#suchalonelyask

[suchalonelysunflower]

to be fair, no one writes au’s anymore you are probably wasting your time

So I should not write nor post anymore. Cool. I’ll take that into account

[suchalonelysunflower]

Sunnyyyyyyyy, I love you but I can’t read happier than ever, the words get cut off. My love, please fix it🥹💖

Hello, love 🩷🩷

It’s weird cause I don’t find that problem in mobile or in desktop 🧐 as far as I know, there’s nothing to fix

My new fic

[suchalonelysunflower]

Omg it’s your birthday!!! Happy happy happy birthday my Sunny!! I adore you and your loving nature. I hope you had a wonderful day😘🥰🥳🥳

Thank you so so much my darling ❤️🥰 I love you very much and am so very glad we can share such wonderful art together ❤️❤️

[suchalonelysunflower]

✨What's a fic you've posted you wish you could breathe life into again and have people talking about it? (or simply a fic you wish got more credit)

💘Is there any posted fic you want to rework/re-edit/re-write?

💎why is writing important to you?

📡why is writing and sharing your writing important for fandom? (If I may give my take: because you are not scared to go into heart breaking hard stuff and angst and portray people with flaws.)

Hi love!

✨: Looks Red Tastes Blue for one. I had that concept worked on for months and it's just like I imagined it and I wish it got more credit than it did. I still love it so so much and the people that loved it as well mean so much to me

💘: None that I could think of really. The old ones are cringy and with poorly grammar, but they still show my progress and growth so I wouldn't change a thing

💎: cause it saved my life. it's my therapy and my escape. it's what I always wanted to do. I have a voice and a message and an outlet. I help myself and I hope it helps others as well. it's my own little thing and I adore it. I have met so many amazing people because of it. it's me

📡: I agree with your take and you have no idea how much it means to me. I embrace the heartbreak and I like giving it a new meaning besides all the angst. it might be my way of just letting it all out, but I truly believe that pain must be felt, heartbreak, sadness, having your soul torn apart, it's part of life and it's so so beautiful to be able to just feel and let it evolve into something even more beautiful. There's a song that claims "after the storm, the sun comes out" and I live by that. and even if some of my fics don't have a happy ending, you'll know that it'll be okay. endings don't need to be happy for them to turn into new beginnings.

Ask me anything!

[suchalonelysunflower]

hi my love 😌 here are some questions for ya 🫶🏻

💫🍉🎉🤍💌

i hope you had a lovely day 😘

Hello my darling 🤍

💫: what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?

the ones that yelled at me or say "that's messed up" or the ones that claim I broke their heart. I love them. your tags are also one of my favorite things when posting 😌

���:in what ways has writing helped you process trauma and/or navigate through your own life?

In every single way. like I said, writing saved my life many times before and it continues to do so. it's my outlet and you can see that in most if not all of my posts. many of my stories are based or have some elements of my real life, and that has helped me to let go of them as much as it helped me process them in a healthy way.

🎉: how often do you celebrate completing & posting a work? how often do you give yourself the credit/validation that you seek from others when you post? (if you don't, you should!)

lately I'm just happy it got posted at all since this app isn't friendly with the OPs anymore. the fact that my fics got any notes at all is just amazing considering how much effort us writers put in promoting them against the algorithm. we all deserve credit and validation so im just gonna remind you all: SUPPORT YOUR WRITERS AND REBLOG THE FICS YOU LIKED.

🤍: what's one fic of yours you think people didn't "get"?

there is still something you didn't catch up in WTSG hehe. but overall I think I'm still a bit sour with how Looks Red Tastes Blue did... but the ones that did get it and love it got all of my heart.

💌: share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!

“So, “angel” haven’t heard from you in a while” 

You rolled your eyes “Don’t call me that” 

“You’ve never seemed to mind it before” 

Ask me anything!

[suchalonelysunflower]

IT’S SUNNY DAY!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!!!! oh my goodness what a day it has been. the boys have been blessing you left and right today and it is exactly what you deserve. i hope today has been filled with so much joy. i love you so freaking much you have no idea. i hope this year brings you only good things. we’re gonna make this year the best year yet i just know it. happy birthday sunny! i don’t know what i’d do without you 🩷🩷

IM CRYING THANK YOU MY LOVE ❤️❤️ I’m forever thankful for you and the fact that I have you in my life ❤️ I love you so so so much ❤️❤️😭

[suchalonelysunflower]

Sunny!!! I got my first tattoos and my artists name was sunny!!

IS THAT A KATANA?! I freaking love theseee omggg they look amazing! Please hydrate yourself and the tattoos and keep the tatttoo zone clean 🥰 I absolutely adore these! Congrats love 🥰🥰

[suchalonelysunflower]

hi sunny ☀️

I’m sorry people are not being very kind. I hope you know that the number of interactions that you get doesn’t define how good of a writer you are. I think it’s just a consequence of tumblr/the fandom dying.

