#suhyeok scenarios

[whatsk-poppinhomies]

And So You Thought... Word Count : 5.7k TW : depictions of gore ; reader doubts ; zombie apocalypse ; kind of episode 1 & 2 spoilers, but also canon divergence by a lot ; Suhyeok being a really good boyfriend ; Request : Anonny asked "Can you write a Su-hyeok x reader angst to comfort?"

“I was gonna go play basketball before lunch was over... or do you want me to wait for you to finish your lunch? I can stay with you until you’re done, and we can walk back to class together.” Suhyeok sat beside you at the lunch table, his chin resting against his knuckles as he watched you, the feeling of his eyes on your face had you burning up under his gaze, but you quickly shook your head, giving him a tight lipped smile as you swallowed down the the food that you had been chewing. 

“I’ll meet up with you in class, don’t worry.” It was your usual response considering he asked every day, and you thought that at some point he’d expect what you were going to say and just stop asking, but maybe he expected you to one day just agree to let him sit beside you until you were finished so he could actually walk you to class. 

A soft hum drifted through his lips as he finally stood up, pressing a swift kiss to the top of your head before ruffling your hair. “Try to focus on eating your lunch instead of reading, jagi. It’ll keep your food from getting cold.” He teased, causing you to whip your head around and stick your tongue out at him which had both him and Cheongsan laughing. “Try to at least finish by the time Onjo and Cheongsan finish so you can walk up with them, okay?” He was right back to being serious and you simply nodded your head in agreement before looking back down at the pages of your book as he walked away. 

With your lunch barely finished, you pushed away from the lunch table, only closing your book long enough to empty your tray in the garbage. “You’re not walking with us? We’re almost done if you want to wait…” Onjo called out to you as you walked by the table, but you simply shook your head, opening your book once more as you headed to the door. 

The sound of screaming sounded from outside, and when you lifted your head you saw a swarm of students rushing towards the doors, the glass cracking as they slammed their fists against it to try to get in. “What the hell…?” You whispered to yourself, frozen in your spot as the glass shattered and the students fell to the floor in front of you. It wasn’t until you saw someone… or something that had once been a someone come running towards the lunch room, they seemed rabid, and you were stunned into silence when you saw one of these… things bite into someone, tearing their flesh from their neck, the chunk of skin dangling from the mouth of this once student. 

“Come on! Move!” Cheongsan shouted as he grabbed the bag of your sweater, yanking you away from the doors and the hoard of students and used to be students. “Go! Go with Onjo!” He screamed, pushing you towards her as he pushed back the crazed students that had no emotions in their eyes, their teeth bared as they snapped at Cheongsan and anyone else that ran past them. 

“What the hell is going on?!” You screamed over the commotion in the lunch room as you and Onjo tried to find anywhere to go, a way to escape the chaos and the horror that was unfolding in front of your eyes. 

There was no response, and everything was moving so fast yet so slow as you both watched people that you used to chat with in the halls getting attacked by these vicious students, or pushed aside by other students that were just as scared trying to find a way out. “I… I don’t know… Cheongsan!!” She called out his name, calling him over as she pointed to a window, seemingly the only means to an escape from the lunchroom. 

“Go! Go go go!” He shouted back, rushing over to where you and Onjo stood, dodging everyone and everything that came towards him until he reached the both of you, pushing you both up through the window. “We have to get up to the classroom…” He panted out as he climbed through the window after you and Onjo. “Let’s go.” 

“Suhyeok…” You whispered, your heart sinking as you thought of your boyfriend that had left before you, hoping that he had made it to the classroom already, that he was safe. “What’s happening…?” 

Cheongsan shook his head, pushing you forward as Onjo tugged against the sleeve of your sweater, pulling you forward. “We can ask questions later, we need to get somewhere safe. Suhyeok is fine though… I’m sure of it.” The way his assuring words were simply tacked onto the end, it wasn’t as reassuring as you assumed they were supposed to be, but you didn’t really have the time to ask anything else or prod more as the sound of snarling and screaming grew closer, proving that whatever was going on, it was happening everywhere on the campus. 

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Cheongsan and Onjo slammed their fists against the door to the classroom as the hoard of used to be students rushed towards them. Gyeongsu quickly opened the doors, allowing them to come in and catch their breath. “You made it… Oh my god!” Suhyeok exclaimed when he saw the two bracing themselves against their knees, sweat dripping from their foreheads, but his smile quickly fell when he looked behind them and saw that you weren’t there. “Where’s Y/N?” 

His voice was flat, and his steps were quick, carrying him to the door to look out the windows, wishing to find you somewhere in the multitude of monsters, but also praying that you weren’t there, for your safety and his own sanity. “She was… she was right behind us…” Onjo stammered out, standing up straight and spinning around as if you’d miraculously show up right behind her or beside her. “I knew she was there… Right Cheongsan?” 

Cheongsans head nodded quickly, his eyebrows furrowed as he silently questioned where you could have gone, or what could have happened while the three of you were running up to the classroom. “She was, she really was. We had to run and… Maybe she got caught up somewhere… Maybe she’s hiding somewhere. She’ll be okay…” 

Suhyeok felt like his heart had fallen into the deepest pit of his stomach, his knees buckling as he leaned against the wall to hold himself up. “I need to go find her… She can’t be alone… She’s… I need to find her.” And, as if like a zombie himself, he started walking towards the door, his thoughts focused only on you, finding you. 

“Hey! Hey, stop!” Gyeongsus voice was panicked as he tried to keep the door shut while Suhyeok tried to open it, the sound of the struggle drawing the attention of the zombified students towards the classroom. “She’s fine! You need to just calm down. We’ll find her! Right now we need to think of what we’re gonna do while we wait to be rescued. I’m sure someone called the police or something, and they’ll find her too… Just be patient.”

Patience… It was a crazy thing to be expected to have right now with everything that was going on. “How can I be patient at a time like this? Y/N is somewhere in the school… She’s probably alone and scared…” His jaw was set, he looked like a man that was about to risk it all, but he knew that doing so would risk the lives of everyone else in the room. “Why didn’t you look after her? Why didn’t you make sure she was with you?” His voice was low, filled with fear that he felt not knowing where exactly you were, laced with the anger he felt towards Cheongsan for not protecting you. 

“What do you mean? How was I supposed to protect her, Onjo, and myself?” Cheongsan retorted, and it was obvious that he was on the defensive, especially considering the fact that it seemed like Suhyeok was blaming him for you not being there right now. “Why weren’t you there to keep her safe, to get her out of the cafeteria? Huh? What was so important that you had to leave early? Hmm? Is it because you had to meet up with Namra again?” The sudden accusatory question had Suhyeok jumping out of the chair that he had settled in, his ears burning a bright red but his nostrils flared with his anger. 

“Don’t.” He practically growled through gritted teeth, his finger pressed against Cheongsans chest. “I’m not with Namra, I can’t believe you’d accuse me of that when my girlfriend is literally missing.” 

Cheongsan chuckled humorlessly, stepping back from the prodding fingertip of Suhyeok, his lips pursed as he looked between his friend and the girl in question, the class president standing in the back of the room near the windows, her hair creating a curtain to shield her face, or maybe to block out the scrutinizing looks of everyone else in the room. “I never accused you of that… You’re the one who brought it up, not me.” 

Syhyeok huffed loudly, taking a step towards Cheongsan, only for Gyeongsu to step in between them, placing his hands against both of their chests. “Stop it, both of you… Seriously. The last thing anyone needs is the stress of the two of you fighting. Just cut it out.” He said, already sounding exhausted. “Can we just try to figure out how to get in touch with someone… anyone? The police should have been here by now if someone called… Them or the fire department… Where are they?” 

“We need to find a phone… Does anyone have a phone… Anything? Anyone?” Daesu asked, standing in the center of the room. “I mean, there’s not much else that anyone can do, right?” Suhyeok nodded in agreement, clicking his tongue against the roof of his mouth as he turned away from Cheongsan. “Someone in the class has to have kept their phone…” 

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You had managed to make it to one of the empty rooms, barricading the door and shutting the curtains before finally allowing yourself to break down as you tried to process and comprehend what was really going on. You didn’t fully understand it, and you probably never would, but based on the absolute chaos and the scenes of havoc that you passed by while you had been running with Cheongsan and Onjo… It looked like a scene straight out of a zombie apocalypse movie. The only question was… What had caused it? When did it even start? Everything had seemed perfectly fine while you were at lunch and even before you had gone to the cafeteria. 

