#still wife for me ugh i luv u

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a collection of IO2 gifs that make me WEAK IN THE KNEES /POS

‼️ MAJOR SPOILER WARNING IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE MOVIE YET‼️

an oldie but a goodie - anger finds joy's temper amusing hehe <3

shut up. a married couple moment ?!?!?!

"cmon" he says while offering his hand to joy OH ANGER U LUV THIS STAR ADMIT IT 👀👀👀

just a husband and wife helping each other up haha no biggie /lying 😭😭😭

oML THE LOOKS THEY GIB EACH OTHER.... UGH <3333

oh my gOD the lil nudge, and the smile joy gives anger (im CRYING)

thats twice they've held hands!!! (admittedly in life threatening situations but ILL TAKE WHAT I CAN GET)

guys. HE-HES HOLDING HER CLOSE 😭😭😭😭 THATS IT FEAR PROTECT YOUR WIFEY 😤😤😤

LOOK LOOK SHES STILL CLINGING ONTO FEAR & SITTING ON HIS LAP AAAAAUGHHHHHHH‼️💜💚💜💚

[girlygguk]

WIFE.

you’re genuinely the sweetest human to ever grace this fucking planet?? like i actually love you soooo much 😭

um no you ate 😭 i literally DON’T know how to write a jungkook who isn’t an outright fucking simppp so this jk was indeed a fun lil changearoo for me 😌 (ofc he was still simping a littleee tho... likee i can't change my WHOLE recipe...) but i was a bit nervy about if i could even do this typa jk justice considering i don’t write him that way often, BUT it seems like ppl are luvving him 🥹 n that makes me a happy happy gal 🩷

BYEE clock his ass angel ✋ oc standsss on business and she will get those insecurities out of his grumpy ass no matter what route she has to take wbkk 😌 i actually love her sooo bad... and knowing u and (based on the feedback i’ve been getting) so many other girlies love her too makes me soo warm and wet <<3

don’t u worry ur pretty little head baby, part two is definitely happening :P they deserve their make-up cuddles, and so do we 😌 (esp after i edged like a thousand ppl already with that fucking ending 😭😭)

thank you so so much my angel, you always know exactly what to say to make my days 100x better 🥹🥹🥹 i actually teared up at the end like you CAN'T keep fucking DOING THIS TO ME.

also your reviews of my work are like always 10x better than the fic itself???? cut that shit OUT and stop EMBARASSING MEE. ugh genuinely the highlight of my week talking w you wifey, i love you seaux seaux much. thank you thank you thank you 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

HABITS (STAY HIGH) | JJK (m)

You 9:06 PM do you be 🙄’ing other bitches yes or no

pairing student plug!jk x rich girl!reader

genre fwb2l, established situationship, college au

rating 18+ minors dni; angst, fluff, suggestive

word count 5.3k

content jk 20 | yn 20, grumpy jk, spirited/lowk bratty oc, he’s a drug dealer, she’s his fave customer and fave girl, going against my entire brand & oc is the pining one this time 😳, but like she's aware & she don't care!!, wait jk also pines but just not as openly, ok wait no he's a simp too, lil bitta jealousy, a heated argument, lots of cursing, kinda toxic relo depending on how u view it?, they fight bc they care, this jk is actually so cheeky, but he thinks he doesn't deserve her, she wants to smack his head bc of that, no serious smut; just some kissing n touching n oc gets her tiddies out

before you read this is an old writing style draft dump and also not fully complete 🙈 the poll to post was 70-30, so i'm sorry to the ones who wanted to wait until the smut was done, come back in a few months my loves 😭 the fic doesn’t end that badly though, and it’s quite open, so you can interpret what happens next 😌 this definitely needs a part two (which will happen and will absolutely be of better quality) but it won’t be for a while, so keep that in mind pls <3 if u just want a cute lil read with an angsty fwb fight & some make-up cuddles, then this is for you 🫰

now playing: tove lo—habits (stay high)

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

“Who is ittttt?”

“Open the fucking door, Y/N, it’s cold,” Jungkook grumbles quietly, his voice carrying a hint of irritation though you can tell he's trying not to disturb your poshy neighbors.

You suppress a chuckle, peering through the peephole. There he is, shivering in the hallway of your apartment complex.

He’s bundled up in a big black hoodie, his sweats hanging low on his hips, and you can just make out the faint outline of his ever-growing hair beneath the hood. You almost frown, missing the adorable little ponytail you know he’s pulled it into. The image of it is vivid in your mind, and your fingers twitch with the urge to run through the strands.

Flicking the latch, you twist the handle and pull open the door, a smile spreading across your face as you take in his flushed cheeks and the red tip of his nose, both tinged from the cold. He looks so adorably disgruntled, his inked arms crossed over his chest, dry lips forming a pout that only makes him look squishier.

Despite the hardened exterior of Jeon Jungkook, there’s something so irresistibly soft about him that never fails to make you melt—a sentiment you tell him often, no matter how many times he scowls when you call him a cute baby bunny.

The moment he steps inside, he exhales a deep breath of relief, letting the warm air of your apartment wrap around his cold frame. The reason he likes coming to your place instead of you going to his? Your fantastic fucking heating.

Other perks are definitely in the mix, like how your apartment doesn’t have suspicious-colored mold in every other corner of the ceiling—and the fact that it smells like you.

But Jungkook likes to say it’s mainly for the heating.

You lock the door behind him, noticing a paper bag in his hand that you hadn’t seen through the peephole.

“What’s that?” you tease, leaning against the door while he kicks off his shoes.

Jungkook shoots you an unimpressed look, his face the perfect 🙄 emoji he’d texted you earlier. Without a word, he moves closer and offers you the bag.

The sight of the Lotteria logo triggers a happy grumble in your stomach, and a wide grin spreads across your face. “Oh? I don’t remember ordering fo—”

Before you can finish, he snatches the bag back with a huff, heading straight for the couch. You let out a small gasp of surprise that quickly turns into laughter as you chase after him.

“Kook…” you coo through giggles, following the pouty boy. “Baby, I’m kidding! I’m sorry… gimmie, please?” you plead, softening your voice as you wrap your arms around his waist from behind, pressing your face into the warmth of his hoodie.

Even though the last part of your sentence is muffled by his hoodie, you know he heard you by the way his shoulders relax and he stops moving. “You’re so annoying. Take the fucking burger,” he mumbles, the corner of his mouth twitching as he lifts his arms just enough for you to slip under and around to face him.

“So hot when you boss me around,” you sigh dreamily, blinking up at him.

You hear the warning tsk from his mouth and happily ignore it, taking the bag from him and setting it carefully on your coffee table. When you turn back, his eyes are already on you.

“Thank you, Kook. You didn’t have to do that.”

Just as you start to reach out to hug him again, you pause, realizing there’s something far more pressing to attend to. Reaching up, you gently pull back his hoodie, finally getting a full view of his pretty face.

A satisfied hum slips from you as you take in his hair, tied back in the little ponytail you’d imagined. Your hands move on their own, gently tucking a few stray strands behind his ears, enjoying the softness beneath your fingers.

For a second, Jungkook’s eyes close at your touch, only to snap open again, as if he knows you’re about to say something sassy. Before you can, he leans down and scoops you up, his hands gripping the backs of your thighs.

In just a couple steps, he’s settled on your couch with you straddling his lap, clinging to him like a koala. His fingers trace soft circles along your thighs, making you sink deeper into his hold. You wrap your arms around his neck, your fingers slipping into his hair, giving him gentle little scratches that make him melt.

“You’re so pretty, you know that?” you mumble, enjoying the quiet grunt he lets out in response. “Course you know that,” you tease, a smile tugging at your lips as you press a light kiss to his neck.

“Your jays are in my pocket,” he manages, his voice a little strained.

“So?” you hum, trailing your lips lower to press another kiss along his nape.

Each soft kiss leads you closer to the thick base of his throat, where you can feel his pulse beneath your lips. His grip on your thighs tightens, pulling a satisfied little sound from you, maybe intentional, maybe not.

Just as Jungkook feels himself teetering on the edge of losing all restraint, ready to flip you over and pin you beneath him on the couch, you pull away with a smile.

His gaze is heavy-lidded as he watches you twist around, but never leaving his lap. Instead, you reach back for the coffee table, your fingers grasping for something just out of sight. When you finally retrieve what you need and turn back to face him, his reaction is immediate—he rolls his eyes.

“Put that shit away—”

“Don’t, Jungkook,” you warn, smacking his hand away as he tries to grab your purse from you.

“I’m not taking your money. I don’t know why you even bother.” His tone carries a hint of irritation, almost as if he’s offended by the very notion. While your entire body softens at his refusal, a small flicker of annoyance sparks within you.

“And why is that?” you challenge, your fingers deftly unzipping your wallet, even as you avoid meeting his gaze, already knowing where the conversation is heading.

Jungkook tries to catch your eye, his stare burning into the side of your face, but you refuse to look at him, focusing instead on the bills you’re pulling from your wallet. “You know why, baby. Stop that,” he says, voice firm yet gentle.

Your fingers freeze around the notes, and you finally lift your gaze to meet his. “So you’d rather I just pay you in sex?” you say, forcing a laugh. “Do you know how gross that makes me feel?”

“What?” Jungkook leans back slightly, his expression shifting from surprise to something almost…disgusted. You have to resist the overwhelming urge to reach out and smooth the sour look from his pretty face with your fingers. “What the fuck? I would never expect you to—Y/N—what the fuck?”

“You never let me pay. You make everyone else pay, but not me.” Your voice is quiet, dripping with vulnerability that makes Jungkook release a heavy sigh.

“Because it’s you, baby. I would never—”

“What do you mean by that?” you cut him off abruptly, your tone sharper than intended, causing him to reel back in confusion. “‘It’s me.’ What do you mean by that? You don’t want me, but you treat me differently than everyone else.”

Jungkook’s tongue pokes the side of his cheek in frustration, the action only serving to stoke the fire in your chest. His silence is telling, yet infuriating, and it eggs you on to continue. “You come over whenever I ask you to. You—you bring me food without even knowing if I want anyth—”

He frowns. “You always want Lotteria—”

“You get jealous when I hang out with other guys.”

That shuts him up.

