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PLEASE Stop posting my lil Creations as your own!!!
Thank you
And Please stop posting my South Park/South Paws 🐾 as your own ty
#my stuff#stop putting my art as your own#repost all you want my middle name is hidden in every single one I make#by kick#south park#south paws 🐾#all my South Park Hamsters are everywhere on Pinterest ect
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50% of all revenue for my store, starting now, will be donated to CareforGaza and the PCRF.
[ PURCHASE MY ANTHOLOGIES HERE ]
hi there! i'm lindi. you may have seen some of my comics floating around in the past year or so.
if you’ve ever liked my stories and wanted to purchase a copy of one of my anthologies, I invite you to do so now. This policy will be in place indefinitely, and the list of charities/organisations may be subject to change depending on their effectiveness. Currently, the focus is on providing aid and food to the innocent Palestinians in Gaza, but in the future I hope to increase the scope to tangibly support the queer community and help fund independent artists in Australia.
below, I'll list a few resources for people who'd like to directly donate at the source:
credible organisations that are doing work on the ground in Palestine:
Care for Gaza:non-profit charity that distributes money, food and other resources directly to families in Gaza.They maintain a regular presence on Twitter and Instagram. You can donate to them via Paypal here.
PCRF / Palestine Children's Relief Fund: non-profit organisation that distributes essential food and resources to families in Gaza. Most recently, they delivered 30 tons of vital medicine, and 82,000 pounds of flour.
Medical Aid For Palestinians: deploys medical teams to treat Palestinians suffering under Israel's malicious bombardments.
help people leave palestine (donate what you can)
Save Sanaa and her Family (Gofundme)
Save Amjad Saher and his family (Gofundme)
Help a family of 13 escape Gaza (Gofundme)
Help a Palestinian children's book illustrator save her family of 12 (Gofundme)
#disclaimer: I do want to say that I'm also regularly donating a significant portion of my own personal funds and have been for a while#however I think these additional donations will make all the difference.#just donating alone isnt gonna stop the genocide happening in gaza but im trying to put my money where my mouth is#thank you all in advance for your generosity#i appreciate the audience ive cultivated here immensely#and if nothing else i hope this weeds out the trash that mightve lingered here. somehow.#dont dare try separate the art from the artist with me.#everything ive ever made and will ever make stands with palestine from now until it sees its liberation#free palestine#palestine
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Sammy and Dean having breakfast for dinner, waiting for John to return.
Somehow the thought of how little Sam must have eventually stopped asking when their dad‘s gonna return makes me really emotional 🥲
Had a busy weekend so here we are with a belated post! Have a fantastic week✨🌻
#supernatural#dean winchester#with really fluffy hair#i just couldn’t stop myself#sam winchester#just accepting that his dad‘s not really reliable#but he has a pikachu tattoo#you know one of those water based temporary ones that they put into cornflakes boxes back then#and you really annoyed your mum (or big brother in that case) endlessly to buy those cornflakes you didn’t even like as much#but you really wanted to have a cool pikachu tattoo#are they still a thing?#can I do my own temporary tattoos?#i will investigate#back to tagging like a normal human being#lucky charms#sleazy motel room#supernatural fanart#web comics#procreate#my art#illustration#digital art#beebox-illustrations#weechesters
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Bloo! I did a thing at 4am
My takes on your bois in tsum tsum form! They are chumby i dont know why Sun is so thick im sorry-
Im starting to realise that Moon kinda looks like Killcode here but yea
If you would allow me to, I would like to put them next to tsum tsum Bloo
*YELLING* OH THESE ARE SO CUTE ;;O;; THE LIL PAWS....
