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Skk Fanfic Recs

Just for fun of it and 'cause I'm bored~.

(Last update: 2024/11/6)

Everything or Nothing by Wellthathappened (Cataclysmic_Calamity)

AU - college/university

(264,937 words | Explicit | 41/41 chapter)

College AU where Chuuya finds out that the boy he drunkenly made out with the night of orientation is his new roommate. His arrogant, smug, very straight roommate. And the boys are each convinced the other is trying to ruin their life by making them go absolutely insane.

Dazai and the Moving Detective Agency by forest_raccoon

AU - Howl's Moving Castle Fusion

(231,908 words | Teen And Up Audiences | 20/22 chapter)

Chuuya has the misfortune to run into a very irritating wizard detective, and the next thing he knows, he's trapped in a tangled web of curses, weretigers, and scarecrows. He did not sign up for any of this. [Or: A rather chaotic mashup of BSD and Howl's Moving Castle (both the book and movie canons)]

The Delivery Boy by Lazchan, Riley_writes

AU - modern settining, no powers

(46,779 words | Mature | 15/15 chapter)

Chuuya, a normal broke college student, gets a mysterious text message asking him to make a delivery. With nothing better to do and the promise of a sizeable payday, he heads out to pick up the package, without knowing who he is really working for

Yokohama Blue by the_most_happy

Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alternate Universe - Soulmate

(163,902 words | Explicit | 20/20 chapter)

“There’s a shade of blue one can only find in Yokohama.” Dazai Osamu is thirty-three, a best-selling writer, the youngest winner in the history of a prestigious literary prize and an Alpha. He's a father, a genius and — some say — a disappointment. Nakahara Chuuya is twenty-five. He's the only Omega in his publishing course, and his second gender made a fighter out of him. He's an overachiever, a brother, a friend. He just wanted his favorite writer to notice him. [Or: That literary soulmate AU where everybody suffers]

STORM by liuniverse

canon divergence

(32,224 words | Mature | 7/7 chapter)

Osamu had thought of countless things he wanted to tell Chuuya once he saw him again, but what ended up leaving his mouth was, "Did you get shorter?" Chuuya stared at him in silence for a few moments before he let out a sigh, rubbing his temple. "So you're still acting like a child." Or, after six more years of separation, Osamu and Chuuya find their way back to each other again. Some things have changed, and some have not. One thing is certain, though; Soukoku are going to make their love drama everybody’s problem.

Learning to Love (And Everything that Comes After) by gureshintrash

canon divergence

(3,465 words | Teen Up And Audiences | 1/1 chapter)

Dazai had never been the openly affectionate type. It had always been been something dangerous, to everyone involved. But now, with Chuuya... Maybe it isn't such a bad thing after all?

See You Through My Eyes by lupinletter

AU - modern settining

(209,939 words | Teen Up And Audiences | 29/31 chapter)

“So, you have kids now?”

Dazai turns around, a sarcastic smile on his face. “And you’re a teacher?”

Chuuya cocks his head with a smirk. God.

“Yeah, I am.”

After a messy break-up, Dazai and Chuuya accidentally find themselves crossing paths— Five years later, both two strangers once again.

The Shepherd and His Shadow by LynyrdLionheart

AU - Fantasy

(16,077 words | Teen Up And Audiences | 1/1 chapter)

Everyone knows the monster in the woods is why the village suffers a lack of resources. It's been that way for centuries.

Then Dazai meets the monster, and everything he knew turns out to be a lie.

How to Adopt a Human by Lazchan, Riley_writes

AU - College/University, supernatuar creatures

(47,796 words | Teen Up And Audiences | 13/13 chapter)

Three non-human beings that have lived together comfortably for some time decide to take on another roommate. To make life more interesting, they decide their new roommate should be human, but they don't let on that the three of them are not human themselves. When broke college student Nakahara Chuuya moves in, the others quickly find themselves attached in spite of Chuuya's best efforts to keep them at arm's length.

I'll bleed out for you by StarshipDancer

Canon Divergence

(68,941 words | Mature | 6/6 chapter)

What a shitty way to die....