I’ve had more luck with longer fics on AO3, it’s free to post/use. Maybe because people go there primarily for longer fics? Idk I just know that I’ve gotten a lot more interactions there.

Also I just want to add that I often think of you and your stories and am sending you good vibes/prayers. I hope that you do what makes you happy 💛 and if writing isn’t that don’t force yourself to.

(Also just have to add I’ve been thinking about Where the Storm Gathers probably once a week since you posted the last chapter 😅. Not saying this to pressure just the series is one of the best I’ve read and you should know)

Thank you, my love ❤️ I appreciate your words and your prayers ❤️

I love writing, but posting it is different. And yes! Omg that story needs an ending. I have it all thought out but writing it is just 🥴 it will come, I promise!

Once again, thank you ❤️ love you, bb

[suchalonelysunflower]

you do get across “smart”, detailed, incredibly well plotted masterpieces here all the time but, just as you said, definitely not AUs (infantile) and definitely not in the 5sos fam part of tumblr, sadly we are way past our peak

Oh I know there are some amazing fics out there that aren’t au. But calling them infantile is just a bit much here , I think. When 5sos went MIA a couple of years back, the ones that kept the fandom going here were the writers. Amazing writers such as Angie, Hailey, Blanca, Crystal, Cass… just to name a few, kept the fandom going with their amazing AU’s series and fics. AU’s were the backbone of the fandom.

We might be past our peak, but don’t forget what brought that peak in the first place. It might not be your style or many people styles nowadays, but there is no need to tear any expression of art down.

[suchalonelysunflower]

Please dont delete!! I just read the first chapter and am excited to read the rest! I love your stories🥹

Aww thank you so much ❤️ it means the world to me that you said that. I’ll see what I’ll do but I think I’ll just keep posting them

Den of Vipers

[suchalonelysunflower]

i am so sorry about those asks? literally block and delete like they have no right to say that. i haven't been on tumblr in months and that's the first thing i see in the 5sos fandom when i get back?? insane behavior.

Thank you ❤️ No hate toward them, honestly 🤷🏼‍♀️ I get their point it just wasn’t the right wording for it.

[suchalonelysunflower]

what the actual fuck is up with those two asks honestly 😀 like please let people post stories that move them!! even if just because they're looking for that nostalgic feeling!! people are so annoying. anyways, i've been looking for new fics for forever, so i'll be giving yours a read, hehe. used to be a sucker for sister of a band member aus, so this should be good

Thank you for your words ❤️ but, at the same time, they’re not wrong. They were rude, yes, but the point they made about aus is still true. As I’ve seen, many of the stories here now are contemporary one shots that focus on smut (which we love, please they’re are so freaking by good) but layered stories, with chapters, that utilizes smart as a way to progress the growth or plot… those are not here anymore. Or at least they will not get that much attention.

It’s the tiktokfication of tumblr 🤷🏼‍♀️ I’ve realized that a long time ago, but they didn’t have to say it like that.

I really hope you like the new story ❤️ I appreciate you reaching out

[suchalonelysunflower]

I mean it’s just as exciting you just have to have good content and characters!!! 5sos fam is kinda slow rn, and your like fantasy ideas??? nah

I mean I was not referring to the amount of content/interactions. Those been slow for months. And I know my story ideas aren’t for everyone and AU’s are not as popular as they used to.

I was referring more to the feeling of sharing something here. Getting excited for sharing art. I used to get so happy with every post I made, would write one fic a day, maybe even two. Now it seems more like me trying to get that same feeling again because I remembered how happy it made me and I need that rn.

Writing saved my life when I most needed to. I was hoping now it could do the trick as well.

[suchalonelysunflower]

So excited to read your new series!!!

Thank you ❤️! I’m excited as well! I can’t wait for you to read it and tell me what you think 🥰🥰

Sinners and Saints

[suchalonelysunflower]

omg so god to see you posted again, havent even read the fic yet but here in moral support already bc i know i'll love it, but also!! moving continents?? that's so fun and exciting and new! hope everything is well🫶

Thank you so much 🥹🩷 it means the world to me knowing that you’re still around 🩷 and yes! Moving onto the UK in a few weeks! I’m incredibly scared but excited at the same time 🥳 and once again, thank you!

Calum’s turn

[suchalonelysunflower]

Hi Sunny, haven’t spoken in awhile and I was thinking of you. I hope you’re doing well and you’re great and wonderful and I love you💛☀️🌻💛🥰😘

Hi love ❤️ it has been a while! I’m just completely MIA and watching from the sidelines

I love you so so much and I miss this place 🥹❤️ I hope you have a wonderful day too and that you’re doing incredible ❤️💕