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chuplado · 2 years ago

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I just want to vent out.

*I will just put this here - I still don’t have the courage to say this out loud yet - since ‘di naman to makikita at wala namang usually ang nagbabasa nito, I will just use this medium to say anything I wanted to say*

Out of nowhere ngayong early in the morning, kakatapos lang ng shift ko, while I am watching Hospital Playlist in Netflix, may dalawang magkaibigan sa eksena. Yung isa, may sakit at yung isa naman, magdodonate ng liver for his bestfriend. Bigla kong naalala yung bestfriend ko sa mga sagutan nila sa eksena, naluha ako. Namiss ko pala yung bestfriend ko.

Simula nung nag-pandemic, napakadalang ko na syang makausap and at the same time, since 2019, even if magkalapit lang naman ang Bulacan at Metro, hindi kami nagkikita. May mga dahilan ako kung bakit - yes, he’s my bestfriend pero there are some reasons why I stopped communicating. Ganito yata talaga ako kapag gustong manahimik (on which one of my weird traits) - kahit gaano pa tayo magkalapit sa isa’t isa, maninibago at maninibago ka sa biglang pag-shift ng mood, ugali. at pakikitungo ko. I am not vocal pagdating sa mga nararamdaman ko - as much as possible, gusto kong sinasarili ko na lang, hahayaan ko na lang na sarili ko na lang ang masaktan kaysa makasakit pa ko ng damdamin ng iba. And yes, masama ang loob ko sa bestfriend ko.

Actually, dumating o humantong ako sa point na parang narerealize ko na I am about to cut ties na dahil sa mga pinaggagagawa at mga desisyon ko - thinking na ‘di ko deserved yung treatment sa akin ng mga tao so I have to cut them out and I don’t think na deserved kong mag-stay sa mga ganung set-up. Pero on this case, para akong jowa na pilit pa ring nagta-try para maayos yung sitwayson at ang relasyon.

I’ve tried to reached out again nitong mga nakaraang buwan pero sobrang awkward na. Yung akala kong scenario na “kapag true friend mo, kahit magkalayo kayo at ‘di kayo nagkausap nang matagla na panahon, once magkausap ulit kayo, parang walang nagbago” eh hindi pala nag-aapply sa amin. Sobrang nagta-try ako bumuo ng conversation pero wala talaga - ang awkward na talaga. Even him, he didn’t even try to prolong the conversation. Wala na rin yung gaguhan sa chats - yes, I know, nagmamature and tumatanda na, pero mararamdaman mo naman yun eh... wala na yata talaga.

Pero kanina, I tried again. I started by mentioning that I missed him, na naalala ko siya dahil nga sa napanood ko. He replied and nangumusta siya - then I answered. I started to share my current state, that I am struggling to know what I really want in life at naguguluhan ako... then he answered quickly, “Sabi ko sa yo, mag part-time ka na sa FA (Financial Advisor) eh...”

Eto na naman nga..

He started to try to solve it again by giving me such statement - really? I just want to vent out eh!

Ganyan siya palagi! Isa yan sa mga dahilan bakit ‘di ko pinapansin ang mga chats niya nung mga nakaraang taon. Everytime magre-reach out ako, palagi isinisingit ang pag-aalok ng insurance at pag-aaya sa akin to be his FA sa team niya. Alam kong mahal niya ang ginagawa niya, pero utang na loob, sumosobra na. Maybe most of the people na makakabasa nito, iisipin na ang kitid ko naman mag-isip pero ito ang nararamdaman ko eh...

There’s a history rin kasi. May mga instances na nayaya ako sa mga businesses and I know, those are “sketchy“, like “too good to be true” pero sumama ako, for the sake of the passive income and yung pagpayag sa mga alok niya. Everything didn’t went well in the end - lahat, scam. ‘Di ko siya sinisisi, alam ko naman una pa lang na ‘di talaga magtatagal at magwowork yun, pero na-tanga lang din ako at sumubok ako sa ganun.

Everytime na magkakausap talaga kami nung mga nakaraang taon, di mawawala yung pag-aalok niya sa akin ng insurance. Yung tipong gusto ko lang talagang makipagkwentuhan, pero nauuwi pa rin dun. Magre-reach out lang din siya kapag di pa niya naaabot yung quota/target niya, pipilitin niya akong kumuha. Sa sobrang pagiging dedicated sa ginagawa niya, ‘di na yata napapansin yung epekto nun sa iba. Dumating sa point na iniiwasan ko na lang siyang kausapin. Kahit may mga pinagdadaanan ako na gusto kong i-share, ‘di ko magawa sa pagwoworry na baka dun na naman mauwi yung usapan.

Nalulungkot ako na ganito ang kinahihinatnan nito. I don’t have a lot of friends and yung nangyayari pa yung ganito, masakit para sa akin.And ending, wala talaga akong nakakausap. Dumating na akio sa point na tumawag na ako sa Employee Assistance Hotline ng company namin para lang may makausap at makapaglabas ng sama ng loob. Sobrang naaanxious na ko.