Less than forty-eight hours ago, they’d been impaled together, and Chuuya had feared that the broken metal pole had pinned him in place against a corpse. Now, he worried that a corpse sat next to him, nothing more than a poorly-crafted imitation of his ex-partner.

... And what an even shittier situation to be stuck in.

Or,

A mission goes wrong, and Soukoku die together.

Except, they don't, but now they're stuck in a safe house pretending that they did. And if Chuuya wants to find out what went wrong with Dazai's plan, he'll first have to find a way around the wall of silence that his former partner has built to keep him out.

A Soukoku Reverse Big Bang fic with art by destructive-delight

Butterflies and Storms by Chailily

Time travel

( 36,524 words | Teen Up And Audiences | 14/14 chapter )

“That girl in the back! She’s getting away!”

Chuuya whipped around to see that his men were right — one of their assailants was an ability user, and she was using her power to escape.

Shit.

Mori had been painfully clear when he’d assigned this mission. He expected no survivors.

Chuuya dropped his ability’s hold on the six or seven people around him, then kicked off of a nearby wall to propel himself at the girl. She was slowly dissipating into light, vanishing upwards into the ceiling, but before the edge of her coat could vanish Chuuya shot by like a dark bullet, reached out, and just barely grabbed it.

Chuuya gets transported to the past! Watch him struggle to figure out what the hell’s happening, then enlist the help of a young Oda to get back. But with the past altered, will he return to the same future he left behind?

Hunt me down by purplesan

AU - Canon Divergence, Armed Detective Agency and Port Mafia don't exist

( 42,148 words | Mature | 10/10 chapter )

'They sure seemed to admire you a lot. “Shall I carry your arrows for you, Arahabaki-sama?”, “Shall I prepare a meal for you once we get back, Arahabaki-sama?” “Shall I kiss your ass Arahabaki-sa--’ ‘Shut up!’ the man roared. In the dimly lit tent, there was no mistaking the markings on his skin had indeed started glowing red this time. ‘Mh…now we’re getting somewhere…’ Dazai hummed. ‘Did I hit a nerve, Arahabaki?’ ‘Chuuya.’ the man finally breathed out. ‘My name is Chuuya.’ ‘So what makes them call you by a different name? Are you deceiving them?’ ‘I wish it was that simple…’ he huffed. Dazai looked at the person in front of him and grinned. ‘I like the name Chuuya much better.’ ---------- Or: Dazai tries to kill himself in Chuuya's forest. Chuuya isn't letting it happen.

Hopelessly Devoted by soukocacola (orphan_account)

AU - college/university student

( 188,990 words | Explicit | 18/18 chapter )

"Get your grades up." Oda tells him. "Then we'll talk." Well, Dazai thinks. If he's going to be miserable, the least he can do is make Chuuya miserable, too. Maybe then Chuuya will ditch him and Dazai can fail out of college with no regrets.

In These Hallowed Halls by saffroncassis, StormDew2

AU - Historical

( 96,914 words | Teen Up And Audiences | 26/26 chapter )

“Shit,” Chuuya says. “You’re… actually real?” “As real as I can be, like this.” “You’re not a hallucination.” Chuuya’s heart is caught in his throat. “You’re an entire, real, ghost.” Dazai frowns at him. “We just went over this. Can’t you freak out later?” Once diagnosed with the same terminal illness that killed his mother, Chuuya visits the manor of Dr. Mori Ougai in hopes of a miracle. He ends up involved with a deadly mystery and a gorgeous ghost instead.

New York Holiday by burgundytshirt

Canon divergence

( 54,989 words | Mature | 9/9 chapter )

When Chuuya agreed to dating his ex-partner on a whim—random, non serious—he’d figured that if Dazai had suggested it just because he was bored, then of course Chuuya had to play along, otherwise it would seem like he had something to hide. He’d never thought the feelings he’d skillfully suppressed for four years would ever get in the way. Now he’s stuck in this friends with benefits who are fake or real dating but not really thing, and it just so happens that Chuuya gets entangled in an incident in New York, and that bastard Dazai may or may not have just flown halfway across the world to him, what the fuck is happening. (An incident that occurs in New York, and everything that unravels along with it.)