#questions and answers#modellingispainge#fnaf#fnaf security breach#jester bots and dragons#art for me <3#SOBING?#SOBBING#wdym Moon always looks like that JKDLFJGD#ALSO IM SHAKING YOUR HAND IN CHUBBY SUN my own plush dolls that i had made#Sun has more of a chonky tum than Moon does#he's just like that i guess#Moon's more the twink#PLEASE DO PUT THEM NEXT TO BLOODMOON TSUM#COMPLETE THE SET#my gosh i'm not gonna stop crying over these for a week at least#highly tempted to make these one day
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if i hear one more pro-ai take i fear i may start exploding people with my brain
#for legal reasons im not gonna explode anyone#but i am gonna be extremely pissed off#i think the thing that pisses me off the most about pro ai people is this sense of entitlement i see from a lot of people#like “oh well this person posted their art/writing/creativity online#so therefore the ai (and by extension me) is entitled to be able to use it”#like its not the same at all as looking at another creators work and getting inspired#or when youre learning how to shape your style#its just taking other people’s work and passing it off as your own#like i get it sometimes youre not as good as you want to be or the motivation isnt there and you just want your ideas out there NOW#but you know what you do then?#you. fucking. practice.#if you don’t care enough to put in the effort to actually make your ideas rather than stealing for other creatives?#then i dont care at all about what you “create”#(obviously im not shaming people for being unable to put in effort due to any multitude of reasons—such as disability lack of time etc)#but even then that doesnt mean you have to resort to stealing from other people#because thats what ai is. theft. simple as that.#generative ai just makes me so fucking angry#fuck ai#anti ai#anti ai art#stop ai#fuck ai art#down with ai#fuck ai everything#fuck ai writing#fuck ai all my homies hate ai
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I have got to stop getting distracted
#Charlie Stuff#Art program open 2 different youtube tabs open text post open on tumblr looking at my phone this can't continue#Also do you ever read a couple of posts by other people that are kind of outside of your little tumblr circle of close buddies#and start convincing yourself that you are the bane of this whole fandom's existence?#I need to stop doing that too because that's not helpful#Putting my own brain in a courtroom like this is not substantial evidence you do not have a case here
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I saw your post and got super worried because I assumed it was the artist I've loved since they started here on tumblr. So, I went on the dreaded 🐦 app and low & behold, stan culture ruins things once again! Kinda glad I wasn't around during the heyday of GOT because it must've been absolutely insufferable! 😖😖😖
Fandom during GOT's prime must have been insane already, but I do think it's gotten worse in recent years. There used to be the unspoken rule of "if you've got nothing nice to say don't say anything at all" that appears to have completely vanished from fandom spaces. Cuz if I see a post with an opinion I don't like/agree with, or fanart of a character I don't care for, or fic of a ship that I dislike, I'm not gonna leap down OP's throat about it. I'm just gonna scroll, maybe vague post about it on another app (I've vague posted about some dumb Twitter opinions on here on occasion), and then move on. But this idea that, if someone doesn't like the same things you like, they're not only morally reprehensible but personally committing some kind of wrong against you specifically is insane. It's more than that trend I've mentioned about trying to equate fandom with morality, it is, as I said in the tags of that post, something that reeks of insecurity. There's a bunch of people in varying fandom spaces that feel that their own opinions simply must be validated, because their opinions are correct, but it's not enough for them to think it, other people need to think it too.
And it's an issue that has dominated Team Black in HOTD specifically. Cuz I'm not seeing it from Rhaenicents, from Greens, even from show casuals. It's diehard Team Black and primarily TB book purists at that who find Rhaenicent fanart (especially ones that take Emma D'Arcy's actual appearance into account), or Team Green posts, or even regular posts expressing any sort of appreciation for Team Green actors or sympathy for some of the characters (especially Alicent or Helaena) and just lose their minds. Insult the poster or the artist, deride actor's appearances, weaponize actual political language to support their point despite no real tangible thread of connection ('killing Lucerys is basically femicide' omegas aren't a real thing and killing that boring ass boy is not, in fact, femicide, there are actual femicides happening in the real world right now, focus on those), and get hopping mad at the fact that these varied posts exist. It's greed to an almost biblical proportion tbf, it's not enough that most show casuals agree with their opinions, that most people with both book and show knowledge are on their side, that the narrative of the show supports their views (in the Jaehaera art thing specifically, that canon dictates she's gonna die and that Daenaera and Aegon are gonna be married and have a reasonably happy married life). Everyone needs to be on their side, nobody had better dare have opposing views to their's. And if those opposing views exist, well then those people have earned all the nastiness that's gonna get thrown their way for having those opposing views.
Like, you're that insecure? You need everyone to agree with you in order to hold fandom opinions? You can't just like something for your own reasons and ignore people who don't agree? Other people, people who don't even know you exist, hold that much power over you? Team Black, are you guys really so pathetically weak?
