#stvrcrush

[courageousguardian]

do u think modern day garen would have loved beyblades as a kid

Short answer: No, I don’t think so. The ‘spinning’ motif is strictly about his sword usage.

Long answer (and what sorts of toys or childhood activities he would partake in and enjoy): We can see in his color story that he enjoyed playing with ‘action figures’ as a child, but it’s unclear whether he was fascinated more with the ‘glory of the Demacian army and knights’ (as Qui.nn and Cal.eb were stated to in their lore) or had more of a fascination with the actual toys.

I think that, growing up in a strict household ( as we can assume that Augatha is still quite strict and controlling ) but without the taboo of magic and allure of the knights or army, he probably would have gotten into strategy games as a kid. In this case, it probably manifests as a light appreciation for trading card games, though this hobby would probably be curbed by his family and molded towards more ‘refined’ games like chess.

I would go on to say that on some level, he would probably have some envy for any toys that other children have that are especially whimsical, from the tamagotchi to the beyblades and so on. He also would not have had friends with which to borrow or play these games, as they would all be in similar social spheres. I would hope that he is friends with the like of Ta/ric again, who will hopefully help him and Jar/van as kids to just run around outside and enjoy playing.

I would say all of this, but something yet more important occurs to me.

We all know that Ga.ren more or less supports his younger sister, and that perhaps they still grow apart as adults for whatever reason ( even though magic is not it, perhaps social expectation ). However, we also know that the most important person to the elder Crownguard is his little sister. We also know that in his color story, he used to play action figures and ‘war games’ with Lu/x. In other words, he was not the sort of elder brother to exclude his younger sister.

So, my final answer is that I think until he was absolutely forced to or unable, he would try and engage in activities that his younger sister could also enjoy. That still means strategy games since I think Lu/x has the potential to be a very smart tactical cookie, but it also means sitting down and painting little house people for a house or grabbing Lu/x’s hand and making sure to include her when he goes around with Jarv & Tar/ic. I do not think he would be the kind of brother to be embarrassed of his little sister or wanting to distance himself from her as a child.

I also don’t think it would be on brand for my blog to not point out how much Ga/ren values his little sister or to miss that he tries to be very inclusive and this would fundamentally shape the sorts of activities he enjoys. Especially because as an adult, he would considerably mellow out.

[vulpesse-arc]

@stvrcrush​ (rakan)  ♡                                        ☽   ──   STAR. Hope, spirituality, renewal, inspiration, serenity. The STAR comes as a welcome reprieve after a period of destruction and turmoil. You have endured many challenges and STRIPPED YOURSELF BARE of any limiting beliefs that have previously held you back. You are realising your CORE ESSENCE, who you are beneath all the layers. 

BIZARRE IS THIS WARM TRANQUILITY, this soothing feeling that descends ‘pon her and that unravels all the painful knots that have accumulated and conjoined together right in the middle of her throat in the past few months. Gilded gaze remains curiously settled ‘pon the other vastaya whilst he joyfully performs for a little enamored crowd and the vulpine-she wonders, albeit silently, just how different the two of them are   /   Whilst he embraces a precise role in pursuance of selfishly bathing in the addicting adoration of others, she usually adorns her visage with GROTESQUE MASKS in pursuance of lying and stealing and obtaining everything she desires without ever having to pay the price for her crimes. 

She knows not how many minutes have passed but finally, he’s returning to her. Head cants to one side, fur-coated appendages contently sway to-&-fro behind her silhouette whilst she greets the man with a mischievous simper  ;  although she has indeed ENJOYED his little show, that’s something that she shall never openly admit.   ❝  Did you have fun  ?  I almost thought that you had FORGOTTEN about me.  ❞

[nilirae]

                             ‵   .  .  .  you frighten them  .  fear makes humans  foolish  .                         &&  dangerous  to everyone around them  ,  even themselves  .   ‵

                                           @stvrcrush​​​​​            starter call  !  (  you get a mad scientist  ) 

[yourevcryman]

               ❝ —curious. ❞ there had been almost absolute certainty that it was all a bluff. the threats to pick up his gun if he set it down were only that, threats— but this world is full of surprises. within seconds, he’s staring down the barrel of his own gun. needless to say there was a rush. 

                   he straightens himself slowly, eye trained on the twitchy trigger finger gunning him down. ❝ color me surprised. i should have at least considered the possibility of how quick you’d be if you did take the opportunity. ❞ the only question now was what he intended to do now that the gun had switched hands. 