Still Still Still by icedlightroast

AU - modern settings

( 112,578 words | Mature | 21/21 chapter )

Finally, Chuuya eloquently said, “I don’t want to date you.” Dazai huffed. “Yeah, well, I’m not too thrilled at the idea of having a crazy rockstar boyfriend. But you got us into this mess, you need to help us get out of it.” Had Dazai gone insane? Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu, dating? Had Chuuya not made it clear through the dozens of direct and indirect meetings that he despised Dazai with every fiber in his body. Featuring: drunk tweets, falling in love, horrendous song writing, cheesy interviews, learning how to "fake it," and Chuuya getting over the headache that is Dazai. Not necessarily in that order.

Just Enough For Polaroids And Cigarettes by dazaiisms

AU - Colege/University

( 50,766 words | Explicit | 5/5 chapter )

Summary: "And I don't think so, I know so." When Chuuya boldly claims he can leave Dazai satisfied in a way his frequent hook-ups could never do, the two childhood friends enter into an agreement that adds certain benefits to their friendship. Strictly no strings attached, of course. A good idea in theory, perhaps, were it not for the fact that both their strings have been secretly attached to each other for as long as they can remember.

One thousand first time by the_most_happy

AU - Canon Divergence

( 103,578 words | Mature | 10/10 chapter )

Summary: Chuuya’s life is unexpectedly great: Yokohama is at peace, he hasn’t seen Dazai since Meursault and his wine cellar is always full. But, when Double Black is asked to take care of a Gifted child, Chuuya faces the ghosts of his past: his heart, his old partner, his loyalty. He can’t fail this mission. He owes it to the child, to the Flags, to his family, to himself. Enter Dazai. Or: Nakahara Chuuya’s guide on how to raise a child with your traitor ex-partner (that you might be in love with). And of course there’s only one bed.

Silver Soul by mokkei

AU - Selkie

( 182,693 words | Explicit | 25/25 chapter )

Summary: After a suicide attempt, Dazai is cast away to work at the lighthouse his great uncle had owned in the north of the mythical Shimane prefecture. He's not even in the town, he's three nautical miles away from the nearest port, always overlooking a populace that he supposes he can never be a part of. Dazai finds that this esoteric ward he does not acknowledge offers more surprises than creeping loneliness. When the body of a man washes up on his beach, it seems that fortune has offered him a hand in repairing a piece of himself he has come to tolerate through the eyes of someone who has no idea what it means to be a human.

Where Your Loyalties Lie by writingfromtheshadows

AU - Yakuza

( 163,125 words | Explicit | 20/20 chapter )

Summary: Loyalty is the foundation of the yakuza code, something that was drilled into Chuuya at an early age. However, his lessons did not cover how to manage a political marriage with his organization's oldest rival.

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fandomstuff67 · 4 years ago

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Lost Without You

Hello, I’m back with another ficlet. This one is a Halloween Destiel fic and you can read it below or on ao3

Word Count: 2.7K

Description: Meg convinces Castiel to spend Halloween night at the local apple orchard which was the last place that he would expect to run into his ex.

Tags: angst, but there’s fluff (kinda), halloween, apple orchards, breif homophobic slurs, mention of homophobic John Winchester, destiel

Castiel couldn’t believe that he’d let Meg drag him out to the town’s apple orchard. He had assignments to do and his Saturday was supposed to be used as a study day for his Chemistry test on Monday not to go apple picking. But Meg had insisted and so here he was, standing in line waiting to pay for a bag so they could go into the orchards.

“Lighten up will ya Clarence?” Meg said as she bumped her shoulder against Castiel’s. “Be happy for once, it won’t kill you.”

“I am happy,” Castiel replied as he let a small smile pull the corners of his mouth up and Meg pouted at him. “See?”

Meg rolled her eyes as they stepped up to the window where she paid for their bags. “It’s Halloween, we’re here to have fun, so I don’t want to see any frowns on that chiseled face of yours.”

Castiel chuckled at that which made Meg giggle in delight. “Okay, fine I’ll try to have fun.”

“That’s the spirit. Now let’s go get lost in the orchard.”

Castiel followed Meg through the path that led to the apple trees and they spent a good hour climbing trees and tossing apples to each other while they tried to discover which apple was their favorite. Castiel was partial to the Cortland’s, there was something about them that he rather enjoyed, while Meg was more of a Macoun fan. Castiel found her choice of apple fitting to her personality: small and tart.

