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hey minnie! you've probably heard this before, but i've really enjoyed your work and i just wanted to let you know! :) thanks for always making my day and cheering me up when i'm down!! the world needs more people like you who inspire with their writing. i decided that tumblr was a platform worth joining because of you, so thank you so much for bringing me into this treasure trove of content! good luck with your studies for the new semester and enjoy the rest of the year!!!
-a very grateful reader
(PS: i still haven't gotten around to reading cmar yet but i promise i will soon!! from what people have said it seems very much worth reading, like most of your works! i just don't think i can mentally prepare myself for another emotional rollercoaster.... yet... and also i need to stop procrastinating..... on everything....)
aww bub, i feel so honored you feel tumblr's a platform worth joining because of me! in all honesty i really don't remember how i joined lmao, but with the community i've created, i feel too comfortable to venture out and go somewhere else lmao.
maybe one day i'll figure out ao3 and post my stuff there haha.
honestly, cmar is a bit of a mess so with you having yet to join that chaos may be a good thing especially since it just demands attention haha. once you start reading tho, lemme know how that goes 😉💕
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#hlvrai#half life vr but the ai is self aware#gordon freeman#gordon freeman hlvrai#gordon feetman#dr coomer#doctor coomer#hlvrai bubby#bubby#dr bubby#doctor bubby#tommy coolatta#benrey#benrey benrey benrey benrey benrey#black mesa sweet voice#own art#sure why not
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day 11 - group photo
i dont have a caption i just love this one <3
#ALSO ILY POTIONBARREL YOU'RE SO SWEET AND KIND I LOVE UR OBSERVATIONS I HAVE ALL OF THEM SCREENSHOTTED AND SAVED#scienceteamtober#hlvrai#half life vr ai#hlvrai benrey#hlvrai tommy#hlvrai dr coomer#hlvari bubby#hlvrai gordon#hlvrai gordon freeman#my art#also yes this is a picture from in their house
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made by me and @dominothief
#pretend theres a square for sweet voice#we foicking forgor#rtvs#hlvrai#half life vr but the ai is self aware#gordon feetman#benrey#dr coomer#tommy coolatta#dr bubby#wayneradiotv
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SILLY4SILLY POLL: SEMIFINALS
#sweet cap'n cakes#scc poly#deltarune#half live vr but the ai is self aware#boomer hlvrai#dr coomer#dr bubby
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LRA doodles
(Woe, silly doodles be upon ye)
One of my goals this year is to improve my art skills, so I’ve been trying to practice every day. And what better way to practice than to do silly LRA doodles?
#starting to draw sun more consistently#this page was a lot of fun#cw maybe a little spicy?#tiny spice#I might take the singing one and color it one day#they’re definitely singing ‘Sweet Caroline’#some fluff#some angst#some danger?!?#I can’t draw houses I’m so sorry#long road ahead#PleasureBot!Sun#fnaf sun#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf moon#fnaf dca#fnaf sun x y/n#fnaf moon x y/n#bubbie art
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Woooooooo I finished Bubby just in time, I gotta rush to bed! The next character poll has an hour left on it and I'll be silent tomorrow. Also a bonus outfit under the cut!
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WHAT THE HECK you haven’t been 19 yet???? Grabs you by the shoulders I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOURE SO AMAZING AND AWESOME AND IM SO HAPPY THAT PEOPLE YOUNGER THAN ME ARE SO MUCH COOLER THAN ME IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE THINGS R GONNA BE OK. Sincerely, a follower who’s apparently older than one of the coolest people on this Webbed Site
GWHWHWBVBFHJ THANK YOU 😭😭😭 yes I am 18, very excited to turn 19 in a few months tho :D then I can answer the poll again on whether it's the worst year of my life LOL
#i like meeting cool people older than me because it makes me feel like everythings gonna be okay too :) so we're opposite twinning#bubby talks#thank you for the ask!!!! You're so sweet 😭
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Benrey design process practice THING and me design OTHER HLVRAI PEOPLE
FINAL BENREY DESIGN PROBABLY
#procreate#hlvrai#hlvrai benrey#benrey#doodles#dr coomer#hlvrai freeman#hlvrai bubby#dr bubby#bubby#tommy coolatta#hlvrai tommy#hlvrai sunkist#hlvrai forzen#forzen#black mesa sweet voice#IM GOING TO EXPLODE#gordanfeetman#gordan feetman#hlvrai gordon
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Artfight 2024 #47: Animated HLVRAI AU Mass Attack
This took 22 hours over a span of 3 days. It has over 42 frames, 500 layers, and a total of 10 characters!
