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[thewizardingjourney]

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[cassberry]

<MissaSinf (ES)> She is the prettiest, most protective and strongest girl of all.

[oscarisaacsspit]

she’s all i think about x

[chayannesegg]

im so glad empanada, even after a tough day, got to have that talk and hug with richas and then bagi where em got some lovely advice about dealing with grief from richas & talked about what went wrong during the day

but i can't help but contrast this with sunny. sunny who empanada still hasn't seen. sunny whose been alone for days. sunny whose talked with almost no one. sunny who doesn't know bad is dead. sunny whose pretending tubbo isn't dead. sunny who got no goodbye. sunny who got no long talks about grief. sunny who got no explanations. sunny who no one visited today. sunny whose birthday is tomorrow. sunny who no one will wake up for first tomorrow

[quixoticanarchy]

Ok I see why there can be relief in diagnosis and being able to apply a label, reticule, etc to your experience of the world and process it through that lens. As in: ‘oh there’s not something uniquely wrong with me, I’m not just broken.’ You have an explanation now. Your traits and idiosyncrasies, in becoming Symptoms, make sense. But the flip side of that, I think, is the reaction of ‘oh shit - I’m like this bc I have [x].’ Making your experiences diagnosably legible in this way can also make them feel heavier and more potent and much more noticeable. I’m thinking mostly of neurodivergence but I also notice this self-pathologization with noticing and scrutinizing all my physical symptoms to match a new diagnosis.

And idk, I think there’s value in some of the insights I’ve had via considering paradigms like neurodivergence and ideas like unmasking. But now I’ll notice just how much various ‘symptoms’ crop up and affect my life, whereas once it might have just been part of my ordinary fabric of experience, without an explanatory framework to pathologize it. Even if I’m not thinking of these things as bad, just the noticing and the interpreting as Neurodivergent Traits gives everything an extra weight. And then I’ll feel sometimes like unmasking was a mistake or like it created these symptoms. Looking back I don’t think it did, I can see how they’ve always been in the wings or on stage but in costume, disguised. Now they’re out in the light and sometimes I’m like wtf. Who are you. Why are we acting like this. Go away. Which isn’t fair to myself and isn’t going to happen since there is no ‘away.’ I can force the traits (now Symptoms) back in disguise but now I know they’re there. I don’t want to mask forever but I don’t like the Symptoms especially once I started thinking of them that way.

Neither diagnosis nor this self-awareness as neurodivergent is creating the ‘symptoms,’ per se, but there’s such recency bias wherein it seems like suddenly all these ‘symptoms’ are affecting you constantly, where they didn’t before. But maybe they did; you just weren’t calling them symptoms. ‘I’ve never felt [x] before’ or ‘I never used to do [x] so much’ - may be true mostly in that you weren’t calling it [x]. I have in general always been Like This and it did frustrate me before I had language for it too. Unmasking as a practice/process also allows more of these newly made-meaningful traits and moments to surface and, instead of being restrained, feel overwhelmingly frequent or prominent. All in all I kind of feel like I need to undiagnose myself. Keep the understandings I have of myself and try for compassion but stop cataloguing my thoughts or actions or comparing them negatively against the masked self of the past

[madelynpryor]

FRUBBO NATION HOW ARE WE FEELING TODAY

[tommylovingho]

[y2khaos-archive]

just for sillies i streamed fortnite to a couple of friends with a mere 5% graphics resolution. this is my artistic rendition of me (as ascendant midas) at 5% resolution in lavish lair's vault, in which not a single object loaded in for a solid 5 seconds

[un-pearable]

the Return of the Jedi (1983) experience . ty @lorillee you made my week

[berryberrytaeberry]

i haven't been writing my gatsby-coded-producer-musician-hyyh-yoonkook-coded-chaebol-street-racer-yoonmin BTS AU thing because mmmmm that menty b hit hard but tate mcrae leaked some music today and one of them is called green light and liiiike I meannnn my fic is already titled after a tate lyric and green light is gatsby thing obvi but then also a green light like when u drive a car and mmmmmm ideas thoughts concepts this could be something. I still don't want to write because I still feel incredibly fragile about all of it grrr but you know it would be nice to do it. Hmm. Thoughts thoughts thoughts. It'll happen when it happens. Most things do.

[thewizardingjourney]

Since it's almost the new year, here are my art and stream goals/resolutions for 2024 . Not sure if I will be able to make them all happen, but I will for sure try my best.

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[dyketectivecomics]

If I had any kind of drawing/editing skills I’d love to take Rose’s early issues+TT03+Knight Terrors & do an edit to Girl With One Eye where the singer switches btwn rose’s younger & current self (chorus obvsly being younger singing to older). Like listen when you turn it into a song abt self-loathing I think it adds a nice little Zing! of angst ykwim?

[undead-potatoes]

The internet repair person is coming in today, everyone get in the prayer circle with me please

[fcbalding]

i paid for a streaming service this euro and yet most of the matches are still one minute behind wtf 😭

[carlocarrasco]

Are you nostalgic about Jaws 3-D (AKA Jaws 3) right now?

Way back in 1983, I had my first-ever 3D viewing experience inside the movie theater here in the Philippines. I saw the movie Jaws 3-D (AKA Jaws 3) on the big-screen using disposable 3D glasses and the theater was packed with lots of moviegoers who screamed from time to time. If you are not familiar with movie history, Jaws 3-D was the 3rd movie of the Jaws movie franchise which itself started…

[codgod]

this is my fnaf movie