Once their bags were brimming with apples, they headed back to the main store of the farm and bought cider donuts and caramel apples, which they ate at the picnic tables by the farm animals.

“We should get pumpkins,” Meg said as she was licking the residual cinnamon sugar from her donut off her fingers.

“Why?”

“Why not?” Meg countered.

Castiel couldn’t really argue with her there, so he soon found himself standing by the pumpkin patch looking over the selection. His eye caught on a small little pumpkin that looked like it would look perfect on the shelf in front of his window. He selected it and Meg smiled at him in approval before choosing her own.

It was starting to get dark by the time they’d paid, and Meg suggested that they drop off their apples and pumpkins in the car and then head over to the haunted hayride that was going to be starting shortly.

Castiel wanted to go home already, but he promised Meg he’d spend the night with her, so he begrudgingly followed her to the hayride line. The mother’s and small children had left the orchard by now, so it was just teenagers and college students from the local university (which Castiel attended) that were left.

“Do you think you’ll get scared?” Meg asked as they climbed onto the hayride and sat down on a bail of hay.

Castiel shrugged. “Not much scares me.”

“We’ll just have to see, won’t we?”

The hayride started up and they were on their way, taking winding trails and brushing past low hanging branches. A chainsaw started up in the distance, and hands reached out to grab them. Meg squealed in surprise when one of them locked around her wrist and she grabbed onto Castiel’s hand and he just gave her hand a reassuring squeeze.

One of the people on the ride was suddenly pulled off their seat and Castiel watched them disappear into the trees. The whole ride didn’t faze him in the slightest and when they climbed off it Meg was staring at him.

“What?”

“You really weren’t scared?”

“No.”

“Damn. Maybe the haunted maze will scare you.”

“I doubt that.”

Meg pulled Castiel towards the maze and he groaned when he saw how long the line was. “We’re waiting,” Meg stated.

“Can’t we just go home?” Castiel asked.

“Nope, we are doing this.”

“I hate you.”

Meg grinned at him and gave his shoulder a small pat. “No you don’t.”

“Tonight I do.”

Meg snorted as she sat down on the ground, pulling her legs into a crisscross. “That’s fair. But you’re having fun, right?”

Castiel sighed as he joined her on the ground and shoved his hands in his jacket pocket to hide them from the bitter Halloween air. “I suppose.”

Meg smiled. “I’ll take it.”

By the time they reached the front of the line, Castiel was shivering. The fall breeze was on the brink of becoming a winter chill and he was not looking forward to it.

They paid for their tickets and then entered the maze. “Which way should we go?” Meg asked as they came to a crossroads.

“Left,” Castiel replied.

“Are you sure? I think right might be the better way,” Meg said.

“You asked for my opinion, I gave it, but I’ll go whatever way you want.”

“What if we split up,” Meg suggested.

“Why would we do that? We’ll just get lost.”

“Okay, how about this, you go left, I’ll go right. Text me if you hit a dead end, I’ll do the same.”

Castiel shrugged. “Okay, fine.”

Meg grinned at him before she skipped off to the right. “Good luck,” she called over her shoulder.

“You too.”

With a sigh, Castiel headed off to the left and followed the curve of the maze. He hadn’t gone more than ten steps when someone jumped out in front of him in a ghillie suit, arms raised with a bloody knife in one hand.

“Hello,” Castiel greeted him, unfazed.

The person in the suit let out a sigh and stepped aside so Castiel could pass him. “Most people scream,” he said as Castiel moved around him.

“I’m not most people,” he responded.

As he continued his walk down the maze, he heard screaming and he rounded a corner just in time to see a girl trip and fall, sending a cloud of dust up around her.

“Are you okay?” he asked as he came up to her.

There was no response and Castiel turned on his phone flashlight and let the beam of light wash over her. The first thing the light hit was her head and that was as far as he needed to go to know something was wrong. Blood was seeping from an unseen wound onto the rock under her head.

“Is this a trick?” Castiel asked warily.

There was no answer and so he hesitantly moved towards her and reached out a hand towards her neck. There was a pulse, but Castiel could feel it wavering and he instantly turned on his heel towards the entrance of the maze.