AUs and bonuses included are below:
Potion Pep, "My Little AI: Science is Magic" for @thomascoolatta!
Dr. Coomer, "Cuphead AU" for @dimonds456-art!
Forzen, "Arcade AU" for @neogatcha!
J05-H13, "Robot/Among Us AU" for @bangaroojack!
Gordon Martinez, "Sweet Voice Cafe" for @sweetvoicecafe!
Sunkist, "HLVREM" for @py6oto!
Tommy Supernova, "STVR AU" for @untitled-moth!
UT!G-Man, "Undertale AU" for @bendybonesss!
Bubby, "Moshi Monsters AU" for @cozmo-star!
Bugrey, "HLVRBugAI" for @hlvrbugai!
#artfight#hlvrai au#animation#mlp#Darnold Pepper#cuphead au#Dr Coomer#arcade au#hlvrai forzen#among us au#hlvrai joshua#gordon feetman#Gordon Martinez#Sweet Voice Cafe#SVC AU#sunkist coolatta#hlvrem#tommy coolatta#stvr au#hlvrai gman#undertale au#dr bubby#moshi monsters au#bugrey#hlvrbugai#for friends#for others#HarmonyTRE#benrey#chime meme
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Ahhhhhhh this is long long overdue but you know when you want to cherish and savour something so you hold onto it? That is ALWAYS me whenever I see a chapter update and CMAR is the ANGSTIEST angst that continues to rip me apart more and more with every chapter, every word, every painstaking moment when the guys STILL DON'T KNOW. And only now...NOW Namjoon's realised that for over a DECADE everything they thought they knew, everything they assumed, every thing he and the rest of them inadverently caused by sending her BACK to the monster who abused and broke her....they don't even KNOW yet and I can FEEL the tension, my heart's thrumming MAD with the anticipation because as broken and bruised as CMAR makes me... I willingly surrender my heart to all the damage all over again. I can't wait to see how it'll pan out (and I know your writing is on pause which makes the wait all the more achingly ANGSTY and I'll wait forever for your art so 😖😖🤧 no rush EVER I hope you always know that despite everything because people who cherish your art and your writing and just YOU are such an amazing person...then they'll wait!)
And reading this chapter...like EVERY chapter makes my heart crumble but like I said I've entrusted the broken shards of my heart to you to do with as you will.
Reading this particular chapter and the aching scene with Mister Butler and her 🥺🥺 gave the title of this story a whole new meaning for me. Because Mister Butler would've ALLOWED her to cry a river's worth of grief and tears, held her through it and told her he loved her on the other end of it. Every chapter builds such emotional raw DEPTH but it really and truly struck me so deeply that he could've said those words to her.
"Cry me a river young miss. I'll love you anyways" something like that and just KNOWING him... how much he ached to protect her, how much he loved her... It just really and truly hit HARD 😭😭😭
Thank you so so much for writing and sharing and for always gifting us with your talent. I hope your comission works go well🥺💜 and always known we'll wait...I will wait FOREVER for this story and your writing.