Hindi ko lang din maintindihan kung bakit parang wala lang para sa kanya na ganito na kami ngayon - hindi ba talaga big deal sa kanya na ‘di talaga kami nagkakausap? balewala lang ba talaga sa kanya?

Nakakapagod mag-isip... Gusto kong ibulalas ang lahat kasi nakakapagod nga. Papaano na lang kapag dumating na yung time sa plan ko na umalis na ng bansa, may magbabago kaya? Or totally back to zero talaga ako?

Sana maging ok na ako. Kahit walang ibang tao. Kahit mismo sa sarili ko na lang, sana maging ok na ako.

#bestfriend #kwento #anxiety

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meowmeowwww2 · 5 months ago

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Oct 2, 2024

4:52pm / 2nd floor CR

Nagkaron na naman ng malalang away. Ito na ata ang katapusan. Hehe.

Nagsimula nung sinabi kong di na ko natatakot ky tatay. At kapag inaway nya pa ko, makikipaghiwalay ako kay TJ. Unfair daw ako dahil di daw siya ganyan nung si dad ang nangaway sakaniya.

Hindi naman pareho ng sitwasyon dahil ngayon, may lamat na kami sa kasinungalingan nya.

So sinabi na nya lahat ng pwedeng makasakit sakin.

Maissue daw ako.

Lahat sakin big deal.

Naghahanap ako palagi ng kakampi.

Di daw ako marunong umintindi.

Insecure daw akong tao.

Isip bata ako.

Pagod na siya sakin.

Too many na. Honestly ready na ko mapagisa. Ayaw ko na mag stay sa tulad nyang pinasasama lang lagi lalo loob ko tuwing depressed ako. Siya lng kasi perfect partner sa mata nya. Akala mo hindi nagger at mainitin ulo.

Pagod na ko. Bahala na kung wala akong pera.

Wala na talaga kaming pagasa.

Hindi niyq ko maintindihan at hindi ko na rin siya maintindihan.

Too late na para ayusin pa to. Puro sumbatan at sama ng loob nalang lumalabas sa mga bibig namin.

Pagod na ko.

This was bound to happen since that day.

Ineexpect kong susuyuin nya ko palagi because of what he did pero inaaway niya pa ako kapag natitrigger or nadedepressed ako. I dont need that in my life. Mas pipiliin ko na lang mapag-isa.

Wala daw siyang pagsisihan. FINE. Good for him.

Lagi nya binabalik na mababaw lang rason ko for being hurt nung first issue ko sa fam niya. It just shows na di nya talaga ako iniintindi. Na di niya talaga intindi na masakit yun sakin kahit pa hindi siya intentional nila nanay at ate grace. Sinisisi pa ko na ayaw ko magpakita or magpunta ng bahay nila dati?! Jusko. Kakaiba.

Ngayon pinamumukha nya lang na mahirap ako pakisamahan, na mahirap akong tao. Na sensitive lang ako. Lahat issue saakin.

Problema sakanila ayaw nila ako hayaang magheal muna. Gusto nila ok na ako agd. Parang si dad lang.

Wala na talagang pag asa. Parang galit na lang nararamdaman ko para kay tj. Wala na respeto namin sa isat isa. Sumosobra na yung sigawan namin. Yung paninigaw nya sakin grabe na. Gusto ko lang ba daw lumuhod silang lahat sakin. Wtf. Ganyan tingin nya sakin. Sa edad ko dW dapat nakakaintindi nako. Isip bata daw ako. Lol.

Tinatry nya daw maayos ngayon?? Huh? pero ano? Anong ginagawa nya? Nilalayo pa nya loob ko tangina. Sinasaktan nya lang ako lalo.

Tanggap nya ko pero ang dami nyang mga kinikimkim na reklamo saakin? Dapat noon nya pa sinasabi yan di yung tuwing sasabog lang tsaka lang siya maggaganyan. Putangina. Bahala na. Ayoko na.

Tapos na kami. Tinapos ko na. Ako na yung umayaw. Ayaw ko na rin maging pabigay sakanya.

Di ko tuloy naabutan si tita thess.

Lagi pa nya sinasabi na ako lang naman daw nagtrtrigger sknya? Ok, wala na magtrigger sayo ngayon. Sana maging masaya ka sa buhay mo.

Hindi nya ko hinahayaan mag grieve at magheal sa paraang gusto ko. Gusto nya lang iignore or magpretend na wala siya naging kasalanan sakin.

Sana maging masaya si tatay na mawawala na ko sa buhay niya.

Di siya makaintindi na di ako makakamove on agad.

Nagwawala na siya. Sinasaktan sarili niya. Tas nung ako na ang gumawa nagagalit siya. Putangina.

