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you know.. Dazai wasn't the first subordinate Mori pushed to join the agency..
#knowing why mori killed the last boss AND his time in the military AND beast#it doesn't make sense that he would pick up yosano to repeat his mistakes#sure he's still hung up on it#because it was considered great at the time#enough that it could have been considered a secret weapon to be locked away#but what does asigiri do with characters that are considered threats to society by a government?#he puts them where the government cant get them#ie the ada pm etc#the cannibalism arc and pre-vampire arc show us that mori and fukuzawa are aware that yosano is fed up with mori#its also interesting because when yosano and mori meet again they talk about the war#which gives me the feeling that they haven't really seen each other passed when mori broke her out#who the hell do you think could have tipped ranpo off that the break out was happening or that yosano even existed#okay im done#bsd#bungo sd#bungou stray dogs#my archive
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Keep seeing that post where OP starts like 'Thinking about...grieving the undead' and then adds on about like. Real life situations where people have not died but have left your life and you would have reason to grieve them.
All respect, that's an important concept, but that is not what I am thinking about when I read 'grieving the undead'.
#your brother is a vampire. he's sitting across the table from you chatting with your mother about her day#and he's dead and he's gone and he's never coming back.#he laughs the same and he talks the same but his arm is cold when he grabs you in a headlock and your dog won't be in the same room with hi#he'll still hang around watching TV with you and give you wedgies and make stupid jokes#but you can't tell him about the bullies at school anymore because this thing with your brother's face will just find them and kill them.#and not even stupid fucking Jason deserves what the monster in your dead brother's skin would do to him.#your brother is dead and lost and right there in arm's reach and gone forever with no hope of ever getting him back.#i'm sure there are corollaries to be written about like ghosts and zombies but this is the one i'm personally hung up on recently
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Doctor: Huh, is that who I am now?
Donna: It was never that far from the surface, mate.
Doctor: frowns Yes, it was! You know I used to be a woman. And that made people... assume all sorts of stuff. And - and pretending to be Graham's wife for five minutes was bad enough but - Byron? That was torture. Does the man ever stop talking?
Donna: Takes one to know one
Doctor: Oi! I just mean, there were all these men people assumed I would be into and I - and I just - I just wanted -
Donna: I know, darling.
Doctor: softly I just wanted Yaz.
Donna: I know. - There was one man, though, remember?
Doctor: No, there wasn't! I don't fancy the Master!
Donna: ...
Doctor: Okay, fine. But the Master isn't a man. He's like me! Flexible - uh - timelord gender and stuff.
Donna: Sure.
Doctor: So, anyway, I have always been primarily into wom-
Donna: What about Jack Harkness?
Doctor: - Jack doesn't count, everyone fancies Jack.
Donna: ...fair enough.
#Donna: can we also talk about how you were literally married to a man in Gloucester?#Doctor: How is THAT something that stuck to your brain?#Donna: I met you there. Shaun and I did the walking tour.#Doctor: Huh. - Was I any good?#Wild blue yonder#Donna Noble#Sorry I am just still hung up on the 'is that who I am now' comment#Because I feel like what they actually meant to say was the Doctor going I AM QUEER?!?!#as if they didn't just spend three entire series making heart eyes at Yaz#So it makes more sense to interpret it as 'Hang on I like men too?' but honestly even that is such a stretch?#Yeah sure 13 is very much not into men#(except for the Master)#(maybe Astos)#(possibly Swarm)#(obviously Jack)#But any other incarnation has been very openly into men?#Like 12 kept name dropping guys he fancied/was fancied by? Like that algae king and stuff. Also the Master#(Let's not talk about 11)#10 had a very intense thing with Harold Saxon AND Jack#Plus the number of guys he flirted with - among them Shakespeare#And I don't even have to talk about 9 whose first kiss on screen was with a man#To be fair it is mostly off-screen/casual and the Master and Jack#So like if we interpret it as above we can make it work at least#(But. Yes. Also: Lee!! Literally married a man. Even if that was only for staying undercover there were definitely some deep feelings there#and I am quite sure had they been purely platonic they would not have posed as married. But as siblings or best friends or something)#If we are being completely real the sentence is probably about the Doctor discovering they can find people hot now#But that actually wasn't there before I think?#So then Donna's comment makes little sense#Or no hang on - 12 found the dinosaur hot and all of them the TARDIS obviously#So maybe that's what it's all about actually
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stray homestuck2 thought: there's something about how jake likes blue ladies; and jane, who is coded blue, but chooses to wear red.
