#suptober day 5

[hawkland]

"Life, death, chicken, egg - regardless, at the end, I'll reap Him too."

For Suptober Day 5: Portrait

Other works in this series: [Castiel] [Jack Kline] [Rowena] [Crowley] [Chuck Shurley] [Abaddon] [Lucifer] [Adam/Michael] [Mick Davies] [Gabriel] [Cain] [Mary Winchester] [Jody Mills] [Donna Hanscum] [Gadreel] [Kevin Tran] [Linda Tran] [Garth Fitzgerald IV]

[thefirstradiant]

Suptober Day 5: Scars

Wincest/weirdcest/gen drabble based on this song (I swear to you it’s so good please listen) and the scars prompt! Set in season 10 with demon!Dean and the ritual.

“I Never Could”

At least I was there for him. Like I couldn’t be the first time. Dean stared at the reflection of his arms in the bathroom mirror. He had rolled up his sleeves to wash his hands and stood transfixed, eyes cast downward. Dozens and dozens of them. Thin white scars in lines covering the entire front and back of his forearms. Some looked fresher than others, but all a few weeks old or more.

Damn. I mean I knew, Dean thought, but damn. He was going to have these for awhile. He looked up and tried to meet his own eyes. It was harder than he thought. The bright green looking back at him, instead of black, made him feel sick to his stomach.

As a demon, he had still felt that insane pull towards Sam that he couldn’t explain even back as himself. He needed to be the one, he needed to feel.

“Take me back to when I was in hell.” He had told Crowley.

“You want to go to hell?” Crowley had looked confused and a slight startled at that.

“No. To Sam.” And that was all the explanation he needed to give.

Crowley shook his head derisively and complained. “You goddamn Winchesters. So stupid that even being a demon couldn’t change that.”

So Dean had gone back and walked in on a Sammy of six years ago fully addicted to demon blood and screaming at a motel wall.

A few days. Crowley’s voice echoed in Dean’s head. That’s all he was going to get, might as well make the best of it.

Dean swaggered in and got to work. Sam seemed to think he was dreaming and took one sniff and glance at the black pits for Dean’s eyes before falling into him.

“Please, please, please.” He had begged so prettily. Dean knew he was fucked up for this, but the demon in him didn’t care. The power rush was deafening in his ears as he made up a mind that was already made up.

“Yeah Sammy. Go ahead.”

Dean blinked and shook out the faraway pain from his arms. He was panting, breath coming in puffs against the mirror. Still so real. The ritual hadn’t caused his memories to fade at all.

His arms tingled along the scar lines. So many. So many times. Near constantly for three days.

Dean hates himself for it. He loves that he fed Sam. He regrets it. And he wouldn’t change it for the world.

He wonders how long scars take to fade.

[dragonbloodrai]

Caught up with the fifth prompt for suptober 2023 i really love how it turned out!^^

Gabe is just such a silly lil dude so it is understandable that sam has a picture of his bf on his phone xD

[melanieathene]

Suptober 2023 Day 5 - Portrait

Angels are not supposed to cry. Nor does their loyalty stray from service to God in thought or deed. But I've watched you through the years. I've seen your blind obedience to duty; I've seen you question it, and I've seen you choose free will. Now and then, I've even thought I might be the reason why.

But thinking and knowing are two very different things.

You stand before me today, tears pooled in your blue eyes, speaking words I never thought I'd hear – never deserve. Words that tremble from your lips and burn their way into my heart.

I am worthy.

I am loved.

You love me.

This is the legacy you leave behind. No holding back. No room to misunderstand. Not this time. Not ever.

You speak your truth to save me. You greet the Empty with a smile. Happy in the moment. Content that you have saved me. Content to love. Content to die.

I need no portrait painted by a master's hand. I need no photograph, no digital recording. I'll see your face whenever I close my eyes. I'll replay your words in dreams night after night. I'll grieve, I'll rage, I'll long for you each moment of every day.

Because I also have a truth, Cas. A truth I waited too long to speak.

I love you, too.

[policyoftruth]

Currently debating whether or not i should try and do inktober this year

[lamiasage]

art for Suptober day 5 - scars 💙

check out the painting progress and more on my Patreon 💖

[szlez]

Blue

29th one for Suptober 2024 Remixed by @wigglebox and @thepagemistress based on Suptober by @winchester-reload.