“Help!” he shouted as he burst out of the maze.

“Woah, what’s wrong?” the cashier at the front booth called out.

“There isn’t supposed to be a girl who hit her head in the maze, right?” he asked, just to make sure this was something serious.

The cashier’s eyes widened and he shook his head. “No. I’ll call 9-1-1. Where in the maze is she?”

“I’ll show you,” Castiel replied.

The cashier nodded and waved over another employee. “Dean! Go with this guy, there’s a girl injured in the maze!”

Castiel felt his heart skip a beat at the sound of that name and when Dean came into the light by the maze, a first aid kit in his hands, his heart all but dropped to his feet.

Shit.

Of course Dean worked here and of course of all the nights he had to be working it was this one. But he didn’t give Dean a chance to say anything, not even when he saw the flicker of recognition pass over his face, he just turned towards the maze and started to run.

The sound of Dean’s footsteps behind him pushed him faster until he came upon the girl where she was still lying, head resting against the rock. Dean moved past Castiel to get to her, opening the first aid kit and pulling out a huge wad of gauze which he immediately began to press to the back of her head.

“What happened?” Dean asked, and God Castiel had missed his voice. He shouldn’t have missed his voice… not after what Dean did… not after how their relationship had ended.

“She was running and she fell,” he replied.

Dean nodded, not taking his eyes off the girl. Silence stretched between them, and Castiel’s eyes landed on the heavy set of Dean’s shoulders and the smooth planes of his back that were prominent in the tight red shirt he was wearing.

Stop it. He chastised himself as he forced his eyes away from Dean’s back.

When the sound of sirens could be heard and heavy footsteps echoed behind them from the paramedics as they came to kneel beside the girl and take over for Dean, Castiel tried to slip away, but a hand clamped down on his arm.

“Cas, wait,” Dean said.

Castiel had to suppress the shiver that wanted to travel up his body at the sound of his name in Dean’s mouth as he turned to look at him. He shook his head slowly. “Dean, I can’t.”

“Please,” Dean begged. “I need to explain.”

A heat started to boil under his skin and he wrenched his arm free of Dean’s warm grip. “Explain what, exactly?! Why you cheated on me? Why you dumped me the night before prom? I don’t need an explanation, I wasn’t good enough for you and you left, simple as that. Now if you’d excuse me, I need to go find my friend.” He turned on his heel intent on leaving but Dean shouted after him.

“No, Cas, no you weren’t.. no, please!”

Castiel was already walking away but Dean slipped in front of him, nearly causing him to run face first into his chest.

“Get out of my way,” he growled.

Dean held up his hands and took a step back from Castiel. “Please just hear me out, if you don’t like what you hear, you can leave. I just need five minutes.”

Castiel sighed. He’d be lying if he said he wasn’t curious as to why Dean did it. “Five minutes,” he relented.

Dean breathed out a sigh of relief and nodded. “Let’s go for a walk.”

Castiel let Dean lead him deeper into the maze and after about thirty seconds of silence, Castiel cleared his throat. “Clock’s ticking.”

Dean jumped a little and then shook himself. “Right, sorry. I’m just… trying to figure out where to begin.”

“Why don’t you start with Lisa,” Castiel suggested. Her name rolled off his tongue like it was something bitter and Dean flinched at the mention of her.

“I know I can’t just say ‘I’m sorry’ and everything can just fix itself.” Castiel hummed in agreement but didn’t say anything. Dean licked his lips and cleared his throat as he took a sharp right that brought them farther into the maze. “But I am sorry. It was a mistake. I was going through some stuff with my Dad, and… I’m just gonna come out and say it, I was scared.”

Castiel raised an eyebrow at him and even in the dark he could see red start to creep up Dean’s neck.

“Don’t look at me like that,” he muttered.

“Continue,” Castiel said as he restored his face to his normal indifferent mask.

There was a beat of silence before Dean began to talk again. “My Dad’s not real fond of anything related to being gay. He was starting to become suspicious of something going on between us and he was making… threats.”

“Threats?” Castiel echoed.