#lucabytetalks#homestuck#lucabytereads#still thinking on my avatar joke from yesterday and a discussion i had about jake's emasculation in the plot & how#ppl will staunchly call him Gay when hes one of the dudes in homestuck who most frequently does express some kind of attraction to women#whereas with dudes its like. seemingly mostly just dirk for him. and even thats oft coded with his 'well by jolly he is my good chum#after all and i would hate to see him upset!' same way he approaches his relationship with jane#since i dont think brain ghost dirk is exactly. well yeah hes clearly hung up on the man. but getting in ppls heads and defacto replacing#their internal monologues because He Knows Better is a Dirk Thing... like.. in GENERAL...#this is a messy and im sure not new observation its just idk. while i do think jake and grandpa have the potential to want to BE their#blue ladies and not just want them. i do think they also clearly do want them. its a bit weird that jake's dragging through#the absolute gutter of the narrative is so frequently pointed to as evidence of him being Exclusively Gay#like imo whatever that guy is under the trauma induced aromanticsm. inclduing maybe just actually aromantic. i think its gonna end up like#complicated in some way. hes clearly not just a guy who likes dudes in a clean cut manner...#anyway yeah his relationship to jane is genuinely an interesting addition to his character and i think is more interesting if its not just#Regular Comphet. its more. Comp-Relationship-At-All
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me explaining how keeley/roy/jamie can win this season:
#jamie and roy have the world's weirdest homoerotic mentorship thing going on jamie is definitely still hung up on keeley and keeley is#both attracted to jamie especially now hes developed into an actual good person and still in love with roy. she also would for sure see#polyamory as a good option#ted lasso#jamie tartt#keeley jones#roy kent
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*When asked about Sonic*
Chaos Sonic: Hah. So we're still talking about that blue pitstain? Whatever. He can be fun to toy with, sure, but he's old news. Last year's model. A failure of a friend and a passable hero. Nine wants him alive for "some reason"—that involves his "intense attachment"—so I won't kill him or anything. I'll leave him alone in a room with Nine over my dead body—or my best friend's wishes, since I cannot bear to refuse him. If I could, though, I'd love the chance to "play" with him some, "rough him up" a little as payback for how he treated my best friend.
Alpha Grim Sonic (answering via writing it down, sign language, transmission, whatever because he's mute): You refer to the blue hedgehog. Once upon a time, my master, Nine, seemed to be troubled when thinking of him. There was a time when Sonic brought a fight to our doorstep, but no matter how Sonic may have hurt him in the past, he has chosen to preserve my master's life. Nine seems to trust him, and Sonic has not threatened his life. So, as I do not have the capacity to experience such things as "emotions", and they would not matter even if I did have the ability, I do not mind if my master associates with Sonic the Hedgehog. If Nine is happy, and the hedgehog does not intend harm upon him, then all is well.
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*When asked about Shadow*
Chaos Sonic: Oh, he's that black hedgehog, right?! Seems cool! I'd love to race him sometime. Of course, I'll fight him too if he intends to lay a finger on my best buddy, but all is well if he plays nice.
Alpha Grim Sonic (answering not by speaking, because he is mute): Shadow the Hedgehog. You do refer to the black hedgehog, do you not? If he intends to bring harm upon my master again, I will not hesitate in removing him. He has not received forgiveness for trying to kill my master during the war. Nine surely allows him to live because he is gracious, but if he so commanded me to I would rip the hedgehog him limb from limb. It is my duty to do what my master commands, and I will be ready should the hedgehog try anything or should my master finally revoke his trust in him.