Now probably wasn’t the time for you to be trying to rationalize what was happening, and it surely wasn’t the time for you to be trying to figure out a timestamp for when it had happened. You needed to find a way to get to the others. Did they even notice that you were gone? Did they even care? Was Suhyeok somewhere safe? Had he met up with Cheongsan and Onjo? Did he care that you weren’t there? 

So many questions were running through your mind, and while they weren’t the best questions to be asking yourself, the noise in your own head was blocking out the sounds of screams coming from outside and the stomach turning guttural noises that were coming from the zombie-like students out in the hallway. You weren’t sure what was a better noise to be heard to be quite honest. 

Maybe Suhyeok had met up with Namra again, just like he always did after lunch. He didn’t think you knew, but you heard around the school the rumors that the two of them were seeing each other on the side. You never wanted to believe it, but you couldn’t help but wonder if that was the reason why he hadn’t come back to the cafeteria to try to help you… Maybe he was helping Namra instead. 

A loud thud against the door to the broadcasting room had you jumping out of your mind, back into the situation of the present which wasn’t at all better than the doubtful thoughts that plagued your brain. “Shit…” You muttered, cursing yourself for falling behind when you were with Cheongsan and Onjo. You had tripped once, and they were gone before you knew it, leaving you to either try to catch up with them and potentially get caught by one of the “zombies”, or run into the empty room in the hall and hope for someone to come find you. 

The worst part was that you didn’t even know where exactly you were right now, you didn't know what floor you were on. You had been running so fast, all you wanted to do was get to safety, and now you didn’t even know the room number of your safe haven was. Your phone had been taken at the start of class along with everyone else’s, so you didn’t even have a way to get in touch with anyone else either. You felt stranded, and you were trapped, and you didn’t know how long you’d be stuck in that room, but you hoped that someone would come rescue you. 

Running had been exhausting, and you at some point had fallen asleep against the wall in the corner of the room, leaving you with the worst neck cramp when you finally awoke. The funniest part, if you could use that word to describe it, was the fact that the nightmare that had startled you from your slumber wasn’t even about the zombies that hungered for your flesh that stood just a few feet away outside the wooden doors. No. Your nightmares were about Suhyeok and finding him with Namra, about him falling out of love with you, that is, if he even loved you anyway. 

The sky outside had turned dark, the moon now hung high, surrounded by stars… If you could just stare at the night sky forever, you would surely be able to forget about the hell that you were currently living in. No one had come to find you yet… Were they waiting for you to come to them? They wouldn’t expect you to go out on your own, right? No, if they really cared about you, they’d come to you… Maybe they really had forgotten about you. It didn’t matter though… Not them… They might have forgotten… But someone was bound to come soon. Someone had to come… You’d be okay, and you’d get out of there, with or without them. 

The front door to the broadcasting room opened slowly, and you could feel your heart stop and your stomach drop as you silently said your final goodbyes to everyone, the sentiments mixed in with curses at yourself for being foolish enough to not barricade the front door along with the back. “Y/N?” The voice was no more than a whisper, but it was familiar, and in the current situation, it was almost angelic. Someone had come to save you, and while it wasn’t who you expected, they were almost better. “Oh, thank goodness you’re alright… You’re okay, aren’t you?” 

You lifted your tear budded eyes to look up, nodding your head slowly in agreement. “Ms. Park…” You whispered the name, wondering if maybe the sight of her was nothing more than a vivid hallucination brought on by a mixture of exhaustion, dehydration, and hunger. “Are you okay? Do you know what’s happening?” 

A saddened breath left her, one that sounded almost pained as she blocked off the front door of the classroom and moved closer to you. “I’m okay… I don’t understand but… Have you seen the others? Is everyone else okay?” Her question had you dropping your gaze and shrugging your shoulders. You knew nothing. “It’s okay… Just… I’m glad you’re okay.” She looked around the room for a moment before heading into the recording room, and before you could question what she was doing, a loud crackle came over the intercom system. 

The way she spoke, the speech that she made… Had she thought of it on her way to the room? It sounded like a farewell, like she was saying goodbye to everyone. Did she know something that the rest of you didn’t? How much had she seen on her way here? Was everyone able to hear her? The thought had you pushing yourself up off the floor and running into the recording room, asking her with your eyes if you could say something, and she quickly took a step back for you to take her place in front of the microphone. 

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“Uhm… Hi… I’m still here… I’m still alive…” Ms. Parks voice had seemed like a god send, to know that there was still someone in the school that could help, that could call the authorities, but hearing your voice… It was like hearing an angel, and that’s exactly what Suhyeok thought as his feet carried him closer to the intercom speaker, his hand reaching up to the little box in the corner of the room. “Suhyeok… Cheongsan… Onjo… If you hear this… I hope you’re okay. I’m okay… Stay safe… I’ll see you all soon I hope…” 

And then the speaker went silent, and while Suhyeoks heart had soared at the sound of your voice just a mere second ago, now the lack of it had his heart breaking and fresh tears brimming along his lower lashes. “She’s alive… Did you hear that? She’s alive…” He murmured, his hand still pressed against the speaker box, wishing that you’d just get back on and talk to him, even if you couldn’t hear his responses, he needed to hear you, to know that you were okay still, he needed that constant reassurance. “In the broadcasting room… They’re in the broadcasting room. We have to get there.” 

He was rushing towards the door, and once again, he had to be held back by the men in the room. “Let’s wait for morning to move. We won’t be able to see if anything comes at us in the dark. She’s been fine this whole time, and now she’s with Ms. Park… She’ll be fine for a couple more hours. You’ll see her again.” Cheongsans voice was strained as he helped to hold Suhyeok back, but he finally went limp, his entire body loose in Cheongsans arms. “We need to get some rest if we’re going out there… Everyone just… Try to get some sleep. We’ll move to the broadcasting room in the morning.” 

It sounded so easy when it was said… Just getting to the broadcast room, it should have been as easy as going downstairs to the next class… But it proved almost impossible considering the hallways were swarmed with zombies and even the slightest sound drew their attention. It was like walking out into a war zone and there were enemies everywhere. 

Some faces were familiar, bringing a pang of guilt to Suhyeoks chest whenever he had to fight one off. It was hard to fight any of them, knowing that just 24 hours ago these were the same people that had smiled and waved to him, these were the same people that he had conversed with in the hallways on multiple occasions, and now these same people were rushing after him with dead eyes, fueled only by their hunger. The only thing that was keeping him moving forward now was the thought of you waiting for him, and he knew he had to get to you, he had kept you waiting long enough. 

“We can’t keep going, there’s too many!” Wujin shouted as he and the rest of the guys tried to fight off the hoards. “There’s a classroom right here! Come on! We’ll just wait it out!” He screamed to Suhyeok who was still trying to push forward to get down the next set of stairs. “Come on!” He screamed, shoving back the zombied students before sliding open the classroom door, letting the girls run in and then following behind them into the room. 

“Fuck!” Suhyeok shouted, kicking back one of the desks in frustration before going over to the window. “She’s waiting for me… she called for me… She probably thinks something happened…” His fingers ran through his hair as he leaned his head against the window pane, breathing heavily from the physical exertion of just getting down one floor. “What if something happened to her while she was waiting for me…?” 

Cheongsan shook his head, patting Suhyeok on the shoulder. “I’m sure she’d rather wait a little longer to see you than to see you as a zombie. We’ll get down there, but we need to be smart about it. Okay?” Suhyeok swallowed thickly, hating the fact that Cheongsan was right, but not arguing against him because he was right. He knew that if the roles were reversed and he was the one waiting for you to come to him, he’d want you to be safe and smart with every move you made. “I’ve got a plan… let’s just wait a little longer, and then I’ll see if it works.” 

Joonyeong reluctantly tapped both of them on the shoulders, his lips pulled into a thin line as they both turned to look at him. “We’ve got a problem…” He whispered, turning his attention towards the windows that lined the wall looking out towards the hallway. “One of the windows broke… well… two of the windows broke…” Both of the men’s eyes widened as they saw the hands of the zombies, their snarls louder than ever now. The plan couldn’t wait… They had to move, and they had to move now. 

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“None of them have come yet…” You mumbled, your knees folded against your chest in the corner of the room, the corner that had essentially become your own, the small space somehow making you feel safer. “Something must have happened.” 

You knew that being pessimistic wasn’t the right way to be at the moment, everyone needed to be as optimistic as possible, but sometimes a little bit of pessimism went a long way. When your mind was so filled with negativity, the slightest positive thing that happened seemed more amazing than ever. It was a shit way to look at things, but it was how you got through most days, and right now, you felt that that thought process was appropriate. “Hey, don’t think that way.” Ms. Park spoke softly in response, and even though her words told you to think differently, you could see it in her eyes, she was being just as pessimistic as you were. “I’m sure it’s hard for them to get down here… Let’s just… Hold onto hope.” 

