#still thinking either 1 or 2 hmmmmmmmmm

[senoleaf]

i found a new obsession and need to make it everyone's problem

Steven (Strangled Red) but i'm trying to figure out how to draw his hair lol

......personally thinking either 1 or 2..? maybe?

[ruddyhotelau]

Hey, here I have a wHoLe bunch of questions about Baxter, because I kin his design and description in your au and, actually, there isn't enough content with that boi :(

I already have a handful of headcannons about him, but curious about the original interpretation more (advance thanks✨)

1. Extrovert/introvert?

2. Phlegmatic/choleric/melancholic/ sanguine? In general, short-tempered or not?

3. Aspires to power/not?

4. In what field (chemistry, genetics, medicine) does he conduct experiments?

5. His opinion of Vox, Alastor, Emily and Michael?

6. How did he die?

7. Aaand... Will he redeem himself like Sir Pentious?

Thank you so much for loving his design in our AU✨✨✨

And sure, we will try to give you more information about him.

1. He is an introvert, Baxter prefer to spend his time alone doing science experiments in his underground lab rather than using his precious time doing some of the Hotel's activities.

2. I think around 50/50. He is not really a short-temper person but he is not patient enough to deal with Val's bullshit sometime (But honestly, except for Emily, not a lot of people can keep up with Val's bullshit) 3. Hmmmmmm, I think he would love to create chaos and destruction by using his science invention. He is a mad scientist after all. But I don't think the phase "hunger for power" would fit him. Seeing people misery can be fun but being powerful can draw a lot of attention, Baxter just don't enjoy that special treatment.

4. I think about chemistry, physics, modern tech and maybe some about genes.

5. Vox: Vox is his former "boss" but before that, they used to be business partner. Baxter create the tech while Vox sale it, things was smooth and easy for Baxter back then until one day, the deal shifted... He hate Vox but fate still find a way for him to make him work with the TV somehow.

Valentino: He is annoyed, so so freaking annoyed with all of his sex joke, gaslight and manipulated. Baxter despite the moth guy buy somehow that just make him the bartender's favorite toy.

Emily: Naive disney princess think she can fix everything with a song and playing therapy. He pity for someone like her end up in Hell and he also feel tired by her optimistic energy sometime. He isn't exactly hate her? But he know he not really fond of her either, Baxter didn't like people that he think is naive and stupid.

Michael: Stay away from him, as far as possible.

6. I haven't think of that yet. Maybe science experience went wrong? 7. Hmmmmmmmmm, we haven't decided yet since we haven't come up with the decision about should he even die.

[akechicrimes]

Hey crimes, feel free to disregard this tangent but, do u ever feel like P5 inadvertently or otherwise implied Goro was right with his fake “vigilante justice operates outside and the law and thus must be brought to heel” opinion? What with the fact that the Yaldabaoth confrontation implies the thieves work perpetuated humanity’s sloth AND THEN after an entire game showing us the hundreds of people who were at the v least COMPLICIT in shido’s machinations, a system which is (1)

ohhhhh this one is fun!! this is a super neat question, ty for asking!!!

hmmmmmmmmm

im going to try and break this down into parts, partly because persona 5 is such a convoluted mess with its own lines of thinking, so tell me if i dont do it right. the issues are: (1) goro definitely did say that operating outside the law was bad just on principle that you shouldn’t operate outside the law, and (2) persona 5 did definitely go on to say that all of the phantom thieves’ operations outside the law didn’t come to anything in the first place anyway, because they were only targeting individuals instead of mass systemic corruption/their presence was enabling people to become more apathetic.

i think what persona 5 is trying to get at is that it’s not necessarily that acting outside the law is bad, but that, like you said, targeting only individuals doesn’t work as a tactic. so vigilante justice (e.g. batman style of taking down supervillains) cannot compare to societal reform through collective action.

when i say collective action, i mean that i think persona 5 is trying to point out that “systematic” corruption is really just a corruption of many, many, many individuals working in concert--and that “reform” could just be said to be the opposite, which is activism from many, many, many individuals working in concert.

