line with how i am with my best friends.

not to worry though!!!!!!! with more time and more thinking, plus with his birthday event just a few weeks away to give me more inspiration, i feel like i could definitely have a eureka moment. and when i do, i will update this :>

anyways, that’s all folks :3

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daydreaming about being babied and taken care of by sylus while im sick ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა

nothing but warm foods & teas made only by himself, even though he has a personal chef

he can’t help the small frown that places itself on his gorgeous features when he hears me cough, especially in my sleep

although it makes him sad, he understands when i move away from him in my sleep a little because i get too warm despite him keeping the temperature a little lower for me

keeps a little packet of tissues on him no matter what he’s wearing so i can blow my nose when i get sucker punched by a sneezing fit, or when he hears me sniffling one too many times..

most of, i think he loooovesss how i get 20 times more clingy with him. i just can’t help but wanna be in his arms ugghhhh :((( his coos and little kisses make me feel way better than the medicine he has me take. n he gets extra snippy during any work-related calls/meetings he has to deal with, and immediately calls off any awaiting trips he has (for the time being, of course. i wouldn’t let him ditch his enterprise just for me..) to stay with me at all hours of the day. and at the first signs of me being sick, he’s quick to call off of work for me, even if i protest, because he knows once im done complaining, im gonna crawl right back to him and try my best to wiggle my way into his soul or smth :>

eieueieueieueieueieieieei he’s the sweetest ever :c

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thinking about sylus calling me ‘sweet boy’….im gonna be sick.

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sylus keeps track of my current favorite vinyls of his by noting which ones i repeatedly mimic (by whistling, humming, meowing, etc.) for the next week or so.

and yes, i meow songs. i can’t help myself :( it’s a good word for singing notes, especially if i don’t know all the lyrics yet. when he first picked up on it, he—inwardly, bc he has to keep his cool little façade up—thought it was the funniest thing ever, considering the whole kitten name calling and cat references he makes. ramps it up when i get especially bad about the meowing. ANYWAYS.

he thinks it’s a really cute quirk of mine :( loves our shared affinity for music, even though he’s not the best singer/dancer (i still love him anyways)

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imagining sylus’s reaction to coming home and hearing me recite lines + yell the lyrics as i watch wicked

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this is me and sylus. this is us.

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how abnormal would it be for me to tell sylus i wanna lick his teeth

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:(((((((

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i wanna chew on sylus a little bit ngl