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12 days until school starts again guYS

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Am I the only one who thinks something is wrong with Felix? Like he’s lost a lot of weight and I feel he is going through a hard time or something. Like he’s been feeling a little down. Maybe it’s just me, but I have been feeling this way for a few weeks now and I’m worried for my baby. He’s everything to me :(

[llamacall]

I start school in three weeks and I am SO excited but I freak out from time to time. Like it’s a new school, there’s new people and your girls just wanna be a rock on the floor

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Is this really a goodbye?

Stray Kids 10th member au

Pairing: Daisy/Minho

Summary: Minho’s elimination on the stray kids reality show.

a/n: I was feeling a little down today so I take the opportunity to write this, finally. I’m the drama queen, in case you didn’t know already. Hope you like it. You can always request! Sorry if there is any grammar mistake, English isn't my first language.

Daisy swore she could hear her heart breaking into a million pieces, and although she tried to hold all the pieces together so it wouldn’t hurt, they fell anyway. Her mind was blank as she looked at her shoes. Even after a few seconds have passed, she still didn’t believe what she just heard. Minho was being eliminated? How was that possible?

“...I’ll let you alone so you can talk.” JYP said, but she wasn’t hearing. It was as if her ears refused to let any sound in. She saw how the boys’ feet around her started moving, all going in the same direction. The only pair of shoes that wasn’t moving were the one next to her, the one that was surrounded by all the other pair of shoes.

She closed her eyes, not wanting to see anything, as if like that she could escape from the reality. She wanted to cry, to scream, to run away from that horrible place. The same place that just half an hour ago was full of hope and anticipation. But the words that have been said weren’t the one she wanted and hoped to hear. She wanted to heard that they have done well, that they could go and rest and come back all together the next day to hear the next mission.

But apparently, wanting it wasn’t enough.

She wasn’t planning opening her eyes, but she did when a hand hold her by the shoulder. She looked up and all she could see were his sad eyes. She didn’t see how the other boys were crying around her and hugged each other in form of support. She just could look at him. He looked so sad and broken. She wanted to grab his cheeks and make him smile, see his perfect teeth and his happy eyes.

“Why are you crying..?” He asked, passing his thumbs on her cheeks to clear the tears that were falling from her eyes. She didn’t realized she was crying until then. He give her a sad smile, trying to tell her that he was okay. But that wasn’t the smile she wanted to see.

“I-I can’t believe you are s-smiling right n-now..” She said, or at least she tried, because she wasn’t even able to understand it herself. She hugged him by his middle, putting her head on his chest. She could perfectly hear how his heart was beating fast and he breathed irregularly.

She wanted to put him in a little box and protect him with her life. For some reason, she felt it was her fault that this was happening, that he wasn’t debuting with the rest of them, even though she actually hadn’t reasons to felt that way. She didn’t do anything wrong. But she felt as if she could have done more.

Maybe she could have help him with his rap, even though she didn’t know much more that he did. Maybe she could have stayed with him all night helping him practicing, even if that meant she would lose sleep hours. Maybe she should have told him how much he have improved and how proud she was of him more times. Maybe then, this wouldn’t be happening. Or maybe nothing would have changed. But that didn’t mattered anymore.

“I-I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.” She sobbed, holding him tighter.

“There’s nothing you should be sorry about...” he told her, passing his hand through her hair. “I’m the one who’s sorry. I couldn’t keep my promise of debuting with all of you.”

“You worked so hard... this shouldn’t be happening to you... why isn’t it me? I also made mistakes in my performance.”

Minho separated and looked at her in the eyes, holding her face by the cheeks. He knew that if she have knew this was going to happen, she would even sacrifice her chance to finally debut. But he didn’t want that at all.

“You have to debut.” He said. “If you don’t do it for you, do it for me. I’ll be watching for you no matters where I am.”

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I’m so proud of bts 🥺

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Do you have any requests for Daisy?