Hope you're having a warm winter 🥺💜
bub!!! 😭😭😭😭 i always love it when you go in depth and tell me all the things you're thinking of when reading cmar bruh it gives me serotonin.
our y/n is struggling so hard. her chanting those false words of being mister butler's killer not only made namjoon go crazy but it made her go mad as well because for the longest time, her father gaslighted her into believing she was the killer and her saying those words to namjoon was like giving herself the punishment of not being able to save him because she regrets so much of what happened and she does feel guilty for being that person that held him back and made a little brother lose a big brother (because y/n knows to some extent of namjoon's own pain since he shared that part of himself with her in the past). it's honestly just really heart wrenching and i just want her to get closure already but that won't happen anytime soon 😭
also like i need some recs on some good groveling because i need the boys to GROVEL after abandoning y/n like that i literally searched up how to write good groveling but google stinks i need actual examples in books lmao.
cmar's on hold but my plans for it...next chapter's already made me cry
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I have finished and I am done
#hlvrai#hlvrai benrey#hlvrai gordon#benrey#black mesa sweet voice#half life but the ai is self aware#hlvrai tommy#gordon feetman#hlvrai bubby#hlvrai dr coomer#hlvrai sunkist#this took forever#WOOOO
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The grinch who stole Christmas
#personal#christmas#cats#cat#Alfred#he has the meanest face but is a sweet Bubby boy#my boy#Bubby boy
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Low mood, but hey at least I'm Vanilla's canon husband so yeah 💙💜
It's wonderful being his pretty pixie hubby 🧚♂️✨ heeheehee
Sorry about us being gay. It will happen again 🫶♂️ mwahaha
I got a nice hot cup of tea and I'm slowly but surely getting my mood back up 💪✨
#vanilla my sweet#canon pixie hubby wubby bubby-#I'm sorry- i know I'm using squishy mushy words but it makes me die laughing imagining *Vanilla* saying them-#-given how serious and stoic he always is.... my big buff gay man 💙💜
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SWEET VOICE COLOR HEADCANONS BECAUSE I'M NORMAL AND FINE
Now, I think that Sweet Voice... can't FULLY be encapsulated in English. The colors do mean general emotions, yes, but also different shades of one color can mean different things, and most importantly, every bubble of Sweet Voice is a thought. You can't just generalize a stream of consciousness into a rhyme without cutting out a lot.
Tommy's rhymes work, but they aren't the whole story. What EXACTLY Benrey's trying to communicate depends a LOT on context, and relying PURELY on the rhymes can mean a lot is lost in translation. This can also be at least confusing when it comes to a color like orange, which is notoriously hard to rhyme, but can be very important to communicate.
However: once again, colors mean specific emotions, and remembering combinations through rhymes can be helpful, and also it's just easier. Context matters, of course, and relying completely on the rhymes can be very unhelpful, but... it's like knowing that a recipe needs specific ingredients. Like, a cake generally needs sugar, flour, eggs, and baking soda/powder. Specific quantities may vary, and there may be more or less of an ingredient, new stuff may be added, some may be removed. And of course, what KIND of cake you're baking can change the ingredients a lot. But knowing the base of what a cake needs can be helpful.
I'm not completely sure if this metaphor is getting what I mean across. What I mean is: knowing the base emotion behind a color can be helpful, though it won't get the exact stream of consciousness across. A translator can elaborate on the thoughts in each bubble (with permission of the SV user), but generally knowing the colors and what they mean is helpful. But again - context matters.
With that being said...
THE WHOLE PRIDE FLAG
Red - Fear and danger. Often used as a warning, like a caution sign. Light shades of red can mean just nervousness, but vibrant red is a sign of fear. Tastes like medicine and caffeine.
Orange - Pain. The pain can be mental or physical, but no matter what the type, orange means pain. If the SV user is singing in orange, it's a sign they need some kind of support. The taste is hard to figure out, because it burns like acid. Best guess of any taste is blood.
Yellow - Guilt and self-hatred. While orange can be used for physical or mental pain, you still need to guess which one, and the singer can easily lie about which kind of pain it is. Yellow sidesteps that. If you see yellow, the SV user is in mental distress and needs comfort. Tastes like mango.
Edit (12/04/2023): I'm changing yellow to something different! I'm a better writer now, and have a better definition that can be used more.