That was the hard part though, holding onto hope, it felt like you had been holding onto it forever, your hands were growing tired, your nails were digging into your palms. Why hold on when you could just let go? “Sure… Hold onto hope… Let’s do that.” You mumbled, letting your head drop forward to rest against your knees. There was no sense in being hopeful. The lack of first responders, the lack of literally anyone coming to get you, Ms. Park, and whoever else might be left out of the school… You had given up on having hope. 

You were about to get up, head into the recording booth to have a couple minutes to yourself, the only place where you felt you could lose what was left of your sanity in peace, when a loud banging came against the window. It didn’t make sense, it looked like the end of a firehose, and while your interest was peaked to see who had thrown it, Ms. Park had immediately stood in front of you as if she were blocking you or protecting you from something. “Stay back… Okay?” She held her arm out in front of you as you nodded your head, taking a step back yourself just to be on the safe side, but then you saw a pair of shoes, and pants, and… maybe this was far fetched, but you were quite sure that a zombie student wouldn’t be able to climb down a hose ladder so well, or at all. 

And then, as if on queue, Gyeongsu appeared outside the window, his eyes wide when he saw you and Ms. Park standing there, and it took no more than a second for you both to rush to the window and throw it open, pulling him in to safety. “Y-You’re okay, right? What’s happening out there? What’s going on? Where is everyone?” You had so many questions, but he simply shook his head, leaning back out the window, much to your worry, and then shouting up to someone to come down. “There’s others with you? Is it Onjo? Cheongsan? Who all is with you?” 

But one by one, your questions were answered as everyone climbed down, being helped in by you and Ms. Park until the last person arrived. 

“Y/N…” Suhyeok whispered your name as if it were a prayer leaving his lips, his hands bloodied, reaching out to grab your face, turning your head this way and that before grabbing your hands and looking them over. “You’re okay… You’re really okay. I was so worried about you, and I wanted to look for you, I wanted to find you… Cheongsan wouldn’t le-” 

He had talked enough, and the only thing you wanted in that moment was to be held by him, to know 100% that he was real, that he had really made it, that he was okay and you were okay and you’d both be together from here on out. “I didn’t think you’d come…” You whispered, moving away from his chest to look around at everyone in the room, all of their eyes on you and Suhyeok at the moment, but there was one pair of eyes that had you stepping back and looking up at him, your eyebrows furrowing and your smile wavering. “You didn’t come back to the cafeteria… Why did you have to leave anyway… You always have to leave…” You took another step back, accidentally bumping into Wujin who grabbed onto your shoulders to steady you, but quickly dropped his hands when Suhyeok casted a glare in his direction. 

“I thought Cheongsan would have been able to get you up to the classroom, I thought you’d be okay. I didn’t… I wanted to go back and find you, but I thought you’d be safe with him. I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you… I should have been.” You hated the fact that everyone was staring at you, and even though you couldn’t see them doing it, you could feel the heat of their eyes on your back and it was making you uncomfortable. “I was gonna go play some basketball after lunch… That’s why I left early… The weather was nice and, I just thought I’d do that before class…” 

You nodded your head, keeping your eyes down as you reluctantly began your walk back towards him, a pang of guilt in your chest for the assumptions that had filled your mind. “But you saved Namra… The two of you climbed in through the window together right before Cheongsan and Onjo got into the class.You were holding hands and everything.” Daesu exclaimed, and everyone in the room let out a collective groan of annoyance at his sudden urge to announce it. “Sorry…” He muttered, realizing just a second too late that he shouldn’t have said anything at all, but the damage was done and you froze in place in the middle of the room. 

“You… saved her?” You whispered, letting the words roll off your tongue as if you were testing them, tasting them, and you hated the bitter aftertaste they left in your mouth. “Y/N… jagi… listen…” He tried to speak but you shook your head faster, your eyes squeezed shut as you held your hands up, not wanting him to get close to you. “No… No, I get it… She’s worth saving. Heaven forbid something happens to the class president… You couldn’t possibly let that happen, right? Make sure she’s safe, wouldn’t want her to be alone… Just leave your girlfriend to fend for herself, by herself… No, that’s fine.” 

It felt like the room had shrunken to twice the size it once was, you were surrounded by a group of people who clearly didn’t give a single shit about what happened to you, and you didn’t want to be around them. “Where are you going? Y/N, wait!” Suhyeok called after you when he saw you walking off, but you silently flipped him off before slamming the door to the recording booth and sitting at the desk, thankful for the silence of the room. 

“Should… Should someone talk to her? I can go?” Wujin raised his hand, looking around at everyone for some sort of acceptance to his offer, but he was only met with the scrutinizing gaze of Suhyeok. “What? I mean, she clearly doesn’t want to talk to you… Me and her, we’re kind of close, and… Maybe she’ll talk to me. I’m sure you all would rather her be on talking terms with someone just in case we have to move again… At least she’d go with us…” 

Suhyeok scoffed, stepping closer to Wujin until the toes of their shoes touched, glaring down at the boy. “If she won’t talk to me, she’s not talking to anyone. I don’t want you around her… Don’t think that I don’t see the way you look at her… And I’m sure you’re hoping that because of what your stupid friend said that you’ll be able to have some sort of chance… But whatever she might be thinking, and whatever you’re thinking… It’s not true… Don’t get your hopes up. I love her, and only her… I’m not letting her go.” And with that, he moved him to the side, going straight for the recording booth and walking inside. “Jagi…” 

“I don’t want to talk right now…” You mumbled, curled up in the little desk chair, making yourself smaller so that no one could see you over the back of the chair through the booths window. “I came in here because I wanted to be alone… You’re ruining that for me.” 

Your words didn’t stop him from coming closer though, his arms practically caging you in on the chair when he placed his hands on the arm rests. “Do you really think that I left you in the cafeteria on purpose… That I knew this would happen once I was gone?” Of course you didn’t think that, no one could have known that something like this was going to happen, it was completely out of everyone’s control. “I was terrified… I didn’t know what was going on, and I wanted to get back to the cafeteria so I could save you. I couldn’t make it though… I would have died.” You winced at the thought of anything happening to him, the tension in your body slowly fading the more you listened to him talk. “I saved Namra… I did… But that’s just because I came across her on my way to the classroom. It’s not like I was looking for her… I was trying to get to safety… And I was hoping, praying… That Cheongsan had you, that he’d bring you back to the classroom, or that he at least had you somewhere safe with him and Onjo.” He took a deep breath, letting it out slowly, shakily as he moved his hands from the arm rests to grab your own, lacing his fingers between yours. “When Cheongsan came back without you… I had never felt more scared than I did at that moment… I felt like shit, and I wanted to come find you, but they stopped me. I’m sorry I couldn’t come sooner. I’m sorry I let you down… But I love you, and I don’t want to leave this room, or any other room unless you're with me, unless I’m holding your hand… So please, come back out?” 

His thumb brushed lightly across the back of your hand, and you finally took the time to notice the dried blood that stained his perfect skin, the crimson blotches that covered his once crisp white button up. He had been through a lot to get here, not just him, but everyone else. You had been lucky enough to be in the safety of the broadcasting room, and you had been fortunate enough to have been found by Ms. Park. They had gone through hell just to get to this room, but they had made it, and you couldn’t forget the look in Suhyeoks eyes when he had first seen you when had climbed through the window. If he didn’t love you, his eyes wouldn’t have become glassy, his bottom lip wouldn’t have trembled when he took those final steps to close the distance between the two of you, a distance that had felt miles long instead of a couple floors away. He loved you, and you could feel it when he had wrapped his arms around you, when he had cupped your cheeks, and you could feel it now as he held your hands. “I love you… I’m sorry…” You whimpered, feeling the fresh stream of tears begin to trickle down your cheeks, the overwhelming emotions from everything that was going on were finally being processed, and all you could do was cry, but he was there, and he made quick work to wipe away each tear with steady fingers and gentle swipes of his thumb. “If we get out of here… We should go on a really nice date… Maybe a picnic if the weather is nice…” You whispered, placing your hands over his as they grazed along your cheek. 

A soft chuckle left him, vibrating his chest, and the sound was so strange, yet so welcomed at such a time that you didn’t want it to stop, you wanted to hear it for hours, it was so… soothing. “When we get out of here… I’m going to take you on the best date… I’ll go anywhere with you, just say the time and the place… As long as you’re there, I’ll be there too.” He leaned in, pressing a kiss to your lips, one that seemed to last longer than usual, but not as long as you had wanted it to. “Let’s get back out there… We’ll figure out what we’re doing, and then we’ll start planning those dates.” 