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Silence pt.2

Stray Kids 10th member au

Pairing: Daisy/Minho

Summary: Minho is in a bad mood and he let it out on Daisy, but one thing the boys didn't know is that Daisy's scarily silent when angry.

a/n: hey! I’m finally posting the second and last part of silence! I know you wanted it, so here it is! Hope you like it. You can always request! Sorry if there is any grammar mistake, English isn't my first language.

Felix didn’t know what to think. Daisy was always very expressive, either she was sad or happy, you would know just by looking at her in the eyes. She always was like an open book. But this time he couldn’t tell if she was sad or not. It was a side of Daisy that he hasn’t seen before.

”Why did you say those things to her?” Felix asked Minho as he walked back into the practice room. Minho looked at him with wide eyes, surprised by the tone his bandmate used while talking to him, but didn’t say a word. He knew that what he did was wrong and that Daisy hasn’t done anything wrong. But he also knew that if he went to talk to her right away he wouldn’t be able to apologize correctly. And he hated it.

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It was already the end of the afternoon and all the boys were finally back at the dorm. No one said anything in the way there, but that didn’t mean that they didn’t have something to talk about. Minho opened the dorm’s door and the three of them walked inside. Hyunjin and Felix walked towards their rooms without saying anything to Minho, just letting him alone in the middle of the living room. They didn’t have anything to say that Minho didn’t know already.

Minho sighed while running his hand through his hair. He walked into the kitchen, looking for something to drink that made him relax a bit. He knew he just had to go into Daisy’s room and apologize, and he wanted to, but that didn’t mean it was easy. He knew Daisy was fragile and that if he said something wrong she would break down.

His shoulders tensed when he heard the door of one of the rooms open, thinking Daisy would come out. But when he turned around he saw Jisung walking toward him and stopping once he was next to him. He didn’t looked happy at all, but he didn’t seem to be mad at him either.

“Daisy is sleeping in her room.” Jisung informed his friend while opening the fridge. He has been in Chan’s room all day along with Changbin making new music. He was hungry and tired, but nothing out of normal. He was used to it by now. “She has been sleeping since she came early from practice at the end of the morning. Did something happened?”

Although Jisung asked him if something was wrong, by the way he looked at him from above his shoulder Minho could tell Jisung already knew everything. Meybe he just wanted to hear his point of view.

“I guess I hurt her feelings. I was stressed and I let it out on her.” Minho said looking at the floor and then at Jisung. He nodded and grabbed a plate that had food from last night. “Did she say something?”

“She just said you were being a jerk.” Jisung said while turning to see his friend. Minho looked at his feet when he heard that, although he didn’t expected anything else. “If I were you, I would avoid Chan, he didn’t look very happy. Most because Daisy had fever when she came.”

“She was sick?” He asked and Jisung just nodded. “She didn’t tell me.”

“I’m sure she didn’t have the chance to do it” He said. He felt weird scolding Minho, usually it was the other way around. The truth was that Minho didn’t give the others reasons to do it, but after seeing Daisy’s face when she came, he couldn’t just stay quiet. Even though Daisy’s face was emotionless, he guessed she was angry and hurt in the inside, because he never saw her like that. It seemed like his friend fucked up this time. “Go talk to her.”

Jisung put the plate in the microwave, showing Minho his back and he guessed that was the end of the conversation. Giving up on drinking something, he thought it was better to just go and talk to her.

Minho knocked Daisy’s room door, waiting for any response. Jeongin was still in the company, so he would be able to talk to her without him being there. He would probably make questions and try to protect his loved noona, and Minho wanted to talk to Daisy alone and apologize properly. But when he didn’t get a response, he wondered if Daisy was still sleeping or she was ignoring him.

“Daisy?” He asked, opening the door quietly. He put his head inside, looking for her. She was sleeping on her bed, looking more peaceful than ever. He walked toward the bed and looked at the wet little towel she had on her forehead. He was sure Chan was the one who did it. He always took care of her as if she was his little sister.