Anyway, fuck people who tag butch Rhaenicent art with snippy "Daemicent!!!" quote tweets, fuck people running TG fanartists off of social media because you can't handle drawings, fuck people going up to actors and saying vile shit to them based on their characters, fuck everyone who tries to be an asshole about Olivia's looks or TGC's looks or Phia's looks, and fuck stan culture. Everyone's who's so deranged about their fictional opinions that they act nasty to real human beings should simply find the nearest noose and hang themselves by the neck until dead, the world will be an infinitely better place and no one will miss them.
#personal#answered#anonymous#house of the dragon#hotd fandom#like i don't need other people to validate my like for characters#someone posting jaehaera art and the replies being all 'yeah team jaehaera' doesn't stop me like daenaera#hell someone going 'fuck daenaera' doesn't stop me from liking daenaera#because i have some form of integrity and like things based on my own internality and not based on what's popular#and what other people agree with so i can be in the majority#also the people being rude about fanarts? pick up a pencil then let me see what your talentless ass will attempt#otherwise be silent#and posting about actor's looks? post the selfie bitch show me what you look like#cuz if you're gonna come for real people you better have a golden ratio ass face#but most of y'all probably ugly and projecting otherwise you'd put faces and names to your words#but yeah fandom culture has gotten Bad especially wrt asoiaf stuff
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#dont mind me just screaming into the void#im so frustrated with myself and the art I currently create vs what I WANT to create#i fight with my style constantly in hating it so much but I dont even know how to go about changing it for the better#then I stop myself from changing anything because what if its no longer recognizable?? I dont like how is and and it different#but whats the point if nobody can clock that its *your* art?#and I know it shouldnt fucking matter what other people think and that what you draw should be for you- BUT IT DOES MATTER#because its so discouraging when you put in so much work and effort but its not something people know so all you get is a small thumbs up#'waa waa if youre so upset then make change and dont care what others think'#i want to i want to i want to#but the fact that I cant create what *I* want when its for me anyway makes me want to shred my sketchbooks and never draw again#but literally who cares#i care#way too much#something something I want to create worlds and amazing things but I dont know how to get out of my own way and open that door#im frustrated with myself dont mind literally any of this#delete later
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girl this is so annoying i hate how much these interviews prioritize parents.she wont stop lying abt meee
#I DIDNT STOP TALKING TO MY ELEMENTARY BESTIE BC I DIDNT CARE#I DIDNT RECOGNIZE HER N SHE NEVER TOLD ME HI AFTER NOTICING I WAS THERE IT WASNT ME!!!!!#STOP MAKING ME SOUND BADDD#WDYM I NEVER WANNA TELL ANYBODY I HAVE SIBLINGS GIRL YOURE THE ONE THAT NEVER LET ME SEE THEM???#MEAN TO ME LYING ABT ME!!!!!#analiceoriginal.txt#its been like an hour release me!!! RELEASE MEEEEE!!!!!!#SHE TURNED MY WIFI OFF I CANT DO ANYTHING BUT YAP IN THE TAGS#LET ME GOOOOOOO#BITCH YOU DIDNT ASK TO GIVE MY TOYS AWAY YOU GAVE THEM WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL#I CANT PLAY W MY DOLLS ANYMORE BC YOU PUT THEM AWAY WITHOUT ASKING ME N DONT LET TOUCH THEM!!! THIS IS UNFAIR#BIASED INTERVIEW IM BEING LIED ABT THIS IS SLANDER HARASSMENT MOCKERY OF MY IMAGE#girl i attacked a kid w a pencil dont you separate me from the 'weird violent ones' thats me bitch!!! THATS ME!!!!!! SLANDER!!!!!!!!#STOP MAKING ME SOUND LAMEEE I CANT READDDDDD STOP LYINGGGGGGG#ok she gave me more candy ill behave.#its pineapple btw :3#i wanna go home man.gonna have to correct sm stuff when its my turn.imagine.me being good at reading.in what world.#i love she claimed i dont care abt clothes n right after said my style isnt 'appropriate' bc she doesnt like my clothing style#its almost like i dont care bc I DONT LIKE ANYTHING I OWN!!! N YOU DONT EVEN LET ME PICK ANYTHING OUT!!!!!#THIS INTERVIEW IS SO UNFAIR STOP LYING ABT ME STOP ITTTTTT#GOD DONT MENTION THAT ONE ARTS CLASS.SHUT UP GOD!!!!!!#i wanna go home im actually upset i dont wanna hear abt this#ughhhhhh this suckssss horrible accompaniment never come w me again.
