#suwon wanting his chocolate back no matter what and no matter the means

[soo-won]

[lovesanmotion]

ateez innocent line reacts: kiss cam with bff!s/o

Taglist: @yunhobabygurl @atiny-chocolate-chip @minhyukmyluv

Yunho:

It was obvious to everyone, except you two, that the two of you harbor feelings for one another. They were so sure in about a month or two a new couple would be born. However, neither of you two tried to make the first move. Always waiting for each other to do it. Until, a certain duo took this matter into their hands.

The boys invited you to watch a football game with them, occupying nine seats in the front row, Mingi and Seonghwa left for a while to get snacks for everyone. You weren't much of a fan of the said sport nor the teams, but since you get to spend time with them, why not tag along? Sitting beside Yunho and chatting with him before the game starts. As Mingi and Seonghwa returned, Seonghwa's eyebrows suddenly furrowed before taking a seat.

"Has any of you seen where San and Wooyoung went?" He asks. All seven heads turned to look at the two empty seats besides Jongho. The maknae shrugging his shoulders. "Maybe took photos? They'll be back before the game starts." Shrugging their shoulders, they all took and passed the popcorn to one another. But the two never returned back to their seats and no one even seemed to notice.

"And for the mean time, let's get it on with our first couple for theee kiss cam!" The game announcer spoke, as you and Yunho happily ate the popcorn, the camera man spun his camera to the two of you.

"Our first couple of the game season" Shouts and hollers errupted around you two. Jongho almost spat his drink and Mingi laughing and clapping at the same time. Everyone in the stadium were expecting you two to kiss, however, you both held your arms crossed. The stadium suddenly booing and then turns to pick another random couple in the audience.

But that didn't stop there, everytime there was a short break, the camera man would point at the two of you but either of you two would always cross your arms. The audience kept booing whenever you two did that. As the game resumes, Yunho suddenly fell quiet and mindlessly watched the game before him. His cheeks suddenly turning pink with the thoughts running inside his mind. As the three minute break came once more, so did the kiss cam, as the camera man points at the two of you once again.

"Will our first couple finally kiss or will they reject us again?" Yunho finally took on his courage and leaned closer to you, placing a hand on your cheek to place his lips on yours. The crowd cheers loud like a team scored a goal in the post. Leaning away, the two of you stared at each other with flushed, bright pink faces.

Somewhere in the stadium, San and Wooyoung each pulled out a hundred dollars from their wallets and handed it to the camera man responsible.

"It was nice working with you, kind sir." San said before the two snickered, walking away.

Yeosang:

Although you got along with everyone, there is this closeness between you two that made the rest of the boys conclude that you two like each other. Yeosang may ghost everyone in the groupchat, but when it comes to you, he immediately types his reply back.

When the boys asked you to come along with them to watch a soccer game, you agreed to. Why? It means more time with Yeosang! Although you would never say it out loud, you did have a small crush on your best friend. He may be your best friend, but there's no one like him who makes you feel happy in this world. You were thankful for him for that.

As the boys lined up to get snacks, Yeosang immediately came to your side to ask you what you wanted to have. Immediately shaking your head, you wanted to pay for your own items. But Yeosang insisted that it was his treat. You two kept bickering on who will pay until finally Hongjoong turned around and gave you his black card.

"Treat yourselves something nice, love birds." He said before walking away, joining Yunho and Mingi. Blushing at what Hongjoong called you two, you proceed to mention your orders.

As you two joined with the others, taking a seat near the aisle. As the game starts, Yeosang removed his leather jacket and handed it to you, telling you to place it on your legs seeing it as you were wearing a skirt. As the game starts, the boys were on the edge of their seats, watching the game intently. However, you were only busy drinking your yogurt smoothie.

"And now, the moment you've all been waiting for" The announcer spoke through the microphone and the screen changed to its pink screen with a red heart. The words "kiss cam" in the middle. As it disappears, it was you and Yeosang who turned out to be the first couple. Everyone in the audience was shouting "kiss!", even the boys were looking at you two with huge grins on their faces, Jongho already making kissing sounds.

"Kiss her already!" Wooyoung shouted from his seat. Yeosang, who chuckled softly under his breath. Leaned in the same time as you and softly and gently, your lips collided. The popcorn in Jongho and Wooyoung's hands started popping everywhere in their seats.

Mingi:

The boys shipped you two very much. They could sense that there was something more to your friendship, however, you both denied it saying that you just "care and look out for each other". And everytime you two reason that, they would make a face or question you two seprately if you feel something more than friendship to one another. And truth be told, you two do. But, are scared to confess. Scared that your friendship would be broken because of the forming relationship.

When the boys invited you to watch a football game with them, you didn't hesitated to say yes and anticipated for the said date to watch the game with them. When Mingi saw you, he completely froze in his spot and stared at you, admiring how pretty and cute you looked. It took Yunho a few snap of his fingers to get Mingi out of his trance with you.

