#suddenly thirteen
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from: thirteen by @anna-scribbles
art by me :)
start from the beginning // read the november chapter // read the most recent chapter (january)
hey listen. look me in my eyes. have you read thirteen by anna scribbles. i think you need to read thirteen by anna scribbles. i think if you want your life to be forever changed you need to read thirteen by anna scribbles. i think if you are a person who is breathing and alive you need to read thirteen by anna scribbles. thank you
#thirteen#miraculous ladybug#ml art#emilie agreste#adrien agreste#miraculous ladybug fic#ml fic#ml fic rec#my art#THIS IMAGE HAS BEEN HAUNTING THE INSIDE OF MY BRAIN EVER SINCE I READ THE NOVEMBER CHAPTER BACK IN NOVEMBER#now. listen. in an ideal world i would've done this way back in november but uhhhhhhh i don't know what happened. suddenly it was december#and now it's february! not sure how that happened. anyway my goal is to be making a piece of art for each chapter to convey#just how fucking INSANE this fic makes me feel. like how crazy and insane and awesomely constructed it is. anna just GETSSSS ITTTTTTT#(and is using her 'get it' ability to hurt me bodily)#like with every chapter i read i am just assaulted with this intense desire to Make An Image which is not really an impulse im used to#since i don't draw a ton but anna's voice is just so evocative of images in a way that just. inspires every creative impulse inside of me#i took forever to read the december chapter but the moment i read it i already had an idea of something i wanted to draw for it.#my idea is. well. complex for me to say the least but as i told anna i am determined to make my skills match whatever i need to do because#the way she writes it is literally haunting me it is shooting me with a gun it is so something i have no idea how to handle#except i guess to repeat her themes and ideas and imagery in a collage of sorts#i don't know that's what my october chapter comic felt like- a collage. and this one does too in a way even though it's very different#i just like connecting the dots. and then smashing the dots together in an image#anyway. read thirteen. it is changing me all the way down to the dna
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sudden burst of motivation from pinterest reference will have you drawing incredible things
#sorry guys might have to put the ddvd drawings on hold i'm suddenly SO invested in drawing the band#art#obey me raphael#obey me thirteen
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unfortunately i suffer from bucky barnes disease
#marvel#mcu#bucky barnes#thunderbolts#sebastian stan#i see the long hair and suddenly im opening up thirteen letters again—
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FEAR IS A CHOICE BUT THE CHOICE IS MINE
#bloodywood#bekhauf#GUYS#GUYS GUYS GUYS#i am STILL so obsessed with this music video it's SO FRICKIN COOL#augh i knew i would end up doing fanart for this but maaaaan#AHHHHHHHHHHH#taka draws#karan katiyar#raoul kerr#jayant bhadula#really really proud of how this one turned out#I was fighting with the background for ages and then suddenly it WORKED#also look at me drawing someone other than thirteen and the master!
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thirteen is incredibly aware of how her actions are perceived and incredibly unaware of how her identity is perceived. like. that’s the Point of her meeting the fugitive doctor. that she can stand next to herself and not know herself. but she knows her own actions. the real recognition of herself in fugitive isn’t when she unearths the tardis or when fugitive calls herself the doctor. its when fugitive hands someone a loaded gun that will backfire and kill them only if they shoot at her first. because that’s what thirteen would do. you know?
#shakes thirteen. IDENTITY ISSUES GIRL!!!!!!!#and its like this hyperawareness of what she Does rather than what she Is plays into the timeless child thing too.#because she doesn’t break out of the matrix by. i mean she has an ‘im the doctor’ moment. its Not an ‘im the timeless child’ moment.#which feels pointed! and makes when she faces the master later and claims that Yeah This Was Good For Her Actually. She’s More Now. like!!!!#I know what you are!!!! liar!!!!!!!!! liar putting up a facade to someone who has hurt you deeply and whose perception of you has been#suddenly proven to be more deeply rooted in what you are than what you do!!!!!!!!!#and then when she gets back to her tardis she’s Not fine about it because. how could she be.#but hey. she still proves herself to be the doctor in the end. because she can’t pull the trigger.#but she’ll sure as hell let someone else do it and run away from the consequences.#GOD I LOVE HERRRRRR#thirteenth doctor
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the kageyama parents don't seem super involved in their sons' lives, especially when it comes to psychic stuff, so like. that moment at the end of season one where ritsu unbends the spoons with his powers. do you think that was when their parents figured out ritsu was also psychic
#idk it's just funny to me to think about#they probably spent years thinking only one of their kids was psychic bc mob had powers since he was really young#and ritsu never showed any sign of that#and then suddenly. age thirteen. surprise! your other kid also has psychic powers#they must have been like goddammit. so THAT'S what happened to all our utensils#I'm also thinking about that one omake where the brothers insist that psychic powers are different from magic#if I think about them too hard I get upset about their parents#but like. they are also kinda funny bc of how clueless they are
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how did i end up back in batman-adjacent brainrot. time is a fucking circle. what.