#sonic prime#sonic the hedgehog#crystalbondshipping#crystalbond#chanine#miles nine prower#nine sonic prime#nine the fox#chaos sonic#alpha grim sonic#i just be ramblin#If you're reading this ignore how they speak. I was intending to write this in meme format and not worry about the dialogue#and then I ended up worrying a bit about the dialogue but not too much#In case it isn't clear both of them actually dislike leaving Nine alone#They create an understanding with each other at some point#But even when Nine trusts someone they won't leave him unless commanded to do so#They're funny because Chaos Sonic has a vendetta against Sonic. Sure he's the new Sonic and wants to replace him‚ but after being revived h#*really* wants to replace him and also really dislikes him for how he thinks Sonic treated Nine (and because of Sonic’s place in Nine's#heart). Meanwhile‚ while Alpha Grim Sonic understands why Chaos Sonic would be hung up on how he treats Nine (and eventually understands#wanting to be held to a similar place as Sonic in Nine's heart)‚ he just doesn't get Chaos Sonic's vendetta and obsession#However‚ Alpha Grim Sonic's fist is magnetized to Shadow's face. He is on high alert when Shadow is around Nine‚ and although he is not#supposed to have a personality or feelings‚ he is compelled to fight Shadow and tear him apart. He still harbors a grudge over Shadow's#trying to kill/stop Nine. Meanwhile‚ while Chaos Sonic can understand disliking Shadow for how he treated Nine‚ he doesn't really get the#obsession either. He thinks Shadow could be fun to play and toy with😂 And those are like the only two that these two have incredibly strong#feelings towards when it comes to the people Nine associates with#au musings#crystalshattershipping and chilitonic if you squint tbh
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whenever other women say “oh i wish a man would read/watch/do xyz for me” i think about how one of my ex… flings literally watched castle and pride and prejudice for me and also read p&p and pjo and also walked me home everyday even tho he lived on the other side of town and didn’t mind when i cried because i got overwhelmed and noticed when i painted my nails and said he didn’t mind if we weren’t gonna date but would i mind if he continued checking up if i was sleeping well and taking my meds and still messages me from time to time to make sure i’m ok even tho it all happened like 6 years ago and i’m like 🙃
#HOW did i manage to fuck up so badly. that’s what i wanna know!!#like he was all around a very sweet person but i remember the care with the things i loved most of all#like i remember mentioning things in conversation and he’d whip out his phone to write the name of the thing down#to make sure he could look it up later to at least know what it was about lol#like that was so sweet but especially compared to everyone else i dated before and after#all of whom deep down just thought i was a lil weird#he was just interested in what i had to say. and i think that’s probably why I’m still hung up on it 6 yrs later <3
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#i know i won't shut up abt 5sos but the real question is will i ever go to a better gig than darren criss in [redacted] 2023#like i didn't even know half his songs before i went and i still had the best time i've ever had at a gig#literally the energy in that room was insane#and like... better than any gig i've ever been to in melbourne like#smth about being in a smaller place that artists don't often come to Especially not internation acts#everyone was so like... polite?#like they were doing concert so well they weren't being assholes and yelling when it wasn't their turn :')#which is so annoying i hate when a crowd is so roudy that it feels like a classroom and the teacher is waiting for everyone to shut up#like we can still have a good time if u respect the fact that some of us are spending hundreds even just Getting here#idk maybe i'm a music snob i just think there's something so magical in a quiet room full of people#like when something really beautiful has happened you can sit in it for a second#the pressure to cheer like... the idea that a moment of silence will somehow offend the artist who created the moment#i tried to find another concert on the tour where the crowd was as in the moment as we were for the line#'i believe there is music in the silence' and then he like#puts the guitar down and heads to the piano to do the rest#but it was so gorgeously quiet it was breathtaking i cried#it might have helped that he played the first half entirely accoustically no mic no amps#bc the venue was small enough and also designed to amplify naturally#but we all had to be so quiet to make sure everyone heard it so it just#the music hung in the air so magically y'all art is so good i'm still crying nothing will ever beat that concert i'm still chasing that hig#luke was nearly that magical but tbh..... the audience kinda ruined it for me at times :/#also he was nervous and kept cutting off the moment by saying 'thank you' like we get it ur a humble king but like#you have to let a song like place in me Breathe when it's done#you have to give the crowd a chance to go holy fucking shit what the fuck and THEN start screaming and Then thank them#but i'm truly such a snob it's the worst#honestly thinking abt how those lads are always improving tho he'll get there#by the time he's darren criss' age he'll be killing it even more they all will
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bruh taub crying in 5x20 is what set me off to cry too like i was just shocked like WHAT DO YOU MEAN??? insane episode
like....they were really planning for kutner to be the MOST like house and he just...