Ngayon, di ko maintindihan ano pang gusto nya.

Sobra na. Sobra na talaga.

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dayarikoo · 10 months ago

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kahapon, patawa tawa, pangiti ngiti ka sa akin, ina confused mo na naman ako, di na talaga kita maintindihan madalas, nakita ko na pinapansin at tinitingnan mo din naman ako, madami ako na oobserbahan, nakikita pero sa tingin baka sumosobra nga lang ako sa kakaisip to the point na lahat nalang big deal sa akin..

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heyzheeer · 2 years ago

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Atm Im hating myself for creating a mess just because I didn’t get the attention I wanted from him which didn’t make me feel good and we ended up fighting. But I’m also proud of it because I am creating my boundaries and telling him that I did’t appreciate his behavior and it made me mad.

But he made me feel like sumosobra na ako, which made me feel worse. So what did I do? Hindi ko sya pinansin the whole time and was cold to him. That was my response. I know I should have been more understanding and I also tried to talk with him about that but it made it worse.

I wanted him to know that what he did and said was not acceptable. I know what I deserve. And I get what I deserve.

If a man isn’t able to do that, ain’t my problem. If a man thinks it’s too much, ain’t my problem. If a man can’t make a way, ain’t my problem.

I don’t lower my standards for just someone that thinks na “sumosobra” na ako.

Now he thinks that not talking to me would make me run to him. He thinks that doing what I’m doing to him would make me feel bad and think about my actions. Honey, you’re sabotaging yourself.

That pulls me AWAY from you.

Let’s make it clear; the more you don’t talk to me or you don’t have the urge to make up with me, the more I feel like you don’t care. When I feel that you don’t care, it’s fine. That shows me how much this relationship means to you. And if it doesn’t mean as it does for me then, okay.

It’s not my loss. I would cry for a while.

Not crying for you, duh.

I would cry because I let myself be so dependent and so vulnerable, again. But then when I’ll finish crying all I’m gonna do is wear my best smile and go on with my life, without turning back.

Honestly I sometimes feel like I should just be the rich and single one of the family just because I’m “too much” for a man and I don’t like making a man feel like he is forced to make me feel good.

That’s why it’s best that I make myself feel good nalang, right? I can do that on my own.

Stop with the overthinking, self. Matulog ka na.

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impactofsocialmedia · 2 years ago

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Social Media: Nakarehas sa Temptasyon

Labis ka bang naaliw sa mundo ng social media? May pagkakataon ka bang mabigyang pansin ang tunay na buhay kung laging nakatutok sa social media?

Marahil‚ karamihan sa mga tao ay unti–unting naaapektuhan sa mapusok na temptasyon ng social media sa lipunan kung kaya’t napapabayaan ang tunay na layunin at kahalagahan nito sa pakikipagkapwa.

Sa kasalukuyang panahon‚ lingid sa kaalaman ng nakararami ang patuloy na pag–usbong ng makabagong teknolohiya. Kaya naman‚ tayo ay masuwerteng mamamayan sapagkat napapadali nito ang paraan ng pamumuhay at ginagawang mas makabuluhan ang estado ng ating pamumuhay. Dahil sa teknolohiya‚ nagkaroon ng iba’t–ibang imbensyon patungkol sa anumang bagay na ating nagagamit sa pang araw–araw.Isa sa mga naging produkto ng teknolohiya ay ang mobile phones na ginagamit sa usaping pangkomunikasyon dahil napapadali nito ang proseso ng paghahatid ng mensahe sa mga mahal natin sa buhay. Kalakip ng teknolohiya‚ umusbong din ang social media na kinagigiliwan ng nakararami. Ang social media ay tumutukoy sa sistema ng pakikipag–ugnayan sa mga tao na kung saan sila ay lumilikha‚ nagbabahagi at nakikipagpalitan ng impormasyon at maging mga ideya sa isang virtual na komunidad. Sa panahon ngayon‚ namumuhay ang mga tao sa panahon ng teknolohiya na kung saan laganap na ang paggamit ng social media upang makipaghalubilo. Talagang hindi maitatanggi ang pagkahumaling ng mga gumagamit ng social media lalong lalo na sa mga kabataan dahil itinuturing nila itong maaliwalas na tahanan sa mabisang pakikipagkapwa. Ngunit may kaakibat na panganib at kapahamakan ang hindi paggamit nito sa mabuti at mabisang paraan. Kagaya na lamang ng pagkalulong sa paggamit ng social media ay maaaring magtulak sa atin na talikuran at iwasan ang mga gawaing ating nakasanayan. Maari ring magkaroon ng masamang epekto ang labis na paggamit ng social media lalong lalo na sa mga kabataan na kung saan hindi na nila matutukan ang kanilang responsibilidad katulad ng pag–aaral. Isa na rito ang maging biktima ng fake news kung sakali. Maging sumosobra na ang paggamit ay maaaring lumabo ang mga mata at maaapektuhan ang pisikal na kalusugan. At higit sa lahat‚ maaaring mayroon kang makatunggali at hahantong sa hindi magandang diskusyon.Habang dumarami ang gumagamit ng social media ay mapapansin na may mabuti at masamang idinudulot ang paggamit nito. Kaya dapat alam natin ang mga posibleng epekto ng social media dahil kung bukas ang ating kaalaman‚ magiging responsable tayo sa tamang paggamit nito. Kinakailangang maging mapanuri at maingat sa paggamit ng social media.