When the camera for the kiss cam turns to the two of you while the game took a break, everyone anticipated for the two of you to kiss, including the boys who turned to face at you two. But you two only chuckled and shook your heads, but not until the crowd starts to chant.

"Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!" the chant went on. You sank on your seat, blushing. Mingi, who's cheeks are flushed and face bright pink in color, tapped your shoulder. As you turned your head to face him, he has this look as if he was asking permission. Smiling, you leaned in and your lips collided with his. The boys' eyes widens and everyone in their seats went wild.

Jongho:

You love skinship, but he doesn't. But since its you, Jongho was slowly warming up to you BUT to you only. It still makes him cringe to show or initiate skinship with the other boys. So far, Jongho has managed to wrap his arm around you and pat your head. Anything else was still making his insides twist and turn.

So when your faces showed up at the huge screen for the kiss cam one day while all nine of you watched the football game between Ulsan Hyundai and Suwon Samsung, Jongho's face paled and yours turned into a deep color of red. As everyone in the audience, including the commentators and camera men anticipated for you two kiss, neither of you made a move. You two stayed still in your seats.

But it was you who mustered up the courage to face Jongho. While the boys laughed at their youngest, Wooyoung held Jongho by the back of his head, allowing you free access to his cheek. But Jongho bit him in his wrist. Taking the opportunity, you tapped Jongho in his shoulder and immediately leaned in to place a peck on his lips.

Instead of screaming, Jongho stared at you wide eyed. "What was that?" He asked, placing a few fingers on his lips.

"Affection" you said, blinking your eyes a few times.

"Can I have some more then?"

[restlessmaknae]

Paradox [pt.3]

Chapters: 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7

Word count: 1766

Genre: angst, drama, a bit of fluff

Pairing: Lee Donghyuck (Haechan); Yu Dayoung (OC)

Setting: non AU

Warning: mentions of character death, suicide, hints of depression

Chapter warning: -

They were so young, so talented yet so desperate.

Pleasure Paradox (The paradox of hedonism)

It refers to the practical difficulties encountered in the pursuit of pleasure. Unfortunately for the hedonist, constant pleasure-seeking may not yield the most actual pleasure or happiness in the long run—or even in the short run, when consciously pursuing pleasure interferes with experiencing it.

 Our relationship was the stern winter longing for the bright spring, never actually taking the warmth into consideration that will eventually make it disappear. As long as we could play with fire, as long as we didn’t fade away with the burning ashes, we were alright. We got burnt so many times, I don’t even know how many times but the hours we spent together with talking, gazing at each other or just lying beside one another definitely paid off. I wouldn’t regret anything.

The first awkward conversation was followed by another - a more comfortable one - and another and then Donghyuck didn’t even keep count of it. The more time they spent together, the deeper he had fallen for her.

Dayoung was the epitome of delight; always laughing at his lame jokes, cheering him up with her cute aegyos, drawing cartoon figures on the bottom of her books, dancing randomly whenever a song kept playing in her head and smiling widely at anything and everything that was her source of entertainment. She adored watching as raindrops were racing on the classroom’s window or when the steaming tea painted dancing lines above the cup. She loved the smell of lavender, newly-washed clothes and rainy days. She enjoyed sitting back, listening to jazz music, reading an old book with torn pages and drinking her favourite ginger green tea.

Donghyuck found her habits absolutely adorable and it happened so many times that he found himself staring at her, totally enchanted. He couldn’t get enough of her irresistible lips, dulcet laugh and peachy skin. Every day, she showed up with prettier and prettier handmade braids and joked that she would love to make one with his hair, too. She always tangled her fingers in her dark strands of hair whenever she was pondering for a thought. She bit her lower lip when she was writing a test and didn’t know the answer for the first time.

He knew it, he knew everything. He observed her like she was a whole new world. For him, she was. He had never met a more diligent yet more joyful trainee than her, not like he usually had the chance to meet up with trainees. He only knew the rookie girls at SM and that didn’t involve a lot of females.

On the other hand, he soon discovered that it was only the surface all along and she purposely didn’t let him see her real self. The one that was buried under her laughter, erased with her smiles and covered in silent screams and invisible tears. He had no idea that she wasn’t that bubbly and beaming girl that he observed day by day. Until a chilly morning in April, he was living in a pink bubble, only seeing what was meant to be seen.

Dayoung made sure that he didn’t know about her hardships until she let everything out, her heart scattered on the battlefield, the truth sacrificed for something greater, something more glorious. She let him believe that everything was alright, especially after they slowly took their relationship to a whole new level. The first conversation was followed by the first accidental skinship, the first “You look pretty today”, the first shared coffee and borrowed jumper, the first dance and then vocal practice together and so many other things. The babysteps eventually led to something more.

He didn’t know how it was supposed to happen but he was so proud when they held hands for the first time. For real and not just the usual innocent tiptoeing around each other. It wasn’t like how it used to be - their arms accidentally brushed together – but it was more serious, more reassuring and more mature.