His lips twist to the side as his gaze rakes over your face, like he’s searching for something, but still, he offers no response. The silence between you stretches thin, and you give him a pointed look, waiting for an explanation that never comes.

You sigh, resigned. “I know we’re fuck-buddies, Jungkook. I initiated this… I know.”

Slowly, your hand moves to the back of his head, fingers brushing the hair tie that keeps his bun in place. With a gentle tug, it comes undone, and you thread your fingers through the soft, loose strands. “But you have to start treating me like one, because when you do shit like this, it makes me want to lock you in my apartment and never let another girl even look at you.”

For a moment, his eyes flutter closed, and if you didn’t know him better, you might mistake the soft sound that escapes his lips for a whine. It’s low, almost involuntary, like he’s holding something back. But before he can say anything that might break your heart, you lean down, pressing your mouth to his. The cool metal of his lip ring sends a jolt through you, and your fingers instinctively tighten in his hair.

Jungkook melts into you, his hands, which have been resting on your goosebump-covered thighs throughout your entire rant, slide up, settling on the middle of your back. He pulls you closer, his grip firm, almost possessive.

He breaks away just enough to mutter against your lips, “You think I don’t want you?” The question barely lingers in the air before his tongue is in your mouth again, leaving you no room for a response. You hum, tasting the faint sweetness of banana shake—he always gets it when you both order Lotteria—and try to lick more of it from him as he pulls back.

“Think I like hearing about other guys getting to touch you?” he murmurs, his voice low and rough. “And not being able to do a single fucking thing about it?”

“I—mmfh—” Your objection dies against his tongue as he dives back in, his lips capturing yours with a needy determination. He finally pulls back, sucking your bottom lip into his mouth and rolling it between his teeth before letting it go with a wet pop, dark eyes watching as your lip snaps back into a pretty pout.

“I think about you every second of the fucking day, Y/N. Don’t say I don’t want you.”

It takes you a few moments to gather yourself, and when you do, a look of pure disbelief contorts your face.

“What?” The word comes out loud and more than a little whiny, but you don’t care. “You pretty much spit in my face—and not in the good way—every time I bring up exclusivity, but then you go and say shit like that? Jungkook, I’m going to fucking kill you—”

“Stop, baby,” he murmurs, but the battle to suppress the smile tugging at the corners of his lips is already lost. Your whining is his absolute weakness, and as much as he tries to keep it in check, he can feel his sweatpants tightening the more you do it.

“No.” You huff instantly, pulling your hands from his hair and crossing your arms over your chest in pure, stubborn frustration.

The sight of you, all worked up and adorably fuming, drives him fucking wild. God, you’re so cute.

“Tell me why I can’t have you.”

“You can have me,” he replies without a second of hesitation, and his smile widens as you let out a frustrated groan.

“Jungkook.”

He chuckles softly, leaning forward to nuzzle into your neck. You sigh, knowing you should push him away from you, maybe even off the couch and onto the floor. But you don’t.

“Just look around, baby,” he mutters into the crook of your neck, his voice low and soft, his warm breath brushing over your skin and sending a shiver down your spine. Without thinking, your hand lifts to run through his hair.

You’re confused. “What?”

“You have a vase on your kitchen counter that’s worth more than the average kid at our uni’s entire tuition,” he says, placing a gentle kiss on your collarbone as his words linger in the air.

He pulls back just enough to catch the look of confusion in your eyes, pressing a light kiss to the crease in your brow. "The shorts you’re wearing right now—probably the same price as that big, fancy TV you never use, hm?

Your eyes dart to the flatscreen he’s referring to, while he dips back down to trace soft lines along your neck with his nose. You give an offended little grunt.

“Well, they were more, actually, but what does that have to—”

“I live in a shitty little two-bedroom unit with two other guys, and I sell drugs to pay for my tuition, baby.”

“So fucking what—”

“You live in a twenty-floor luxury apartment complex, with two security gates to pass through before you even reach the lobby.”

You glare at the amused look on his face, and while you’d usually give anything to see him looking so cute, right now you want to wipe that smirk off with your couch cushion.

“So, what—you don’t want to be with me because I have a fucking trust fund?” you snap, trying to shove his hands off your hips, but he keeps them firmly in place. “No, that’s just fucking low, Jungkook. What, you’re rich-shaming me? That’s not even a fucking thing! God, you’re such a piece of—”

“The guy you fucked around with when you were stoned. Kim Taehyung, right?”

The words you were about to spit at him catch in your throat as his question hits you. Anger flares up fast and sharp, too intense for you to even care how he found out. “Why the fuck does that matter—”

“When I think about you having a boyfriend, baby, that’s who I see. Someone like Kim Taehyung. Good family, financially set for life, someone who can actually take care of you—”

“Jeon Jungkook, stop talking.” Your voice cuts through his words, sharp and cold, stripped of any teasing. The uncharacteristic seriousness makes him fall silent, his mouth snapping shut.

“If you don’t want a relationship, or commitment, or whatever the fuck it is that’s got you scared, just say that. But don’t you dare pretend this is about wanting what’s fucking ‘best for me.’”

He knows he shouldn’t respond, but something in your words hits deeper than he wants to admit. “I do want what’s fucking best for you—”

“And who decides that? You? Are you my fucking dad?” You scoff, ignoring the way his jaw clenches in frustration as you start to climb off his lap.

“Baby, stop—”

“And stop calling me fucking baby!” you snap, the words flying out before you can pull them back. The instant regret tugs at you, but you swallow it, refusing to apologize.

It’s not Jungkook’s fault that he doesn’t want you. You know that.

Luckily, any embarrassment over his rejection is nonexistent by now. Your friends-with-benefits arrangement started back in freshman year, and now, in your senior year, you’ve both had more than your fair share of awkward and downright mortifying sexual moments together. The idea of feeling humiliated in front of him is almost funny.

You hadn’t meant to get so worked up, but seeing him looking all pouty and comfy on your couch, bringing you your favorite fucking burger from your favorite fucking fast food place… it made you want to do unspeakable things right there on said couch. But then there he was, insisting he’s nothing but fucking wrong for you. Yeah, maybe you lost it a little.

Especially because you know that if he’d just get it, you wouldn’t even think twice about another spoiled pretty boy like Kim Taehyung ever again. You literally only fooled around with him because of—god, it doesn't matter. Jungkook might think he’s “not the best thing for you,” but you don’t give a flying fuck. He’s all you want.

Clearing your throat as you try to calm down, you stand on shaky legs and start to head toward your bedroom. You hear Jungkook softly call your name, concern thick in his voice, but you ignore him. At the doorway, something makes you pause, pulling you back.

Jungkook watches closely, his gaze softening as you turn and walk back toward him. He thinks maybe you’re going to climb back into his lap, let him kiss away your frown, but what you actually do makes him bite back a laugh. You reach down, snatch the bag with your cheeseburger in it, and stomp back to your bedroom without a word.

Jungkook’s quick to his feet, catching up before you can slam the door in his face. His hand lands on the wood, holding it open.

Your eyes narrow into slits. “Move your hand, or I’ll slam it on your fingers.”

“You’re just going to leave me out here? All by myself?” he asks, mustering his best pout—the one that usually melts you—but right now, it only makes you want to smush the deluxe cheeseburger he bought you right into his face.

“You can see yourself out,” you snap, shoving the door harder, trying to make him move his hand, but he doesn’t flinch. “Leave the door unlocked, won’t you? I’m gonna text Taehyung, see if he wants to come ove—”

Jungkook clicks his tongue, eyebrows pulling together, frustration darkening his gaze. “You’re seriously upset that I don’t want you with a fucking deadbeat? That I want you with someone who’s actually fucking good for you—”

“You’re not a fucking deadbeat!” You pull the door open with so much force that Jungkook stumbles slightly forward, not expecting it. “Stop acting like we’re on different levels! It’s not true—”

“You are, Y/N, whether you want to admit it or not.”

“You didn’t choose the life you were born into, Jungkook. You’ve worked for everything—school, every cent you have—without help from anyone! You’re the opposite of a fucking deadbeat, and I hate hearing you say shit like that.”

“That’s who you want to be with?” he huffs, looking away for a second before meeting your eyes again, his expression almost pained. “Someone who struggles to get by, who was disowned by his family, who can’t offer you any fucking stability or—”

“I’d take you in any fucking form! How can you not see that by now?”

“So you’d really be happy bringing some tattoo-covered drug dealer home to Mommy and Daddy for the holidays?”

“More than fucking happy,” you throw back, crossing your arms defiantly as he steps fully into your room, shutting the door behind him. “Who do you think my family even is, Jungkook? You think we just sit around and laugh at anyone who’s not part of the 1% or something?”

“Of course not, baby,” he sighs, stepping closer, his tone softening. He hears your frustrated huff, but when you don’t move away, he relaxes. “I just don’t know what rich people are like. I’ve never actually… seen one? Before you…”

You roll your eyes. “You act like we’re some rare, endangered species, Jungkook.”

He laughs lightly, using your sarcasm as an excuse to close the remaining space between you. His hands find yours, gently covering them as you narrow your eyes, trying to hold onto your glare. You don’t pull away, though, and he barely bites back a smile.

“Never thought I’d have a pretty little rich girl begging me, of all people, to go steady…”

“Never thought I’d be rejected multiple times by a no-good drug dealer who’s clearly in love with me but too afraid of commitment—”

His eyes widen as he chuckles, your sassy retort catching him off guard. He pulls you closer, the sound of his laughter rumbling through you as he buries his head in the crook of your neck. “In love with you, huh?” he teases, and you feel his cheeky grin as he nuzzles deeper, your head tilting instinctively to give him more room.

“Mhm,” you reply, your voice laced with playful certainty. “It’s only incredibly obvious…”

“Oh?” he hums, his lips hovering just above the fading hickey he left on your neck a couple nights ago. “Thought I hid it so well…”

“Don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone,” you breathe out, voice airy as his lips finally make contact at the base of your throat, right beside the last mark he left. His tongue brushes lightly against your skin, sending a shiver down your spine as he claims you all over again.

His lips are warm and soft against your neck. “You really want me? Like that?”

“Unfortunately,” you sigh, your fingers threading into his hair, pulling him closer. He chuckles softly against your skin, the sound vibrating through you. “If you don’t feel the same, that’s fine. Just say that.”