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skt8akina · 2 years ago

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pagpigil

baka mamaya matapos lang to sa wala

baka mamaya hindi naman talaga siya seryoso sa'kin

baka mamaya wala talaga siyang pakialam sa'kin

baka mamaya hindi niya talaga ako mahal

paano na ako kung ganoon?

nakakainis, nakakaduda, nakakasakit

sumosobra na ba ako? nakakasakal na ba ako?

paano kung tigilan ko na lang maging isang romantiko

paano kung bawas-bawasan ko ang pagiging mapilit ko

gusto ko lang naman na makita mo ako

subalit, masyado na yata akong nakakasakal

masyado na yata akong nakakainis

masyado na yata akong sumosobra

marahuyo ang tignan ka lamang

para bang may paru-parong umaaligid sa aking kalamnan

ngunit, kung ako'y magiging isang abala sa'yo

mas maiigi nang ako'y lumayo

aki.

#poet #filipino #angst

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ellooo0ooo · 2 years ago

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You need to pay for my therapy at this point, first the "Ceilings", now this... sumosobra ka na po

Character Development

Joel Miller x Reader

Summary: Neither of you were in the right headspace to be in a relationship. Everything about you and him was a mutual decision, the start, the middle, the end. And yet, here you were, seeing a bunch of flowers in his hand, thinking, how dare he?

Word Count: 1k+

Warnings: fem!reader, angst, typos, etc.

A/N: this is a late birthday gift for @sloanexx!! happy birthday love. 죽어! (: Tagging: @multifandom-fangirl4 @pinksirensong @aralezinspace

You loved the smell of early mornings. You loved waking up to do your chores. You loved going outside for it. You loved needing to stretch before you took your basket in hand and tended to the harvest. You loved that today, you were going to be picking some fruits.

And as you filled your basket to the brim, enough that the container will allow you, enough that your arms will let you carry, you felt satisfied. You felt like you had a sense of purpose.

Purpose was far and few during the apocalypse.

You were happy to have this as your purpose, though not inherently grandiose.

The sound of your boots crunching against dirt filled your ears as a cool morning breeze blew past you.

It was a beautiful day. You were happy to make as many trips back and forth from the storehouse to the gardens until you finish your chores.

Your movements slow when you spot Joel walking off tangent by your path. You see the red flowers in his hands; paintbrushes they were called, you think. You slow even more as you watch him bunch it up with some brown paper and string.

Your brows furrow. Your stomach begins to react.

Joel brings the thin, ropey material to his teeth and begins to chew on it. He effectively cuts it to his desired length.

You see him do this. You stop walking altogether. In lieu of walking, you think about how Joel did the same thing to your spaghetti straps, just because he could. You think about he's dug his teeth into your lips, your thighs, to whatever you would let him sink into. You think about how he asked if he could before each time he did so, though you've told him, rather desperately every instance, that he could bite, squeeze, or do absolutely anything else he wanted with you.

He was good at that. He was good at asking then at being rough, he was good at making you forget then at making you feel good.

He was bad at tying up those flowers... or whatever it was he was attempting to do. You wonder why he even bothered going through the effort of making an arrangement. Ellie would have appreciated the flowers whether or not it was wrapped in paper and string.

You begin to feel your arms tire so you lean to one side and plop your basket on your hip. You then decide to make your way to Joel to help him achieve whatever it was he wanted to with those flowers.

Your boots crunch against the dirt again, but this time around, you walking doesn't slow, it just stops abruptly.

"Joel," she says, calling the said man's attention.

You stand there, watching the woman walk up to Joel with a smile. She was dressed in a flowy dress. He was dressed in a worn-out flannel. They looked like they had nothing to do with each other. Joel smiles at her. But they also looked like they complimented each other.

Her name was Abella. She had just gotten here a few weeks ago. She was sweet and thoughtful. She was just like this morning, beautiful and refreshing.

"Need some help?" she asks.

Joel turns from her to the flowers, paper, and string in his hand, then shakes his head, "I don't think that would be appropriate."

Abella raises a brow, "why not?"

"Well," he sighs and shrugs, handing her the flowers anyway, "cause these are for you."

What the fuck.

Abella is shocked. You're aghast.

Joel presses his lips tightly, "they say it's the thought that counts."

What the actual fuck.