it ALMOST makes sense to me im gonna rewatch season 4 and the earlier season 5 episodes. BECAUSE they were already hinting at his misery in s5 but i need to pay more attention to s4
#rambling ran#malpractice md#he indulges in too much risky behavior that it makes sense that he has no regard to his life#he likes everything he has but i think he feels like they're all distractions#and when the distractions were gone and the silence is overbearing...#i think he tried to call taub but maybe#maybe taub just said for him to go back to sleep and hung up#ALSO what was the reason he was covering up that kutner wasnt going to the office#did kutner send him a text?#ALSO no dog !!!!#i might whip up a more in depth reading into it#i just#i dont think i can get over it#the only genuine THANKS OBAMA (hateful) that i will ever let out#but hey im sure his actor did something good in his time w/ the obama administration#honestly still think its a bad move that they killed him entirely
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"realistically, iz*uku would've held resentment over what b.akugou did" fact is, he didn't. that's it. and it's not because he's weirdly nice or whatever, its quite literally because he's BUILT DIFFERENT. thats the whole story of the animanga. he literally does not consider himself at all, and it's come the point of ruin. his is a story of a heroism, of a saviour complex, which does go too far.
#'well im sure if he thought abt it he would be mad--' no??? he didnt??#the only point of time he WAS mad was when b/kg kept attacking him during their confrontation#but even then once its over he literally does not give a fuck!#stop projecting how YOU would perceive b/kg's treatment just because i.zuku is not behaving the way you think he ''ought to''#he forgave b.kg readily and thats that#nothing to it!#thats his whole thing#im just. grrrr. chewing on my arm as i accidentally read a bad take in the tag#like pleeeasseeeeeeeeee#we're already at the last arc of the manga#how are some people STILL so hung up abt how i.zuku should've been ''''mad'''' at k.atsuki#he just doesnt!!!! thats it!!!!#gen: out of character.
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damn they weren't kidding those close friendships can fall away and disappear and the people you love can become the people you loved just as quickly as they became the people you love. :(
#in other news waiterguy and i haven't hung out in weeks and the other waiterperson i hung out with with him and i haven't really spoken in#as much time. and the waitress tht dyes my hair and i haven't hung out in like two weeks?#anyway my point is im always losing ❤️!!! HAHA!!!! i miss my friends man :(#i thought we were good still but i feel like i might've just. like. lost them both. i don't know.#maybe im being dramatic and they don't even think about it. he and i were joking around last time we were togetber#it's just. i dunno. it used to be a sure bet with them and nowadays im like... lucky if i see them for a few hours outside of work#and. hang on a second look at this tag that just popped up ->#if i was a star and you were a star we would shine and dance together and have so much fun that the earthlings would study us for ever#help 🥺#anyway im over it im going to bed i miss feeling alive and glowing like a small ball of freshly tempered glass !!!!!!!!!
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This song is very Tesilid
(醉千年 / Intoxicated for a Thousand Years)
就只看了你一眼
With just one glance at you
就已确定了永远
My eternity was decided.
那时候 车马慢
At that time, the world slowed,
一生只够爱一人
One life is only enough to love one person
#playlist#i'm rotating it in my head as a tes/hes song bc that's what my brain is fixed on at the moment#but tbh it works even better as a tesilette song#man is very loyal#also i just think the wording of 'one life is enough to love only one person' is extremely funny for tesilid#bc he lives multiple lifetimes but has only one life#and yet he's still hung up on only one (1) person#'my eternity was decided' yeah it sure was#also translation note for the 3rd line 'che ma man' literally translates to the cars (?) and horses slowed#but im taking this to mean that the whole world slowed around you as you fall in love yknow#its either that or it means that during that time period things were so easygoing that the traffic was slow#idk which it is LOL
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I love the idea of Kae having this (1) particular stuffy he carried around with him everywhere as a kid. Maybe it was the first gift ever given to him by the Ragnvindrs or even by Addie, and his heavy attachment and expecting it to vanish if he didn’t always have it on hand had him toting it around everywhere.
