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shirleyjacksonism · 2 months ago

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soo everything in uni feels EXACTLY like school + I don't even like the subjects I'm studying. the classes are so exasperatingly boring and I do not care even a bit about the material. fighting the urge to fall asleep + dreaming about my room is NOT what I want to be constantly doing for 4 years straight

#my media copyrighting prof speaks and looks exactly like all my previous language and lit teachers AND she wants the exact same things of us #+ she writes no marks above B and literally said she encourages “creative merhods for doing tests” aka plagiatism #i was daydreaming for nearly my entire sociology lecture bc my prpfs voice is like that of an elementary school teacher #and i do NOT want to write scripts for ads or be a sales analyst #and i don't think im good at communications generally. im bad. thats the one thing im bad at. and im studying PRECISELY that #an introvert studying public relations. where was my fucking mind ??????#+ i know none of my classmates (i know 1 person who was my classmate in 1st and 2nd grade) and they're already in cliques. oh and they're #all chavs (balkan version) aka so much worse #straight homophobic racist football enthusiasts. help me #actually no it's so much worse than school. at least we had literature #we had lit in school that is. not now alas

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