                ❝ what next ? are you going to turn me in ? threaten me ? shoot me ? stand there and look pretty ? i’m going to need my gun back at some point so hurry along and figure something out, would you. ❞

answered for: @stvrcrush​ (rakan)

[oceanbrings]

@stvrcrush​ asked: “ nothing you can say will surprise me. ” // from rakan

more misc memes / ( not accepting!! )

               ❝ Probably not. However, different worlds requires some sort of surprise, don‘t you think ? ❞ Soft smile appear on her lips when the words were formed. Peharps the one who ALWAYS surprises people can‘t be surprised at all.

[choicelesshope-aa]

𝒕𝒚𝒑𝒆𝒔  𝒐𝒇  𝒑𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆  :  𝒅𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒔  𝒂𝒏𝒅  𝒅𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒔  𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒔

adapted  from  this  post  !   bold  what  applies  to  your  muse. repost  ;  do  NOT  reblog.

𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙸𝙰𝙽 »   toothy grins, stories around the campfire, clothes covered in pet hair, hot temper, old jeans, heartbeat in head, potatoes and steak, beaded jewelry, bruises like galaxies, mementos, backpack stuffed full, craigslist furniture, spontaneous road trips, air ripped from lungs.

𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙳 »   homemade bread, white lies, easily excited, trying on hats, band geek, pep talks, no impulse control, sunsets, vintage fashion, long showers, selfies, following dreams, rosy cheeks, song mash-ups, pink lemonade with tequila, loves easily, animated storyteller, full of comebacks.

𝙲𝙻𝙴𝚁𝙸𝙲 »   list of wishes, biting their tongue, band-aids and neosporin, shoulder to cry on, morning sun, necklaces, trial and error, homemade quilts, formal clothing, astrology fan, messages in bottles, pleated braids, speaking up for friends, feathers, motivational quotes, vivid dreams.

𝙳𝚁𝚄𝙸𝙳 »   bird watching, shy kid, wind chimes, trying to whistle, summer camp, apple orchards, lost in their head, glow-in-the-dark stars on the ceiling, hoodies, thrift shopping, saving worms off the sidewalk, latin, bare feet, thunderstorms, numb fingers, braided hair, naming potted plants.

𝙵𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃𝙴𝚁 »   goosebumps, leather jackets, adventure, chewing nails, cares deeply but can’t show it, bronze locks, no sleep, taste of iron, netflix binges, never forgets, combat boots, stories behind scars, table for one, official soundtracks, sore calves, trusts themselves the most.

𝙼𝙾𝙽𝙺 »   always trying to be better, wanderlust, meditation, sweatpants, old photographs, yoga, sleeping in hammocks, nostalgia, minimalist design, breath of fresh air, baby animals, volunteering, perfectionist, doesn’t care about fashion, healthy snacks, noticing the little things.

𝙿𝙰𝙻𝙰𝙳𝙸𝙽 »   school uniforms, thick jackets, sleeping with the windows open, logical advice, scrapbooking, compasses, i fight for my friends, sculpture gardens, cold morning air, big soul, likes routine, secret romantic, last to get jokes, sunflowers, practical presents, misty weather.

𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙶𝙴𝚁 »   herbal tea, smell of rain, blinking away tears, camping trips, collecting bones, swiss army knives, first impressions, anxious thoughts, bobby pins, burnt marshmallows, too competitive, clothes lines, messenger bags, holding grudges, gets along better with animals than people.

𝚁𝙾𝙶𝚄𝙴 »   flirtatious sarcasm, candid photos, lost phone chargers, adrenaline rush, picking dirt out from beneath their nails, social chameleon, clashing clothes, self-deprecating jokes, claw machines, sits in chairs wrong, smudged eyeliner, has too many sunglasses, eats nothing or everything.

𝚂𝙾𝚁𝙲𝙴𝚁𝙴𝚁 »   infectious laugh, family trees, shivers down their spine, lipstick and roses, mood swings, clumsy, believing in destiny, high expectations, sleeping in darkness, collection of nail polish, passionate, good grades but never studies, poetry books, blowing kisses, not knowing their own strength.

𝚆𝙰𝚁𝙻𝙾𝙲𝙺 »   knowing everyone’s secrets, backpack covered in pins, envy, being in walmart late at night, earl grey, selective memory, conspiracy theories and cryptids, keysmashing, need to know basis, can’t cook, bags under eyes, experimental art, flickering bulbs, black clothing all year long.