obviously the ending cutscene where akira;s social link network gets together to protest his arrest is the best example of collective reform, but i think one of the things that i rly like about shido’s wide-spread conspiracy is that it does a rly good job of paralleling akira’s social link network, and pointing out that in the same way that shido’s conspiracy is a collective effort of many many many people that make up a “system,” akira’s widespread social link network creates the opposite effect of a collective effort of many many people that make up a force for change. 

which is why having the phantom thieves as a group itself just promotes more apathy--you get one group of people doing all the work for the rest of society, when if anything’s going to change, we need everyone on their feet.

which surprisingly correct, insofar as i’m aware. if society’s going to change in a substantial way, beyond just changing the hearts of a handful of abusers and letting the rest of the system remain untouched, everyone’s got to be involved. collective effort. do your part. wash your hands. stay indoors. don’t forget to vote. seriously, wash your fucking hands.

but when it comes to whether or not persona 5 says that you shouldn’t be acting outside the law... 

i think persona 5 really really really really really doesnt want to be caught promoting lawbreaking while also being You Should Break The Law: The JRPG.

part of this trouble, i think, is just because they need players to actually like the characters in the game, and therefore all the character have sympathetic reasons for breaking the law. because persona 5 has to sell marketable characters, too, persona 5 itself makes it pretty clear that people who operate “outside the law” are usually not evil dipshit criminals who love sin. the people in persona 5 who act outside the law are usually people who dont have enough power to operate inside the law in the first place. akira, the pt, and goro all seem to have resorted to what they did because they had no societal power at the start, wound up with a persona (aka fast and easy power source), and wouldnt have been able to do anything about their situation otherwise. characters who operate outside the law (like takemi with her vaguely illegal practice, or kawakami and her also vaguely illegal sex work, or iwai and his vaguely illegal gun business) are still supposed to be waifus you are sympathetic towards. 

(...i think i accidentally called iwai a waifu? hmm. on second thought, i’ll just leave that sentence as it is.)

and i really do have to point out that persona 5′s attitude of FUCK COPS is insanely strong. like. persona 5 HATES cops. and that doesn’t let up basically ever, at all, at any moment. for anything. persona 5 wants me to believe that makoto will become a good cop in the future, but if i wanted to find an existing good cop, i’d have to go all the way back to persona 4. like!! shit!! goro akechi is the closest thing we have to a good cop, and he has a pet guillotine for CEOs and his middle name is komaeda.

and that part of the big attitude with FUCK COPS is that it’s another way of morally exonerating the phantom thieves. i think... although the game ultimately concludes with “you should probably not break the law any more because the metaverse is gone,” it’s difficult to argue with the fact that persona 5 is a game in which it presents you with 10000000000000 reasons to break the law and feel Great about it.

(another tangent: i feel like one of the big undercurrents of persona 5, and especially the TV station, is that the phantom thieves are justified in their lawbreaking because the police aren’t doing their fucking job. like, someone’s got to keep people safe, and if the cops don’t like the phantom thieves, maybe they should get off their asses and actually get the criminals before the thieves do. akira literally was on live television and he was like ALL COPS ARE BAD and goro was like wow. anyone else think that was really sexy? @ the guy in the glasses in the back, call me later when you’ve leveled up your charm and knowledge.)

so atlus is in this place where they’ve pointed out that people break the law because they dont really have any other choice, and also persona 5 the game HATES cops, and also persona 5 the game cannot tell you that breaking the law is bad because it is literally A Game About Breaking The Law, but at the same time, they cant really go around promoting crime. from a doylist perspective i was 100% unsurprised that they came up with a fancy narrative reason to get rid of the metaverse and their change-of-heart abilities and just the phantom thieves in general, because all of those are a threat to the status quo. although the game might be right that relying on the phantom thieves to change society for the rest of the population makes the rest of the population lazy and apathetic, it’s pretty convenient that this means that the kids are now no longer able to break the law. so persona 5 really wants people to do things the kosher way, e.g. protesting and such. 

hhfmgmhfmghfmgfmghmfhgg. taking this all with a grain of salt, because again, i do think atlus is trying very hard to avoid saying that people should break the law:

i think atlus wants to say that it’s not necessarily acting outside the law that’s not right, but the fact that just loading the phantom thieves with a ton of power makes people apathetic, and changing the hearts of a few individuals is Not enough to get rid of something like shido’s conspiracy. so instead they say, you shouldn’t break the law because it’s not effective without collective reform. 

