#suchalonelyask

[suchalonelysunflower]

to be fair, no one writes au’s anymore you are probably wasting your time

So I should not write nor post anymore. Cool. I’ll take that into account

[suchalonelysunflower]

Sunnyyyyyyyy, I love you but I can’t read happier than ever, the words get cut off. My love, please fix it🥹💖

Hello, love 🩷🩷

It’s weird cause I don’t find that problem in mobile or in desktop 🧐 as far as I know, there’s nothing to fix

My new fic

[suchalonelysunflower]

Omg it’s your birthday!!! Happy happy happy birthday my Sunny!! I adore you and your loving nature. I hope you had a wonderful day😘🥰🥳🥳

Thank you so so much my darling ❤️🥰 I love you very much and am so very glad we can share such wonderful art together ❤️❤️

[suchalonelysunflower]

✨What's a fic you've posted you wish you could breathe life into again and have people talking about it? (or simply a fic you wish got more credit)

💘Is there any posted fic you want to rework/re-edit/re-write?

💎why is writing important to you?

📡why is writing and sharing your writing important for fandom? (If I may give my take: because you are not scared to go into heart breaking hard stuff and angst and portray people with flaws.)

Hi love!

✨: Looks Red Tastes Blue for one. I had that concept worked on for months and it's just like I imagined it and I wish it got more credit than it did. I still love it so so much and the people that loved it as well mean so much to me

💘: None that I could think of really. The old ones are cringy and with poorly grammar, but they still show my progress and growth so I wouldn't change a thing

💎: cause it saved my life. it's my therapy and my escape. it's what I always wanted to do. I have a voice and a message and an outlet. I help myself and I hope it helps others as well. it's my own little thing and I adore it. I have met so many amazing people because of it. it's me

📡: I agree with your take and you have no idea how much it means to me. I embrace the heartbreak and I like giving it a new meaning besides all the angst. it might be my way of just letting it all out, but I truly believe that pain must be felt, heartbreak, sadness, having your soul torn apart, it's part of life and it's so so beautiful to be able to just feel and let it evolve into something even more beautiful. There's a song that claims "after the storm, the sun comes out" and I live by that. and even if some of my fics don't have a happy ending, you'll know that it'll be okay. endings don't need to be happy for them to turn into new beginnings.

Ask me anything!

[suchalonelysunflower]

What came to my mind was the gang/mafia!Calum fic where he and reader were hiding in the book shop.

You, again, and all the smutty scenes cause Michael was hot as fuck.

And the whole of Looks Red, Tastes Blue. Cannot choose a scene because it was perfect as a whole thing.

^ my face rn

Idk why I’m so emotional but 😭😭😭❤️ thank you, my dear! I’m so honored and so happy you like them 🥹❤️ it means the world to me, you have no idea

[suchalonelysunflower]

hi my love 😌 here are some questions for ya 🫶🏻

💫🍉🎉🤍💌

i hope you had a lovely day 😘

Hello my darling 🤍

💫: what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?

the ones that yelled at me or say "that's messed up" or the ones that claim I broke their heart. I love them. your tags are also one of my favorite things when posting 😌

🍉:in what ways has writing helped you process trauma and/or navigate through your own life?

In every single way. like I said, writing saved my life many times before and it continues to do so. it's my outlet and you can see that in most if not all of my posts. many of my stories are based or have some elements of my real life, and that has helped me to let go of them as much as it helped me process them in a healthy way.

🎉: how often do you celebrate completing & posting a work? how often do you give yourself the credit/validation that you seek from others when you post? (if you don't, you should!)

lately I'm just happy it got posted at all since this app isn't friendly with the OPs anymore. the fact that my fics got any notes at all is just amazing considering how much effort us writers put in promoting them against the algorithm. we all deserve credit and validation so im just gonna remind you all: SUPPORT YOUR WRITERS AND REBLOG THE FICS YOU LIKED.

🤍: what's one fic of yours you think people didn't "get"?

there is still something you didn't catch up in WTSG hehe. but overall I think I'm still a bit sour with how Looks Red Tastes Blue did... but the ones that did get it and love it got all of my heart.

💌: share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!

“So, “angel” haven’t heard from you in a while” 

You rolled your eyes “Don’t call me that” 

“You’ve never seemed to mind it before” 

Ask me anything!