Dean nodded. “He said he’d throw me out of the house if he found out I was ‘some fag’ and he threatened Sam, I couldn’t…” Dean’s voice broke a little at the mention of his brother and Castiel felt a sudden urge to comfort him, but he refrained. “I couldn’t leave Sammy alone in the house with him, Cas, I couldn’t. So I dunno, I guess I thought the best course of action was to show him that I was dating a girl. So I hooked up with Lisa, and then I ditched you before prom and went with her.”

Dean started to turn left down a pathway when Castiel reached out to stop him. “Why didn’t you just tell me? We could’ve figured something out.”

Dean scuffed his feet and shrugged. “I thought you’d see me different.”

“How so?”

He shrugged again. “I dunno, I thought you’d dump me anyway if you found out that I was just a coward hiding who he was from his father.”

Castiel met Dean’s gaze as he felt a slight flicker of anger light in his stomach. “You really thought that low of me?”

Dean’s eyes widened and he shook his head. “No, Cas, I-”

Castiel cut him off. “That I’d leave you because you were scared? It’s okay to be scared, Dean. I would have helped you. You could have stayed with me, Sam too. You didn’t have to… you didn’t have to shut me out, to cheat on me.”

“I know, I know, Cas, I’m so sorry.” Dean’s voice was cluttered with tears and he sank to the ground, back to the prickly hedges as he covered his face with his hands. “It was so fucking shitty of me, but there hasn’t been a day that’s gone by that I haven’t regretted it. I’m moved out now, and Sam’s about to start college, so he’ll be safe. My Dad’s not controlling my life anymore, and I-I can finally just be… me. ”

Castiel stood there for a second, watching Dean’s shoulders shake with sobs, distant screams from people being jump scared in the maze wafted over them, but Castiel tuned them out as he slipped to the ground beside Dean and laid one hand on Dean’s back.

“I know I don’t deserve it,” Dean choked out, “but please forgive me.”

Castiel bit his lip, everything in his body was telling him not to, that despite the reason he did what he did, he shouldn’t just let him win that easily. Dean broke Castiel’s heart. He slept with Lisa the day before prom and then broke up with Castiel that night, leaving Castiel dateless and hurt.

“I understand,” he said eventually as his palm worked small circles over Dean’s back.

Dean raised his head and blinked tears from his eyes. “So you forgive me?”

Castiel shook his head. “I didn’t say that.”

Dean’s shoulders slumped again. “It’s okay, I get it.” Dean sniffed and more tears left tracks across his cheeks. Castiel gently reached up to wipe them away, and Dean stiffened under his touch in shock.

He smiled gently at Dean, letting his thumb brush against his wet cheeks. “You broke my heart, Dean. You left me alone right before what was supposed to be one of the best High School experiences anyone can have. I spent prom night at home, in my room, staring at my tuxedo wondering what I could have possibly done to drive you away-”

“-nothing, Cas, you did nothing.”

“I know, but I can’t just forget that. I can’t just accept your apology and move on like it never happened.”

Dean nodded and wiped at his nose with the back of his hand. “I get it if you never want to see me again, but I had to tell you what happened… I-I’m lost without you, every morning I wake up and it’s like something is missing. I miss you, Cas. I miss you so much.”

Castiel’s heart flipped in his chest at those words. “It would be a lie if I told you that I didn’t miss you too.”

“Really?”

“Really.”

Dean let out a watery chuckle and Castiel smiled as their eyes met. He could practically feel the tension between them and his eyes involuntarily slipped to look at Dean’s lips.

He shouldn’t. He really shouldn’t.

But Dean’s eyes were also fixed on Castiel’s mouth and the urge to kiss him was too strong to ignore. They only hesitated for a moment before they were kissing. Castiel missed the feeling of Dean’s lips against his, the way they moved together perfectly, and as much as he wanted to stay here in this maze, with Dean forever, and get lost in their kisses, he forced himself to pull away.

“That one was for free,” Castiel said as he began to stand. “You have to earn the rest.”

“That’s fair,” Dean replied through a small chuckle. “That’s fair.”

“And for the record, we’re not square yet. It was just a kiss.”

Dean nodded. “Got it.”

Castiel nodded in return and turned to look at the pathway they were halfway down. “Now show me how to get out of this maze.”

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