𝚆𝙸𝚉𝙰𝚁𝙳 »   piles of books, cat in lap, keeping a diary, indecision, scented candles, studying alone in a café, lingering touches, museum dates, unanswered questions, taking on too much responsibility, collections, chalk dust, comfy robes, unnecessary apologies, coming home after a long day.

tagged by:   @lupichorous​ (thank you so much!! i loved working on this one ♥♥) tagging:   @disastrcl​  ( julian! )   @dakujedo​   @muddledmenagerie​ ( dracula! )   @moonstonetm​   @bxlakor​ ( helaena! )  @iixesha​   @stvrcrush​ ( syndra! )

[aetheir]

THINGS A NEW RP PARTNER SHOULD KNOW ABOUT ME !

fun new meme here ! write 3-5 things a new rp partner (or those who want to be) should know about you and tag 3-5 people! it should be related to rp and not to other interests. (also don’t write you are a dork/gremlin/etc. this is tumblr, of course you are) tagged by: i stole it like the gremlin i am tagging: you

I really like plotting. I love establishing things before actually doing a thread b/c I think it makes things so much easier. I also just really enjoy discussing our character’s interactions and listening to headcanons about them. i like to think im very friendly and my im’s / inbox are always open !!

I don’t post starters or reblog memes a lot. honestly i get discouraged easily when people don’t respond to them so rather than feel bad or feel ignored, i just don’t do them very often anymore. i do always try to send memes in when i see them and if im not overwhelmed, i always try to like starter calls, too !! b/c if we’re mutuals i rly do wanna interact u know. ( also yes this is 100% me being like if u see me post meme inbox things please send them 2 me im desperate thanks )

My muse/inspiration fluctuates a lot. im gonna be honest and say i have some consistency issues and my muse for characters tends to bounce around a lot and im always like “i wanna make a new character”. for the most part, you’ll probably only find me writing here, @solliium, or @stvrcrush​ (my two league based multi’s). 

I love shipping. honest to goodness i love shipping and romance and all that good stuff but i’ve also had a lot of bad experiences with it and so i don’t really prioritize it or focus on it at all. i’m not averse to it by any means, but i’m not that inclined to try and start things with ships anymore. ur always welcome to reach out to me if u feel Some Chemistry goin on but i probably won’t initiate it myself

[vulpesse-arc]

HOROSCOPE starter meme !!  ✿  selectively accepting. @stvrcrush​​  has whispered:   ❛ stranger things have happened. like you. you are happening all the time and should probably stop. ❜ // from rakan !

WHAT’S THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN AN ANOMALY AND A RARITY  ?  Many years have been spent pursuing the critical response to such visceral query  ;  however, it mattered not how many steps forward or backward she would come to leisurely take, the vastaya was not capable of precisely discerning between one definition and the other  (  on the brightest days, she would feel unique and in the darkest ones, she would feel improper and misplaced  )  . Mayhap, this is why his vocalization is almost instantaneously answered by the ghost of a , a low sound heavily laden with umbrage and vexation and even further spiced by the siring of puerile resentment that shall easily poison the halcyon ichor coursing through her veins.

Vulpine audits lean backwards, thin eyebrows furrow above the bridge of her petite nose and the curvature of devil-kissed tiers heavily slants downwards into the vision of an aggravated scowl  ;  dour sobriety and characteristic mischief are thus abandoned, in their lieu, hostility blooms.   ❝  Are you testing my patience, sweetheart  ?  However, I am willing to listen. Give me one good reason as to why I should stop and, mayhap, I might decide to grant your wish.  ❞

[oceanbrings]

@stvrcrush​ asked: ❛ no one made me . i made me . ❜ // syndra

𝐓𝐎  𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄  𝐕𝐄𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓  ,  𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 / ( not accepting!! )

               SILENT IS HER STATEMENT AS TURQUOISE EYES STARES AT HER for a breif moment. Nami couldn‘t agree more with her---- we made ourselves, even though some extenal events can a somehow high influence on it. But in the end, it is US who decides what to do with such things. ❝ I am very sure about that, Syndra. However, you are being to hard on yourself. Don‘t you think ?? ❞ There is concern is her tone of voice towards the other GUARDIAN.

[oceanbrings]

starter for @stvrcrush​ // rakan

               CURIOSITY IS TAKING HER TO THE UNKNOWN ONCE MORE, a somehow magical singing and sound is making her human legs moves towards that direction. However, Nami stopped and stayed in the bushes when she took sight of an unfamiliar being---- the mermaid is sure he is a vastaya just like her, but for some reason, she has stopped right there.

[yourevcryman]

bloody :   my  muse  coming  to  your  muse  with  blood  stains  on  their  clothes  and  hands,  shaking.