Abella chuckles and takes the flowers from him, "wow," she cannot hold back her smile, even though she badly wanted to, "yeah... it is the thought that counts."

What the- It doesn't matter!

Thought that counts?

She giggles, "thank you, Joel."

Give me a fucking break.

Where were the thoughts that counted when you made him a shitty pie? All he did was complain about how you got the crust wrong and how it was way too sweet. The thought didn't count then. Of course, you gave him shit for giving you shit over your attempts. He then he taught you a very... hard, rough, and loud lesson not to get on his nerves again, not that you were complaining after. And for that precise reason, you made it a point to--

What matters was he was there with Abella, looking at her as she explained to him what her chores were for the day was.

"Let me help," Joel retorts.

Your lips part.

Wait... was that it? You were too annoying?

He never offered to do that with you. You feel the basket dig into your hip. Ok, to be fair, you normally egged him on to join you, so he had no choice but to so in the end.

You watched him smile as Abella rambled.

You continue to watch them speak to each other, but at this point you're too lost in your thoughts to hear a word they said. All you knew was Abella is laughing, leaning into Joel, gripping his bicep, and he's laughing with her.

Then it places in 2x speed. The day you met him and how Tommy introduced Joel as his brother. The day you told him he had a nice butt and how he grunted in response. The day you kissed him and how he pushed you away. You remember how he said he didn't want anything, much less anything serious. You eagerly agreed and kissed him again. Serious was scary and cumbersome, you added. He didn't push you away after.

You remember it was when you were tracing the lines on his face that you fucked up. You remember the day you looked at him too long and Joel noticed, so he quipped, 'if you slap my ass when I walk by, you're gonna get it.'

You didn't. You didn't slap his ass when he walked by. You didn't move. You didn't say anything. You just watched as he walked by and felt your breath hitch at the scent of his soap. You just looked at him as he moved across the room and realized you fucked up real good.

You thought over, and over, and over again you did the right thing in telling him, because you had to get it out of your system. You thought over, and over, and over again that he did the right thing in telling you that he didn't feel the same way, because it was the truth. You thought that you were both adults and that it was good both of you thought to end this thing. It was for the best, because it was. You wouldn't feel bad, you didn't feel bad. Why would you? It was to be expected. At least you had a good run.

But damn, flowers for the pretty girl? Flowers and paper and string?

You wouldn't have cared but you hadn't expected this to happen. Why was he suddenly doing this? And... why not you? Were you not pretty enough, or rather, were you not pretty at all to him? Were you not a flowers-and-paper-and-string kind of girl? Were you not worth that much extra effort? He didn't even put that much effort, it's the thought that counts-- dear fuck-

You shake your head and gulp. You wipe your face and decide this was not the time to do this. This was not the day to do this. It was such a beautiful day. It won't change any time soon.

You freeze in your spot when you hear her call your name and say good morning.

You release a breath and begin to walk again. You make it a point not to go anywhere near them as you head to the store house.

But you didn't expect the next thing that happened either.

Fuck, you shouldn't have froze. You could have walked off and pretended like you didn't hear. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

You turn over your shoulder and pretend you didn't know it was Abella that called out to you. You smile at her as she waves. You say good morning back, but she tortures you by starting small talk.

"Are those apples?"

You catch the look on Joel's face, "yeah... want one?"

"Oh," Abella looks bashful, "no, no-- sorry, I was just curious."

Fuck it. "Well then you should both get one," you say, walking over to them.

The moment you're in front of them, you fish for an apple for Abella and hand it to her. You then fish an apple for Joel and hand it to him with the best poker face you could pull. You do yourself one better by softening your expression with a smile.

Joel looks at you for a prolonged moment before apprehensively taking the apple from you. In truth, he betrays himself by acting like you haven't talked at all after ending things. Why was he acting so guilty?

You purse your lips into a lopsided grin, "good morning, Joel."

Joel takes the fruit in both hands and smiles softly, "mornin', doll."

Your breath hitches. You quickly turn away from him.

Joel catches himself in that moment and shifts in his spot, "sorry, force of hab-"

"It's fine," you quip, turning to him quickly before turning to Abella to offer a tight smile, "see you two at lunch then."

You walk away after that, grunting as you carried your apples with you. They are uncomfortably now for some reason. Damn gravity. Damn emotions.

Abella smiles back and nods, cradling both her apple and her flowers in her arm, "see you at lunch!"

Joel notices this and immediately perks. He mindlessly turns away from Abella, handing her his apple to walk over to you and mutter, "let me help."

You don't have a moment to decline as suddenly he's beside you, helping you carry the basket.

Joel offers you a soft smile as he does so.

You click your tongue and raise a brow at him, "mama didn't raise no wimp."

You wanted to lunge at him and bash all the fruits into his skull. You wanted to scream. But you don't. Instead you pull on your best face and muster all your strength, yanking the basket out of his hands.

Joel is shocked by the action.

He looks at you, wordlessly.