Then he looked at the nightstand beside the bed. There was a cute lamp with a lot of stickers on it and her phone was also there. But was got his attention was the medicine. She must have been feeling bad and went to practice anyway. And all he did was being a jerk. He felt bad. And even he wanted to let her sleep a little more, he wanted to apologize really badly. And that was the reason why he shacked her body a little, calling her name.

Daisy opened her eyes slowly, adapting to the light in the room that came from the hallway because Minho didn’t close the door. Her head hurt, but it wasn’t even close to how it hurt when she left practice. She felt dizzy and she couldn’t almost open her eyes because of the bright sun then. After her eyes adapted to the light, they traveled to the figure in front of her. She knew who it was, she would know it was him even with her eyes closed.

The moment his eyes met her, he suddenly felt small like a bean. Daisy’s gaze was so strong that felt like guns. And Daisy looked ready to shoot at any moment. It was the same gaze she gave him early that day, but because his anger didn’t blinded him anymore, he was able to see hers for the first time. ‘That’s how she looks when angry’, he thought.

Daisy took the towel away from her forehead and sat straight on her bed. Minho took that as an invitation to do the same. They just sat in front of the other for a while, both of them looking at each other’s eyes.

“I’m sorry.” Minho said, braking the eye contact to look at his hands that were resting on his lap. “For everything I said before.”

Minho waited for a few second for Daisy’s response. She would usually say ‘Don’t worry, everything is okay.’ right away. But after a few seconds of pure silence, he looked up. Nothing changed. Daisy’s expression was still the same as a few seconds ago, as if she hadn’t heard him, but he was sure she did.

“I never meant to hurt you, or upset you.” He said, but now looking right at Daisy’s eyes, hoping that would change something. He meant it, every word he just said. And Daisy could tell if she looked at him.

The truth was that yes, she was hurt but she was angry just as much. It made her angry that he didn’t realize she wasn’t feeling well. She know him so much that she was sure she would be able to tell something was wrong a mile away.

But the thing that made her crazy was that he thought she didn’t want to be there and said it to her like that. The truth was that in fact, she didn’t want to be there. She felt miserable and just wanted to be in her bed and sleep all day. But she went anyway. She went because, beside it was her job, she didn’t want to disappoint Minho or the other boys. She didn’t want to leave them alone with all the work.

Minho was the person that, along with Chan, she cared the most about. The one she respected the most. She cared so much about what he thought of her that it made her crazy that he didn’t appreciate all her hard work, all her sacrifice. He and the boys were the reason why she went to practice although she just wanted to die. She wanted to give them a hand so the work wouldn’t be as hard for them. And that he used being stressed as an excuse made her even madder. All of them were stressed, all of them go through a hard day. But they didn’t say those things to each other, because they hurt.

Minho couldn’t look away from her. She seemed to be telling him a lot of thing without saying them, just by looking at him. The truth was that Daisy wasn’t a girl of a lot of words. She talked a lot and was cheerful all the time, it didn’t matter if she was with them of with someone she just met. But when it come to talk about how she felt, she just stayed quiet, as if she wanted to talk but for some reason couldn’t. She would cry to tell you she was sad and she would smile to tell you she was happy, but she wouldn’t tell you with words.

And Minho knew it, Minho knew it all. That was why he felt so bad, because when he said all those things to her, he waited for her to say something instead of looking at her well. If he had seen her better he would have seen something was off with her. He regretted that.

“I know what I did was wrong and that I shouldn’t have done it. And I want you to know that I didn’t mean anything I said then. I know how hard you work for us, not just today, but everyday.” He said, looking at her. “I didn’t see your problems because of mine and made you feel worse than you were already feeling. I know it was selfish, and I’m sorry. I really am. I honestly think you are the most talented and hard working among all of us.”

Nothing. Nothing changed, not even a little, or that was he thought. It made him crazy, she made him crazy. He cared so much about her that just thinking that she must hate him in that moment broke him.