Jungkook frowns slightly, pressing a kiss to your neck before pulling back to look at you. “Who wouldn’t want you—”

“You, apparently.” You deadpan, narrowing your eyes as his lips curl into a half-smile.

“I thought you knew how much I love you, baby… thought it was incredibly obvious—”

“I’m not in the mood for jokes anymore, Jungkook. It’s late, I’m sober, and I didn’t get any dick like I was promised tonight, so just—”

“Who’s joking?”

You take a step back, crossing your arms over your chest as you glare at the infuriatingly gorgeous boy standing in front of you with that semi-amused, semi-serious look on his face.

“Shut up,” you mutter, frowning.

His eyebrows lift, just a second of teasing. “Okay.”

“Good.” You grunt, stubbornly ignoring the cheeseburger calling your name from the dresser as you stomp into the ensuite. Jungkook follows quietly, watching as you grab your toothbrush with an irritated hand and begin washing up.

You feel his warmth behind you as he reaches for the toothbrush you set aside just for him, following your lead. You make a mental note to toss it in the bin tomorrow and send him a picture.

After you’re done, you pull your sweater over your head, tossing it into the hamper as you head out of the bathroom. Jungkook follows a moment later, just as you slip under your covers, settling in with your little silk shorts and singlet. “Turn the light off when you leave.”

Jungkook hums, strolling to the door and flicking off the light… mostly following your command.

The sound of clothes hitting the floor catches your attention, and you turn to see him, now hoodie- and sweatpants-less, setting a small container (which you’re pretty sure has your jays in it) on your bedside table. He lifts the other side of the comforter and slides in beside you.

“And what do you think you’re doing?” you roll your eyes, turning so your back faces him, though you make no move to kick him out. What? You’re cold, and he’s basically a human hot water bottle.

“You didn’t get your weed or your dick tonight, but you can have your cuddles,” he says softly, slipping his warm hand under the covers to rest on your stomach. With a gentle pull, he tugs you closer until your back presses into his chest. You stay silent, attempting to cling to the last shreds of your resolve, but with each soft stroke of his thumb against your skin, it starts to slip. So you try to hold on.

“This is the last time,” you whisper, confused at the sudden urge to cry, as if the true meaning of the words hadn’t fully registered to you until they were spoken.

Jungkook is silent, his thumb pausing its slow movements, though his hand stays in place. “Is that what you want?” his voice is low, hesitant, like he’s almost afraid of what you’ll say.

“Mhm.” You keep it short, not trusting yourself to say much more.

He gently tugs your top back down where it had ridden up, then rests his head in the crook of your neck. “Okay, baby.”

Why does it sound like he doesn’t believe you?

Your brows furrow as you let out a quiet sniffle. “I’m serious.”

“I know.”

“Stop smiling! I’m serious!” You can’t see his face, but you can hear that infuriating smirk in his voice. Annoyed, you nudge his hand off your stomach, but he just slides it right back, like it belongs there.

“I know you are, baby.” Jungkook’s tone is softer now, but you can still hear the hint of teasing underneath.

“Whatever, Jungkook. Night,” you mutter, shifting slightly so your ass brushes up against his crotch. You smirk when you hear the quiet, involuntary grunt he lets out.

“Good night, baby,” he finally manages, his voice steadier now, and he pulls you closer, his big arms wrapping you like a burrito. “Sleep well. I love you.”

“Motherfucker—” you shoot up instantly, flicking on your bedside lamp and turning to him with a furious glare. Jungkook blinks, taken aback by the sudden light, then sits up slowly against the headboard.

“You’re such an asshole, Jungkook. Get out. I’m so serious.”

“Baby—”

“No, Jungkook! You're obviously just making fun of me at this point, like, that shit means something.”

“I'm not, Y/N,” he shakes his head, gaze stuck low on the blanket. “I know it means something.”

“Then why the fuck would you just say that to me if you don’t mean it? You’re so fucking cruel—”

“I mean it, baby.” His gaze finally lifts from the blanket, meeting your narrowed, furious eyes, his own expression completely earnest. “God, do I fucking mean it…” he lets out a short, almost disbelieving chuckle to himself.

You stay quiet, watching him as he shifts closer. He’s careful not to reach out, but he gets close enough that he can feel your warmth.

“I’ve never wanted to touch someone more in my life.” You roll your eyes, ready to scold him for making a crude comment in the middle of a serious conversation, but then his hand gently takes yours.

“Not sexually, baby,” he murmurs, his thumb gliding over your knuckles. “I mean, like… in general. I get these random urges all day to just fucking… touch you. I want to hold your hand, play with your hair… just being in the same room as you makes me less of an asshole. I’m fucking obsessed with you.”

“‘Less of an asshole’ is generous…” you mutter, trying to keep your composure even though your stomach just did a fucking somersault.

“I know,” he agrees with an amused hum, bringing your hand into both of his so he can play with your fingers. He falls silent for a moment, but then his brow furrows, his expression turning soft. “Wanna be yours so fucking bad, Y/N.”

“Well, fucking finally,” you sigh, pulling your hand from his hold and pushing him back into the pillows. You waste no time, swinging your leg over his lap to straddle him. “That’s it then. I want you. You want me. We’re young, hot, and insanely sexually compatible. Date me, you idiot—”

He cuts you off just like you expected, mumbling, “Have you even thought about what this would actually mean, baby? You have so much to offer, and I—”

Before he can keep going, you close the distance with a grunt, your mouth on his, cutting off his words before he can put himself down any further. A low groan escapes him, his jaw slacking as your tongue slips past his lips, teasing and curling against his just the way he taught you. You feel his body relax, his hands gripping tighter around your sides.

“‘Have I thought about what this would mean…’” you mimic with a roll of your eyes as you pull back, reaching for the hem of your singlet. Without a second thought, you pull it over your head, letting it drop to the floor.

Jungkook lets out a low groan as your tits bounce free, coming within an inch of his mouth, his gaze hungry. So close, he thinks. He could just… take a little bite—

“Remember freshman year—the first time you made me squirt, and I cried so hard you started crying too?” you muse, scratching lightly over the faded hickey you left above his collarbone the other night.

He lifts his head to press a soft kiss to the swell of your breast before giving it a playful nip, purposely avoiding your nipple. “Thought we agreed never to bring that up again…”

“Haven’t stopped thinking about you since that night,” you confess, your voice going soft as your fingers rake through his long curls, spread out on the pillow as he lies back. “Nobody else does it for me anymore, Jungkook. So, yeah, I’ve fucking thought about what this would mean.”

He can’t do anything to calm the wild pace of his heartbeat, your words hitting harder than any strain of marijuana he’s ever had—and he’s had a lot.

You’re still straddling him, both of you shirtless with only a thin layer of fabric covering your lower halves. The warmth radiating from between your legs presses down against his half-hard cock, making him shift beneath you.

“If all you want is for me to make you squirt and cry…” he mumbles, his hands sliding up and down your bare hips in soft, steady strokes. “I don’t have to be your boyfriend to do that, baby.”

You pout. “Why can’t you make me squirt and cry and be my boyfriend?”

“Fucking hell,” he groans softly, his head lifting to press a trail of kisses along your right boob as it jiggles slightly with your movements. “Why does the word ‘boyfriend’ sound so hot when you say it?”

When his head falls back against the pillow, he bites down on his lip, his gaze locked on yours, his heart pounding as your pout slowly turns into the cutest fucking smile.

You lean down, lips hovering just above his, close enough that Jungkook instantly releases his bottom lip, ready to meet you halfway. But you stay just out of reach. “Stop being a scared little bunny,” you murmur, satisfaction sparking when his hands tighten around your hips at the nickname, “and be my boyfriend.”

“Could you say it back first?” he asks softly, his minty breath fanning warmly against your mouth. “Wanna hear you say it.”

You don’t need to ask what he means.

“Okay, sure,” you say easily, lifting your hand to gently tuck a stray piece of hair behind his ear.

A few seconds pass in silence, Jungkook nodding patiently, his gaze steady. “Okay. Go ahead.”

Oh, you must have gotten distracted by his hair.

“Right, sorry.” You pull your hand away from his hair, letting it rest on his chest as you shift to get comfortable, eventually deciding to sit up fully.

Jungkook follows, adjusting as he leans back against your headboard, keeping you snug in his lap as he waits.

“Right.” You nod, clearing your throat. Lifting your gaze from where your hand rests lightly on his stomach, you meet his big, eager eyes. Your lips part.

But no words come out.

a/n ohhh i'm actually gonna get muuurrrdered for cutting it there 😭 the rest is soooo unedited & rough(er than this 😬) i'm sorryyy 🥺 forgive me ok, needy pt 2 coming soon to hopefully soothe the ache 🤍 off to sleep now mloves, if anyone sends in anything abt this piece, i shall respond in the morning xx love you

tag list i'm seaux sorry my eyes are literally shutting, i can't do my taglist for this one my darlings 😭 but it's not a complete fic so i hope it doesn't matter too much!! aghjghkjdfg i'm so useless

[magnoliamyrrh]

just in case i don’t want to talk abt this any more tw incest u could just delete this

horrific n downright wrong. i wanna say u n everyone else includin that anon did not deserve this n the collective u deserves so much more but i am so grateful seein people talk abt this. i was raised w the extreme pressure that my gen was goin to break the cycle of that type of abuse n i have to come to terms that we didn’t n that’s ok at least to me. it’s so hard to admit to n so impactful to say out loud but it’s what has to b done. it a type of trauma that’s been in my fam for many many yrs n i gaslight myself into believin that we broke it. i stayed in denial n tbh still am in denial bcuz it’s so hard to blame a fam member. esp for me a girl n a teenage girl at that. this isn’t always the universal reaction so there is no guilt if this isn’t the case or if it is but u still luv them no matter what they did it’s so hard to blame them. but sexual abuse is sexual abuse. i hope to god every day that when i have children that will b when the cycle is broken n it all stops but i will never put the verbal pressure on them the way my parents did. one of them was a victim of smthn v extreme so i do not blame them (there it is again) but it’s torture to feel like u let them down when u did nothin wrong. admitting is always the first step to healin. i’m so proud of u for talkin abt this n that anon n everyone else.

