#sure my roommates and I agreed to see the new barbie movie and yo try and go to a ren faire
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I so desperately want to life a ghibli-esque life where I see the wonders and joy in the mundane parts of life but that’s also impossible besties
#whimsy whispers#I do believe a big part of it is feeling both isolated and stuck#I feel so alone and like I’m never going to be anywhere other than where I am rn both like physically as in location wise and like idk#mentally and emotionally as well#like it sounds so easy to just like try and treat things as if they’re wonderful and nice but it’s just not#I can barely go anywhere there’s not really anywhere to go either nor is there anyone to see and it’s just hard to find joy in life when#you feel unwanted and like a burden#the weather is warmer the flowers are blooming and soon fireflies will be back but that’s still just not enough to make life seem worth it#it’s bleak and it’s nothing#delete later#sorry it’s been a bit since I’ve been so depressed on main but like#it all got to me again#even the things I have planned don’t feel worth it or like it’ll actually happen#sure my roommates and I agreed to see the new barbie movie and yo try and go to a ren faire#but honestly most likely neither will happen as is often the case#and so I don’t want to get my hopes up and honestly even if they do happen I don’t know if I care#I don’t know that I’ll even be happy or have fun#nothing is fun nothing is nice I just feel like every minute I spend like as a person is wasted#I feel like someone else deserves the time I have alive
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