“Yell, scream, say something. Anything”

Just when Minho was about to loose his mind, he saw how Daisy started moving forward and wrapped her little arms around him. For a moment he didn’t know what to do or what was even happening. Just a minute ago she looked as if she hated him and would shoot him without hesitation. But now she was hugging him, just like she did when he was feeling down. He forgot Daisy was really good at reading other’s feelings. He should have looked miserable.

“Don’t worry, everything is okay. I forgive you.” She said, hugging him tightly. Minho couldn’t do anything but smile. Suddenly, all his bad thoughts banished, along with the tension on his shoulders.

He hugged her back. She felt so little in his arms, so fragile and angelical that he couldn’t believe it was the same person that was in front of him just a minute ago, the person who made him feel so small and heavy. They just stayed like that, and they wouldn’t be surprised if at least ten minutes passed.

“Daisy?” Minho asked.

“Yes...?”

“Please don’t tell Jisung I said you are the most talented in the group.” He said and she couldn’t help but laugh. It felt so good to be on good terms with him again. Although, she knew it wouldn’t have lasted long, she couldn’t be angry at him for a long time.

“And Daisy?” He said, now with a softer and lower voice.

“Yes?”

“I love you.”

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Mashiho is going to debut, can you believe it? I’m so proud 🥺💖

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Hi! I love your writing ❤️ are we still gonna get a “silence” pt 2?

Hey love, thank you so much ❤️ And yes, you are gonna get it ^^

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Someone knows what the heck is yg doING??!1!1!!!1

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I’ll do it for you

Stray Kids 10th member AU

Pairing: Daisy/Hyunjin

Summary: After a long day, hyunjin fall asleep without removing his makeup and Daisy give him a hand.

a/n: hey! I hope you like it 💕.You can always request! Sorry if there is any grammar mistake, English isn't my first language.

Say that they weren’t tired would be a lie. They were extremely exhausted. For the past few weeks, all of them have been preparing themselves for their upcoming tour, practicing day and night. And today has been their first concert, so it has been a long day, to say the least. But it was surely a day all of them will remember. All the people screaming for them, singing along and even crying with them; they didn’t know if someone could be able to forget something like that. Even hours later, their hearts were still beating fast.

Everyone was already in the hotel they were staying. They usually played some game to see who will share room with who, but they were so tired that they just chose a random roommate and went to their bedrooms after saying goodbye to everyone. Daisy and Hyunjin were sharing, and she was glad that she didn’t have to be alone in such amazing night.

“Do you mind if I shower first?” She asked Hyunjin while both of them came into their room, feeling bad for asking. She knew he was tired and just wanted to take a shower. If he shared room with any of the other members they could even shower together to go to bed quickly, but it wasn’t the case.

“Yes, go ahead.” He said, giving her a tired smile. Daisy thanked him and opened her suitcase to look for her pajamas before locking herself in the bathroom. For his part, Hyunjin went to the window to look at the city. The room was on one of the last floors, so all the lights of the city looked amazing. He knew that no matter how many photos he could take, they wouldn’t make it justice. It was something that people had to see in person.

He walked back to his bed, closing the curtains because one never knows what could happen. Lying on his bed he heard the sound of the shower and the water hitting the floor. A good thing was that Daisy always took quick showers, it never took her more than fifteen minutes. He couldn’t relate. He loved staying hours under the hot water. Even though, he never heard when the shower went off.

Daisy walked out of the bathroom with all her clothes in hand. She was wearing a cute pajama that she bought some time ago and her face with no makeup on. Also, her wet hair was wrapped with a towel. “I’m done with the bathroom, you can go in.” She told his roommate while she left her dirty clothes at the end of her bed. But when she didn’t get a reply after a few seconds she raises her sight to look at Hyunjin, he totally asleep.

She sighs and walks towards his bed. Sitting next to him she put a hand on his shoulder, shaking him a little. “Hyunjin-ah, are you gonna have a shower?” She asked, but he still didn’t say anything. She was sure he wanted to, but he was too tired to open his eyes or say something. “At least take your makeup off.” She said, knowing that it wasn’t good for him of for the bed sheets to sleep like that. But again, he didn’t say a word.