#hc; kaeya#//Bby!Kae has two hands#//One for stuffy; and one to make sure bby!Luc didn’t go away either#//Also for reassurance#//Prolly grew out of the habit around age 11-12; when a comment maybe from Luc himself or a maid had him hastily trying to curb it#//Still hung onto it whenever he could though#//Is prolly one of the only things he took with him when he left#//It was prolly a bunny or smth#//Which makes me laugh in imagining them playing and Bby!Luc telling Kae his owl stuffy would eat his bunny#//And Kae getting just. the biggest saddest most teary eyes as a result and making Luc utterly Panik#//Still sleeps curled around it; like he used to; whenever he actually gets home and can sleep in peace#//Its faded and hastily stitched up in places; due to age and wear; but he does his best to keep it up#//He can’t let go of that very dear remnant of his childhood with them
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People really need to stop inviting themselves over to my dorm and then just not leaving like bro I have stuff to do and it’s weird if you’re gonna just sit on the spare bed for literally five fucking hours
#art catastrophe#shit post#okay let me explain#i have this friend who has now made a habit of showing up and inviting himself into my room#my roommate is probably not fond of this and neither am I cause it’s been going on for three weeks#but niether of us can say no to him cause we’re both cursed to be people pleasers#one time I was in a really bad mood and wanted to take a nap to cure my anger and I thought surely he would leave if I went to bed#but I woke up two hours later and there he was????#he’s not friends with my roommate btw so it was probably weird for her but it was especially weird for me cause he like…. stayed????#while I was sleeping????#i dragged him to a bookshop cause that’s what I wanted to do today and he complained the entire time and wanted to go back to my room#but it was still a nice walk and we hung out so I was like#the excursion is over we will go out separate ways now#he went back to my room#and I was like okay bro well I’m not talking to ya cause I’ve got shit to read#and I hoped he’d get bored and leave but it’s been three hours now#and he’s still here#so in total it’s been five hours today and I’m like trying to come up with excuses to get him out of here#like you’re my friend but bro pls
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landlord needs to call me back so i stop picking up spam calls
#okay it was only one but still#it was a real guy for once and not a robot and im annoyed at the 30 seconds of time he wasted#pretty sure he heard me say 'oh fuck off' as i hung up the phone. if you're gonna cold call people at random tho that's what you get
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can SOMEONE please tell me how to move PAST it. mac voice just move past it. i need to move past it
#you know how like. you would THINK a whirlwind romance would fix you... i thought i needed a fast and crazy relationship however turns#out i'm too mentally ill to actually let GO. to actually KNOW when it's over. i am still hung up on him as#if it isn't the most over it's ever been. it is OVER. girl snap OUT OF IT.#but. then i remember how he. held my hand through the dutch bros drive thru. or when he kissed the top of my head. let me drink#his coffee. asked me where i am so he can swing by to take me to jamba juice#my second ever kiss was in a fucking pharmacy. surrounded by psych meds. i was shaking and he like. hugged me. like girl#i don't even care if like. none of it was real and he just used me. because to me it was real. he loved me at least#the idea of me in those moments and i loved him BACK. girl i would do anything to go back i would do anything#but i know i can't. so instead i am sitting here. holding out that he'd somehow come BACK. he once told me he doesn't want#to mess me up but i threw myself at him because i was so sure the heartbreak will be worth the love. he really was amazing#for just that few months we were buddies. a part of me will always want him and he told me i'll always have a part of his heart but like .#it doesn't matter. never did. because he was never mine to have. never mine to lose. so all of this means nothing. because it never#should have happened. which makes the sadness unbearable lol it shouldn't even be here i am suffering for no fucking reason#fuck my baka life#personal
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