ya! i think even though its uncomfortable as hell and disturbing its important that we talk about it. thank you <3 im proud of everyone who pitched in too, and of you, thank u for sharing; its really not easy. i dont think this is the sort of thing we can heal from individually, you know? especially when its a cultural thing. theres so much shame and fear and repression surrounding this kind of stuff, and the only way were gonna heal from it is if, like u said, well start accepting it and talking about it

and yea youre right it is really hard. like my father crossed any possible line with what he did and he abuses his wife too and. i really just want him dead like i dont give a damn, i have to try to calm myself bc i get too focused sometimes on how much i actually want him to suffer. but even with him at times im like,,,, ,, eh but i still care abt him? i went through a whole phase where i felt like it was my responsabilites to help him or like heal him from how deranged he is lmao. but it doesnt last long. but with everyone else its different. (?) like. i realized like idk a year ago that uh yea my grandma did lowkey molest me and it actually made me feel fucking insane. i had no idea what do with it and i still dont?? and its fucked and definitely not ok but like...,,, we all pretend like its fine or just didnt happen i guess bc its,, normal? acceptable??? its weird as all hell, most of the time i just kinda try to not think abt it because i have no idea how to even feel abt the woman when i do. if anything as much as it definitely kinda fucked me up, im frankly way more pissed abt the physical abuse/beatings and endless insults and yelling and shit - like that actually probably did more damage to me. but still like idk yea i .. idk if i excuse it but i definitely explain it like oh she didnt know better etc etc etc. but that doesnt.. ugh it doesnt excuse it?? but i still love her and care for her?? its a fucking nightmare to try to detangle all that. and the shit w my mom too and other family members like uh yea it grosses me out and definitely got to me, this combination of being raised as property + controlling parents + sexualized + actually being whored out by father has k.o.d whatever mental sanity i could have had and it took me many years to.... idk. even start remotely working through all that. but. i still care abt them...?? i think the fact that its no longer happening and dont rly consider it on the same level as the shit w my dad makes it kinda different in my head but its still not fucking ok

and yea. definitely one of the hardest parts of it is being blamed for being uncomfortable/grossed out or even punished for being so when rly thats such a normal reaction to have to this shit. it is psychologically torturous and it is gaslighting and it rly fucks u up in the head..... and its really hard to get to the point where u dont feel like u did anything wrong or you werent to blame. i do presume that w this particular kind of shit tho a lot of it is that they probably went through similar stuff, internalized and repressed it, never dealt w it, and then just proceed to do the same

i hope to god too ill be different. i want to believe in both of us and this new generation that we'll do a better job. i think the fact that were even talking abt it shows some progress u kno. my mother and grandmother told me for many years that i wont do a better job than them and its just normal for kids to be raised w beatings and yelling and insults and controlling behavior and all that shit,,,, but. ive always been terrified of that. since i was little i knew if i ever had a kid i wouldnt want to put them through any of this. if i cant break the cycle id rather not raise a kid at all. at least for the past like year or two my mother has actually accepted that some of the shit she did wasnt okay and that she was abused by my grandmother too and..... apologized??? which was insane. so. idk. its been a long and weird fucking process. but. i dont think its hopeless

[yoichichi]

Pretty People Supremacy Playlist 🖤

for my angel @1010andneji , I hope you love it 🖤

disclaimers: fem!reader, because this a request for someone with she/her pronouns, I believe the reader is referred to as she/her a few times, Kenma is aged up and this is based in him attending University just to be clear‼️

warning: it gets a little saucy in the make out department ?

gif not mine, credit to owner

a/n: ahhhhh!!! I’m sorry this took so long and I really hope you like it and you felt like it was worth the wait! Please let me know if you need me to change anything ‼️ i luv you bae 😔✊🏼 also thank you to my wife @ikigaitooru for helping me choose your matchup here! I was stuck between one other person but we ultimately decided on Kenma, we both believe he exhibits prime quiet himbo energy :) also I kind of went off and wrote a lot on this one 😶 sorry I think? Regardless, I hope you enjoy!!!

Relationship Headcannons

Ok so ultimately, I paired you together NOT just cause you thinks he’s pretty but I think you guys would be so good together!! Like you would be so good for him

You guys would balance each other out socially and just be the best pair to hang out with pleaseee

He knows he can be stupid and chaotic with you and you know you can let yourself wind down with him!!

Kenma CAN be blunt sometimes so I’m sure he’d have to catch onto your sensitivity at first, but he’d be so sincere if he ever accidentally said or did anything that made you feel some type of way

And once he is aware of your sensitivity he’s constantly reassuring you in little ways, not only that he understands and is trying to comfort you but just to reassure you he loves you, for example :

HAND SQUEEZES

I know some people have mentioned that he wouldn’t be into PDA but I disagree! It’s just not in the conventional let me be all over you types of PDA

I feel like it’s just not a big deal to him cause he’s like 🤨 what do I have to be embarrassed for?? This my mf baby and I’m gonna hold her hand if I want to ??

Like, I see him as a big hand holder frfr

He would just see it as such an easy way to be physically close to you and even if that’s just holding pinky’s he’s down!

It would also help him if he’s feeling anxious!

Like he’d fiddle with your hands and fingers if he’s feeling particularly antsy or nervous

OH

You guys are out and he wants to go in a different direction? He’s definitely bringing your hand to his lips to give a quick peck and pull you along

“C’mon, let’s look over here”

AND HES SO NONCHALANT ABOUT IT TOO LIKE HE JUST DOESNT QUITE REALIZE THE EFFECT HE HAS ON YOU WHEN HE DOES THAT (he totally does but he likes to be slick and act like he doesn’t 🙄)

He would also DEFINITELY let you play with his hands if you’re nervous or bored or whatever reason honestly, he’d find it soothing and knows it occupies you or fills a need (and you get to look at pretty Kenma hands c’mon now)

ANYWAYS there are other little ways he’d reassure you too besides hand squeezes and holding

Definitely the type to leave you little notes in places for you to find them and they’d always say such simple things like “hi- kenma <3” LMAOOOO PLS HES TRYING HIS BEST

I think the final biggest way he’d love to reassure you would be words of affirmation (this is definitely a private thing)

I think he’d still deliver them in a blunt manner but that’s how you know he’s sincere!

You two would just be chilling at his place and you’d do something simple like, ask how much water he’s drank today or play with his hair and tell him he shouldn’t overwork himself and he’d just look at you so seriously and be like, “I really appreciate you, you know that?”

And it’d be sort of deadpan but like !!!

And he’d just kiss your hand after - always the palm - and then he’d just press his cheek into your hand before kissing it one more time and moving on like that literally just didn’t happen KENMA KING OF HAND KISSES

Okok moving on before I get stuck on his hands again anskdkdksiaj

So we don’t talk about himbo Kenma enough!!!! Like ok

He’s NOT big and ripped like ya know Bokuto and he seems super smart but I’m telling you this man is a quiet clueless himbo ‼️

You can’t tell me you’d be talking on and on about biology or something and he’d just have this little lost look in his eye while he’s nodding along and smiling softly listening to you talk and you’re like ,,??

“Wait, do you even understand what I’m saying?”

And he’d really just be like no :)

“but your eyes are really pretty and I like watching your lips move while you talk :) (this man is also a king of innocent flirting and you can’t tell me otherwise!!!)

OMG and if you’re even the slightest bit flustered by his comment he WILL notice and he’ll do his best to hide his sly little smile and just grab one of your hands and squeeze it and be like, “keep going, I’m listening”

KENMA HIMBO NATION RISE

Ok ALSO you two would literally just be such a pretty couple? Just like so pleasing to look at????? Like you’re both so pretty it’s unfair! And your style OMG

Like you’re just so soft like the epitome of 🦋✨👼☁️☺️ girl and 🎮🎱🖤👾🌙 boy ykwim???

and his long hair PLS Kenma man bun supremacy 🙌🏼

I can’t stress enough how pretty you two would be it would just make sense seeing you two together ugh

UGH you dying Kenmas hair for him?? And he’d just sit cross legged in a chair while you do it and he keeps leaning and moving to wherever you are around him cause your hands are in his hair and it’s so soothing!! What’s he supposed to do??

“Kenma, stay still you’re gonna bet bleach on my shirt!”

“But didn’t you wear that in case bleach did get on it?”

“Kenma-“

“I’m just saying if that’s the case then I don’t understand why I can’t hug you while you bleach my hair? 🤨”

“😐”

“Ok so-“

“Kenma.”

“😒”

Yeah queue pouty Kenma acting indifferent 🙄✋🏼

Just give him a kiss on his nose and he’ll get over it even though he’ll feign his grumpiness to get treated like a baby a little bit longer

UGH PLS I GOTTA STOP I COULD GO ON FOREVER

Bottom line, Kenma’s your quiet little himbo and you’re his loud soft girlfriend, and it’s one of the most adorable things ever

Ok, so we’re finally to what you came for LMAO, your playlist!

OKOK so similar to the first one I made, there’s no theme besides music taste so I tried to make this like a soundtrack of your guys relationship if that makes sense?

I really hope you enjoy and please let me know if you need any changes or would like to be paired up with someone else 🖤‼️ Without further ado, your songs and explanations!