[suchalonelysunflower]

IT’S SUNNY DAY!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!!!! oh my goodness what a day it has been. the boys have been blessing you left and right today and it is exactly what you deserve. i hope today has been filled with so much joy. i love you so freaking much you have no idea. i hope this year brings you only good things. we’re gonna make this year the best year yet i just know it. happy birthday sunny! i don’t know what i’d do without you 🩷🩷

IM CRYING THANK YOU MY LOVE ❤️❤️ I’m forever thankful for you and the fact that I have you in my life ❤️ I love you so so so much ❤️❤️😭

[suchalonelysunflower]

Hi hello it’s me I’m just dropping by to yell at you for hurting my heart with your recent fics😌. I found it very much unnecessary of you but loved it nonetheless

I will gladly break your heart and mend it all again ❤️ consider it even given your plot twist yesterday 🫢❤️

[suchalonelysunflower]

Sunny!!! I got my first tattoos and my artists name was sunny!!

IS THAT A KATANA?! I freaking love theseee omggg they look amazing! Please hydrate yourself and the tattoos and keep the tatttoo zone clean 🥰 I absolutely adore these! Congrats love 🥰🥰

[suchalonelysunflower]

Hello, angst-queen! I hope you’re alright ♡ I’ve been just wondering if you’re going to open the requests any time soon, cause I’m dying to send mine 👀

Enjoying your works so-so much, thank you for sharing them with us♡

Hello sunshine ❤️ angst queen? 🥺🥹🥰 thank you so much! I appreciate it from the bottom of my hear ❤️

As of now I’m working on a lil something 👀 but I’m planing to reopen my requests whenever I get closer to 2k followers probably (I’m 100 followers short) that way I can do another special like the 1K 🙆🏼‍♀️❤️

But I can always change my mind at any point so who knows if I open it early 👀 I’m not very curious about your request

[suchalonelysunflower]

why don’t i remember ur gang!cal fic?? i thought i’d read every goddamn gang au there was on this site. could you tell me what’s it called on ur masterlist?

Sure! It’s this one and it’s listed on my 1K celebration ✨🙌🏻 I’ll go back to the gang!au universe very soon 😌❤️

[suchalonelysunflower]

Hi, I just wanted to thank you for the “You Are What You Love”, it’s truly an amazing one, I read it in one breath and surely will keep coming back to it again and again. The whole story is just so perfect, everything is described so well, the doubts, the softness, the dialogs are so well-written too. I enjoyed a lot. Thank you ♡

😭❤️ I’m truly about to cry. This is so sweet!? Thank you so so much ❤️ I always have some doubts about my fluff and this just made my entire day and it has barely started 🥹❤️

[suchalonelysunflower]

YOUR PFP AND THE NEW DESIGN IS RUDE

(also here: 😭❤️)

IT HAD TO BE DONE 😭😭❤️

Doggos + Ashton = breakdown

[suchalonelysunflower]

Just so you know the first thing I read this year was one of your fics 😭😭💙

hny, Sunny

And I have been loving every single tag you left in that rollercoaster 🥹❤️ thank you so much for reading, it means the world to me and I’m honored, so so honored that you chose to read me for new years ❤️❤️

[suchalonelysunflower]

🫢🫢🫢🤭🤭🤭

WHAT DOES IT MEAN ?!

[suchalonelysunflower]

hi sunny ☀️

I’m sorry people are not being very kind. I hope you know that the number of interactions that you get doesn’t define how good of a writer you are. I think it’s just a consequence of tumblr/the fandom dying.

I’ve had more luck with longer fics on AO3, it’s free to post/use. Maybe because people go there primarily for longer fics? Idk I just know that I’ve gotten a lot more interactions there.

Also I just want to add that I often think of you and your stories and am sending you good vibes/prayers. I hope that you do what makes you happy 💛 and if writing isn’t that don’t force yourself to.

(Also just have to add I’ve been thinking about Where the Storm Gathers probably once a week since you posted the last chapter 😅. Not saying this to pressure just the series is one of the best I’ve read and you should know)

Thank you, my love ❤️ I appreciate your words and your prayers ❤️

I love writing, but posting it is different. And yes! Omg that story needs an ending. I have it all thought out but writing it is just 🥴 it will come, I promise!

Once again, thank you ❤️ love you, bb