Prompt 29. Blue (this one inpired me to make a whole series of monochromatic erotica. Here they are: Amber, Aqua, Honey, Purple, Rose, Red, Pink, Sugar Plum).

also:

Extremely late for @masoena's KInktober 2024 party

Prompt 2. Blindfolded

My other Suptober 2024 arts:

Prompt 1. Autumn, Prompt 2. Spa Day, Prompt 3. Royalty, Prompt 4. Birthday, Prompt 5. Scars, Prompt 6. Electric, Prompt 7. Thankful, Prompt 8. Witch’s Brew, Prompt 9. Moon, Prompt 10. Mushrooms, Prompt 11. Myth, Prompt 12. Harvest Festival, Prompt 13. Monster Mash, Prompt 14. Fave Episode, Prompt 15. Sigils, Prompt 16. Falling, Prompt 17. Wings, Prompt 18. Family Business, Prompt 19. Dark & Stormy Night, Prompt 20. Limbo, Prompt 21. Cozy Treats, Prompt 22. Ladies, Prompt 23. Fever, Prompt 24. Branded, Prompt 25. Parody, Prompt 26. Enchanted, Prompt 27. Prayer, Prompt 28. Graves.

Taglist.

Pls DM me if you want to be added to tag list or removed from it.

@aniona29, @denimshortsdean, @dotti55, @famouskidangel, @markofcastiel, @malicmalic, @squirrelsarecool, @writteninthestarsinyoureyes

[wigglebox]

Suptober - Day 5 | Scars

[sjonni33]

portrait - suptober day 5

hehehheh took it literally and went with the family portraits!! dean and cas, bobby and crowley, rowena, sam and eileen, charlie and claire and jack :) i wanted to add sooooo many more sjsjsjsj but yeah

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[angel-hole]

SUPTOBER DAY 01 - liminal in the beginning

4 And I looked, and, behold, a whirlwind came out of the north, a great cloud, and a fire infolding itself, and a brightness was about it, and out of the midst thereof as the colour of amber, out of the midst of the fire.

5 Also out of the midst thereof came the likeness of four living creatures. And this was their appearance;

— Ezekiel 1:4—5

[purgatory-jar]

Suptober 23 - Day 5 - Portrait

(of a life after the end)

🍂

Like my art? Commission me here!

[gay-dinasaur]

Suptober, Day 5 - Scars

[dreampencil]

Suptober 23, Day 5 – Portrait Castiel painted a portrait of Dean, then Lucifer took over and destroyed it...

Pencil, charcoal, acrylic, masking tape & photoshop. Taglist…please ask to be added or removed…

@naughtystiel @malicmalic @fivefeetfangirl @letmeblued @castielsprostate @dean-you-assbutt-cas-loves-you @castideans-pie @pattywinchester @bogwitchatrois @bloodydeanwinchester @beregond35 @horrorcas @charlottemanchmal @strawlessandbraless @blue-eyed-cutiepatootie @thefailcollection @disabled-dean @squirrelsarecool @hauntedpearl @markofcastiel @butch–dean @rennerator @sailorsally

[thestarsmakemedream-art]

Suptober - Day 5 - Scars

@wigglebox

[szlez]

Nostalgia

30th one for Suptober 2024 Remixed by @wigglebox and @thepagemistress based on Suptober by @winchester-reload.

Prompt 30. Nostalgia

My other Suptober 2024 arts:

Prompt 1. Autumn, Prompt 2. Spa Day, Prompt 3. Royalty, Prompt 4. Birthday, Prompt 5. Scars, Prompt 6. Electric, Prompt 7. Thankful, Prompt 8. Witch’s Brew, Prompt 9. Moon, Prompt 10. Mushrooms, Prompt 11. Myth, Prompt 12. Harvest Festival, Prompt 13. Monster Mash, Prompt 14. Fave Episode, Prompt 15. Sigils, Prompt 16. Falling, Prompt 17. Wings, Prompt 18. Family Business, Prompt 19. Dark & Stormy Night, Prompt 20. Limbo, Prompt 21. Cozy Treats, Prompt 22. Ladies, Prompt 23. Fever, Prompt 24. Branded, Prompt 25. Parody, Prompt 26. Enchanted, Prompt 27. Prayer, Prompt 28. Graves, Prompt 29. Blue.

Taglist.

Pls DM me if you want to be added to tag list or removed from it.

@aniona29, @denimshortsdean, @dotti55, @famouskidangel, @markofcastiel, @malicmalic , @squirrelsarecool, @writteninthestarsinyoureyes

[notwithd]

Suptober Day 5: Portrait

Royal Portrait