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Hey, I've seen your art around and have just discovered your blog.
I absolutely love your Four Swords art and the way you draw Shadow is so cute 😊
Keep up the great work!
Aww, thank you! I can't believe so many people have found me and enjoyed my stuff enough to stay! It's very flattering, lol.
I hope to keep improving! Thanks for the compliments ♡
#not art#moon answers#yall are so nice in the tags and the comments im aidgjwjdwndj <3333#i was so nervous about posting online i put it off for years until i thought i was good enough to start putting my work out there#but lookinh back at the older art on this account i have improved even since then#it helps to realize that you never really stop learning. and in a year the stuff i post now might look terrible to me#but im still proud of it at this moment. and i dont regret sharing#im rambling oops uh#Basically what im saying is#if youre scared youre not talented enough to share your own work (not targeted at anyone in particular)#it never hurts to try#and you get to look back and see that if people liked your old art when it was weird and amateur#then you really shouldn't worry too much#ok mb mb enough tags no more rambling#thanks for the ask! :)
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one of my biggest pet peeves in fandoms is someone making an unmasked version of a character (essentially creating an OC for themselves) and some ppl in the fandom just going "Oh what a lovely design. I will take it and use it for myself thank youuuuu." and basically steal that OC. -_- Same with AU ideas and personal designs. Just come up with your own thing and not take from someone else without consent? It's not that hard.
#Seen it with Cypher in Valorant#The Foundation in Fortnite#eh basically ALL personal versions and unmasked/humanized/furrified designs in Fortnite as a whole actually#it's why I am so specific about my own FF7 AU.#Reblogging? wonderful sure! thank you for helping me get out there and get some attention!#fanart of my versions? Gosh I will love you forever!#But do NOT take my stuff and do your own thing with it. Do not take my art/oc's and repost them anywhere!#If you want a furry AU or unmasked versions of someone then make your own or comm an artist that does it for you.#Stop taking from others without consent like??? If it's no it's NO!!#Stuff like that really annoys me.#blondieblabla#and no this is not my BPD. This is ME at my most lucid and most serious.#I do not take lightly to these things cuz I usually put my own money into my projects aka I commission art of my versions/ocs for my own us#*use not us
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I was getting paranoid about a name I chose for a character accidentally lining up with someone else's (real) name, but then I realized that names overlap ridiculously often both online and IRL. Really, I should be more worried about the fact I forgot to brush my teeth before having this cup of coffee lmao
#and also realized. 'ah...I am experiencing a paranoid spiral again. stop that 🗞️'#sometimes I forget I am mentally ill and gotta put myself in a little time out about it#anyway uh#to all my peers on here who write or make comics or any creative endeavour: please let yourself relax if you also get anxious#your plot point isnt trite your character isn't overdone or a copycat#your art style will always be both an amalgam of your inspirations and wholly yours to play with#no one will persecute you for earnest expression#sleep rambles#love you all. I need to internalize my own advice
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if you tag some pictures as "art" or "my art" but it's just ai images, I'm blocking. that isn't your art, and i'm not sorry.
edit: im going to clarify. if you put a prompt into an ai generator that spits out "art" and claim that it is exclusively yours, that's not okay. it should be noted/tagged/marked that it was with ai bc YOU putting a prompt in for a COMPUTER to draw something FOR you is not YOU creating art. this is just my opinion and i know not everyone is going to agree and thats okay too. we all have the right to block who and what we want to, and interact with whatever we want to.
#suffer like the real artists#stop trying to pass off ai as art#“ai art” is an inherently conflicting statement#the only art in that ai image is the art stolen by the ai to MAKE that image.#and thats not fair to the actual artists who put all their hard work in just to have some bozo on the internet feed it to ai to make#“their own art”#no bitch thats not it#sorry i saw someone posting ai and saying it was art and i kinda mcfucking lost my marbles for a second.....#art#fanart#ai#i have anon on for those of you that wish to air your grievances against my opinion
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i actually have not stopped thinkin bout your bb!edit like,,,, its so good and scratches my brain right
how long have you been doin edits for? do have any tips for someone, who hypothetically, wants to start doin edits too? what programs do you use? how did you do the cool animated bits?
