#stuck in the past indefinitely. relating to my cptsd.
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#gender to Ghost directly relates to autism and hence why i have an Observer tattoo relating directly to Al#only ever an observer never able to interact with the world or be seen/heard aside from a select few people#typically only seen as unsettling or strange until you dig deeper into personal history#stuck in the past indefinitely. relating to my cptsd.#dissociation. fog brain. feeling Non Person.#mimicking sounds or expressions from what i observe. trying to blend in forever.#stuck in the middle of the two ends of the binary. purgatory so-to-speak. my entire anatomy is a blur to my brain#al having ptsd. fear of abandonment. fear of being useless. wearing the worlds brightest outfit but still being invisible.#it’s one big circle to me#i could say a lot more but. i’ll shut up no one asked#sorry that one poll got me gender emo#🍂
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