#personal#i see one (1) timkon art and suddenly im 16 pages deep in an ao3 tag#thirteen years ago i was unhealthily preoccupied with batjokes so are we surprised no.#but damn. time IS a circle. space is flat.#sigh
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omg hold on i just realized something!!!
the Blackbeak Matron is the ONLY one who knew about Manon's bloodline, like-- Manon is an actual fucking queen by birthright and the Matron is the only person who knew it because Manon never learned about this.
so remember when Asterin was telling Manon what happened to her with her hunter and witchling? The Matron warned Vesta and Sorrel not to bring it up to Manon or there will be dire consequences.
Now hear me out: Manon fucking loves Asterin. If she knew what her grandmother had done, she would have probably done something like take the Thirteen and just leave or something like that.
We all know how the Matron loved threatening Manon that she'd replace her, but while it worked on Manon, her grandmother never really intended to do that.
It's the same reason why she wanted Vesta and Sorrel to remain quiet: she has a literal fucking queen at her beck and call. Manon is ready to do anything for her grandmother just to get some praise, and the Matron isn't going to let go of that. It's why she needed Manon loyal to her (through fear because Manon didn't really trust her but she fears what she'd do)
So at the end of the day, the Matron was after more power. She kept Manon by her side through unorthodox tactics because she loved having so much control over her. And also because of Manon's royal blood, she can have so much.
I think it's also why she wasn't fully against Erawan showing interest in Manon. Because with that union, she will reign supreme.
It's just-- the way she played Manon for her whole life for no other reason than being a shitty person is what irks me the most. She literally used everything that is Manon and twisted it, turning it into something ugly.
I'm sorry but when Manon just killed Rhiannon without even questioning it? Just blindly obeying her grandmother because it's what she's been conditioned to do???
Later on, we see Manon really struggling between doing what is right and doing exactly what her grandmother wants even when she doesn't agree with it. Every time, her grandmother wins (until the part where she was about to execute Asterin) and I honestly think that the Matron was happy with how she has the actual Queen of Witches under her command.
#booklr#books and reading#throne of glass#manon blackbeak#tog#asterin blackbeak#empire of storms#kingdom of ash#queen of shadows#spoilers#hello i was just talking to myself about manon and I suddenly realized this???#the matron fucking orchestrated the whole thing#starting by killing her daughter and unleashing hell on her granddaughter#it's why she hates asterin#because she's probably the only person who can have power over manon#because manon actually loves her#and this whole thing irks the matron because she's anti feelings and she hates how despite all she did manon was still capable of loving#asterin (although she's terrible at showing this love but asterin bless her knows and she loves manon just the same)#anyway is there is a limit to how evil this woman is? probably not#she hurt manon so deeply-- starting with killing her parents then making her kill her sister without her even knowing it#constantly using asterin and the thirteen against her??#saying and doing everything that she said and done???#and my poor manon endured this for over a century like don't you get tired of this bullshit??? leave the girl alone for a change???#but no she she needed to torment her like this because that was how she controlled her#she's all about power and control and will stop at NOTHING to achieve this#this is why i say that manon is emotionally fragile#she's not aware of it because she never was allowed to feel it let alone name it and (god forbid) express it. like underneath it all she ha#so much hidden deep inside. i also feel like yrene will be the one to help her navigate those emotions and just... acknowledge them and#actually feel them. but this won't be easy at all because for over a hundred years it was drilled into her that this display is forbidden s#when those feelings come to the surface she'd try to push them down because it's a trauma response. she was never safe to feel or express
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watching adventure time as a teenager really is
#its so hard to articulate this but like. the amount of actual growing you do as a teenager is so hard to see until youre past it#and like. i can see it in the show now that im a little older too#because he grows up a little too and he doesnt even see it until he tries acting the way he did when he was twelve and thirteen again#and the difference between thirteen and fifteen doesnt seem like much im sure but it is gosh it is.#because suddenly its just so awkward and unnatural. you arent that person anymore and your relationships arent the same either#sighs. adventure time is so silly it is also about growing up#and everything changing;;; and impermanence#i really like that one fucked up lemongrab episode where finns like 'yeah ill just take my shot with pb again :)'#and it doesnt work! because she's older and so much more mature and now that he's a little older he's actually able to see that#these are such low level observations but also i have not watched this show in forever and its making me wanna cry
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i find it hilarious actually that bbc merlin of all things was the one to beat my art block and is helping me improve my skills
#he talks#after thirteen regenerated in doctor who i was in a bit of a sulk and then out pops these deranged bitches from a bbc show#that ended 10 years ago#and suddenly i have all these art ideas again#and im actually enjoying drawing and learning new shite
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Happy STS. Okay, hear me out. Your story becomes a musical. *grandly presents you with the opportunity to turn this into literally whatever you want* (Who knows all the choreography? Who is pissed? Who somehow escapes singing?) (What scene has the best song? What your story's musical sound like? Does it being a musical make any sense at all?)