[soleurs]

▎  POLAROID LOVE,  ft. lee suhyeok

medium, gn! reader & best friends.. allegedly. genre, fluff. setting, non-apocalyptic. warning, insecurities. track, polaroid love by enhypen.

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suhyeok didn't even realize you had taken a picture of him until you set another film on your desk. upon raising your gaze from the developing polaroid, you're greeted with something adorable: his pout. in fact, he looks so cute, you impulsively press the shutter button again.

“hey, stop wasting your film on me!” he complains, rosy lips now curved into a frown. his words don't take you by surprise; your best friend's confidence in his looks has been severely lacking for a while now.

nevertheless, you shake your head and retort, “it's not a waste when i'm saving masterpieces in a picture.”

and there you go again; flustering suhyeok with your smooth words. he shouldn't be assuming that you reciprocate his feelings, but when you say things like that, hope grows a little more within him. well, it tries to bloom—its owner constantly decides that it's best to squash it.

the two of you are surrounded by silence after that. while you decide to answer the english homework due for next week, suhyeok lies on your bed and takes a nap—or so you think. it's clear that you're wrong when a click stirs your focus, inevitably taking your attention away from your assignment.

you slowly turn in the direction of your bed and catch the culprit in the act: your camera sits next to him and a freshly printed film is within his grasp. what makes him even more obvious is the fact that he's looking at you with a wide smile on his countenance. and that's how you know he doesn't regret it, not yet.

“lee suhyeok.” it's unexpected, the leap you take at him. even then, the boy in question manages to keep the suddenly precious item out of your reach. “give it to me!”

his shoulders shake from his overflowing laughter. “no, it's mine!”

the two of you engage in the (one-sided) tussle for a few more minutes before you decide to admit defeat. you sit next to him and rest your head on his shoulder, a little tuckered out from trying to get the polaroid. when suhyeok sees this, only then does he pull out the item and place it in front of your peripheral views.

the longer you stare at the subject of the film, the more you find yourself confused. you don't look beautiful—which is a total lie—nor are you doing anything special. so of course, you ask, “why do you want to hold onto it so badly?”

you look up at your best friend, accidentally meeting his gaze in the middle. he hastily darts his attention to the polaroid, and fondness simmers in his mocha-tinted hues. if you can use words to bury yourself deeper in his heart, he can try to do the same.

“because you look the prettiest when there's no filter.”

© SOLEURS — 2022.  

[lullips]

when i'm with you — l. sh

pairings : lee suhyeok x fem!reader

genre : fluff, lowercase intended

summary : in this catastrophe, you and suhyeok feel the safest when you are with each other.

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the cold wind slips past through the broken window. a bunch of kids who were just experiencing their first-ever zombie apocalypse scattered around the room, finally feeling at peace as their eyes closed, roaming in their own dreams.

the two lovers sat together near the window, your head on suhyeok's chest and his arm under your neck and the other one wrapped around your waist, pulling you close to make you feel warmer, one of your arm on his stomach, legs tangled together, and his blazer on top of you both.

your breaths were steady, hair framing your face perfectly and the moonlight hit your face as you sleep, escaping this nightmare for a little while, secretly wishing that this was all dream, and by the time you woke up you were in suhyeok's room, doing your make-up on him or play mario kart together while the smell of his mum's cooking fills the entire house.

suhyeok didn't sleep though. instead, he keeps his eyes on you. holding you so dearly and watching you as your chest move up and down at a steady pace. he didn't want to sleep, at least not yet. this could be the last day you guys were together and he didn't want to waste it.

oh, how he wished all of this didn't happen. how he wished that right now, at this hour (honestly he doesn't know exactly what time is it but he guessed it's around 9 pm) he could take you out to an empty park, being dummies together.

he sighed, giving you a long forehead kiss before deciding to close his own eyes as drowsiness starts to kick in. he pulls you even closer, snuggling into your neck to find more warmth in this cold night.

—

the group of the teenage survivors sat by the fire on the school's rooftop, comfortable silence fills the night. after a tiring and thrilling struggle to get to where they are right now, they finally get to rest again. though they were extremely upset the helicopter left them, they have no other choice but to stay here, wishing for another one to come and finally taking them to a safe place.

"should we do a deep talk? like confessions or something? you know like in the movies." you said, chuckling while leaning your head to suhyeok's shoulder.

"okay, first of all, please stop that lovey-dovey stuff, it's grossing me out." daesu said, only to make suhyeok plant a hard kiss on your cheek which makes the group—and you—scream and gasps in shock.

"just say that you're jealous, daesu." suhyeok teased, sticking his tongue out at the boy who had a sour expression on his face, causing everyone to laugh.

"oh, i think we should do that. what y/n said, i mean." onjo spoke. all of them nods and there goes the conversation.

from jimin's not-so-pleasant story about how she should just move to seoul, to how namra felt so glad that she finally had some friends, to daesu's singing, and to cheongsan's confession for onjo. you can say it was quite nice, it brings closure to all of you and you liked it. you like how it felt safe and comfortable.

you feel suhyeok's hands on your shoulder. you look up and smile at him before closing your eyes and rest your head on his chest. "what are we gonna do after this?" you said.

"what do you mean?" suhyeok asked, looking down at you.

"you know, after all of this is over, what do you want to do?" you opened your eyes to meet his.

"well, what do you wanna do?" he asked again.

"i want to eat your mum's jjajangmyeon, it was my favorite. i want to put my make-up on you and play mario kart together. or maybe roblox, anything on your computer. and then we can watch peaky blinders, we haven't finished that." you said, looking at the night sky above. the only thing that remains the same in this hell hole.

suhyeok smiled sadly, he wants to do that too, really. he would do anything to eat his mum's jjajangmyeon while watching your favorite shows, constantly throwing comments and arguing here and there again. but he didn't even know are they gonna be able to do that anymore? but nonetheless, he answered softy, "then we'll do that after this."

suddenly you felt a wet drop on your cheeks which make you open your eyes. "are you crying?" you asked.

"no." suhyeok shake his head.

"are you drooling?!" you said again, sitting straight.

"what? no!" your boyfriend replied, hands up in defense.

"wait..," you trailed off. another drop hit your face, and then more drops hit your face again. "it's- it's raining!" you yelled in joy.

"everyone, it's raining!" getting on your feet, you opened your mouth to drink some of the rain waters. "oh my god, it's raining! woohoo!!" you yelled again, twirling and jumping, feeling freer with every drop of rain that hits you.

suhyeok watches you with loving eyes, seeing you bubbly as that making butterflies form in his stomach. god, how he loves you so much.

the tall boy got up, coming towards you and picking you up with a genuine smile. he spins you around, the melody of your laughs combined as well as the others'.

after a few spins, suhyeok finally put you down, never breaking the eye contact. he keeps his hands on your waist and your hands on his neck. you both smile at each other before closing the gap between you both. sharing a soft loving kiss with each other.

you broke the kiss, looking straight into his eyes and playing with the back of his hair as you whispered. "i love you." a tear dropped from your eyes as the stress, anxiety, and tiredness starts to overwhelmed you, followed by a sob.

suhyeok's hand finds its way to your cheeks, wiping the tears away as he brings you to his embrace. "i love you too."

—

you walk hand in hand with your boyfriend, couldn't help but let out a small sniff when you saw the armies with their guns, the feeling of relief washed you over. finally, it's all gonna come to an end.

you put your hands up, signaling the armies that you guys bring no harm. memories of the difficult process for all of you to get there, the people that didn't make it, your friends that didn't make it. namra, cheongsan, wujin, joonyeong, everyone creeps up to your mind. leaving a bittersweet feeling in your chest.

suhyeok rubbing your hand in a small circle, giving comfort and reassurance as much as he can.

"there are survivors!" the army shout, bringing their guns down and rushing to you guys, checking here and there.

you're safe. suhyeok is safe, all the pain, all the tired, are worth it. even though there have to be painful sacrifices.

the armies led you guys to the quarantine camp, giving you clean clothes and all. you look around, looking at the people inside the rooms, crying and hugging together.

you look up to suhyeok, only to find him already looking at you. "we made it." you said, letting out a breath of relief.

he smile and nod. "we made it."

—

four months have passed. you and suhyeok sat together on one of the sides of a tent. both of your hands inside his as he constantly blows it to bring warmth, watching the kids running around and playing with each other. it started to snow, which you were so happy for. you love winter, you love the snow. it was such a peaceful scene to see after the catastrophe behind.

