#summary: i'm life's bottom bitch and i'm sorry for not posting more abt this i just.

[cardshcrp]

i haven’t been on tumblr a lot lately. i know that like, there isn’t actually pressure to reply but my brain likes to be a bitch about it, so i’ve been avoiding logging in much to really deal with that and simply queueing/scheduling everything (including this), but this has come with the downside that i am realizing now that i haven’t been explicitly clear on my stance on recent happenings here, and have instead been posting extensively on insta. 

so i will do that. black lives matter. they always have and it’s really just a fucking shame on a level that i can’t express that it’s taken injustices on this level to actually push an outcry. 

my mental health has been very bad these past few months as a trans person physically trapped in a hostile environment that has gotten worse. as a recent graduate, too, i’ve been struggling to find employment now when normally it would be more assured, and i have no current avenue out. it’s a really shitty circumstance that’s been creatively blocking me on a monumental level, so i want to apologize not only for being inactive & more silent than i likely should be here about current events but to everyone waiting on their pieces as well. i promise i am trying very hard, it’s just a really big struggle at the moment. my issues aren’t playing nice lately.

i’m not going to repost aid links as i’m sure everyone already knows exactly where to go, but if someone would like links to the watch-to-donate playlists i’ve been using, my previous post on where you can write to george floyd’s family, or my personal recommendations on bobs to support (esp sticker & stationery shops as that’s my jam) i’m happy to give them.

please stay safe and well friends. 💕