1. Siren - Kailee Morgue: ok I think this one still kind of fits the vibe you’re looking for but you can’t tell me Kenma didn’t see you as some bewitching vixen who’s caught his attention LMAO like he’s just like 👁👄👁 she’s so pretty and entrancing help me! and he’d try to be like haha I’m cool I’m cool I’m fine 😎🥴😎 but it’s so obvious he likes you too (you’d kind of be able to tell with the way he looks at you and how it took so long for the blush to leave his neck and ears whenever he’d talk to you) but he just really decides he has no choice in the matter, he wants you so bad LMAO

2. Juice - iyla: more off the first one, the way you just appeared into Kenmas life LMAO like he saw you and just 😳🥴😍‼️ and once he started to feel real feelings he’d be so 🏃‍♂️💨 WHERE THE FUCK DID SHE COME FROM??? But he wants you so BAD he can’t do anything about it, and now not only does he just want you 😳 but he wants you and he wants to be yours , pls he has it hard

3. See You Again (feat. Kali Uchis) - Tyler, The Creator: ok this is like THE song to your guys relationship just UGH I know you two would have such pining. Kenma would DEFINITELY be nervous to even talk to you at first cause he’s definitely like 🥴 she’s prettt hhng and he’s so shy and you just have such HEART EYES over him and you don’t even hide it that well LMAO (“it’s them rose colored cheeks yeah it’s them dirt colored eyes 😔😩”- u @ him) and it just makes him so NERVOUS!! But you two would definitely dance around it for a bit like you’d just be so 😍‼️ He’s pretty and shy hehe I like him gimme gimme 😍 and he’d be so flustered by it at first until you guys FINALLY get over yourselves (when kenma stops being a baby LMAO) like you guys jus wanna kiss so bad and literally everyone’s like JUST FUCKING DO IT, SHIT it’s adorable really

4. Doves In The Wind (feat. Kendrick Lamar) - SZA: ok I know this song is kinda saucy an idk if it’s overplayed but listen YOU CANT TELL ME THIS ISNT KENMAS FUCKING ANTHEM!! like he jus absolutely jams to this song definitely a sza stan and loves playing vibey music like hers during his gaming sessions but like the way he would worship the ground you walk on and be like mf im HERS do not get it twisted, in no way does she belong to me buT THE WAY I BELONG TO HER WHEW ‼️

5. Moment - Victoria Monét: ok why do I feel like most of the songs I added on here are vaguely steamy LMAO but ok this song? Yeah whew 💨 this is definitely one of those songs that play while you two would be lazily making out with those little led lights on (you just know kenma has those) and you two would just be laying there and know this is one of those moments you guys are never gonna forget. Your hands are just roaming and caressing each other while your lips are locked and you guys are so breathless and it’s just wow, you guys must have manifested each other cause this moment is so perfect between you two. And even though it’s a little sloppy it’s so intimate and you both feel like you’re living in a dream. messy hair flushed Kenma whos breathing heavy? Yeah I think so

6. Deep Cuts - Healy: Kenma is always trying his hardest to be the best he can when he loves something. We know this we’ve all seen him and Tora when it comes to volleyball and the way he gets with Hinata. And this wouldn’t change when it comes to your guys relationship, he is constantly going to be putting in his best effort to get to know you better, be the best boyfriend he can be to you and make you feel as loved as he can. He’s memorized everything there is to know about you and sometimes he gets lost in that and it makes him insecure about himself from his overthinking (you can’t tell me he’s not a chronic overthinker) and he’d forget to just enjoy himself sometimes. Like Kenma stop stressing, you can relax when you hold her hand. But he’d reach this point with you when he’d probably be being a bit difficult and you’d just make him feel so loved. He had been overworking himself again, which you HATED. You could tell from the bags under his eyes and the way his hair was messily pulled back into a low bun and the way the neckline of his hoodie showed he wasn’t even wearing a shirt underneath. But it was date night!! So what if he was tired and overworked quality time is important to you!!! I mean, that’s what he’s thinking. But you would just pull him into a hug and kiss his forehead and start to undress into comfy clothes and he’d be so confused like ?? Uhm, date night?? And you’d just pull him to your shared bed by his sleeve and under the covers and into your arms while you just kissed the top of his head. You’d take his hair out of his bun and run your fingers through it getting rid of some of the tangles and just be so CARING to him. “Let’s just stay in, you’re tired and I’d rather lay with you while you get some sleep, we can always go out another time.” Yeah he’s in love that’s it ‼️ you make him feel like he’s exactly enough for you as he is and that’s all he wants pls tbis is so long and for what??? Like this could be a Drabble in itself??? Anyways

7. Easy - DaniLeigh: you guys are definitely an exclusive couple but you really show Kenma what it means to just take it slow and relax! After the date night (deep cuts) he knows it’s ok to just relax into your guys love and he doesn’t have to force or rush anything cause it all comes naturally. Secondly , the WAY THIS BOY MAKES YOU FEEL - he just always looks at you with these deep eyes that hold so much love and it makes you feel so exposed every time cause he just loves you so much and it’s so intense l. It makes your face heat up cause he so clearly thinks your perfect. Also, this just gives total late night ride vibes. Kenma would definitely be driving on the freeway and this song comes on and he just places his hand on your thigh while he’s driving and he’s humming along to this song and he can feel you staring at him so he just casts you a quick side glance and goes “hmmm?” And you’re like 👁👄👁 nothing (Kenma is the king of late night car ride music fr)

8. CPR - Summer Walker: ok I don’t even need to explain myself with this one, the song is so self explanatory! You just make each other feel so at home. Point blank ‼️ like Kenma will just think back like 😇 where would I be without this bitch the thought makes him truly sad and he likes to avoid it at all costs

9. Rain - Lucy Park: pls this song is so soft (I hope it fits the vibe ahhh!!) but this is just more of kenma being an absolute softy for you LMAO. He’s not very good at taking care of himself sometimes and you’re always there to be like 😡‼️ NO‼️ and it makes him so soft he can’t help it, it’s not that he does it on purpose cause that’s insane but the fact you know his limits when even he doesn’t sometimes blows his mind and he’s never felt more loved than in those moments (let’s bring up Deep Cuts again 🙄✋🏼 pls this boy just needs someone soft to put him in his place LOL)

10. moonlight - dhruv: ok but when Kenma knows he’s in love with you, he has to tell you. And what better way to tell you than, well, tell you. He’d definitely try to plan it in his head to be perfect like ok what’s her favorite place? Where’d we first meet? Should I tell her there? Should our song be playing in the background? Kenma, your himbo and over thinker tendencies are showing, just tell her already! It’d be early in the morning, and you two are making breakfast together while he’s listening to you ramble on about the recent events of your favorite show and he’s just smiling and nodding, doing his best to recall the other plot points that have happened. And you, distracted with your ranting, go to take a bite of your freshly made breakfast- which is still scalding hot. You IMMEDIATELY start panting and drop your fork, running over to the faucet and shoving your head under it doing your best to soothe your mouth with the cold water. And Kenma feels awful, but this is fucking hilarious. So sure he’s holding your hair back so you can really get that water but he’s dying in the process. Almost keeled over and gripping at his stomach type laughter and you’re swatting at him to no avail and he just can’t help himself, “oh, fuck I love you.” He said it between his gasps of air from laughing and didn’t even realize it. Not until you stood up fully with water still dripping off your chin just looking at him. This idiot immediately started apologizing like omg this isn’t how I wanted to say it ahhhh but you assure him this was perfect, and that you love him too (pls love this man he can’t help but love you too)

11. Easily - Bruno Major: does this count as angst? ok call back to Kenma being an overthinker who overworks himself and probably overlooks his own needs at times, there’s bound to be some tension between you two at times. You’re concerned about his health and he insists he’s fine but you know he’s not, and while I don’t ever see him blowing up on you I could see little arguments about his self-care habits. Sometimes he stays up too late, or he’s stressing himself over something that doesn’t need that much thought! Regardless, he knows you just love him and he does the same thing for you and he just needs to get better at not being so stubborn when it comes to taking care of himself. And he just hopes that you know he loves you and appreciates what you do for him even though it doesn’t seem like it all the time, and that hopefully you won’t give up on him.

12. Streets - Doja Cat: ok I added this one mainly for the vibes but like you can’t tell me Kenma isn’t pined over in university LMAO. Like he’s pretty and polite but also indifferent, mentally ill bitches eat that shit UP; and there’s PLENTY of those in university LMAO. And like you aren’t a toxic possessive person don’t worry but MAN he’s fighting these girls off with a stick at this point LMAO and he just doesn’t get it pls, like he’d definitely be the partner in an assignment who just comes prepared and is kind of quiet to a fault but is so nice and just gets his shit done. Would also offer a pencil if you forgot one and maybe I’m just a whore but that gets me everytime 😌

13. Kiss U Right Now - Duckwrth: ok mainly for the vibes but !!! You and Kenma in the kitchen cooking and this song comes on and he comes up behind you and turns you around and your faces are all close and he keeps singing “I think I wanna kiss u” and smirking but he’s just ghosting his lips over yours instead and moving his head back every time you try to kiss him and giggling before doing it all over again! giggly Kenma supremacy

14. Butterfly - UMI: ok we been talking about how much Kenma would be devoted to you, but like you wouldn’t be the same!!!! Kenma means so much to you and you do your best to show your care and all you wanna do is see him happy as much as he wants the same for you, omg you guys are so in love it’s gross 🤢

15. Pick Up Your Phone - Hojean: what more can I say!!! You guys just love each other and love spending as much time together as you can!! (I like ending these playlists with a really happy mood :) )

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Here it is! Thank you for being so patient and I really hope you like this! I always get nervous posting for my baby’s 🖤 love you cutie!

-🐇out

[caxsthetic]

It's the 31st of December now in my place, and I would love to write a little love and gratitude to all the new people that I met in 2020.

So, I am gonna start,

↪Dear, @aikk00​

Honestly I never thought that we could be so close. You are such a kind soul, adorable and really loveable! I love how stupid the things we talk about, mostly about how superior eggs is and our little promises that we are going to meet up someday and I will cook all variant of eggs that you want! I hope amidst all things, we could do that (: I love you so much, Claire... Thank you for being a sunny egg to my uncooked egg💕 See you on a wonderful next year, baby!

↪Dear, @layschipsyumm​

HA! BISH! Bet you are still falling asleep rn cjdndnd okay, my favourite Suna fuckers, I love you so much you cutie subby💋 Maybe the best thing I did in this year to slide into your DM and say how fucking good your colouring is and just wow... From just a simple hello turn into a random convo mostly us thirsting about our man... Thank you Tat my luv! Hope u have a wonderful year ahead!

↪Dear, @godjo​

Cher 🥺 Hey, hey... Ugh gosh I still remember how everything started with just me crying over how beautiful your work is... It's smut? I shouldn't have cried? But goddamn it the more we talk the more we found a lot in common between us and talking to you just feels so right! You are so kind and so fun to talk with... I am glad I know you 🥰 Wishing you a great great 2021!!!

↪Dear, @dearest-kiyoomi​

HELLO MY LOVE, gaahhh, still remember when you are a Sakusa fucker only and now look at you being a Samu fucker too mwah I am so proud of you 🤩 Anyway, I love you so much and thank you for hearing me rant and being so melancholic... And thank you so much for being my proofreader, you helped me a lottaa lotss! Hope you have a great holiday and wonderful year!