"are you hungry?" you said, leaning on him.

"mhm, what do you want to eat?" he asked.

"i don't know, anything. but i really want hotteok right now." you look at him with a scrunched face. "do you think they'll give us some hotteok for winter?"

suhyeok chuckled softly, ruffling your hair a bit. "maybe? we'll see. i'll make you one if they don't." he rubs his nose against yours. you laughed as you feel the tingling sensation.

suhyeok give you a peck before hugging you so tightly. rocking you forward and backward. "aahh, you're so cute, i love you, darling."

how you guys wished this moment would last forever. the situation isn't the best but it's enough, you like it. now that everything has passed, you swear you would cherish every moment you had. with your friends, with the people around, and most importantly... with suhyeok.

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not very happy abt the ending cuz i'm not sure how to end it but well oh well here you have it <3

[luvsae]

nights with you | lee suhyeok

pairing: gn!reader x suhyeok

fluff !

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you and suhyeok were walking around the park near your house. it was quiet but there were a few others walking around.

"it's cold." you shivered as you looked up at your boyfriend, who was already looking down at you.

"here." suhyeok took off his coat and wrapped it around you. he still had a sweater on underneath so he was alright.

"you don't have to do that." you said, already snuggling into the coat. "but this is warm."

"you'll get sick if you're cold." he smiled.

"let's sit down on that bench." you gestured over at the bench before making your way over there.

the two of you sat down, hand in hand while you rested your head on his shoulder.

suhyeok admired your features when he looked at you. he loved the way your hair rested on your face, or how your lips pouted when it was cold.

"are you looking at me?" you suddenly asked, not even looking at the boy.

although you couldn't see, suhyeok was clearly flustered that you had somehow caught him. "how did you know?"

"i have great senses." you raised your head and admired the boy this time.

you loved his eyes, his nose, his lips. you loved everything about this boy.

"are you looking at my lips?" he teased which made you flustered.

"...maybe." you looked away from his lips before suhyeok held your chin and brought you in for a kiss.

you loved the way he held your face when the two of you kissed. you always placed your hand on his, you weren't sure why.

the two of you pulled away and looked at each other. you smiled once again as he held your hand.

"i love you." he mumbled.

"what?" you knew what he had said but you just wanted to tease him. "i didn't hear you.'

he quickly caught on though. "oh come on. you always tease me, baby."

"i'm just kidding, sweetheart. i love you more than you'll ever know." you scooted closer to him and held his face. "your face is so cute."

he looked at your for a second before laughing nervously, which indicated that he was shy. "thank you."

you quickly kissed his cheek, his forehead, his nose, and then his lips before pulling away. "i love you so much."

suhyeok looked at you as if you held the universe in your eyes and soul. he looked at you like you were a million dollars.

"i love you more." he finally said. "forever.'

[dilf-whore]

what i write ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ

FANDOMS

Alice In Borderland

All Of Us Are Dead

Fantastic Beasts

Marvel

NCT (all units)

Peaky Blinders

Stranger Things

WayV

will add more soon lol

WHAT I WRITE

headcannons

one shot

series

[manuchyy]

Can I ask for Cheongsan x reader where he is jealous of suhyeok

Jealousy || Cheong-San x Reader [Part One]

Genre: comfort, fluff, romance, established relationship and action.

Warnings: SPOILERS! + mentions of gore, blood, of death, zombies (ofc), fighting and injuries.

Synopsis: you and Cheong-san have a pretty stable relationship, even in a zombie outbreak. Though, things take a turn of events when you find out why your boyfriend has been acting up lately.

Author's Note: Hello reader, thank you for requesting and apologies for the wait. Things got a bit messy here and I had to find another time to write! I got carried away once again and I'll write a part 2 for this one! Hope you like it so far tho! As for the other requests, I'm working on them. I appreciate the patience :)

With Park Sun-Hwa and Lee Na-Yeon missing after the recent events, the small group of survivors had lost 2 people including Gyeong-Su. Said loss brought an awful sorrow upon the survivors, specially Cheong-San.

Cheong-San felt like he had lost a family member, a brother that was born in the wrong family, but a brother nonetheless. He felt as if a part of him was taken away just to never return. The heartbreak and regret were a huge weight to carry, as Cheong-san wished he had done something to avoid Gyeong-Su's pitiful death.

Though, you had felt the same. Gyeong-Su might've not been that close to you, but you sympathized with him for coming from a poor family yourself. Gyeong-Su didn't deserve such fate, such death. He had a good heart and was a good person, never did he try to hurt others for selfish reasons. All he had done was try to survive and help his friends. Now, he was stumbling out there like a lost soul with nothing else in mind but to kill.

During those mournful times, you made an effort to help your boyfriend by consoling him or making company during that night. Even so, Cheong-San couldn't bring himself to think in a less negative way and move on. You chose not to push it any further even if it hurt to watch him in such emotional state, as you had your own personal experience with said scenarios.

However, you had a feeling that wasn't the only thing displeasing him.

...

Morning came and the sun rose, casting a gorgeous color of orange throughout the city of Hyosan. The breath-taking sight being one of the only good things to happen after the outbreak.

You laid peacefully by the window, curled into a ball next to the chair your boyfriend slept on. Despite the beautiful weather, the breeze was rather chilly, and caused you to seek warmth in the corner behind the chair. The slight movement was enough to awake Cheong-San, who by the looks of it, hadn't slept properly during the night.

Cheong-San slowly opened his eyes, only to close them again momentarily due to the sun blinding him. As soon as he regained his vision, he didn't waste time and got up from his chair agitatedly and rushed his way towards the window.

The commotion makes your eyes snap open, painfully adjusting to the light of the bright sun on your face. You coward upon feeling the breeze, and as you come to your senses you instantly feel pain all over your body. As you had slept on a cold hard floor, your injuries from the previous day started to manifest themselves due to your body not resting in a comfortable position.

You put a hand over your shoulder and slowly sit up looking for your boyfriend, who just happened to be right in front of you. The sleepiness didn't allow you to notice sooner though.

''Cheong-San?'' You murmured, starting to get up.

He didn't respond, so you tiredly dragged your feet and stopped beside him by the window, looking at the crushing reality of the outside world.

''No one came.'' Cheong-San mumbled, watching the zombies stumble around.

You two observe the outside, feeling hopeless as more helicopters fly by, paying no mind to the school. The rest of the remaining survivors began to slowly wake up, you and Cheong-San sit down by the table with them to discuss a method of getting out of the school.

It became clear as day that help was never coming, which forced the small group to consider their options on a new way out of the school. One way or another they'd have to fight their way through an army of zombies in and out of the school in order to survive and get to safety, but getting from point A to point B was something entirely different.

''We can access the internet using a cell phone'' Cheong-San suggested, which made you perk up momentarily at the idea.

''But we don't have any.'' Su-hyeok pointed out.

''In the teachers' office.'' Cheong-San finished.

You felt terrified. In all honesty, you were even furious. Cheong-San volunteered himself to go, and you obviously objected the idea. There was no way in hell you would let him go out there by himself, but Cheong-San being the stubborn child he is, didn't listen.

As Su-hyeok watched you start to cry, he instantly grabbed his uniform and placed a hand on your shoulder. ''I'll go with him.''

Before he left, he reassured you that they would be okay before climbing out the window and catching up to Cheong-San.

Su-hyeok helped Cheong-San to climb outside, holding him from time to time so he wouldn't fall. Every touch of Su-hyeok's made your boyfriend flinch and grow irritated. It was a struggle for both of them to find a way in, and Cheong-San was desperate to get away from the man beside him so he tried another classroom but unfortunately, it was also full of zombies.

He backed away again and stopped beside Su-hyeok.

''You like getting her attention don't you?'' Cheong-San questioned, not sparing Su-hyeok a single glance.

''What?'' Su-hyeok frowned, a confused expression present on his face.

''(y/n)''

''Does this matter now?''

''I'm not asking because it's important, I'm curious. Answer me.'' Cheong-San demanded in a more irritated tone.

''Why? Isn't she your girlfriend?'' Su-hyeok retorted with a smirk.

''Isn't it obvious? Why are you asking? Just- Why do you like her attention?'' Cheong-San started to get frustrated.

''What do you think?'' Su-hyeok smirked again.

''...Go.''

''No, you go.''

Defeated, Cheong-San supports himself on the ledge and passes by the classroom without the zombies noticing them.

...