You grip your heavy basket in both hands and manage a playful expression, "don't you think if I wanted your help, I would have demanded it by now?"

Joel thinks for a moment. He's doesn't know what to say.

"Besides... aren't you going to help Abella?" you tilt your head to her direction.

He still says nothing.

You release a breath, "I'm not an idiot," you mutter lowly, "she's sweet and pretty and you picked her flowers," you find it in you to smile, "good for you."

His lips part. His hands twitch. You instantly turn away from him when he calls out your name.

"See you two later," you call out dismissively, walking away in a hurry.

Joel furrows his brows tightly. He thinks about running after you, but instead he places a hand on his hips. He does nothing but watch as you walk farther away. He only turns around because Abella calls his name. When he sees her innocent expression, he releases a soft breath and lets himself smile at her.

#why you do this to me #I'm also to blame cuz I read it #now I suffer #joel miller x reader

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tetsvhoe · 4 years ago

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Bestieeeee may idadagdag na nmn ako. Cheerleading au kuroo na ihahagis hagis ka sa ere at sasaluin sfbstjthtsksfjethsthr. D ko alam yung mga cheerleading terms hahahaha. Pero basta nasa base xia. Tas sasabihan ka nya ng "trust me" sabay kindat sayo. Skinship to the max. Sbstnsrheyrwhstts.

*Ascends*

omaigaD OMAIGAAAD OMAIGAD TANGINA 🧎🏻‍♀️

now that i think about it kuROO KINDA BUILT FOR CHEERLEADING IS HE NOT IDK ANYTHING ABT IT BUT HE JUST SEEMS TALL AND LEAN BUT CAN THROW U AROUND IN MID AIR AT THE SAME TIME 😭

#trust me daw #kuroo pls #sundutin ko mata mo #hduddhshs sumosobra ka na ha 😭#[ 🍰 : strawberry shortcake ]#[ 🍰 : mango graham ]#[ misc ]#—out of spite; gwen

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sunajax · 3 years ago

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babe ko happy valentine’s day

babe thank you because you always there for me, loving me unconditional and i love you.,

babe i know we argued sometimes but i the end of the day we always settled it,

i love you babe, you are my only one., i vow to love you,. and no matter what challenge might carry

us apart.. we always find our way back to each other,. pangarap ko babe ko (future wife ko), sexylove ko

mahal na mahal kita babe ko.,. happy valentine’s day..

finally!! tiwala lang babe magkakasama rin tayo.. dito na tayo mag celebrate sa wall ko.,. wait kita babe ko..ayyyyiiiie exited na ko babe ko na makasama ka,. magagawa din natin ang hindi na natin magawa.,.

pero pag legal na po tayo bothside i think babe baka naman tau na ang magsawa.,. thank you po sa lahat

lahat babe ko.,. suportahan na lang po natin ang isat-isa babe ko para mas lalo pa po natin mapagtibay

ang relasyon natin.,. nag papasalamat ako kay god kase ikaw yung special gift nia sa akin.,. babe ko

pasensya na minsan nagliligalig din ako babe ko, na mimiss lang po talaga kita,. salamat babe ko kase kahit tupakin ako andito ka paden sa tabi ko, hindi mo ko magawang iwanan, hindi ka nagbabago,..

para sayo babe ko di kita ipagpapalit sa iba kase mahal na mahal po kita.,.

sana pag na basa mo to.👋kahit busy ka😂👊 basahin mo padin to kahit paulit ulit hangang sa maumay kana sa ka kornehan ko😄😄babe ko..

haha d mo pa nasisimulan ako na yung kinikilig.. kahit araw araw ko man gawi to.ok lang mapasaya lng kita.,. pasenya na babe sa kadramahan ko kung baga. 😑 sasabihin mo nanaman dami kong alam😒😒. e sa gusto ko e. 😂 hmm paano ba to wag kang kiligin hah mainis ka nalang haha oa e. 😅 miss na miss na kita 😕 gusto kita ult makasama.ksi nga diba alam mo na. oh sya uumpisahan ko na pwede na tong ipadala sa mmk✉ 😂. sa kasweetan kong to pati kilikili mo namamawis na. 😂 oh sya. ehem.mahal kita kaya iintindihin kita ☺. kahit sobrang hirap na di tau legal bothside..