                ❝ are you... upset ? ❞ from what he had understood, emotion was at the heart of control, something which he lacked apart from deep=seated anger. without reigning in the subconscious, emotions were free to run wild. they were free to take control while logic was left to grasp at straws. if left too long, disaster was bound to strike, as was the case here apparently. 

                   eyes lift to assess the spray of gore across her hands, up her arms, and across her chest. something terrible had happened. what that something was was of no concern to him, but it did evoke a bit of curiosity. ❝ are you... angry ? ❞

answered for: @stvrcrush​ (syndra)

[yourevcryman]

             ❝ —if you had gotten your hopes up for either, then i’m sorry to disappoint. while tempting, there is too much preparation that needs tending to. unfortunately, i’m unable to do much of anything given that you’re in my way. ❞ words scrape the back of his throat, roaring through the silence left by their previously one-sided conversation. 

            ❝ i have yet to plan a fitting finale befitting the life you’ve lived, but i have no qualms with starting now if you continue to test my patience. step aside. ❞

answered for: @stvrcrush​

[yourevcryman]

             an interesting inquiry: were they born or created ? the idea of innate evil spawning from the womb itself, while fascinating to believe, could only exist with the idea of a natural good and a natural evil. 

             what could be described as good and what could be described as evil when the idea of such was down to the question of morals ? 

          ❝ are you asking my professional opinion as a man or whatever you’ve pegged as a monster ? i would think most people would opt for the manmade monster. it gives them something to blame; something to ease their conscience. it also, in contrast, provides them an element of hope. if man created the evil, then there must be a chance to undo it, yes ? why, what monster have you set your sights on cleansing ? ❞

answered for: @stvrcrush​

[choicelesshope-aa]

Types Of People: Birds

𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐖 .      innocence ,   big dreamer ,   waking up too early ,   walking home ,   being afraid of meeting new people ,   slim hands ,   always cold ,   reading a book under a tree ,   the smell of the forest ,   missing your home

𝐄𝐀𝐆𝐋𝐄 .     independent ,   caring too much for others ,   sharp looks ,   walking through the city late at night ,   the tallest and most spectacular building ,   iron ,   being single and okay in a world that tells you that being single is bad

𝐒𝐖𝐈𝐅𝐓 .     falling in love easily and heavily ,   traveler ,   the infinity of the bluest sky ,   storms ,   broken smiles ,   forgetting people who used to be your beloved ones ,   feeling out of place ,   mistrusting people ,   a fleeting romance.

𝐂𝐑𝐎𝐖 .     feeling as if you have seen so much and as if you know a lot ,   prejudging ,   tight hugs that leave you breathless ,   a grey sky ,   serenity ,  intelligence ,   being left behind ,   chains ,  smoke , the pride of someone wise.

𝐃𝐎𝐕𝐄 .      petals ,   jealousy ,   being tired of living with the same old faces ,   whispered secrets ,  marble ,   sundresses ,   white clothes ,   the first sunset of winter ,   pride in who you are ,   learning to get over someone.

𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐆𝐔𝐋𝐋 .    family ,   golden light ,   the sea murmuring in your ear ,   summer afternoons ,   caramel ice cream ,   collecting seashells and other things and calling them treasures ,   living breezy and carefree ,   swimming in the sunlight.

𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐘 .     artistic ,   getting excited easily ,   dancing and singing while you are alone ,   looking at your friends having fun ,   no phone ,   being afraid of judgment ,  spring ,   a meaningful gift ,   the first ray of sunlight

tagged by: @muddledmenagerie​ ( mwah! ♥♥♥ ) tagging: @stvrcrush​ ( for rakan! )   @solliium​ ( for misri! )   @scmcnymuses​ ( for ryan! )   @lawfulbullets​   @voracites​   @murroyilodel​ !

[yourevcryman]

              no one was supposed to be here. as far as he knew. times had remained exactly the same for the last few months, it was why he had been one-hundred percent sure things would line up perfectly. despite the fresh kill at his feet, the artisan whips around, gun at the ready and finger dancing along the trigger. 

           ❝ the audacity... have you not heard of common decency ? it’s a  courtesy to sit and enjoy the performance not disrupt the performers. ❞ the man’s voice cuts sharply as his grip on the gun tightens, ❝ unless you care to join. ❞

// @stvrcrush​

[choicelesshope-aa]

Daemon Form

Raptor.

Your daemon would take the form of a raptor! Those who have raptor daemons are intellectual and precise, though unlike other bird daemons they also symbolize active and ambition. They are logical but confident, often preferring to work alone in relentless pursuit of their goals.

Falcon.

Your daemon would take the form of a falcon! You are an intense and shrewd individual. More so than others with raptor daemons, those with falcons are highly tenacious and obsessive over their goals. They are efficient and driven, observant people who become restless when they have nothing to focus their attention on.

tagged by: @murroyilodel​ !!!

tagging:  @alwaysxtrying​ ( for melody! )   @ineffableduality​ ( for adam! )   @stvrcrush​ ( for syndra! )