It happened when they were on a class excursion to Suwon. It was the first ever class excursion that he could join after debuting but it was his wish to let him attend the trip after winning the Best New Male Artist at MAMA. The company granted one wish by member, so that’s how Taeyong got a new frying pan, Winwin had the chance to spend a weekend with his family in China and that’s how he ended up in Suwon with his class. And Dayoung, too.

Lucky he, the other guys – Jaemin and Jeno – couldn’t make such a wish because they weren’t NCT 127 members, so he could finally spend some time with her without them interfering. They weren’t annoying, though, but they were too nosy for his liking. Once they started teasing him with the girl, they couldn’t stop.

“How’s your training going?” he broached up a topic after a minute of comfortable silence. They were walking side by side along the Hwaseong Fortress, neither of them paying attention to the tour guide but rather immersed into talking to each other.

“They say that I’m doing fine, so I have a high chance of debuting with the next girl group,” she prattled with a wide smile and Donghyuck couldn’t have been prouder. If she was happy, he was, too. That’s how it worked after they had met.

“I’m sure you’ll make it soon. You’re the most hard-working trainee I’ve ever met.”

“Just to be precise, how many trainees do you know?” Dayoung asked, a blush staining her cheeks pink.

“Well,” he scratched the back of his head sheepishly and let out an awkward laugh. “You know, there are the rookies at SM and…”

“And…” she teased him, her eyes wide open in question. He gulped. It was true that he didn’t know a lot of trainees and most of them he only knew by face but he didn’t want to make her feel disappointed, so he continued on. “There are those kids at the show with JYP…”

“Hmm, I see…”

“Okay, okay,” he sighed after admitting his defeat and earned a childish giggle from her. Well, even if he couldn’t demonstrate how he sees her compared to the other trainees, at least he could hear her laughter once again. It was definitely worth it.

“I really don’t know a lot of trainees but I know you and I know how hard you work, so I’m sure you’re going to make it this time. Yu Dayoung, hwaiting!” he clenched his fist into a ball and wholeheartedly cheered for her. He made an attempt to do aegyo but he wasn’t sure if he succeeded because she merely chortled. She could have chortled because it was either funny or pitiful. He didn’t know.

He knew what exactly she was going through because he was a trainee once, even a year ago. It was the most nerve-wrecking part of the whole process as trainees couldn’t be sure whether they would debut with the up-coming group or not. Not to mention that it was also a question whether they would ever make it big or stay with the company for the rest of their lives, forever hoping that they might stand a chance.

“Ah, you’re so cute,” she poked him on the arm and started bouncing.

“Ah, I know,” he poked her nose in fondness with a cocky grin displaying on his face. They both broke into little fits of laughter and despite the unusually chilly weather, Donghyuck felt something warm in his heart. He didn’t know what was it but every time Dayoung’s behaviour indicated that she was doing fine, he was recharged with a sudden jolt of happiness. It was cosy like drinking a cup of hot chocolate, watching the snowfall in the middle of a winter night and heart-warming like the sight of the fireplace after freezing in the cold.

“But really, thank you for your soothing words,” she cleared her throat to sound more confident. “It means a lot to me,” she looked up at him, her petite figure shining with gratitude.

The way she returned to him with that angelic half-smile of her did odd things to the state of his heart. It was already hammering away rapidly and his nerves were already frazzled but the more she looked at him like that, the more he felt a need to do something that he would eventually regret. He was a newbie when it came to the matters of the heart but at that moment, beside the Hwaseong Fortress, during the class excursion, he really wanted to place a kiss on her forehead and see how see reacts.

Oddly, it never happened but due to a bustling group of Chinese tourists, they were suddenly pressed against each other and he reached for her hand the moment they would break away.

“Uhm, Donghyuck…” Dayoung started hesitantly and her eyes almost popped out of her skull. He had never seen her so dumbfounded before but judging from how adoringly she peeped at their intertwined fingers, he didn’t want to make it back.

“Let’s just say we did it on purpose. Alright?” he said daringly, waiting for her reaction.

“Alright,” she nodded without further hesitation and blushed deeply. Her face was tinted scarlet-red but her lips slowly curved into a breath-taking smile.

The first few months were the so-called good times. We knew nothing about what was waiting for us. It was my mistake, I know. I never let you see how I was shaking in fear every time we parted our ways because I was afraid that we would get caught. But that wasn’t what really teared us apart. It was me, my own stubbornness and my own stupid body that made things turn out the way they did.

Believe me, I wish I could change but there’s no way that I could do so. The doctor says that I can’t do this anymore, I would only make it worse. Trapped in the cage of expectations with the weight of the pressure on my shoulder, I feel like I’m constantly being twisted. What is right and what is not? For who should I make sacrifice? What is my duty and what is the purpose of life? Is that the same thing?

Being confused in your own feelings and terrified at your own thoughts is the worst feeling in the world. You can’t be mad at someone else, the enemy is within you…