#stormdrivensea

[difeisheng]

difang idea: a-fei gets amnesia again. as a joke fdb claims he's married to dfs, thinking dfs will also clock it as a lie like he did with llh. except a-fei readily accepts this and now fdb feels increasingly bad about tricking him

alright, so first off i'm going to direct everyone to the 方笛 edit i've rewatched the most, which is also along the lines of "fang duobing tells a-fei that they're married and a-fei goes with it" (although fang duobing ends up less remorseful about it there heh)

but no please, give me fang duobing realizing he accidentally assigned himself a husband who will follow him wherever he chooses to wander, and trusts him without question. trusts him, because a-fei has an impression of standing in this carriage of a house and being asked to call someone master, a word too weighed down by shadows in his mind whose shape he can't make out. but fang duobing doesn't request that of him, fang duobing simply tells him they're married, they're one, and if he had some other motive against a-fei then why would he lie about them being equals and tying their lives together like that?

cue fang duobing staring up at the roof at night wondering what he's done, while a-fei sleeps with his back to him, not even a dagger within arm's reach. and that vulnerability is premised on an unthinking little lie, as was a-fei eating dinner with him pressed shoulder to shoulder; as was him running fang duobing's hair through his fingers, arm braced comfortably at his back, in some strangely gentle tease. but regardless of the reason it doesn't mean that that trust isn't real and it's slowly dawning on fang duobing that maybe he actually wants it, wants all the little details of this facade to be genuine. how does he possibly explain all that to a-fei, though, that the start of this was a joke but that he's changed his mind and doesn't want it to be one?

and what will he do once it's di feisheng who looks him in the eye again, not the man who believed fang duobing could love him (but who, with that blind faith in him, turned out to be right)?

[atelierwriting]

hello may i be put on the taglist for the jadesworn 4 pls!!!!!!!! <3333

YES omg i know u asked before and then i proceeded to DELETE MY TAGLIST but i forgot ur url im so sorry literally who let me run this blog

[merinnan]

Daomi in need of more boops to reach 1000!

@xcziel

@batinaburnouse

@stormdrivensea

@the-gail

(feel free to add yourself!)

[carrotblr]

10 songs 10 people

tysm for tagging meeeeee @awritingcaitlin 💗 i revamped my Unhinged Girlie Playlist a bit !

tagging @synobun @atinydroid @thistransient @ghoulbats @legiomiam @tananaphone @sepalina @kokoshhka @thornypaths @stormdrivensea

[shit-she-wrote]

Last Line Tag!!

Thank you @novaemlynlewis for tagging me!!

This one’s from a new short story I just started writing:

Looking back, I find it rather hilarious that I used to be afraid of the dark.

I remember trembling beneath my bedsheets every night, terrified of looking into the deepest corners of my room. I once very nearly burned the entire house down because I refused to blow out a candle at my bedside.

Oh, yes. I remember those nights fondly. How far away they seem to me now, as I spend my life dreading to stumble upon sunlight.

Tagging: @synwrites @stormdrivensea @carrotgirl-1 @yuutfa @sleepy-and-anxious @writersblockandapotoftea

[difeisheng]

blorbo bingo di feisheng

(send me a character and i will blorbo bingo them)

[difeisheng]

i was tagged by @ohyka, thank you!

rules: go to pinterest, search “[your name] core aesthetic” and create a moodboard from the first nine images. no need to mention your name!

i'm tagging @mejomonster, @dongfangqingcang, @evakant, @sandushengshou, @stormdrivensea, @bundibird, @veliseraptor, @elphabaforpresidentofgallifrey (no pressure of course or if you've already done it <3)

[atelierwriting]

your paper on colonialism and white saviors sounds really fascinating tbh and i'd love to read it if you're willing to post it somewhere!!

here’s the link! tldr though the idea of white saviors/white man’s burden goes back very very far in history, which means that its roots are deeply embedded in the way society is today.