i think another thing that persona 5 wants us to believe is that for the most effective reform to be achieved, people both inside and outside the law/system have to be involved in the collective effort to improve society. 

e.g., toranosuke wants to be a man of the people--someone who speaks for the people who are outside of the diet, but toranosuke himself is someone inside the diet. sae’s the other good example; the phantom thieves protest akira’s arrest at the end of the game, but sae, as the insider in the justice system, has to be there to hear and work with them. and this might just be because i watched haru’s s link last night, but i feel like takakura is a really good example: haru pushes back against the company’s shitty policies with her “outsider’s” perspective (quoted because she’s technically the largest shareholder, she just hasnt ever been really involved in how the company is run), but takakura, as the company president and most powerful person at okumura foods, has to be there to hear her request and agree with her, and make company changes based on her requests. 

and it’s for this reason that persona 5 wants us to consider maybe lawbreaking isnt morally bad, just not effective.

i wish i could say that that’s more bad atlus writing, but it’s not. i’ve only really examined changing schools on an institutional level, but the best examples of institutional change in school administration have always been cases where the administration, parents, and community members all work together. in some cases, parents bring up requests for the school to accommodate their needs, and the administration listens and works with them. something something--everyone needs an advocate. the point of a lawyer is to advocate for you. the point of a politician/representative is to represent you and your interests. so on and so forth.

(and i also wish that it could be as simple as saying, “wow atlus said something right for once!” because that’s not true, either--acting outside the law can be outrageously effective. persona 5 trying to tell us that acting outside the law to get shit done isn’t effect smells like corporate trying to tell its workers that unionizing doesnt actually do anything.)

(and i also wish that persona 5 would have acknowledged that sometimes, it takes more than just an extremely moral person to change the world. take toranosuke, for example--i’m sure that if he gets elected, he’ll go out there and be a wonderful representative of the people, but at the same time, can’t we also simultaneously acknowledge that any politician who can make “politics” a career for profit will always be incentivized towards self-interest? in the same way that a military for profit will always be incentivized towards war?)

but insofar as whether or not persona 5 thinks that vigilante justice/acting outside the law is in and of itself morally bad--i’d say probably not. i think they want us to think that it’s not effective.

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this is a slight tangent that kind of goes off the issue of whether or not persona 5 is concerned with whether or not breaking the law is moral or effective. i was going back through goro’s dialogue in the engine room--who knows if that’s going to be changed in royal--but i was trying to figure out exactly what the phantom thieves condemn him for. (fucking difficult as fuck considering how bizarre that dialogue was at places.) 

the first one is murder, which goro is unimpressed with (LMAO. KING). the second is that he operated outside the law, to which he replies that they did the same thing (valid). the third is that his form of justice was “selfish,” in that it only served his personal need for revenge. at that point, goro changes the subject--which is not really surprising, since goro admitted long before the engine room that his quest against shido was for his own personal satisfaction. 

that is to say, the phantom thieves can’t say that they don’t operate outside the law, because they do--however, if the phantom thieves can’t be legally exonerated, the phantom thieves are morally exonerated despite operating outside the law because they do it for the benefit of others. that’s actually not an incorrect statement from the phantom thieves, although i dont think they’re doing it for Society Writ Large. the phantom thieves in every single palace have taken on targets to help someone else: firstly ann and ryuji and shiho, then yusuke, then various shujin students being blackmailed by kaneshiro, etc, etc. i remember pretty distinctly that ann insists that she doesnt want to get involved with madarame just for drama or fame (whereas ryuji wants to pick a big target just for the sake of getting famous), but she agrees to get involved with madarame’s palace because she doesn’t want to leave yusuke to possibly kill himself like a previous student.

because the phantom thieves are not able to say that they haven’t operated outside the law in the same way that goro has, the dividing line between them is instead that the phantom thieves are doing so selflessly. but this is just an elaboration on the question of whether or not “is lawbreaking moral?” rather than necessarily “is lawbreaking effective?”

there’s an argument that nothing goro or the phantom thieves did was effective in the long run, and there’s an argument that sae is proof positive that working inside the system won’t be effective, either. 

anyway, unions are effective. so maybe we should agree to wash our hands and join a union.

