#surely being exposed to this damaging and wildly incorrect mindset for my entire life did not have lasting deleterious effects on my psyche
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why am i on cholesterol and blood pressure medications at 26 years of age . 😐🚬 <- pretend cigarette because smoking is bad for your blood pressure
#i fucking **** **** ****** ***** ** **** ****. sorry. what the fuck is wrong with me#why do i have the health problems of a 65 year old republican man.#i get the cholesterol one because that one is a genetic disorder so it's not like i could do much about it anyway#but the hypertension is relatively recent and i feel like its my fault and i should stop eating anything that tastes good until it goes down#YES my mother has some kind of religiously influenced orthorexia and thinks going vegan will cure every disease#surely being exposed to this damaging and wildly incorrect mindset for my entire life did not have lasting deleterious effects on my psyche#anyway there's that but i can't help wondering how much of it is due to the insane amount of mental illness i've been experiencing for years#it was high before i moved up here and started going really crazy though so i don't think that's all it is#but i still get lightheaded every time i stand up. it just doesn't make any fucking sense it's pissing me off#me
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