im so sorry for all the qustions 😭😭 i just think youre very talented and inspirational and i hope you have a good day ^_^
hi firstly oh my gosh you're literally so sweet i am gently shaking you i love you so much /p. secondly, i apologize for the long answer! (it's all under the cut. this got away from me. i'm so sorry apparently i have a lot to say.) (also you're so good about the questions i would constantly be asking one of my professors questions during class to the point where she said i didn't have to go "i have a question" every time i approached her)
i've been editing since 2016! around march/april, i think? loved it so much i went into film & video production in college as a major so i could do editing for a living. (i have done more motion graphics for my classmates than i have done edits outside of class assignments, BUT!)
the program i use is after effects - i started learning it when covid first hit the united states because i had nothing better to do with my time (other than music theory but i failed that bc my professor focused more on the history aspects than the actual theory soooo) and my ipad kept giving me the "no more storage" whenever i tried to use videostar lmao. (vs has, apparently, gotten a LOT of good updates, so if you're looking to start editing and have an ios system, i'd look into it! only downside is you have to pay for some of the cool stuff).
also the program i use for masking (i think i explain this later dwdw) is superimpose. i've been using it since 2014 and it's SO nice bc i can use my fingers to erase backgrounds & stuff instead of hoping i can get it to work correctly in ae or photoshop (photoshop my DETESTED i'll use it but i'll complain the entire time).
for people who want to start editing: tutorials on how your program works and how to do specific transitions are gonna be your best friend when you're first figuring things out! i forced a friend to literally walk me through how after effects worked when i was first figuring it out, and when i had swapped to videostar back in 2017/2018(?) i had watched a Lot of tutorials. that and played around a lot and figured things out on my own - which is also always a good way to start!! it's also totally valid to look at other people's edits for inspiration - most editors don't really care, as long as you don't flat-out remake their edit (some people don't like that!). i have a style insp folder on instagram where i save edits that i like so if i need transition ideas or i'm doing a different style, i can look there for inspiration. at the end of the day, as long as you're having fun with it that's all that matters!
also, starting simple is always okay!! my edits for a year were just me slapping gifs & video segments together on a timeline in cute cut pro bc imovie didn't load them lol & it'd crash every time i breathed. ++ it never hurts to ask people for feedback/constructive(!!!) criticism/etc! (also not to sound like everyone else but practice? good. it's so good. if i showed my 14/15y/o self some of the edits i can make now they would've passed out on the spot bc i was still trying to figure out transitions back then. programs can also sometimes make a difference in edits, but usually it's not super noticeable until you start getting to the Complicated Shit.)
a lot of popular programs i've seen are ones like video star (ios only), alight motion (android only), after effects (i recommend 🏴☠️ing it tbh, i only use it legally bc i had to use adobe programs for school), capcut, and i think some people still use sony vegas pro & maybe cute cut pro (i've heard it may have actually gotten better since i last used it in 2018)? i have no idea. programs also depend on whatever device you're using to edit on! since i've been using my laptop, i'm able to use after effects (it's computer-only), but when i used my phone/ipad to edit i used ccp & vs.
for the animation - it's a lot of cutting up the image and masking! more complex animations, like the one i had of leo walking down that red 'hallway' have several different layers that have been masked. (i removed the background & filled in the spot where leo originally was in two different apps - superimpose (taking leo out) & photoshop (filling in the bg)) in after effects, the way i've done this was mask out the specific thing i wanted to move (like an eye) and then put that mask on what i've called a "base" (not animated), and then stick a solid behind the base to match the color of the object. (some of my layers are not named appropriately; base 2 is the left arm & the four "SIX_[...]" layers are the mask/bandana tails)
an example of this would be for any of the eye blink animations i did! this (above) is the same shot, with and without the eye - since it's masked out and i have the background solid behind it, it doesn't look too unnatural/have a black outline/mass where his eye should be.
what it looks like without the solid layer behind it ^ (the red lines are from the null layers - ignore that)
this is what my timeline looks like if it's a more simplistic animation - the only five things being animated here are leo & raph's eyes. (there's only this many layers bc it's two characters in one shot & i was also animating their pupils - typically, an eye-blink animation is about 4-6 layers for me (solid, base, mask, & null to animate with, 6 if i'm animating both eyes & 4 if just one))
in after effects, there's this really cool tool called the puppet pin that one of my friends (lovingly) yelled at me for not knowing about - which. yeah fair she wasn't wrong it's SUPER useful in animating, provided you chop up your image first. if you don't it's a mess.