[makeste]

BnHA Bonus Rant # 5: All for One for All

Okay guys, so ever since I first read chapter 217, I’ve been thinking about certain One for All things and going “hmm” a bunch. Like so:

hmmm.

hmmm.

hmmmmmmmmm.

And like. I’ve had these bits and pieces of some kind of theory for a while now, and I think I’m finally ready to try and put them together.

So I’m gonna try to make this as straightforward as possible. First off, here’s the “official” story as far as we have been told:

AFO steals a “power-stockpiling” quirk from User X and gives it to his brother (henceforth referred to as Lil Bro).

The power-stockpiling quirk fuses together with Lil Bro’s own latent quirk, which happens to be a passing-down quirk similar to All for One.

The newly created quirk, One for All, allows the user to stockpile power within the quirk and then pass the quirk on to a new user, who in turn can then pass it on to another user, and then another, etc., all the while accumulating more and more power.

Fast-forward a century or two. All Might, the eighth user of OFA, passes the quirk down to a new successor, Midoriya Izuku. Izuku eventually becomes the first user to unlock another secret power hidden within OFA this whole time -- the ability to use the past users’ quirks.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. 

Anyway, so that’s basically it. This is what we’ve been led to believe up till this point.

So now, here’s my alternate take.

AFO steals what he believes to be a minor strength-enhancing quirk from User X. However, upon stealing it, he realizes he’s fallen victim to one of the classic blunders: namely, that if a quirk relies on some kind of “stockpiled resource” so to speak, he can only steal the quirk itself, and not said resource along with it. Much like another quirk-copier we know of:

So now AFO is stuck with some useless quirk that does fuckall for him, and wondering what to do with it. And then a light bulb goes off in his head. Of course! He has an annoyingly rebellious brother he’s been meaning to try and persuade to see things his way... by force, if necessary.

He doesn’t want to give his brother anything too strong, of course. Ostensibly out of kindness and concern for Lil Bro’s fragile state, but in reality he probably just didn’t want him to ever be able to oppose him.

But a quirk like this? One that doesn’t actually do anything? That’s pretty much perfect. He can force his brother to submit to him without ever granting him any actual power. So he gives Lil Bro this supposedly useless quirk, thinking that this is the moment when he’ll finally succeed in getting his brother to join him.

But instead, two things happen which AFO did not expect. Two things which, quite unknown to him, will ultimately work to seal his doom.

Let’s backtrack for a sec and examine just what that power-stockpiling quirk is. It’s actually pretty powerful stuff! Basically it seems like it gradually stores up someone’s power over time and then lets them use that accumulated power in bursts.

But as we now know thanks to Deku, that’s not all that it stores up.

Okay, so now just… hear me out.

All for One steals User X’s quirk. Unbeknownst to AFO, upon being stolen, said quirk immediately goes to work doing what it’s been designed to do: stockpiling the power of its current user. It no longer has the accumulated power of User X, because as we made note of earlier, power can’t be transferred through that method. It is, however, still a perfectly fine quirk, and it’s got a new user now. And so as far as the quirk is concerned, it’s back to business as usual. It’s accumulating power once again, this time from a new wielder: All for One.

So that is Thing # 1 That All For One Does Not Expect.

And here’s Thing # 2.

Like I said -- you can’t transfer accumulated power through stealing or copying or otherwise duplicating someone else’s quirk. For whatever reason, it just can’t be done.

But.

A WILD LOOPHOLE APPEARS ohhhhhh shit.

Listen, I don’t know why this is, but it is, though. We already know; we’ve seen it in action. One for All can be transferred from user to user with its power bundled in free of charge. It’s the only quirk we’ve seen thus far that’s capable of doing that. It is possibly unique in this. But it only works if the user wills the power to be transferred. Otherwise it will not happen. And All for One, in his arrogance and hubris, did in fact willingly grant this power to his younger brother.

So here, finally, is what I’ve been trying to get at. I don’t think Lil Bro actually ever had a quirk after all. I think our boy really was quirkless. That passing-down quirk he supposedly had? The one that supposedly fused together with the power-stockpiling quirk to create One for All?

Well, I think said fusion actually took place when AFO was still in possession of the quirk. In other words, I think One for All actually is All for One.