↪Dear, @mamori-tai​

Baby hello hi! Thank you so much for being such a dear friend 😍 I always love how you comment through my works... Especially Solemn Promise, it was a work that I really hold dear in my heart because well, it's Kita Shinsuke and the topic is well— ANYWAY, thank you so much for being there! You are so fun to talk to, and I hope next year would be a wonderful one for you!

↪Dear, @just-a-tiny-ghost​

Hey, baby... Honestly you are one of the people that I really love having a message from... You always ramble about how good and positive the people around you, all cute stories about you and your friends, I really love to hear that... And thank you so much for hearing me too! Wishing you a wonderful holiday, bby! Mwah💋

↪Dear, @blacckdiamondposts​

CELINE MY LOVE MY EVERYTHING MY SUPPORT SINCE DAY ONE 😭 Hey bub how are you? I really hope that you are having fun, surrounded by people who love you and you love hehehe. I don't know what I would do without you, really. You are so supportive and listen to all my ramble about my story. I love you so much and I wish you a great holiday!!

↪Dear, @muffins-puffins​

Shafff Shaafff, u are someone who really lovely to talk to💕 Every time I need to talk about Haikyuu, I just know who I am going to... I love how you respect my choice for not shipping characters and things! And like always know the words that could calm me down when I am emotional. I wuff you so much, thank you for being here for me! Have a great holiday!

↪Dear, @mrs-kuroojinguji​

Ana, ana oh Ana😭 I don't know how to start honestly. I remember the first time we talk is because I post that editing of Kita pic about how I want to "rabi" him xjdnksks bye! But for real, since then you have been so supportive, listening to me rambles, and being such a dear friend🥺 The chocolate fudge is so fucking good btw and well— I really hope that we could meet up since well we are from a same city sjxnsnms lovee u so much my crazy baby Miss Sawamura!

↪Dear, @flairlust​

Aaahhh I am so, thankful to you! You have been here for a long long time. Supporting me on everything! Either my writing or my merch, sliding to my ask here and there to ask how am I doing. You are so sweet and so kind I love you so much I hope you have a great year and a wonderful holiday🥳🥳🥳 Luvv uu so much and thank you once again for everything!

↪Dear, @kkoalaworld​

↪Dear, @kuro0luvr​

Hey, hello... My god, you are so so kind so good I don't know how to start you always hype me up and overall a great friend to me😭 Since that time I am in the lowest point of my life, you help me through it with a lot of things... Honestly, thank you so much, I don't know how to repay your kindness... But I love you, for real I am grateful to meet you...

↪Dear, @bjbex

HA, MY GOD, ALL OF YOUR WORK ARE JUST CHEF KISS MWAH baby I love you so much and like honestly talking to you is so fun and I always end up cackling nonstop when we started to talk shit😭 You are always so kind and like when I am down you lit ask and being serious dnskmsms you just know when to have fun and when to show that you care and honestly I love you so much for that, Bex... Thankk you for hearing me out most of the time, wishing you a good year ahead!

NAO aaaa honestly, you are like one of the bestest friend ever that I ever meet here. You always listen to me when I am feeling down, trying to provide me with some reassurance... You are one of the people that I trust enough to actually talk about my mental health... And I am so grateful that God give me a chance to meet you... You are angel to me, and I hope it last for a long time... Love you, Nao... Have a great year!

↪Dear, @t-amajiki​

Gere my God, you are like the start of it all. You are the demigod, you are the one who creates a good server filled with so many wonderful people that everyone I could be so proud to call as my friend. Through you, I found what is it to feel cared, to be loved, to know that some people try to be always there. I am so thankful to God that I met you, and I hope you have a wonderful year next because you really, really deserve a good life.

↪Dear, @lnarizakis​

Heyy Twinn, eheheh hello how are you👉👈 I want to say thank you so much for ever being there! I love when we talk non stop about our dear twins, and talking to you always been so fun! You are such a supportive hooman being and I love how we are now become a twin xjsndnsmsn it's stupid but it's cute eheh... Thank you once again for everything, and I hope you have a great year upon you💕

↪Dear, @tokyoghoose​

Hello, my wife. My mickie, you are so so kind to everyone around you, honestly I wonder what kind of saint am I on my previous life that God allow me to meet you. You are so lovely, always reaching out to me constantly as if you know exactly when I am at the lowest... I am so happy that I met you, and I hope that someday I could meet you in real life. Thank you so much, Mickie, for everything. May you have a beautiful year in 2021 and so on💕

↪Dear, @himichii​

Heyy babyy, how are you? Gahh, you know you are such a cool person, right? Like your words and your work too is so amazing! Aside from all of that, you are a good friend too and I am so thankful that I know you. Thank you for asking me sometimes when I am suddenly like, you know, gone ahahah so thank you really. I appreciate it all🥰 Hope you have such a good year upon you, baby!

↪Dear, @ravscrii​

Rae, Raven aaaa I love you so much you know how to boost my mood with sending me lots of funny haikyuu meme and godwork of Haikyuu fanart (especially inarizaki you know me so well my goodness) Thank you so much for always asking me if I am okay and such, it was a simple gesture that I really appreciate. Love you so much, wishing you a wonderful year ahead of you💕

↪Dear, @macaronnv​

Vvvvv heyy you my favourite Sakusa fucker🥳 We have a same timezone aight but well let me just tell you Happy New Year!! Thank you so much for listening to me ramble about inarizaki, to hype with me, and to be a good friend. Hopefully, someday we could meet up🥺 I love you, have a wonderful holiday, okay?

↪Dear, @ch4jime

Hello, sweetie🥺 You have been nothing but kind to me and I am so thankful that I know you. You are so fun to talk to and always reaching out when you know somehow I need company. Thank you so much for wanting to befriend, to talk to me. I wish you have a wonderful year ahead, and so on. You deserve all the good things in life!

↪Dear, @lcaita

Heyyo👉👈 I know that we didn't talk a lot. But honestly I love how you are always greeting me when I pop out on the server. Like I come out of the blue and you just "Eyceee" and honestly it feels so welcoming. Just a simple gesture yet it's really impactful. Hey, thank you so much for everything, really. I love you so much and I hope you know I will try to do the same, to be a better friend to you. May you have a wonderful year ahead💕

↪Dear, @evermorehaikyuu​

IVY sht, you are like... Everything everything. You are literally one of the kindest person I ever met. I really want to meet you, you are someone that I could call as a best friend, and I am so thankful that I ever met you (": You are always so patient listening to me, even after all this time you are always there for me. Reminding me that I am not alone. I love you so much you don't know it... I wish you the best life, you smart hooman💕

↪Dear, @http-cookiescrumbs​

Oh baby, you are like, wow. You are so pure and like always so positive when it comes to friendship. Since I know you, you always know how to make me feel happy, always bringing such positivity to your environtment. And I really love that, I love how much caring you are to your friend. Thank you for staying in my life, you are always, always be a friend that I hold dear in my heart. Have a great year ahead, my dear🥰

↪Dear, @kenmasbb​

Hello baby hi hehehe I know we just talk for a few times but honestly talking to you is so fun! I hope we would talk a lot, because honestly from what I see so far you are such a sweetheart🥺 Thank you for hearing all of my thirst towards my husband, thank you for being patience to me xjdndjdk... I wuff uu so much, baby... I hope you have a wonderful year ahead! Have a beautiful holiday🥳 Stay safe!

↪Dear, @sugusho

Baby baby hello I remember when we start talking it was like, aahhh... Hello you are always be my sweet pea🥺 You are always so caring and so kind to me I love you so much... Hopefully we will always stay in contact. And now with how we kinda have the same man we like, hmmmm😼 I think we would stay in touch anyway... Thank you so much for being such a dear friend to me... I hope you are having a wonderful year, and a beautiful holiday!

↪Dear, Samantha, Tea, Oli, Miyu...

I don't know if you see this or not. But honestly, the best time of my life is when I meet you all. Talking to you all, I am a shit that time and to befriend you guys is like the greatest gift that happen to me (": Thank you, for everything basically. I love you guys so much... And I hope each of you have the best life because you guys deserve only good things and happiness...

↪Dear, Reena...

Oh you are one of the best thing in life. You are there since like, since I was nothing. Like I think I was like, only post my SMAU I think? It was like 9 months ago. And you are one of those who believe in me that I can do it. I can keep improving, hyping me up and always so kind to me. We are like thousands km apart but I hope someday I can meet you. I love you so much, Ree... Thank you for being there, and I am so grateful we still in contact💕 Hope you have a wonderful year ahead

[howdoyousleep3]

Hi K, I hope you are doing wonderful💖i know you’ve had an ask similar to this about Daddy Steve snapping at Bucky, but im watching a show and the husband was trynna use a ‘tough love’ approach w/ his wife and yelled at her, but then she burst into tears and he realized that didnt work and hugged her real tight and was like “IM SO SORRY” and she was like “YOU YELLED AT ME🥺😭” and i thought it was cute lol, would any of your SteveBucky pairings have a lil misunderstanding like that? Luv u🥰💖

Hi Baby Del everyone it’s my Baby Del look look Baby Del is back with some sweet snuggly tiny bit angsty Daddy Steve and bb Bucky feels, ahh. 

Ugh this is so so them working things out in the beginning of their relationship!! Yelling is no good for our Bucky (or anyone??) but there is always learning going on at first, ya know? Maybe it was when Steve was still trying to work out the kinds of punishments and praise that Bucky would like. They’re in the living room and maybe Bucky hadn’t been an good boy and was begging Steve a bit too much, pushing the envelope on Daddy saying no and Bucky wanting more and Steve’s voice raises, he yells, tries it out. 

“Bucky! Enough!” 

100% I imagine that Bucky would immediately start getting teary-eyed and then would be startled by his reaction, the sweet thing. The sad tiny little noise he makes when he realizes Daddy has yelled at him and that he shouldn’t cry is making my heart shatter! Oh my goodness. Steve would notice in three seconds that he had gone too far and immediately have his arms full of Buck, his lap full, would have his lips on that temple as soon as he could!

“No, oh shh shh it’s okay no, babylove don’t cry no Daddy was dumb, that was so stupid, no...” 