Back in the Broadcasting room, you stared outside the window once again, where you and Cheong-San were this morning, in desperate attempts to calm yourself down and not become a nervous trainwreck.

You knew Cheong-San was a survivor, but the school was full of those things, and Su-hyeok wouldn't be able to protect him all the time. One wrong move and both of them could die.

You and the others waited it out and it took you by surprise when Su-hyeok came back alone. He climbed in the broadcasting room and stared at nothing, most likely afraid to explain what happened. He was sure you would flip.

''Su-hyeok...where's Cheong-San?'' You questioned, the sad and heartbroken tone present on your voice.

On-Jo rushed towards the window to look for him, but he wasn't there. Cheong-San didn't come with.

''We got separated at the teacher's office...he will be okay. I'm sorry for coming back alone.'' He said, sending you an apologetic look.

It crushed your heart, it hurt you. But you still hoped for the best, you still hoped that Cheong-San would come back. You just had to wait.

...

After almost half an hour of waiting for Cheong-San, you started to get impatient and suggested using drones to find him. This could also be of assistance on looking for a good way out of the school, so the group agreed on the idea.

On-Jo and Joon-Yeong climbed out to find the drones and their pieces, it didn't take long, but it was enough to make you anxious.

Once they came back, you and the others helped get the drones ready. Despite you not being some sort of geek or nerd in any technology, you actually nailed it. Now there was something for you to be proud of.

The drones had worked perfectly, allowing you and the remaining students to see how the rest of the school looked. You almost munched on your own nails, afraid you would see Cheong-San hurt or worse, as a zombie.

It was truly heartbreaking and depressing to see former friends and teachers in such state, people who had normal lives and were human once. Now, they have animalistic desires of violence, tearing humans apart and eating them open.

In moments, Cheong-San was found, and to everyone's relief he was alive and breathing. Though, there was one problem. He was stuck on the music classroom with zombies trapping him there from outside.

You frowned.

Now you and the others would have to come up with a plan to save his stubborn ass.

To be continued...

[allofuswantgwinam]

this is who i write for atm. I’ll probably add more tv/movie characters and maybe actors eventually

LEE SUHYEOK

https://imadeanewaccount.tumblr.com/post/677235320056676352/hi-can-i-request-femreader-ignoring-suhyeok

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/681087077159436288/suhyeok-thinking-youre-mad-at-him-he-would-be

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/679491798291431424/lee-suhyeok-in-bed-really-soft-at-first-is-too

YOON GWI NAM

“please don’t leave me.” https://imadeanewaccount.tumblr.com/post/676597186050523136/2-angst-gwi-nam

gwi nam almost kills you before remembering how much he loves you https://imadeanewaccount.tumblr.com/post/677128111475802112/can-i-have-a-gwi-nam-x-reader-where-gwi-nam

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/678492889652822016/gwi-nam-x-reader-warnings-18-smut-fingering

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/679038935403462656/gwi-nam-x-reader-warnings-smut-18-short

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/679906912758841344/gwi-nam-x-reader-warnings-kinda-short-calls-u-a

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/679949923865788416/gwi-nam-x-reader-warnings-fluff-slight-smut-at

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/679323854410252288/gwi-nam-in-bed-d-a-d-d-y-hella-tease-he-likes part 1/ part 2 https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/681073630515462144/gwi-nam-in-bed-pt-2-hehe-loves-pulling-your

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/679038935403462656/gwi-nam-x-reader-warnings-smut-18-teasing part 1/part 2 https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/679508822417719296/gwi-nam-x-reader-part-2-part-1

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/681306841402294272/gwi-nam-when-you-make-him-jealous-on-purpose-it

part 1 https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/679323854410252288/gwi-nam-in-bed-d-a-d-d-y-hella-tease-he-likes part 2 https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/681073630515462144/gwi-nam-in-bed-pt-2-hehe-loves-pulling-your

LEE CHEONG SAN

HANG GYEONG SU

https://imadeanewaccount.tumblr.com/post/676427875616948224/i-always-feel-better-when-youre-here-gyeong-su part 1/ https://imadeanewaccount.tumblr.com/post/676862435007791104/welcome-to-my-bs part 2

finding out what happened to him after a big fight and not getting to talk it out because of the zombies https://imadeanewaccount.tumblr.com/post/676783276247121920/hi-ive-been-wanting-to-request-a-gyeong-su-x

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/679043152681779200/gyeong-su-in-bed-at-first-i-think-hed-be-really

JANG WOO JIN

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/679993981217767424/jang-wu-jin-in-bed-i-think-he-would-be-a-dom

GONG YOO/SALESMAN/HAN YUN JAE

18+, him introducing the salesman to you turned into a rough quickie on the couch https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/679943545314050048/gong-yoo-x-reader-warnings-18-smut-another

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/678316325893029888/salesman-x-reader-warnings-18-unprotected

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/680852316962881536/salesman-x-reader-warnings-18-smut-p-in-v

WI HA JOON/JUN HO/DO SHIK/K

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/681111997385949184/breaking-up-with-do-sik-hed-probably-laugh-at

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/680713227232018432/do-sik-x-reader-warnings-fingering-oral-f

RYU SU YEOL/LEE DONG WOOK/SEO MOONJO

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/680854696809938944/ryu-su-yeol-in-bedk-dominant-but-still

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/681668799543607297/seo-moonjo-in-bed-honnnnestly-think-hes-a-soft

YOON JONG WOO

MULTIPLE CHARACTERS SCENARIO

18+, hickies: https://imadeanewaccount.tumblr.com/post/677052516750573568/aouadsalesmanjun-ho-x-reader-warnings-some

https://imadeanewaccount.tumblr.com/post/676661062157860864/imagine-smoking-weed-with-aouad-characters

https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/679671459383279616/gwi-nam-x-reader-lee-suhyeok-x-reader-authors

seo moonjo and jong woo https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/682524784195698688/seo-moonjo-x-jong-woo-x-reader-warnings-smut-18

OTHERS/RANDOM

ryu tae suk https://allofuswantgwinam.tumblr.com/post/678818768886120448/ryu-tae-suk-x-reader-warnings-18-smut-pretty

[yoongiboongipoongi]

noo but imagine while the others were sleeping going with suhyeok to the broadcast room and him fucking you hard and even tho he let you adjust his size cuz he is big, after that you probably walking almost like a zombie and the other be like "what happen to you" 🤨 and suhyeok is just smilling to himself because he knows what he did idk this was just a funny scenario in my head

FJDJFJ AND THEN THEY TELL YOU TO WAIT IN THE BROADCASTING ROOM LIKE GYEONGSU TO SEE IF YOU TURN AND YOU JUST WALK IN ALL EMBARRASSED WHILE HES SMIRKING

[sundeerland]

– right for you

lee suhyeok x gn!reader

genre: fluff, kinda fast paced.

warnings: self depreciation (from reader), non-apocalyptic scenario.

author's note: no one requested this i just wrote it because i miss ma boy, enjoy! also i recommend sou o cara pra você - thiaguinho to listen while reading.

there's one thing that is really bothering your mind, making your heart vulnerable, not letting other thoughts get in the way. it's him. simply him. you and suhyeok met when you two were just kids pretending to study, and since, you knew everything about each other.

well, not anymore. he doesn't know you fell for him harder on your last year in high school. and you don't want to believe it either, but it's starting to get obvious in your head.

— hey! here's your lunch. — he lend you a bento box, smilling tightly. — i know you don't have eaten yet, so let's lunch together. — his voice makes you look straight into his eyes.

— thank you. — you say letting out a quiet and short laugh. — y'know, for someone who says that i'm annoying, you care a little too much... — you intend to tease him, but you only get a exaggerated laugh.

your eyes widen as you give suhyeok a confused look. what's so funny? you think to yourself what could be the cause of the sudden laugh but you just can't find it.

your eyes meet as his features get relaxed, so as yours. feeling the heat in your cheeks you turn your head and now you're eyeing the grass of the field of school.

— you don't know yet? — he asks with a grin.

— no? i don't even know what you were laughing about. — you dropped your hashi on the bento, now positioning yourself facing him. — what is it? do you like me? — you ask playfully as his answer come just as fast.

— yes, actually. — he confesses, looking at you with eyebrows up. — everyone already knew that, except you, i guess... slow as ever.

you don't even care about his joke as you can only stare at him with a blank face. hah, he's trying to catch you again in those stupid pranks. with so other people wanting him, many people who are better looking and more interesting than you, he can't choose you, can he?

you realise you're silent for a moment and finally open your mouth

— i don't know if you're joking but now i am not. i like you. a lot. even more every day. — you sight, looking down. — it's so though seeing you smile everyday and know that i can't kiss you right in time.

it has been done and you can't go back, but a generous weight fell from your back, even if he rejects you, it's better that you have said it to him.