We have a quirk that stockpiles its users’ power and “quirk factors.” All for One was in possession of that quirk. It stockpiled his power. It stockpiled his quirk. And then without realizing it, he passed that power on to his younger brother. The quirk, along with whatever power it had accumulated from him.

One for All is literally All for One. The power to grant quirks from one person to another comes directly from AFO’s power. No other quirk has the ability to do that. We have copy abilities and shapeshifting abilities and clone abilities, and all of these are capable of duplicating others’ quirks to some extent. But none of these powers is capable of granting quirks to other people. The only abilities we have seen that are capable of that are One for All, and All for One. That’s not a coincidence.

Know what else isn’t a coincidence? The fact that Deku all of a sudden possesses multiple quirks. Not temporarily, but permanently and with no apparent restrictions other than his own ability and stamina. Again, that’s a power we’ve only seen in the hands of one other individual before now.

Yeeeeeeeeah.

So yeah. That’s my theory. This entire time, One for All has not actually been an “offshoot” of All for One, but is in fact All for One itself. And AFO has, ironically, been the originator of OFA this whole time. He is the first wielder of OFA. His brother is the second.

Oh hey wait, yeah. So about that. You know how All Might has been really fucking reluctant to bring up the topic of All for One, even now that he’s finally been ~defeated~ and locked up in Tartarus? Like, remember that one panel I was going “hmmmm” at earlier? “I didn’t want to raise that point…”

Well I think that might be because...

Which would mean... well...

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah.

So yeah, Deku. Hate to break it to you kid, but you might in fact have a certified evil dude currently taking up residence in that big ol’ hero brain of yours.

“But makeste,” you point out, “we’ve already seen the other vestiges and none of them look like AFO, and also there are only eight of them and if AFO was included, wouldn’t that make it nine?” All of which are good points which I will acknowledge. But in turn please consider:

(1) AFO has a gazillion quirks, including at least one that’s capable of altering his physical body and appearance (namely, whatever de-aging quirk he’s using). He could be invisible. He could be in disguise. He could in fact even be in disguise as a certain explosive boy whom Deku instinctively trusts! That one’s a bit out there, I admit, but frankly all of the theories related to That Silhouette are pretty out there so I’m willing to roll with it. But my point is basically that there are lots of possibilities here.

And (2), we don’t actually know jack shit about the past users of OFA. We only know Deku is the ninth because each user apparently kept count, because at least they were capable of doing that much. But All Might doesn’t know anything about any of the users prior to number six (whom he only had a vague description of, not even a name), so at some point all of that history was lost. It’s possible that they were keeping track of it but then Shimura or someone else purposely destroyed the information and didn’t pass it along to Toshinori in order to keep the other predecessors’ families safe. She gave up her own family for the same reason, so it wouldn’t be much of a stretch.

But my point being, we don’t actually know that there were in fact eight users following Lil Bro. There may well have only been seven, and they just assumed there were eight because everyone caught at least a vague glimpse of the Vestiges once or twice during their time, and they all counted a certain number of people, and so they assumed (quite correctly) that that’s how many past generations of OFA there were. Their only mistake was thinking that Lil Bro was the first, rather than the second.

What else. -- Oh, the thing with OFA being passed down via DNA transfer rather than by touch can probably be handwaved, tbh. That may have been because Lil Bro only received a little bit of AFO’s power and not the full-blown deal initially. Or it could just be that since saying “here, eat my hair” did work, they never thought to question whether it could be passed down via other methods too. But in either case, it may well be that Deku is capable of doing the touch thing and much more now that AFO has been churning about deep within OFA’s core for a couple centuries, and has, just like the other quirks, gradually been growing stronger this whole time. It may well be that All for One 2.0, Version: Deku is finally ready to rumble.

And if so? If he is? Well then that may just be the perfect solution to this whole damn mess. How do you stop a villain with unlimited power? Particularly if he does finally obtain a healing factor quirk at some point in the game and is restored to his former glory? There’s really only one way I can think of: give him a taste of his own medicine. Fire Lord Ozai style. Set a thief to catch a thief. Poetic fucking justice.