kahit nakakapagod na minsan. pero alam mo ba kahit na ganun 😏😪. hindi ko inisip na sumuko 😒. hindi ko inisip palitan ka. kasi nga mahal kita! 😂. alam mo ba yun? nakakainis at nakakatanga man isipin pero hinding hindi kita iiwan. kahit nagmumukha pa mang akong tanga sa ibang tao 😂.kahit ilang beses mo pa akong pinapaiyak tuwing nag aaway tayo (oops sory babe nadulas ako). titiisin ko ☺💔🙈. ayoko kasing mawala ka eh. wag ka sanang mainis kung masyado akong selfish 😅. gusto ko kasi akin ka lang. ayoko ng kaagaw. wag mo akong ipagpapalit sa iba ha?😂 i love you so much more babe 😍💘

i hope u appreciate my simple gift for you.🎁 wag kang kiligin jan simple lng yan haha tumigil ka!.😁 tapos😆 wedding na 👰⛪🙊🙉🙈😻😹 chos! *nangarap* yung sabi mong kapit lang ha👫 uo naman alangan bumitaw pa ako hahaha di na kita bibitawan. haha joke. kakapit ako as long as i can. as long as i love you

☺😊 be patient lang ha. kasi ako sobra sobra sobrang haba ng pasensya ko kahit na sarap mo ng batukan.😡hindi man ako kagwapohan atleast totoo ako sayo😊😄 sorry kasi minsan malandi ako 😠👊 kasi palagi mo nalang akong pinagseselosan😶😈😈 wag mo akong iwan kotong ka talaga sakin😛😂👊 hahah hah ha d joke lng babe😂😂✌ syempre hindi ko magagawa sayo yun😚😘 mamahal kita eh babe.😍👑 salamat sa pag iintindi sa ugali ko. 😅 thankyou din sa pag checheer up sakin tuwing down na down ako  at sasamahan mo pa ng pang aasar e. 😑 haha alam mo, syempre d mo pa alam ksi sasbihin ko pa lng . eto na 😁 even though we have our fights, we get pissed at each other and sometimes we just go off. but one things is for sure i never give up on you. 😗 💪ugh shit! english. ako na nosebleed 😨😧😂 haha mahal na mahal kita alam mo yun diba sabihin mong hindi... makakatikim ka talaga ng kotong 😂💪👊 tas kakagatin kita sa braso mo😁😁 tas may pahabol pang kurot sabay kiss😘😘😄😄 kasi pagktapos ko gawin yun babawi ka 😝😝😝😜 mababaliktad ang lahat ikaw na ang galit 😞😂 ikaw na ang mangbubugbog hahhha pero ang lakas mo talaga maki pagaway sakin💪👊😂 kagabi lang😱 kaya hindi ako napapagud sayo kasi ako kumukuha ng lakas babe😍👑

you are the reason why i became stronger. but still, you are my weakness. i promise not to go away if u promise to stay. 🔒 stay with me please just hold on. 🙏😔 bat kasi sobrang ganda mo. 😑 hahahaaa😁😁😚! yan naman talaga yung kanina mo pa hinihintay na sabihin ko wag kang ngumiti jan ngayon lang yan. ganda mo kasi. 😍 haha naalala ko tuwing nagmamayday ka pacute ka ng pa cute 😂

*kalog*nakakagigil lang e.😘😊. tuwang tuwa kana niyan? 😂 yang pang aasar mo na wagas at sagad alam ko naman na yun yung way mo para maging sweet. 😑 pero over na a👊 kiss nalang sa pisnge dapat 😂 oh baka d kana fucos sa pag-aaral niyan kakagatin nman kita😂 😍 a may bukas pa para makapagchat pa tayo. taposin mo to ha. 😙😘😚 ngayon lang ult ako magpopost ng ganitong long sweet message. 😀😁 i love you, i’m inlove with you 😍 and all your little things. hahaha english again!! mahihimatay kana niyan! 😅miss ko na yng kalog mo sakin e *mapagasar* uwi kana nga dito sa bahay para naman maakap ulit kita.,.hnd na ako magagalit! ang hirap lang kapag maganda ang gf mo daming nag hi/hello 👊 dami mang humahaliparot sau deretsyo lang ang tingin! 😡👀 at sakin lang ah! kung hindi naku! mananapak talaga ako. 💪😂 hahah😁😁👊! yung mga promises ha pakitupad pls! 😊 yung mga bilin ko ha. wag kalimotan matanda na ako pero hnd ulyanin alalahanin 😘. at kahit na minsan wla kang pasimtabe. nababalewala ako. ok lng matatag to. 😊 change for the better! but don’t change the whole you. stay sweet,carring, and masungit 😑😊. babe! akin ka lng puedi? haha sorry madamot ako e. 😊 ohh siya taposin ko na ng maisara mo na yang nakabuka😨😷 mong bunganga.😁😂🙈 ill always be here for you. to support you. i’ll always love you no matter how the world tries to separate us. 👊 i’ve never loved anyone the way i love you. your my other half. my love. my girlfriend. my happy ever after. you’re everything i have ever hope and wished for. thank god that you found me and i found you.  😍😍😍😍😘😘😘😘😚👉i love you babe muah😍😘

