#stupid flu grrr

[jez-bez]

Zone, darling, I say this with all the love in the world. Shut your mouth.

The 'Oh.' in Cir's expression is so loud. Followed closely by quiet resignation. Something tells me this isn't the first time Zone's brought this up, and it won't be the last either.

'Then go tell him not to worry.'

Because there's nothing to worry about. Cir's got it handled. He doesn't need want help from a stranger. Because that's what his father is to Cir. A stranger.

'Are you still mad at him?'

The obvious answer would be yes, period. End of discussion.

When in reality it probably really is 'no, but it hurts too much to accept what he did.'

'You know he's always felt guilty about what happened. Especially about you.'

Zone, my love, I'll say it again. Stop talking. Telling Cir how much your father regrets what happened doesn't take away from it having happened

I understand why he does it, why he wants Cir to see reason, why he wants to lighten the blow and make his father seem more human to Cir...

...but that only makes it worse, because the regret may feel unbearable right now, but the choice back then was way too easy. It hurts, it hurts a lot.

Because no matter the circumstances, was Cir not abandoned by this man? The man who was supposed to keep him safe? Who was supposed to protect him from any possible dangers out there?

'Tell him to get over it already.'

Cir isn't ready to forgive the man yet and maybe he'll never be.

But one thing is for sure, right now in the midst of all that is going on, Cir doesn't want to forgive and forget. And that's his choice. The one choice he can make.

[marronje]

A lil request from my dms, I think Ocha ended up really cute and the idea of the dress was so princess-like and so PINK and Ocha is my princess sooo