She felt bad for not letting him sleep in peace, but she didn’t want him to sleep with makeup on, so she stood up and went to the bathroom. She left her little bag with all her makeup there. She opened it and grabbed her little pack of makeup remover towelettes. Sitting next to him again, she moved him a little so now he was facing the ceiling and that way it was easy for her to remove his makeup.

While removing his makeup realized how cute he looked when he was asleep. But she also noticed the dark circles around his eyes, letting to know how tired he really was. He always was very sweet and kind with everyone even in the hardest days that she sometimes forgot that he gets tired and frustrated like the rest of them.

“It’s ok, you don’t need to–“ Hyunjin said out of nowhere with his eyes still closed, scaring her a little. She was sure that he just realized was she was doing, although she was about to be done. She smiled at him.

“I’ll do it for you... Go back to sleep.”

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When do you post??

I don’t have an specific day to post, because i stress out very easily. If I had to post on a specific day and I didn’t do it, i would stress out, and the reason why I started writing was to release stress and for the challenge of doing this in English. But I try to post as much as I can 💕

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Any Mashiho stan here? :(((

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Thank you so much for the one hundred followers! I might not be a big number, but it really means a lot to me 💙 Thank you for all your support, I love you all!

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I have been thinking about doing an AU of Treasure Box because I love the boys so much, but I’m very sad because of Mashiho. I love him so much, and I don’t know if I could do it if he isn’t in the group. Tell me what you think about all this thing is happening..!

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Worried sister

Stray Kids 10th member AU

Pairing: Daisy/Woojin?

Summary: Daisy get a call about her sister being in the hospital and freaks out.

a/n: it didn’t turn out as well as I wanted but I just wanted to show you a little how much Daisy cared about her sister. I hope you like it anyways. You can always request! Sorry if there is any grammar mistake, English isn't my first language.

Today was their last day of I am WHO promotions, and even they loved their job and seeing their fans, they were also glad that they could finally get some rest. The day had been very sunny and a lot of people had went out, but now the sun had gone down and it wasn't bright anymore, so most of the people were already at home.

All the team was at the dorm. Chan was having a shower and Hyunjin and Jeongin were napping while the rest of the boys were in the living room, chatting. The boys said early that day that they were tired of eating fried chicken all day -except Woojin, of course-, so Daisy decided to cook something her mom always cooked in special occasions, and she supposed that finishing their promotions was special enough. Woojin give her a hand, just in case. Daisy was actually good in the kitchen, but they never know. Cooking for ten people wasn't an easy task.

Daisy was cutting the vegetables while Woojin was taking care of the meat when his phone started to ring. He looked at the screen, wondering who would call him. When he saw that their manager's number was the one on the screen, he quickly called Daisy.

"Day, can you take care of this for a minute? It's our manager, I need to pick up." He said. Daisy left the knife on the counter and stopped right next to Woojin to take care of the meat.

"What would he need?" She said, looking at Woojin, but he didn't know either. Woojin picked up quickly but didn't leave Daisy's side. As she was very close to him, she could hear the conversation.

"Woojin-ah, are you with Daisy right now? She doesn't pick up." The manager said, and Woojin was surprised at hearing how he sounded a little annoyed and anxious.

"Yes, she is with me."

"Can you make me the favour of putting her at the phone?" He asked, but it sounded more like an order.

Woojin, knowing that Daisy was hearing the conversation, gave her the phone without saying anything. She tensed when she hold the phone with both hand and heard the manager's voice more clearly.

"Why weren't you picking your phone? I had been calling you for at least ten minutes."

"I'm so sorry. My phone is charging in my room and–" Daisy began, but he didn't let her finish the sentence.

"That's doesn't matter. I got a call from the hospital ten minutes ago, your sister is there. Since you didn't pick up, they called me. And..." The manager keep talking to her but she didn't hear anything. Why was her sister in the hospital? Today was supposed to be a good and relaxing day, but it was all gone now.