— you could already have kissed me then. — you can feel he looking at you, and you know he has this serene look in his face. — mind if i do it right now?

suhyeok gets more close to you as you two are sitting on the bleachers. you can bet your face is red like a tomato as your face got closer to his, giving him permission.

his hand automatically gets your cheek as your lips meet. nice and soft is what you think of on where you are connected. your hand reached his free one as you hold it so gently feeling your passion finally being reciprocated. suhyeok ends the kiss as he leave pecks still on your lips.

— i'll take this like a "we are dating now". — you clear your throat talking a bit low. a smile form on your lips.

— so you got the message. — he laughs caressing your hands with his fingers.

[whatsk-poppinhomies]

Because The Rain Makes Rainbows... Pairing : Lee Suhyeok x F!Reader TW : spoilers for the last two episodes ; canon divergence ; fluffy ending ; I'm sorry, it's still kind of angsty in the middle, I can't help myself ; Word Count : 2.1k Request : Anonny : Can I request fluff for Su-hyeok?

To have been found during such a hectic time was a miracle, although you were quite positive that none of them had actually meant to find you at all, you just so happened to be in the room that the group of still human students seeked shelter in. You could remember it clearly, the way they all ran to you as if they knew you, as if you had been one of the missing members of their group and they had been looking for you the whole time. All of them had been so kind, so sweet, and you didn’t know any of them. 

There was one in particular who took a certain… protective stance over you, making sure that you were always safe, always guarded, whenever the group had to move, when an area was deemed unsafe. He had become your own personal bodyguard, and you didn’t even know why, but you appreciated it, and you made sure to thank him every chance you got for watching out for you. He always brushed it off, but the corners of his lips would tug up when he looked at you, when he heard you speak, and he’d quickly look away if you caught him looking. There was something, you just didn’t have the time to think of just what that something might be. 

The group that had grown smaller and smaller with each move you had to make had finally made it away from the school, but not without some of the worst losses that any of you would have to go through. Watching people that you had begun to look at as friends, and some even as best friends die at the hands of zombified students had taken a toll on everyone that was left, but you were all hell bent on getting out, so you pushed forward no matter how bad it hurt. 

“We’re almost there! Come on!” Suhyeok shouted, pushing everyone that was left forward. No one knew how much further there was to go, but his words of encouragement were the only source of reassurement that anyone had left, everyone held onto those words like they were scriptures. Almost there… Were you really almost there? No one knew, but if Suhyeok said so, it had to be right… Right?

Snarls and stumbled footsteps sounded in the distance, and Namras head shot up as she froze in the center of the street. “What is it?” Onjo asked, and you felt your own body freeze up with fear. You had known that whatever it was that was going on wouldn’t have stayed in the vicinity of the school, but it felt like you had been walking for hours, you didn’t think the zombies would have made it this far. 

She started counting off, the number going higher and higher until she urged everyone to run, and before anyone else’s feet started moving, you had sprinted off into an area that you didn’t even know, finding somewhere safe to hide as your hand covered your mouth to muffle your heavy breathing and your whimpered cries. Would this ever be over with? Would any of you actually get to somewhere that was completely safe? It didn’t seem like it, it didn’t seem like there was somewhere safe to go to. The military had already left you all for dead, had they done the same for every other citizen of Hyosan? Did they even care? 

The sound of snarling and screaming was loud, and then it went completely silent. Should you come out from where you were? Everyone else had fought it seemed… Were they gone? Had they lost the battle? Were you the only one left? Maybe they had made it, but realized that you were too weak to be in their group. They were all fighters, and when it came time to fight, you had run, you had been a coward. They didn’t need you in their group, you would only hold them back. Maybe they went on without you, it would be better if they did, it’s not like you were in any way essential to them getting to wherever they were going. You would only hold them back. 

And even though those thoughts were racing through your mind, a small part of you hoped that you would be found once again by the group of people that you had called your friends. Time seemed to tick by though, and with each passing second, that hope dwindled until it wasn’t there at all. No one was coming to save you, they had probably already forgotten about you. It was quite easy to do that considering you hadn’t made any memorable contributions to the group. You had just… been there, and now you weren’t. You hoped that they were okay though, they had gotten you this far, and you hoped that they had made it further. They deserved it, they deserved to make it. 

Four months had passed, and you still could remember that pang of gut wrenching, indescribable fear that overcame you when the lid to the dumpster had opened, and then the overwhelming sense of relief that washed over you and had tears pouring down your face when the dumpster lid was flung open. You weren’t sure how long you had been in there, maybe it had been days, or maybe it had only been hours, you couldn’t keep track, but as they lifted you up and out, your knees buckled and you collapsed onto the ground, crying until you inevitably passed out. 

You had been put into double quarantine along with the rest of the citizens of Hyosan, and while you had been there, you hadn’t seen anyone from the group you had been with. You dreaded the thought that something had happened to them, that they hadn’t made it to safety. Your mind continued to replay that moment back when you had run away. Would they have made it if they ran with you? Would you all have been found together? 

You had never stopped thinking of all of them, silently thanking them for saving you, for getting you here, but there was one person that you thought of more than anyone else. Suhyeok and his smile, the way he spoke to you, the way he stared at you, images of him filled your mind no matter what you were doing. Every waking and sleeping moment, he was there. 

The extra quarantine for Hyosan citizens had ended, but you were all only let out into a slightly larger quarantine zone, but it was better than where you had been, and you hoped that maybe you’d recognize some of the faces of the people that were walking around. Were your parents there? Had any of your family members made it? There were so many people, and you walked around the camp daily, trying to find someone, anyone that you might know. 

“Sorry… Excuse me…” You whispered, bowing your head to the tall figure that you had bumped into during one of your searches, but the person's hands grabbed onto your shoulders, and then one hand moved to slip a finger under your chin, tilting your head up to look at them. 

The sun was so bright, you could barely see, the person’s features shadowed by the blinding light that haloed behind them. “Y/N…?” It was a man’s voice, and before you could correctly place it to someone, his arms were wrapped tightly around you, practically lifting you off the ground as he spun you around. “I was so worried, but I never stopped hoping, I never stopped praying that you’d be here, that I’d find you.” He said, and when he finally put you down, your back was to the sun and you could finally take in the man who was standing in front of you, and the sight of him had tears forming in your eyes. 

“You made it…” You whispered, wrapping your arms around Suhyeok, clinging onto the coat that he was wearing. “I didn’t see you… I thought… I thought you got hurt… Is everyone else okay?” His head quickly nodded as he pulled you against his chest, his hand petting over your hair as his chin rested atop your head. “I’m sorry I ran…” 

“Shh… It’s okay…” He murmured, his hand sliding down to rub soothing circles in your back, but you could hear the raspiness in his chest, he was holding back his own tears. “We looked for you, I looked for you… But it was getting dark… I’m sorry I gave up…” He was ashamed, you could hear it in his voice, but he had no reason to be. You understood, and you were glad that he had made it, that he was safe, but he didn’t seem like that’s what he wanted to hear right now, so you held onto him, and he held onto you, the silence enough for now as you both relished in the fact that you were both there now, you were both together. 

“I never stopped thinking about you either…” You whispered, glancing up at him, and your words had that familiar smile tugging at the corners of his lips. “You saved me… I still owe you for that.” He chuckled softly, shaking his head as he looked into the distance over the top of yours. You wondered what he was thinking, what was going through his mind as that smile stayed plastered to his face, a soft hum emanating from his pursed lips and vibrating through his chest. 

“Well… There was one thing that I had been hoping to do when we got here together that day… But I can do it today, it’ll be just as good.” He mused, and your head cocked to the side as you breathed out a hushed hmm? In response. His gaze lowered to yours, his eyes like lasers as they looked directly into your own, his tongue darting across his lips before he leaned in. You didn’t even have time to react before his lips were against yours. It felt like you were melting, the heat that filled your entire body and the electricity that rushed through your veins, it was like every nerve ending along your skin was alive and highly aware of the way he held you, the way his lips moved against yours. It would be a lie to say that you hadn’t been dreaming of this moment every single night, that you hadn’t been pondering what it would feel like to have his lips against yours, and for it to finally be happening, it was far more perfect than you had ever imagined it to be. “Hey…” The word came out as a chuckle as his thumb brushed along your lower lip. You were in a daze, like your entire body had floated up to cloud nine and you were in no hurry to come back down. “I should have asked you this when I first saw you in the halls at school…” 

The sudden revelation that he had noticed you before all of this had you snapping back to reality, your eyes growing wide as you stared at him. “Y-You saw me? You knew me?” He nodded sheepishly, and you rolled your eyes as you teasingly pushed his shoulder. “Why didn’t you say hi? Why didn’t you do anything?” 