Yellow - Power. It can be the type of power that corrupts you, that tears you apart from the inside out. But power is not exclusively bad. It can and must be used, dare I say it, responsibly. To protect, to support, to help others and make their lives easier. Tastes like salmon.
Green - Safety and reassurance. Used as a white flag, or a way to reassure someone that they're not going to get hurt. Can also be used as a sign of feeling safe and happy in your surroundings. Tastes like chocolate.
Blue - Thoughts and relaxation. An indication that the person is thinking about something, turning it over in their head. One of the most common colors used. Lots of blue usually means the person is thinking very deeply. Tastes like blue raspberry. Blue is a bit of a unique one in the bunch, as it can actually affect one's body. All Sweet Voice can do that, to an extent- being hit with red makes you feel some of the fear they do, and orange makes you feel a smidge of the pain they feel- but blue is the most effective at this. Being hit with blue will make your muscles relax, and usually helps your thoughts calm down as well. It can sometimes even dull pain (though not healing it).
Teal - Healing and recovery. Closely related to blue- teal can affect the body quite strongly when combined with black or green, and helping someone relax is helping them recover, in a way. However, they ARE different. While blue is most effective at calming someone down by itself, teal is most effective when combined with another color. Tastes like mint.
Teal and green (heal beam) will usually help speed up a healing process, helping cuts stitch themselves back together, bruises fade, broken bones heal. There are limitations, of course. Heal beam speeds up a healing process to help you recover, and can't help you, say, regrow limbs. Using heal beam consumes energy as well (it's one thing to just use Sweet Voice, it's another to use its power to heal someone.)
Purple - Joy and blissfulness. A sense of peace and happiness with the world, with oneself, even just with the moment. Lighter shades of purple usually mean more energetic happiness, while darker shades usually mean more calm, sleepy peace. Tastes like ice cream.
Pink - Love. Platonic, familial, romantic, pink means love. Different shades of pink can mean different kinds of love, but as there are basically infinite types of love, you cannot nail down specific shades to mean specific types of love. It's fluid. Indescribable delicious taste. [He tends to use this when trying to protect someone - literally surrounding them in his love to keep them safe. He uses this a lot around the team especially.]
OTHER COLORS
White - Numbness. When you feel everything so much that your brain just shuts down, and you can't feel anything at all except lethargy. (Based on the fact that if you put all light colors together, it just makes white.) Tastes like TV static.
Grey - Confusion. Sometimes used as a quick way to ask a question, sometimes used as a quick way to say you don't understand. There is symbolism here. Tastes like noodles.
Black - Anger. Tastes like pen ink. Unpleasant. The most pure anger is completely black, like a void. [Usually, Benrey's anger is playful. Not serious, joking around, silly. When he's pouting, getting overly annoyed about something, whining like a child... It's not genuine anger. And if it seems like he's angry and he's yelling, it's most likely an expression of something else. Benrey's genuine anger is quiet. Silently stewing in the corner, completely quiet, ink-black Sweet Voice leaking out of his mouth. You can swear his shadow is shifting and changing, despite how still his body is. He's not screaming and whining, he's completely silent. His gaze is fixed at a single point. And when he lets that anger out... It is never pretty.]
Brown - Negative emotion in general. Sometimes you're feeling so much negative emotion that you can't just place one label on it all. It's so much hurt that your mind feels muddy. Brown often comes mixed in with other colors meaning negative emotions, but often it can exist by itself. Tastes... confusing.
Rainbow - Basically the equivalent of your brain breaking. Not to be mixed up with confusion- this is more like when you try to say something, but jumble your words together, or when you're feeling so many things at once that no one color combo works. Tastes like everything.
WEIRD LITTLE FACTS AND OBSERVATIONS
Warm and monochrome shades tend to be more negative emotions (with the exception of grey and yellow, but again, context matters), while cooler shades tend to be more positive emotions.