I am HEARING you out. happy sts
I'm not sure about the others, but all I know is Leo gets a very theatrical disney villain type song. They would still be very branch trolls or eugene fitzherbert tangled core. I am Not singing and you Can't make me (someone will) (jaxon most likely) (poor leo)
Jaxon is THRILLED. He sings wherever he goes anyways. He knows all the choreography. He makes everyone else join. Same with Sam and probably Lily
Logan and Cass are secretly really good singers in my head. I feel like they would both have a sort of lullaby song. something soft
Dylan gets out of it. "ohh sorry guys. i didn't realize it was a musical :| my bad you guys have fun though" Ryan also gets out of it. Elliot TRIES but he falls victim to Jaxon making him
#ALL I KNOW is leo gets a disney villain song#you KNOW she ate the shit out of that jekyll and hyde musical. ive never listened to it but i know it in my heart#and the frankenstein one#and the death note one#my favorite leo headcanon is that they just adore niche musicals#classic novels nerd Leo has evolved like a pokemon#by ''its suddenly a musical'' i was thinking the henry danger episode where everyone just starts signing out of nowhere#that was my immediate thought because i loved that show when i was like thirteen#my headcanon for the chapter that is suddenly a musical episode is that dylan just had their hearing aids out all day and didn't realize#they see everyone doing little songs and dance numbers and go alright? why? cool i guess? whatever. you guys are weird.#dylan probably could sing but they're not Going to#around dinner they get fed up and are like what the HELL are you all DOING#thanks for the ask!#sts#writing#isaac says things related to his writing again#original work#wip: forget me not#im saying that it's the first one specifically because of jaxons description. he is NOT singin songs in the second or third#he's having too bad of a time#the descriptions for them are also somewhat based on the voice claims playlist i have on youtube for them lol
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No one fucking knows what a fourteen year old looks like huh.
#i see homestuck art and the kids look either like older teens or ten year olds#the human psyche is simply incapable of imagining young teenagers#tbh i'm kinda convinced all the cultures that said you reached adulthood around fourteen were on to something#like it's around that age that most people transition suddenly from baby face to adult face#an eleven year old is almost always a child a fourteen year old is almost always a very new adult but between gets blurry#and to be clear this is an artificial boundary because it's based entirely on a perceptual distinction being made between children and adul#that sorts faces into child or adult and cannot deal with interliars#but it's an entirely salient one to what seems like most human cultures#....wait a goddamn second that's just the beginning of puberty#i'm fucking stupid#but my original point stands no one knows what a thirteen year old looks like
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hozier's new album Unreal Unearth comes with the sad consequence that you will feel the sudden urge to write about lesbians every two minutes if you listen to it. beware of the dead women-lover ghost that possessed this holy man and guided his hands and whispered words in his ears and doomed us all
#hozier#unreal unearth#lesbian#like alr i was listening to Francesca and suddenly i had an open file on my pc ab mt fav couple#queer#LIKE I LIVED MY WHOLE LIFE#being italian is a gift in this situation cause I've been studying dante's Divina Commedia since I was thirteen what ab it
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I'm only a few episodes into jodie whittaker era (my first time), but thirteen has a lightness to her that's reminding me of nine and, not gonna lie, I'm tearing up a bit. and I'll be really interested to see if the comparison holds when the stakes get more personal.
#doctor who#it's a really weird transition from twelve who I was Not a great fan of and who felt pretty casually dark a lot of the time#nine (imo) was dark inside this very deliberate and consistent kindness and lightness and I'm looking to see if that's what's going on here#though I'm unsure yet if thirteen is lighter (and tbh politer) or if that's my own biases. withholding judgement for now.#also an interesting transition from twelve-era: I'm getting the feeling we're back to a different style of space worldbuilding with this#which I'm very interested in even if the decision to establish that there are white supremacists in the far future is..........#really not my favourite. I'm english that's how I express deep distaste.#it was fun for like five seconds to compare that guy to jack harkness and notice the differences#but nobody punched this guy in the face and dragged him off to face some sort of justice so it felt a bit unfinished you know?#I would have settled for seeing him suddenly face to face with a dinosaur with the camera cutting away mid-swear. given the circumstances.#(I have perhaps been watching too many shows where repugnant people get punched in the face! this is the opposite of a problem.)#that was a tangent upon a tangent; apologies#falderal speaks#hi I'm still half-asleep and very distracted at any given time but i'll figure out how not to be eventually <3
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Im back? Kinda…
2023 was probably the worst year for me, so I wasn’t active. I’m active on twitter and discord but I don’t have space for tumblr.
If you guys still remember me you can dm me to get my usernames.
#Suddenly I forgot how to use tumblr#Help lol#okay I guess I remember#kinda#kimpossible#saw an anti drakgo post today and cried for thirteen minutes#They would NEVER break up. Like ever. I don’t care what the cast says. They’re canon and that’s it.#Honestly like why would you even say that#DrakGo is the endgame I said what I said.#anyways dm me to stay in touch bc I keep forgetting to check this place
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poll tournaments that make you go listen to the steven universe soundtrack again
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