His hand awkwardly moved to the back of his neck, rubbing it quickly as he looked down at the ground. “I thought you were really pretty… But… Who cares about that. We don’t have to go to school, and you’re here now, I’m talking to you now.” You scoffed, but he was right, there was no school to go to, it had been nuked along with all the zombies and some of your friends too. No, you couldn’t think about that, no right now… This was supposed to be a good moment, a happy moment. “So…” He took a deep breath, letting it out slowly as he grabbed your hands, his thumb brushing along your knuckles before slipping his fingers between your own. “Do you want to go have lunch with me? We can talk while we wait in the super long line… Get to know each other?” 

You giggled lightly, nodding your head as he let go of one of your hands to stand next to you, your arms swinging as you walked towards the lunch tent. It wasn’t exactly a dream date, not even close, but you were with him, and he was with you, and for the time being you and him were safe, and that in itself made it perfect. 

[lavenderkiyoko]

are you able to write a suhyeok x namra fanfic or drabble? it could take place before the apocalypse or when the group goes back to the school to visit namra. idk you can use any scenario but those were suggestions,, i just need more fluff of those two, ty!!

Sure I'll try to write a small fluffy drabble for them too

[soleurs]

▎  WINE,  ft. lee suhyeok

mediums, gn! reader.. first dates. genre, fluff. setting, non-apocalyptic. cw, icky exes & insults.

suhyeok has heard cheongsan say, “anything can go wrong—will go wrong.”

well, he can see how true that is. because what can be worse than your date's ex rearing his ugly head back in the picture? oh yes, when he appears during this big day where the main goal is to make you happy enough to guarantee more than a couple more future dates.

given the look on your face, suhyeok feels like his chances are depleting.

“so what do you say, pudding?” he makes a face at the nickname—personally, you look more like angel or sweetheart—and feels his stomach swirl a little when he hears you giggle, having witnessed his reaction. your ex realizes this too, but he continues to try too hard, and.. smirks? you're not sure, it looks so similar to a grimace.

clearing your throat, you politely answer, “sorry, i'm having a great time with suhyeok.”

the mention of his name elicits the giddy male to sit up and smile proudly. he takes back what he said earlier, he might just have a whopping chance at scoring that future with you. rather than losing his cool, he settles with excitedly tapping his feet upon the floor.

although, not everyone is overjoyed as suhyeok.

“you're kidding me,” [e/n] takes one long look at him and scoffs. “since when were you into dumb pretty boys? did your standards really drop after i left you?”

suhyeok's brows knit together, and his lips press tightly in a firm line. the urge to fight your sleaze of an ex with his physical strength builds up within him. that is, until he feels your hand move under the table to gently uncurl his fist. then he feels your fingers fit between the gaps of his, and his annoyance simmers into elation once more.

“look, pudding.” you pin the nuisance with such a hard stare, he unconsciously straightens his back and zips his mouth for once. “maybe you were my cup of my tea, but i drink wine now.”

his jaw almost falls to the ground.

satisfied with his reaction—or a lack thereof—you stand up and lightly pull suhyeok to his feet. the both of you check that all of your belongings are still on your person and head to exit the restaurant. before he's out of the premises, suhyeok looks back and sticks his tongue out at the gobsmacked male.

you watch with an amused smile playing upon your lips and give him your hand when he shyly asks to hold it again. lightly pressing a kiss upon his cheek, you ask him, “so when's the next date?”

forget cheongsan's theory, suhyeok believes in something else: everything can become better, so long as he’s with you.

© SOLEURS  —  2022.

[luvsae]

I love you | Lee Suhyeok

genre: fluff

pairing: gn!reader x suhyeok

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you held hands with suhyeok as you both walked down the path the two of you always took.

it was about eight pm, the moon was out pretty early but you always loved when it came out.

"are you cold?" suhyeok randomly asked you.

you shook your head. "im okay."

your beige sweater wrapped around you perfectly. it was fluffy and super warm. you loved it.

it was quiet around the forest that surrounded the both of you which was nice. "im happy that i found you." you suddenly said to the boy.

he gently squeezed your hand. "im happy i found you too." you glanced up at him, he had a small smile on his face.

"do you wanna know why i liked you?" you asked your boyfriend.

he hummed as a response to your question.

you answered, "because you are always so kind and caring. plus you have the cutest face ever."

this time suhyeoks face was red which made you giggle. "can I tell you why I liked you?" he asked like you did before.

"go ahead." you smiled.

"you were always so independent but when you are around people you're so sweet. you also have the cutest, most prettiest face." he confessed.

it was now your turn to go all red. "that's adorable." you said.

"just like you." he looked down at you which made you look at him.

suhyeok then asked something out of the blue. "can i kiss you?" he asked.

you smiled. "of course you can."

he bent down to meet your lips. you made sure to wear lip gloss so that they weren't chapped.

his lips were so soft. softer than you ever remembered when you shared your first kiss with him.

you both pulled away. there wasn't an awkward feeling after that, but it was rather nice. "suhyeok."

"yes?" he held your hand and continued to walk.

"i love you." it was your first time saying that word to anyone. well, at least having a romantic, loving meaning to it.

the two of you have been going out for seven months. you didn't think it was too early bur you were nervous saying it.

"i love you too. more than you'll ever know."

<3

[luvsae]

kisses from you | lee suhyeok

gn!reader x suhyeok

tiny bit of angst but mostly fluff

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you groaned as you threw your backpack in your chair and lay down on your bed after a long day of school.

it was more work than usual but it was exhausting. tiredness overpowered everything else in your body which made you feel emotional.

your phone suddenly went off - it was a text message from your boyfriend, suhyeok.

s♡ - "did you make it home?"

you - "yeah! sorry i never got to text back :("

s♡ - "are you okay? what's wrong baby?"

you - "im really tired :( too much work today and my body hurts"

s♡ - "i will be back in an hour"

not knowing whether or not to be upset over the fact that he didn't acknowledge your sadness or is leaving made you even more confused.

you flipped your phone over and rubbed your face. tears formed in your eyes as you turned around in your bed.

a knock was heard on your door. "honey? you okay?" your mother asked you.

"im okay! just tired." you tried to remain calm so she didn't worry. you knew she would keep you home if you were in pain, but you couldn't afford to miss a day of school.

"okay. dinner will be in a little bit!" she closed your door quietly as she exited the room.

you waited for her footsteps to be far enough away so you could cry.

silent sobs echoed throughout your bedroom. why were you so upset? you didn't get it.

you really needed suhyeok here but he wasn't available. you didn't want to call any of your friends in case they were annoyed with you.

a sigh escaped your lips as you went to the washroom to get some tissue.

wiping your eyes, you noticed the runny makeup going down your face. "fuck." you mumbled to yourself.

you decided to wash your face and take the makeup off so you weren't angry when it got messy again.

when you stepped out of the bathroom you were met with your father. "supper time, honey."

"okay, dad." you replied quietly, following him down the stairs.

after finishing supper you helped clean up and then went back to your room.

you checked your phone to see if suhyeok texted back you. disappointed, you flipped your phone back down and flopped onto your bed.

"where is he?' you thought out loud.

you swore you could hear talking from downstairs but it was probably your parents.

you decided to close your eyes to sleep until there was a soft knock on the door. "hey baby."

your eyes shot open as you sat up and looked at who was standing in the doorway. "suhyeok?"

the boy pouted as he shut your door, then sitting down beside you. "suhyeok? what about baby?"

you jokingly shoved his shoulder before placing your hands on your legs. "im sorry."

he turned to you, observing your puffy eyes and swollen face. "were you crying? are you okay?"

suhyeok now held your face in his hands. "i thought you were ignoring me, but now you're here and i feel bad for thinking that."

"im sorry i wasn't ignoring you. i actually got you these." suhyeok pulled out the bag from behind him and took out your favorite candy and drink.

you couldn't help but smile at your boyfriends gesture. "i seriously don't deserve you."

he smiled as well before opening the drink for you. "i think you deserve everything and more."

after that you snuggled into his chest as he rubbed your back. he spoke to you even if you kept dozing on and off.

"i love you." he said.

"i love you too." the tiredness took over your voice as you cuddled into his chest again.

"go to sleep baby." he kissed the top of your head.