"W-why is she there? W-what happened to her?" She asked. Daisy started to walk out of the kitchen and looking for her coat and her shoes. She was ready to run out of the house at any moment if necessary.

"I don't know. They just told me that she'll be taken to surgery, but she'll be fine. They said it wasn't nothing really serious." The manager told her, and he had all her attention. "But they said that your sister wanted you to be there. I'll pick you up if you want."

"Yes.. P-please come." She hung up. Woojin and Minho were next to her while the other boys were looking at her with a confused look on their faces.

"Where are you going at this hour? Did something happened?" Minho asked. Daisy sat on the floor and left Woojin's phone on the floor to put her shoes on.

"My sister is in the hospital."

"What happened to her?"

"I don't know, they did say anything. But the manager will ride me there."

Minho looked at Woojin. They all knew how important her family was to her. They were all really close. Even now that she lived in Korea, she still called them everyday even if it was just to say hi to her parents. But her sister was very special.

When Daisy first moved to Korea, she had felt very lonely. Even though she made friends very quickly, she was a teenager who never lived on her own, without having her parent around. And doing that for the first time in another country didn't make it easier. So when her sister decided to move to Korea too, she had been extremely happy. That made them even more close.

"I'm going with you." Woojin said, putting his shoes on too. Daisy was about to say that it wasn't necessary, but didn't said anything and just agreed. She actually appreciated that he sacrificed her own time for her. "Minho, please take care of the kitchen. I will text you if anything happens. Also, tell Chan where we'll be."

On the way to the hospital, Woojin was the one Daisy was able to hold to. The thought of her sister being in the hospital, in surgery, and not knowing how was really her state made her crazy. The manager said it wasn't nothing serious, but she won't believe anything until she sees her.

When the van stopped moving Daisy opened the door and started running into the hospital, not waiting to Woojin or her manager, but knowing they'll be following her. She stopped in front of the reception desk and asked the woman behind it where could she find her sister and what had happened, but she only said that she'll in surgery for a while, and that Daisy had to wait. Why couldn't she give her the information she wanted?

Daisy was getting anxious and in that moment Woojin came from behind her and put a hand on her shoulder, telling her to sit down a little. And that's what she did. Both of them went sat on one of the benches while the manager talked to the not so kind receptionist. Woojin put an arm around Daisy's body to give her a hug like a little bear and Daisy smiled a little thanks to that.

After ten minutes that Daisy felt like an eternity, the receptionist told them that Daisy's sister was already in a room and that they could go to see her. The manager told them to go on their own, that he would wait for them right there.

After finding her sister's room, Daisy opened the door and entered the room, followed by Woojin. The first thing she saw was her sister on a hospital bed, totally asleep. But then she saw that the room wasn't empty. There was also a girl sitting in a chair near the bed who seemed like a 15 years old.

"Oh, hello..." Daisy said. "Who..."

The girl stood up as soon as she saw Daisy, and by the way she looked at her, she knew that girl knew her. "Hello.” She bowed. “I'm Amelie’s friend. I was with her when it happened, so I came with her in the ambulance.” She told Daisy, as if Daisy knew what had happened.

“Thank you so much for that but, what happened? I just got a call and nobody could told me what happened to her.” She asked as she walked to the bed to see her sister sleeping. Woojin stayed silent, standing next to the door.

“Humm...” The girl who was now standing in front of Daisy looked as if she didn’t really know what had happened, although she had been there. “We were hanging out in the park and when we sat in a bench she started crying and screaming. Apparently the bench was a broke and a pice of metal was out of place. The ambulance came really quickly but Amelie passed out as soon as she saw the blood.”

Amelie always was like that when she saw blood, it’s doesn’t matters how little a cut was, she would pass out or feel nauseous. Daisy’s gaze went from the girl to her sister’s bandaged hand. It looked pretty bad, but at least her sister was fine, that was all that matters. “Thank you, I was really worried.”

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People are saying that Stray Kids could come to South America in the future and I’m literally sobbing