akala ko dati wala nang tatanggap sakin kase ganito ko pero hindi pala meron pa palang ikaw 👸❤ na mamahalin ako kung ano ako at tanggap ako thankyou. i just want you to say i love you with pure honesty is morethan enough ❤❤❤💕💓💑 muaahhhh 💋💋💋 trust makes us stronger together 💑👫👪❤ gusto ko lang ipagmalaki sa lahat ng makakabasa yung girlfriend kong walang katulad. una sa lahat at hindi sa huli happy valentine’s day charot hahahaha i love you babe😊😍😘 hindi ko alam pano i eexplain sayo kung gano kita kamahal because words aren’t enough to explain how much i do. uy kiligin ka jusme kahit araw araw ko man ginawa to at hindi ko inakalang ma’s mahaba pa to sa pagmamahal ko sayo. hahaha ang corny neto pero wala eh tinamaan ako sayo mahal kitang maligalig ka kaya ayan gusto ko malaman mo kung gano kita kamahal gusto kita mapangiti at mapasaya kahit hindi ako ganto, kahit anong klase ng kakornihan hahamakin ko para sayo (haneeep😂) sobrang thankful ako na pinakilala ka ni god sken. alam mo na rin naman yun walang nag akala na aabot tayo sa ganto imagine dati ang sinasabi nila hindi tayo tatagal pero now yung mga nagsabi nun nakailang jowa na but we’re still together. 😨😍😍 siguro isip isip ng mga yun wow sila pa din? hahaha. oo tayo pa din ❤ at hindi ko hahayaan na masayang yung kung ano mang meron tayo 😊 (walang papalag👊) ang dami na kaya nating pinagdaanan, ilang beses na din tayo muntik na tuluyang maghiwalay, sa huli tayo pa din talaga 😊❤ (hays inlove na inlove ka kasi sken pero its a tie ganun din naman ako sayo😊) alam kong napakaselosa mo, alam ko din na kung minsan napipikon kna sa ugali ko, alam ko na minsan sumosobra na pagiging insensitive ko at nasasaktan na kita pero hindi mo ako iniwan 😊 nagtiis ka. pinakisamahan mo ako ng maayos kahit madalas ang sarap ko ng sapakin. (di mo ko masapak kasi boss ka pero big boss ako. bwahaha) hindi mo ako binitawan kahit nung time na alam kong pwede mo akong iwan, sumosobra na ko pero ikaw natitiis mo. pag may topak ako damay ka pero napapakamot ka na lang ng ulo sabay tanong ng “anong gusto mo gawin ko abnuy ka” at syempre dahil abnormal ako papakantahin kita. papasayawin or pagtitripan tapos ikaw okay lang sayo. okay lang sayo kasi ang gusto mo lang naman ay ang makitang masaya ako. 💯😊😍 ang lakas makahaba ng hair nung feeling na alam ko at some point napagod ka pero kahit ganun nag stay ka 😍💋 every relationship has bumps but the ones that prosper are able to do so because they dont give up. ang dami nating away bago umabot ng isangbuwan. ilang beses ka nasaktan, ilang beses ako nasaktan, ilang beses tayong nagkasakitan, ilang beses tayong nahirapan pero ganun naman talaga diba? true love ain’t easy and easy ain’t true love 💘✔💯 ngayon mag-isang buwan na tayo next month tapos ngayon papakasalan na kita joke lang po 😊💋❤ hindi perfect yung relationship naten but i dont want a perfect relationship cause all i really need is a relationship with you. hindi ko kailangan ng perpekto ikaw lang ang kailangan ko. diba palagi kong sinasabi sayo na sayo lang ako hanggang bukas pati sa mga susunod na bukas. kahit gwapo ako (joke) papanindigan ko yan 😊 kung meron man akong hindi gagawin hindi kita bibigyan ng dahilan para iwan ako dahil hindi ko kayang mawala ka sken 😊 sorry kung masyado akong oa, at seloso ang ganda mo kasi kaya takot na takot akong mawala ka haha but i fell in love with you not for how you look, just for who you are 😍😊😘 so there’s this girl, and the way she laughs makes me smile, and the way she talks gives me butterflies, and everything about her makes me happy, and that is you, you are my one and only 😊 ang pagkamamahal ko sayo parang pabebe boy.. walang makakapigil 👊✋💯😛 kahit bigyan mo ko ng isang daang dahilan para iwan ka may isang dahilan para mag stay sayo at yun ay dahil mahal na mahal kita. hindi ko sasabihing mamamatay ako pag nawala ka gasgas na yun haha, pero seryoso pag nawala ka mawawalan ng saysay ang buhay ko. at pag inagaw ka hindi ako magpapakamatay dahil makakapatay ako (hahaha matakot na kayo mga bes 🐍🐍🐍) joke lang, masyad

first of all pota?!?!?! did u make this or what HAHAHA second of all ofc sayo lang ako yieeee pota gatekeeping HAHAHA,, geh nga give me 100 reasons why you love me HAHAHA tangina jae what is this AHAHHA the fact that i read it but pota i had a hard time kasi there was so much tagalog gago AHHAHA

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