#sungitpart2

[cin-drome]

"Your highness, are you not pleased with your birthday? How about you try these food? It's all scrumptious!" "I prefer my riceballs. Make me one." #sungitpart2 #riceballking #hirappasayahinitongmokongnato #birthdayboy #joshualieben #bemyprincess #voltageinc #otome https://www.instagram.com/p/BtRr6LKB6rw7C8NUn1324hb95nwqJAr6CJ4DwI0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wb5g77kt9vm6

[imsuchaklutz]

Part II of “Sungit”

A day after I sent the message, I got a response from him... Which I didn’t really expect (daw?! haha) Well I wanted him to reply, but I didn’t get my hopes up. But then, he did. I couldn’t contain it. It was hard for me to actually open the message. I was expecting cold harsh words. But... I was wrong again. And to actually have a conversation with him was just “i’m-just-so-speechless-i-dont-know-how-to-explain-my-feelings”. I thought one reply would just do it. Like I know him that he doesn’t entertain conversations like those especially I was an ex. We actually had long talks. Caught up with each other’s lives. Told stories we never thought we would share. As if nothing happened in the past. We first talked as friends, then in an instant, without realizing it we’re fighting like best friends. It was crazy but cute (haha). He was always been my bestfriend ^_^ we could talk for hours and never get bored with each other, even though we run out of words. 

............ I didn’t want to tell him I was dating someone. But then he asked and I did tell him the truth... He took it like what a mature person would do. (I was really hoping that I wasn’t seeing someone). But then I have to be honest with myself. I don’t want to lie and cheat. It took me weeks to think about my situation. I asked myself about what I really want. I just can’t help but remember all the things that Deo and I had before. But with those days, I could only feel what I felt when he and I were still together 10 years ago. 

*To be continued ^_^

Here’s the link to Part I

http://imsuchaklutz.tumblr.com/post/114849417747/sungit-p-kahit-pa-ganyan-na-mas-masungit-ka-pa-sa