So that’s about it, I think. This is my current theory about OFA and AFO. This also means that, just in time for Father’s Day, I’m now pretty sure that AFO is not in fact actually Deku’s dad (and I may possibly owe @addermoray a beer). Or at least, the one theory probably isn’t true if the other is. So yeah, congratulations Deku, you get to pass on all of the I’m-secretly-the-son-of-my-greatest-nemesis angst after all! In exchange, you get my-greatest-nemesis-is-currently-inhabiting-part-of-my-soul angst instead. Heh. Have fun with that there, kiddo.

[onepunchmiss]

OPM s2e10 Live Blog

“Justice Under Siege”

ALRIGHT so despite the fact that it is the 1 week anniversary of my death, OPM has forcefully wrenched me from the underworld to come continue with the season. So here I am and I’ve already posted my guess for what this episode will entail so lets see how well I handle it! (see: how much I scream) As always, I’m watching as someone who is up to date on both the Manga and webcomic

ASDFGHJKL I OPENED OPM ON HULU AND IT IMMEDIATELY PICKED UP WHERE I LEFT OFF AT REWATCHING THE ZOMBIEMAN BIT HOW DARE I WAS NOT READY

lets try that again ok

AHA YES OMG we’re starting with this!! I was totally expecting to pick up exactly where we left off, with Destrochloridium at the HA but OK throw me for a loop! Mix it up! “ORA ORA ORA ORA” I love Saitamas VA, I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again I laffff oh my god it keeps going in the background as Kind talks I can’t

This is the scariest Saitama face I have ever witnessed wtf??? Why does it look so creepy?? Also, they added quite a bit to this scene huh? I guess They have to amp up the jokes since shit is getting pretty serious otherwise at this point in the series. OH SHIT THE DING ‘NO OTHER WORDS CAME TO MIND” OK Excellently done that got me I cackled fffffffffffffffff

OH MY GOD KING THAT SICK BURN?!?! I dont remember that I guess they’re really making it a point to be like ‘HEY LOOK THIS IS GONNA BE USED!!! IT EXISTS!!!’ but like I dont care cause it was worth it for the joke hhhhhhhhhhhJUST

Yanno, I just realised I think I know where every sing scene in the whole opening comes from down to the omake. Also just realised we are definitely getting Genos/Bang/Bomb vs Centipede cause that joint attack Bang and Bomb use is in the opening. Huh why did that only just now click anD OH MY GOD BB GENOS IM DYING NO

Ok now we’re where we left off and oh dear god I HATE that squish noise please stop no OK Gyoro’s weird Eye twitch was a cool touch. Oh wait Narinki is the highest ranking executive now? I thought he was just the top donor of funds or something? eh anyway- lol wow Gyoro puts on a convincing sob story voice this is so funny?? Cause its Complete BS and I wonder what my reaction would be if I didn’t already know that AHH OK BUT THAT ‘HEHIHIHIHIHI’ LAUGH THO OMG SO GOOD

WHEW ok but seriously just the MENTION of assembling all the heroes is raising my blood pressure asdfghjkl if I may have one thing in life PLEASE LET IT BE A THIRD SEASON PLEASE IM BE G G IN G

AHH YESSS!!!! YYYEEESSSS!!!!! DARKSHINE MY DUDE MAN BRO GUY YESSSS!!!!!!! I LOVE!!!!!!! I JUST!!!!!! HAVE A SOFT SPOT FOR THE OTHERWISE NORMAL GUYS WITH OBSCENE MUSCLES LIKE DARKSHINE AND TTM!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!

ASDFGHHJKL Did Destrochloridium just shout Itadakimasu?? HULU y u no translate that??? DOI as he gets smooshed pfffffftttttttttttt omg the sound pls ohmigod everyone knows steel is no match for a hardened body i just fukken HEKK I love this show so much pls he sounds so concerned that destro DIDNT know that

“Better step up” OH MY GOD YES DO THE THING

OK WAIT This is actually badass and not just a joke?? Darkshine, er, Blackluster(??) stop u r 2 good I cant handle it rn

oooohhhhHH OH OH OH OH PLS SHOW EVERYONE I WANT PLS THE MONSTER ASSOCIATION!!! PLS!! SHOW ME WIFE?? CADRES?? PLZ?? yo total side note but I LOVE Murata’s monster designs?? Every time I reread opm I just oogle at a new one I never noticed before they’re all so unique and good. Also At least 3 of them in this sequence look like pokemon i swear- lol the silence no applause, if that was a joke in the manga i totally missed it uuuuwaAAAAAAAAAAA SCREAMING SCREAMING I AM SCREAM CADRE YES YES ASDFGHJKL ARE YALL READY TO SEE T H  A T FACE FOR THE REST OF THE SERIES THUS FAR???? HUH????