Bucky would be more surprised by his reaction than the fact that Steve raised his voice. He wouldn’t sob by any means but there’d be a few hiccups, definitely the statement of, “You yelled at me!” and so many more Daddy apologies. 

“I know, I know, sugar never again, never again.” 

And after those few hiccups Bucky would start giggling because how ridiculous of a situation they’ve ended up in. Bucky would soak up the attention, Steve’s love, Steve’s own chuckle. 

“Yeah, never might be good for that one.” 

“God, Buck never. It won’t happen again. I swear, baby.”

Ugh, yes yes this is very realistic, Baby Del. So funny, so sweet. Thank you for hopping in my Inbox. I hope you’re doing well! Love you!

[jeonjcngkook]

Mutual appreciation day!Tell me something about your mutuals ❤️

*deeeeep breath*

i think i missed the deadline bc of work to answer this but i feel like i can answer this and it still be meaningful.

there isnt just one thing i can tell u about my mutuals. all of them are absolutely beayutfiul inside n out n let me tell u i would be lost w/o them???? i really would be. they are all people i class as friends for life. I care for them all individually, i wish them all, all the happiness the world provides - they are all special in their own ways n that is what makes them even more beautiful in my eyes.

@seokjinssi - tenri is my hard stan quEeN , she is as chaotic as me n wow never fails to make me laugh. i really do get so excited knowing that i get to wake up n talk to my tenri about £”$%&%^%&%

@flowerkth - natalie is my little ray of sunshine, shining so bright every single day!! keeping me n my taekook soul fed n alive. nat really is the prettiest flower n i would say a best friend for life i have made out of her

@jooniemoon08 - faithy here has my heart end of. from her beauty, to her brains!! she is simply the most effortlessly gorgeous girl n wow i fall in love w her every single day. faithy truly is something special

@hobieshopie - niki is such a talent!! she proves just how hard work can really take u places. her creativity n sheer outlook on life is beautiful n i wouldnt ask niki to be anything other than what she is

@pathtospring - hopie is so special to me in ways that i cant even put into words. hopie is always n i mean always there for u through anything n everything. hopie will get u the best advice n care for u through anything. u have the biggest heart, i never want u to change

@vante-love - asjhdfksjkh nesssss shit man i cant even put u into words, u are just outstanding. u make me laugh SO much, i love that we can daddy joon thirst, the way u react makes me wanna curl into a pile of tears w giggling but then like a pool of my own tears bc fuck ur duality hits me HARD n i absolute love it

@kimteahyung - milli is the kindest soul, so sweet n caring n always putting people before herself. we had such a beautfiul wedding n im blessed to call her my wife. like tenri, always there for a thirst moment which ugh yes i could not be more thankful for!!

@exoticarmyofcrowns - i rememeber before i became friends w asha that i always wanted to be friends w her bc of the kindness that she showed to some other moots. when i became friends w asha, i was absolutely elated bc she really is a beautiful person inside n out. i would be lost without her in my life

@taechnological - sae wow , when i say someone cracks me up, i mean sae CRACKS me up!!! every single day, it has now become a need to check her account.... n saes tags n tae content? ugh im honoured 

@extrataedinary vilma warms my heart like a hug in a winter evening!! her tae content makes my heart flutter ; she is so cute n heartwarming i always look forward to seeing her n taking to her day in n day out

@taemaknae - nicole is the sunshine. always so upbeat, happy n shining - reminding me of a beautiful summer day

@utopiajeon , @sweetpeajeon , @gukniverse - fabi, jess n lenlen ; normally i would separate but i feel like they all bring me the most happiest w their jungkook content. whenever new content comes out they r always the first i think of to share it bc they have the biggest hearts for jungkook as much as i do and i always feel like their love for him is endless , which i adore but also for the people they care for, its so utterly special n i wouldnt change a single hair on their either of their heads

@heavyinmyarms - paula  another gorgeous n strong lady right here, she’s in my heart n i love her n how soft she is!! lots of kithes

@goldenkths - jessi is just the sweetest soul ever. i love talking with her n just screaming over the boys w her. she never fails to make me smile n i adore her happy things bc wow u deserve all the love n happiness the world has to offer

@moonlytae - paavan has shown resilience n determination when it comes to things n i absolute adore that. not only is she tbgc lil babie , we wrap her up in blankets n keep her safe from the world, we all love her endlessly

i’ll list some of my other moots too!! pls know that u all play such a massive part in my experience here - u are all best friends to me, each n every one of u.  thank u for making me laugh n smile. thank u for all the positivity n love u all bring onto my dash n blog everyday!! u are all the sunshine in my life n i always look forward to seeing u all every single day. u all deserve so much luv, enjoyment, hugs, kisses, positivity n kindness individually. old n new, i couldnt ask for a more beautiful group of angels💐💟

@kooksbliss @kimchitae  @sweetnightsjimin @cherryjk @lomlkook @aureumjeon @gukniverse @gukamour @roseboyjjk @kimsouthjoon @sweetpeajeon @flowerseok @kooksmos @sugasugakookies @memeofthesoul @softmelon@heavyinmyarms @penicillinjimin @petiteuphoria @kthmad @jje0n @bitoftaewithsugaandkookie @louvejoon @kookscrescent @moonlattae 

[sanchoyo]

1??

1: are there any fics that you wanted to leave multiple kudos for, and were disappointed when you could only leave one?

oh MAN don’t open up those flood gates jkhfskj literally every fic I enjoy I get sad I can’t leave more than one. I feel like this question is a roundabout way to ask me to rec some Good Fics (or not, but ur getting some) so. like. here u go heres some of my fav bnha ones (I always assume thats what ppl are asking abt but if you want diff fandom ones, ask me. ive been reading fic for yrs and can 100% recc u some other fandoms lol) 

go read this is home by @greymob​ for gud self insert (and, about the only bnha self insert I like so much to single out to promo bc im extremely picky lol) its sososos cute n all my fav elements are in it, this fic made me so happy I was in a good enough mood to DRAW something (which. I haven’t done in like. months so. yeah its that good) thats what ive been obsessed abt currently, and i dont. READ shigaraki self inserts usually bc I dont vibe with how hes characterized. this is a very rare rec

just general ones I love:

yeah ok i don't know what a 'good' person is but do you have any suggestions by cirket (this one is shigahawks, also twice lives. nice)

sundry by surely_silly (this is a oneshot collection but really good)

Inescapable by Starship_Phoenix  (all might and tomura just talking. like. this could be a genre of its own these are my fav types of fics lol)

The Prestige by pariahpirate  (mr compress and hawks have a Past. so cute and should b canon)

(okay..looking thru my bookmarks I realize about half of them are from pariahpirate...hm. just go read any of their fics, actually, they hit so many of my fav things/tropes. also anything by AMournfulHowlInTheNight , but I feel like everyone recommends them, just bc they are SO quality even if I don’t even care to read abt the kids personally?? the dfo content. the drama. OR OR ANYTHING BY write_your_way_out  too actually)

  i'm lost but i don't know why by takamicchi (I won’t spoil it but theres time travel, all might, hawks, and endeavor. the ship is shigadabihawks :-) )

The Phoenix by domestichobgoblin (another shigadabihawks!!)

Smokescreens and Ashes series by Kendrick_Harlow (very dabi centric but, most lov fics tend to be..which is why theres so much of him on this list despite him not bein my 100% fav,, this is a very very good family lov series tho)

Remembrance by Barid (Finale)  (afo takes in both tenko and hana)

Twice the Wife by ohmytheon  (twice is a chaotic housewife ??? this one made me die laughing but also. cute)

the ‘ when i try to get through (on the telephone to you) ‘ series by  Origamidragons (todoroki family centric/ dabi and fuyumi centric rly tho. my heart. hurts) 

Embers to Ashes by Museflight, ohmytheon  (dabi as a todoroki centric fic. very sad :( )

dabihawks:

Take My Hand by All_My_Characters_Are_Dead  (hawks has a kid, dabi knows)

the ‘but i am still hopeful’ series by knlalla  (some nice dabihawks / redemption (sort of?) arcs all around, very very good imo and fits my fav tropes. really checks all my boxes)

(No Fun) Nova by pariahpirate  (dabi is a hero and Gets Hawks Ass (very funny and original concept also luv dabis hero name)

a soft place to fall by flooruh  (UGH MY HEART)

Take the Stars, Darling. They Were Meant For You by astralluna  (they are just talkin and it hurts)

To Nurture a Phoenix by ryusei (seiyuna) (just. read this one ajkshkfj)

love has conducted us unto one death by aradian_nights  (1 of my absolute favs. I cry a normal amount)

premium dadgiri content: 

The Face of a Family by sandcastles (kurogiri is just like ‘ya the lovs a family what of it. so cute)

breaking through the storm clouds by alana_me , (kurogiri time travels (1 of my fav tropes) and takes baby tenko in b4 afo can get his grubby hands on him, only 1 chapter is posted but its SO GOOD already,, so cute )

Something Still Remains by Origamidragons  maybe not so much dadgiri but,, kind of? kurogiri brings child tenko to aizawa

we don’t belong to no one; that’s a shame by AllISeeAreKingsAndThieves  (kurogiri agressively Dad-ing tenko and hana while slowly realizing Somethings Up about all this, also, nb kurogiri. nice)

the ‘do not stand at my grave and weep’ series by  SalviaOfficinalis (went in laughing at the first fic bc its crack, went out sobbing at the others in the series. 10/10 my heart hurts) 

all in a day's work by makurophage (kurogiris just a good dad we stan forever. so cute.) 

UH I KNOW theres MORE but going thru my bookkmarks heres what I found,, the fact I don’t have any really spinner or shig centric ones here is so embarrassing but also I’m very picky (also-- theres not a ton?? I should..make an attempt to find more if anyone wants to rec ME some, I like..toga, spinner, or shigaraki centric ones...also no ragdoll centric ones?? smh im embarrassing myself now)

BUT YEAH all good fics ^^^ 

[sixohsixoheightfourtwo]

who likes comPLETEly wild 1940s technicolor noir films?? is that you?? Please in that case watch DESERT FURY, a totally bonkers 1947 melodrama set somewhere in nevada. The Nitrate Diva posted about it on twitter, saying it “must be seen to be believed” and I simply Cannot turn down such a recommendation.

in Desert Fury: the world’s oldest 19 yr old student Paula (Lizabeth Scott, who’s sort of lauren bacall-like) comes home to the desert town of ‘chuckawalla’ where her mother Fritzi (Mary Astor) runs casinos (and i think also brothels??). Meanwhile racketeer EDDIE BENDIX (budget clark gable john hodiak) and his ‘pal’ johnny (wendell corey) blow into town .... and Paula, for some reason, Falls In Luv or something with him. It’s based on a story by Ramona Stewart written for the glossy womens’ magazines when she was still in college. so you KNOW it’s gonna be OTT idfic.