(separated by layer vs i should've really put the mask tails & leo's head on separate layers and didn't bc that was the 2nd to last animation i had to do and i was losing my mind bc i wanted to be done with the edit lmao)
the way people animate depends all on their style (there's two common ways to do blinking animation - having the anchor point at the bottom of the eye, or the middle of it) and the program they use. it's been a while, but i could probably tell you how to do some basic animations on videostar still even though i've been doing them in after effects for about 2-3years now. ALSO the best way to have an animation be noticeable is to over-exaggerate it/make them Big - which, yes, can mean 'breaking bones' and having the limbs be a little wonky at the start. (if you want it to be realistic though go Just to the point where it looks uncomfortable lmao)
uhm. again i am so sorry that this is so long i THINK this is everything? if not: my inbox/dms are always open if you ever want to ask more questions, wanna follow up on something, etc etc!! (also if you ever start editing please send me your edits!!! i'd love to see them <3)
#this got away from me im SO sorry (just put this in google docs out of curiosity. 1255 words. i am so sorry for the essay.)#uhm. ANYWAY YES like i said if you have any other questions feel free to reach out!!! i am always alway willing to help people out#with stuff like this!!! i can talk your ear off though if this wasn't enough proof of that /j#if nothing makes sense it's bc i'm responding to this at like. 5am my time. so. my bad if there's typos i'm so sorry#like i think i saw this ask at 4:40ish am and i'm still making sure i've got everything covered and its like 5:32am LMAO#me when i dont sleep bc i have no routine now#ask box pals#art creds in the screenshots to trubblegumm !! <- tagging to be safe#still in shock at the amount of positive feedback im getting from my bb!leo edit like oh my god you guys are incredible ilysm /p#sorry i discovered in the middle of typing out my tags that you can edit them now after you've hit enter where am i.#also this is offtopic so its down here but i am Not complaining about doing more motion graphics than actual editing.#a bitch has won two awards for their motion graphics at festivals and i've been doing them for a YEAR#(laughs in the first time i ever did a real one i won a student award. idk how. but i DID and i won the pro category this year <3)#it would be nice tho to do more editing for short films tho :( had a professor tell me i was good at it.#i should rly start using my camera and shoot my own stuff and edit it huh. maybe i will eventually i have a few ideas.#anyway. i need to stop rambling abt my experience as a film student and go to bed i apparently need to be up in the morning but idk WHEN
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Do you wanna be the Harley Quinn to my Joker
yes p l e a s e
#I would put an image of my own but I dont feel like photoshop lmao#also your art fuels me please don't stop with the Jack drawings
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Currently battling with some psychological barriers regarding posting my art on here but just know that the piece I'm working on currently is a banger and I am excited to share it w you guys
#ramblings of a lunatic#ofc then there's the fear that ppl wont match your energy w/ their engagement but also#i feel. dumb for caring? bc im a staunch believer that youre under no obligation to like/rb certain things#I'm just paranoid bc all my last few toh art pieces have gone. overlooked? ig??#i shouldn't put so much stock in ppl interacting with my stuff for sure but at this moment in time i don't know how to stop#I'm getting better about making art for myself but i still do want to share some (if not most) of it#ofc then there's also the mental pressure I've invented that bc fandoms tend to wind down after a show ends (boooo!)#that means i have an arbitrary time limit on when i can get all my ideas out and post things#which is DUMB!!!! THAT'S STUPID!!!!! but I'm still struggling to internalize that it's not Real#OUGH. there's a whole lot goin on in my head rn#swamped with school but also I'm really close to finishing all my coursework#the general low level anxiety and concern that goes on in the back of my mind at all times#the fact that despite all the pre-grieving I've done I'm STILL not done being upset abt the owl show ending#I'm fighting low level demons rn but like. there's a few. 3-4 imps#but like i said even if ppl don't like/see the next bit of art i post i think I'll still be proud of it? deep down??? somewhere???????????#i kind of have to be for my own sanity. lmao <3#anyway april 1st is almost over where i am. goodbye april fools hello dread
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