ew oh wait I actually feel bad for Awakened Cockroach, and he twitches after getting eaten oh noooooonono ew oh no dude im sorry no AAAAAAAAA WIFE HELLO oh their voices are so sad when they’re terrified for their lives I dont like it :[ ITS OK UR SAFE 4 NOW ILY PLZ BE CAREFUL AND STAY AWAY FROM PRETTY MEN 

YES THIS EPISODE IS GIVING ME EVERYTHING IVE  WANTED SO FAR THANK YOU SO MUCH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LOOOOOOOK AAT THEMMMMMM

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMY TRASH SON I HAVE MISSED YOU OH NO MY EYES THERES WATER IN MY EYES HELP ILY

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMYCYBORG SON MY HEART I WEAK GENOS BB PLS BE CAREFUL ILY TOO hey heres a WACKY  and TOTALLY LoOnEy IdEa, what if,,,,,,,,,,,,,,WHAT-IFF,,,,,,,,,,, everyone was HAPPY???? Crazy I knowww I just want the best for my sons and babies and children boys wives daughters loves and husband, is it so much to ask???

Oh my god he looks so Sad here please no Genos everything will be ok please don’t be reckless do not be reckless listen to Dr. Kuseno you fool 

[SCREAMING] ASDFGGHJKL LOOKIT HIM EATING OH MY GOD MY BOY MY DELINQUENT SON GET BETTER SOON oh my god i started out fine this episode but its KILLING ME there are TOO MANY PEOPLE AT ONCE i CANNOT BREATH

CHILD EMPEROR MY SON I LOVE YOU TOO BOFOI UR AN ASS oh my god please can you even TRY to be a good mentor for the kid???? Thats it Zombieman adopt him pls remove shitty Bofoi influence replace with Best dad man influence. ANYWAY ok that was a tangent huh oops sorry. Ok but look at him. Child Emperor is genuinely adorable and a sweetheart poor kid don’t lose your faith in adults.

Uh, the episode is running late still not to Garou yet either?? hmmmmmmmmm again I’m getting nervous are they gonna rush it?? lol the saitama throwaway OH OH FINALLY OMG MY HEART ISNT READY MY FAVORITE GAROU IN THE WHOLE SERIES OH MY GOD

im��� im screaming… i love these two so much it hurts it does really. I was not prepared for how adorable it was possible to make Tareo either can I hug?? I must hugg?? And Garou’s voice is so calming and he’s being so sweet? I was really expecting to sound more… i dont know, whiney? Every time he shows up on the screen I love him more and more ffs

This is such a good shot. Desktop wallpaper material right here.

Oh my god, this moment. And the music is just yanking my heart strings stop.

Oh yeah, they interrupt right. I like these heroes and all, but none of them are particular faves the fact that I think SO MANY OTHER FAVES were are RIGHT before them this ep just kinda overshadows their existence for me. I think this is the ONLY time in the series where Garou goes up against heroes and i cheer for him 110%, don’t even feel a little bad about who he’s beating the shit out of, and that’s kinda messed up of me but thats how impartial I am towards all these guys?

Back to Garou and I love him. hhhhh.

He smak the table

He laughs. Oh no his laugh. OPM forcefully dislocated me from the underworld to watch this episode and has thusly YEETED ME TO HEAVEN THAT LAUGH. I really need Garou to be happy.