The more vibrant a color, the stronger the emotion. For example, vibrant pale purple usually translates to strong excitement, and vibrant pink translates to deep love. And the duller a color, the weaker the emotion. Going back to purple, dull purple usually means something along the lines of "oh that's cool."
You cannot lie through Sweet Voice. You can lie about what the colors mean, and you can suppress what thoughts are shown, but that doesn't mean the thoughts aren't there. It just means they're quieter. Sweet Voice is pure thought and emotion. It's laying bare your current mindstate, hiding that is hard. The only way to for sure not show someone specific thoughts is through not using Sweet Voice, which is very hard. The safest way to do that is holding back the Sweet Voice until you can let it all out later (which has a high chance of failure with all the Sweet Voice coming out all at once). The most effective way to do that is physically swallowing the Sweet Voice back, which is usually painful.
I cannot stress this enough: SWEET VOICE IS PURE THOUGHT AND EMOTION. Every bubble of Sweet Voice is at least one thought, and depending on how stuffed your mind is, it can be several thoughts. Sometimes it's one thought, repeated in several bubbles. The point is: the color is the emotion, the bubbles are the thoughts.
Sweet Voice is generally used for quick communication of certain things. For example: say you and your gang can all use Sweet Voice, and you're currently separated. From farther away, you hear someone use Sweet Voice. You turn, and see one of your friends is using red. Your group quickly races over, and they explain the danger. Or say someone is trying to explain an idea, but can't figure out how to put it into words, so instead they use Sweet Voice, and you can read their thought process. That is the biggest evolutionary purpose of Sweet Voice.
Learning Sweet Voice is INCREDIBLY difficult, but possible. It's basically a second language, except you're on nightmare mode. After all, learning how to read Sweet Voice is learning how to read someone's thoughts, their emotions, basically their soul. Which is not easy. However, learning Sweet Voice is not impossible. It just takes a fuckload of time.
You can't learn how to SPEAK Sweet Voice. It comes from a gland in the back of your throat that humans don't have, and you can't just put that in the back of your throat or use magic alien hormones to grow it. If you tried to take alien HRT you would probably die lol
If you just took audio of Sweet Voice, you wouldn't be able to translate the exact thoughts. However, if you took video with NO audio of Sweet Voice, you still wouldn't be able to translate it. Translation relies on both audio and visuals, unless you are ABSURDLY fluent.
This is ABSOLUTELY not consistent throughout my art and writing, however I do not have the energy to care. Also Tumblr is so mean for not having a different shade of blue
EDIT (12/04/2023): I HAVE MORE BITCH I HAVE COLOR ASSOCIATIONS WITH THE SCIENCE TEAM
I don't associate Darnold with orange and feel he shoulda been red, and so red he is- red is the color of fear, the color used to signal danger. And Darnold is the most cautious, the only one to take the VERY FUCKING REASONABLE fear of the Rescas and military, and chose to just fucking leave! And fucking good for him!!
Bubby is associated with teal, the color of healing. Bubby would definitely be REALLY FUCKED UP after getting out of his tube and getting out of Black Mesa as a whole. He would be going from constant supervision and inability to leave a confined space, to freedom to move around Black Mesa but still constant supervision and inability to leave, to total freedom and no oversight from Black Mesa. Bubby would need to heal really fucking bad after all of that!! Healing and growing and becoming better is a necessity for him, and has been since he was freed from his GOD DAMN TUBE
Tommy is associated with yellow, the color of power (and the main reason i changed yellow). Tommy is one of the most powerful of the team, able to overpower and gun down 300 clones on his own, while also keeping Gordon alive. Depending on your interpretation, he's at least a little nonhuman, being either related to or adopted by FUCKING GMAN. In my mind, he is a representation of the good power can do, while at least in canon not having yet gained control over it (see: this is all instinct mr freeman i'm scared).
Benrey is associated with blue, the color of thoughts and relaxation. And my reasoning for this is fairly simple! Benrey's a chill guy, just wants to play games with his friends. But in my beautiful world, he's jam-packed with so many thoughts (except when he thinks nothing). Benrey's a chill dude who likes chilling, who's also got a buncha thoughts in his silly brain.