On a formal level the actual best things about this are probably the Cinnamon Tography — glorious technicolor etc, actual location shooting in arizona, luridly bright — and the miklos rozsa score. Also Edith Head’s costumes: Lizabeth Scott gets approximately 9000 high-glam outfit changes; the film is clearly designed as a star vehicle for her.

on an INFORMAL level.... it is an amazingly weird ride.  Eddie turns out to be an old boyfriend of her mother Fritzi. Fritzi’s treatment of her daughter veers towards queasily pseudo-incestuous — calling Paula ‘baby’ all the time (UGH!), insisting Paula calls her by her first name, because ‘mother’ is ‘cold’ and not ‘companionable’. Burt Lancaster is ... also here, hating every second he’s in this film as Paula’s dumbass rodeo-champ-turned-cop love interest. (this was literally the second film he shot, he apparently thought it was total crap but had to do it as he was under contract. his best scenes tbh are with Mary Astor)  

Oh and Paula mysteriously resembles Eddie’s DEAD WIFE .... which is why he’s interested in her. And his wife died under Suspicious Circumstances. And people keep slapping each other in the face.

But also — eddie bendix and his pal johnny ryan .... are Gay. OK no, eddie is bisexual. Any time they’re in a scene together they’re framed together, presented as a duo. sometimes they are shirtless drinking tea together. they have lived and worked together for years and years. How did they meet? according to eddie.... johnny picked him up at 2am in times square: 

It was in the automat off Times Square about two o’clock in the morning on a Saturday. I was broke. He had a couple of dollars. We got to talking. He ended up paying for my ham and eggs… I went home with him that night… We were together from then on.

hello? hello??

ok so there’s a line about how there was a spare room at his mother’s boardinghouse or w/ever but it feels v much thrown in to appease censors. 

Paula and Eddie start their affair and there are some great scenes where johnny is initially apparently NOT threatened by eddie having a girlfriend... and then realises what’s up and tries to separate them. the tone is v much — I’m really just paraphrasing his dialogue here — johnny’s been with him for 15 years, he’s outlasted other women, women don’t want to know the Real Eddie, unlike johnny. johnny keeps calling eddie ‘good-looking’. It’s the 1940s and J and E are the Bad Guys ... so no spoilers but it doesn’t end well for them, altho Johnny is the most sympathetic character in this film and you can fight me about it. But for about 75 minutes you get so caught up in trying to figure out how this film has a functional gay couple that you forget the Hays Code exists.

There’s a clip on youtube of Eddie Muller (a critic who specialises in noir) introducing a screening of Desert Fury — he calls it “the gayest movie I have ever seen coming out of Hollywood in the 1940s . . . the relationship between John Hodiak and Wendell Corey in this film is sort of not to be believed”. He also has them at #2 on his list of “Film Noir’s Top 10 (Maybe) Gay Couples” (first is John Dall and Farley Granger in Rope — and they really WERE gay).

anyway there u have it. quarantimes film rec: DESERT FURY, 1947. I watched it on a second-hand spanish-language DVD because there’s no UK release. It's on dvd/bluray in the US. u can probably also find it thru... other channels idk I didn’t look

[startofamoment]

forever song✨ ask meme

name five songs that you only associate with one character, actor/actress, or ship that you don’t think you can ever associate with anybody else. tag five people to see what theirs would be.

tagged by the gorgeous @wishfulwannabe!! luv u emma 💕 

hold you in my arms [ray lamontagne] – nathan/haley, one tree hill

wow this is from forever ago but naley was probably my first real OTP (apart from classique anime ships ofc). i vaguely vaguely remember voting for this song in the official poll for their first dance song – they didn’t end up using it for that, but i think this was used for maybe a montage of other scenes and yeah it still v much reminds me of them! 

sweetest goodbye [maroon 5] – chris halliwell, charmed

i don’t even have a real explanation for this. all i know is that 11 year old erica had a raging crush on christopher perry halliwell watched a lot of charmed and also listened to maroon 5 cassette tapes on car rides to/from school. i doubt past!me even knew what this song was about, the lyrics just seemed angsty enough to fit everyone’s favorite hot neurotic whitelighter-witch hybrid. 

come what may [moulin rouge] – tessa virtue & scott moir

i mean i really could’ve just listed every other song they’ve skated to, but i feel like this one especially reminds me of them!!! and oh u best know i get all up in my feels whenever i listen to this and think of scott patrick singing the lyrics to tessa jane. like damn they’ve really been through?? so much together??? and they’re going to continue being best friends for life bc duh.

green light remix [lorde, chromeo] – team cockroach, the good place

not a ship or a single character, but i s2g i’m just going to think of team cockroach whenever i hear the first few notes of this song. ugh that episode was just so good!! i loved that they fully partied and had fun instead of stressing over their impending doom. i stan. 

next to me [imagine dragons] – jake/amy, brooklyn nine-nine

ok ok ok imma be honest idk if i really have a song that i associate solely with peraltiago?? but i was going through my spotify playlist a couple weeks ago, looking for potential fic/series titles, when i got to this and absolutely felt like the lyrics fit them! like excuse me while i cry over human disaster jake peralta waxing poetic over his amazing wife: 

So thank you for taking a chance on me I know it isn't easy But I hope to be worth it (oh) So thank you for taking a chance on me I know it isn't easy But I hope to be worth it (oh)

Oh, I always let you down (I always let you down) You're shattered on the ground (shattered on the ground) But still I find you there Next to me And oh, stupid things I do (stupid things I do) I'm far from good, it's true But still I find you Next to me (next to me)

i tag: @santiagoswagger, @three-drink-amy, @amez-santiago, @peraltiagoisland, @fourdrinkamy, @nevermindthewind, @amystiago, @juliadorable, @sergeant-santiago, @do-me-decimalsystem, @disruptedvice, @amyscascadingtabs, @johnny-and-dora, @jokeperatla, @elsaclack, @proofthatihaveaheart, @nerd-husbands, @amyjake, @beatcopjake, @dmigod, @lasercats, @tinaruthbelcher ++ anyone who wants to do this!

[pollyoxycotrain]

How I View the signs

Aries - Sibling / Hustler

Listen, i'ma make it quick, my better half, I know I never put yall in my top 3, but it's because y'all above that (sun sign), I love you all, and I just want to see you guys succeed in whatever endeavor you swear to, again, I love ya, take care homies.

Taurus - So Beautiful

Other than Pisces, Taurus is the sign I adore the most, just sit and awe at them, they're awesome people, like Awe-some, not AWESOME!!!!, I just find they're so...Nuturing, careful, even if they're rough with you it feels safe.

Gemini - Literally Sprite

Alrighty Gemijews, listen, yall fucking wild, the end.

Cancer - Blue Goddess

I find with Cancers they're always very Attractive in every way not just sexual, they're fun to be around, and I like them alot, but relationship wise, I'd probably keep it minimal, like friendship would be best, but damn...sometimes they get me going cray.

Leo - All Bark No Bite

Honestly, for being in sextile, I'm starting to hate this sign, I'm OK with Leo Sun, but I Especially hate Leo Moons, I find most Leo Moons either talk A TON OF SHIT, and most of the time without anything physical, or they think they're above everyone else, tbh most of the time it's both let's be honest...I feel like these are the annoying fucks to talk a ton of shit, but then if you hit them or get physical they'll be the first to cry, wail, and call the police, honestly, WORST moon sign I've ever experienced, I don't collaborate well with Scorpio moons much, but I feel like with all the shit they bring, they're still not as bad as Leo Moon, keep in mind Scorpio moon can be materialistic, petty cunts, with the same (youre beneath me) attitude, but they can be some of the best Lovers, and I think this really is one of the best moon signs, because I find genius in them, scorpio is one of the best signs in general in my opinion, Creativity is so deep in their core, yet they're just so smart, passionate in whatever they find important, pack all that into the moon and I think in reality it makes for one of the best, at least the Pros are, the cons are really really bad though. I'd still put Scoprio moon in A tier, Leo Moon in F or whatever is the lowest Tier)

Virgo - A Hazed Vision

I'm very 50/50 on Virgo, I like them, but I find I'm more 50/50 with Virgo than I am Capricorn, I like virgo, and I look up to them tbh, but most of them I find are kinda....meh, they can either be the greatest Philosophers of life or they're down right weird, but idk, there is always this weird thing I find with Virgos, even the best, I can't hardly touch them, i idolize them a little tbh, and I love them all dearly, they're one of my favorite signs, but I find once they're hurt I find they just kinda self destruct...and it makes me sad.

Libra - Cute but ugh

Not much to say here, like cousins to me, usually were good friends, and I might have a crush or two, but the ones that I do usually have HEAVY or dominant Scorpio inner planets....so yeah, yall cool ig.

Scorpio - I Luv U

Idc who reads this, I'm sorry Mom. This is the Dommy Mommy Sign for me, I love Scorpio's so much (Especially Sun sign), I just find they can give me exactly what I want and need (in any sense), this is definitely a wifey sign for me, one of my favorite signs.

Sagittarius - Luv/Hate

I always find these fuckers (Sun Sign) attractive, I find they'd be a cool wife if you could catch one, but idk, I just find them to be more of a sibling sign to me than anything, I hate to put that and then say this...the fact I have a crush on SO MANY OF THEM, but, idk, I either love them to where I'd consider something serious, or the worst is I find them annoying, hypocritical, judgmental and sometimes similar to Leo moon, they talk a lot of shit, but mostly behind your back, sometimes they can be more so two faced and if I had to pick any sun sign to stereotype as two faced it would Sagittarius, but I think it mostly depends on moon signs I'd say tho (Pisces or Leo 🤮) (Aquarius or Libra 💖)