Coomer is associated with green, the color of safety. And this does work well for him! Dr Coomer is, at the end of the day, a safe person to be around. He does try to help, even though his AI is SEVERELY bugged out. The clone fight is an exception to this (and there, his text was surrounded by red, color of fear, my god the symbolsim), but even after THAT, he still did move to try and help Gordon, reassuring him that he was safe, and wouldn't hurt him ("Don't let my bloody form frighten you, Gordon. It's me, your friend, Dr Coomer!"). Coomer is a chaotic person, yes, but at the end of the day, he's a safe person. One of these days I will write an essay on how those little moments of kindness in HLVRAI and them so good I'm normal
(Additionally for all the old man yaoi fans: green is safety and teal is healing. Boomer colors are literally safety and healing)
Gordon is a bit of a complicated case. I associate him with orange during and before the Rescas, but purple after it, after he starts healing. And I have good reason for this: orange is associated with pain, and purple with happiness. And during the Rescas (arguably beforehand too), Gordon was constantly in some form of pain. Even putting aside the physical pain of being in The Worst Suit Ever, he was under the stress of trying to keep himself and all his teammates alive. That is PAINFUL.
But (HL2VRAI HAS NOT COME OUT AT TIME OF WRITING AND I AM IGNORING ITS EXISTENCE) as time went on after the rescas... Gordon healed. He got better. He becomes a more self-actualized person, becomes happier with himself. He gets out of the Rescas alive, and heals from it after all the bullshit, with the help of the friends he made along the way who love him so, so, so much.
Which brings me to something else- I associate the Science Team all with specific colors, yes. But as a whole, I associate them all with one color: pink. The Science Team is, at the end of the day, built on love. They all love each other so, so much.
It's shown in how Gordon constantly worries about them all and tries to protect them, keeping them out of the way of danger, letting Coomer use the HEV charger before him. (Hell, even with Benrey, who he despises, he worries about him constantly. He yells for him to not run into danger, and is clearly INFURIATED when Forzen kills him.)
It's shown in how Darnold, someone who clearly doesn't really like Gordon all that much, still moved to help him, to give him back his arm and keep him alive, even when he clearly found Gordon at least somewhat irritating.
It's shown in how Dr Coomer, a minute after trying to murder Gordon in a desperate attempt to be free of the game, upon seeing just how much distress he was in, moved to reassure him: I won't hurt you. I am your friend.
It's shown in how Bubby, after everything, helped Gordon after they reunited (and didn't throw Benrey under the bus for the things that happened).
It's shown in how Benrey clearly loves Gordon in some way, and how he tells the skeletons to not hurt Tommy, and sings pink at Tommy when he first sees him.
It's shown in how Tommy, in an attempt to comfort Gordon after the nightmare that just happened, offered him a soda.
The Science Team is built on love.
#hlvrai#black mesa sweet voice#sweet voice#cassie rambles#🛂can i see your passport? please [benrey freeman]#🧪delete that. delete that right fuckin now. [darnold pepper]#🚀a girl never kisses and tells! [dr bubby]#🧃slower than molasses drips off a spoon! [tommy coolatta]#🥊look gordon! ropes! [dr coomer]#🔫I’M GOING FUCKING NUTS [gordon freeman]
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#more sketcharoonies :3 u can kinda tell which ones were early & warm ups#oh in case the sweet voice colour choice was hard to read: Flirt to Picotee#which is like a dark purplish reddish pinkish to a deep indigo#which is heartbreaking! considering the rhyme :3 5 points if u guess what it is#hlvrai#benrey#i guess i can tag the others. not rlly gordon since hes like a stick figure in all but one#tommy coolatta#dr bubby#dr coomer#i wont tag this frenrey since it isnt explicitly that but listen. benrey is just always in love with him. but rarely do i#draw it reciprocated from gordon. because i love angst <3#doodlin
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