Do you see this man? Do you see him? I do and I’m crying thank you

Omg I got really caught up it watching them talk but the sparkles around death gatling whe Tareo was looking at them snapped me out of it. oi I cant handle this. Garou I want you to know that you have successfully turned the bad guy into the one everyone wants to win. You did it boy you did

WOAHMYGOD THIS IS BEAUTIFUL

OH MY GOD AND THE MUSIC IM SCREAMING

GAROU

YOU

ARE  

AMAZING SON

like I know how this goes but I’m so anxious anyway the hhhhhhhhhhhhh the fight choreography is a little clunky but I don’t care OH ok cool Glasses actually kept his little spotlight nice but Garou GAROU PLS B CAREFUL OK except WHAT THE FUCK IS HIS MOUTH DOING THAT LOOKS SO STUPID WHAT THE HELL?? HOLY SHIT IM GETTING DIZZY STOP wh- wh- wait no. NO IM NOT DONE WITH YOU YET COME BACK PLEASE I NEED MORE WAIT NO UHG this is my reaction at the end of every episode when will I learn?????????????? never. The answer is never.

NO POST CREDITS STINGER and AS MUCH AS I LOVE GENOS’S FACE I already knew he would be in the episode next week. Yall I am so lost as to where the final episode will land. WTF.

This ep was a roller coaster oh my god. Non stop plot not that the tournament is done, and we saw like EVERY CHARACTER my feeble heart could not keep up. The ONLY thing that bothered me was part of the fight sequence at the end, like it was half drawn beautifully half animated so stiff and blocky ??? Threw me for a loop. But next week is only gonna get more intense??? I’m gonna guess we’ll get through the Elder Centipede fight??? But then what does that mean for the last episode??? I am full of SO MANY QUESTIONS??? I really don’t want the season to end yet, 12 eps is not enough. There’s only 2 more. Just. I’m not ready to let go of my bbs it feels like I only JUST got them… Well! Before I devolve into more of a blubbering mess, thanks yall so much for reading!!! As always, see yall next week!

[xanthicantag]

omg do all the dnd asks im so curious !!!

Long boi this one is

1. A favorite character you have played.

This is a hard one, I was a real big fan of my storm barbarian Tiffany, or Unfaceable the ranger I played awhile ago.  They were more or less the same character

2. Your favorite character that someone else has played.

Oh absolutely Ragnarok the Winged One, he was my friend Juan’s first character I think (if not first one of the first).  He was a white dragon born sorcerer, who didn’t actually have wings for 96% of the campaign.  He also hated capitalists so goals really. 

3. Your favorite side quest.

One time I tried to set up a One night ultimate werewolf side quest, and it kinda worked, it’s just we stopped playing for like 2 months and they didn’t finish it.

4. Your current campaign.

I’m currently in Dungeon of the Mad Mage as an Aasimar Warlock!

5. Favorite NPC. 

Pit Man.

6. Favorite death (monster, player character, NPC, etc).

So, technically they didn’t die, but one my players character went into the Negative Plane to marry a nightwalker who was going to be the final boss, but I felt really bad for all of them after making them do a like 4 stage thing.

7. Your favorite downtime activity.

Rivals!!!!!  They are the coolest thing.

8. Your favorite fight/encounter.

The Strahd fight when I ran CoS last year was p cool, they all died but it was really not close (They got him to like 15 hp but there’s still tons of bullshit to do after that) or the final fight I did as Unfaceable, we fought a beholder and I was paralyzed for like 6 rounds.

9. Your favorite thing about D&D.

Honestly, I enjoy seeing people get excited about playing the game.  Like when Juan (Tbh he’s just my all time favorite player sorry everyone else) got a crit while we were playing in the cafeteria and just fucking yelled about it.

10. Your favorite enemy and the enemy you hate the most.

OH fccuk this is a hard choice.  I really think Nightwalkers are like the coolest right now since I love Negative plane shit.  I think dragons are kinda overrated as enemies tho, i don’t hate them really tho since dragons are dope as fuck.

11. How often do you play and how often would you ideally like to play?

I Dm about twice a week and play once a week, Ideally I’d play or dm every day and have no other obligations but life is simply unfair

12. Your in game inside jokes/memes/catchphrases and where they came from.

Temaridy

13. Introduce your current party.

We’ve got Krosnis, my Celestial Warlock, Temaridy, a Tiefling Fiend Warlock, Sigil, a Warforged Eldritch Knight, Ketla, a uh, the elvish giants, FIRBOLG, Moon Druid, and shit fuck uh, the Abjuration Wizard, who’s name is, uhh, Enzio?  Idk his name but the player canonically decided he looks like Fenris so that’s all that matters.  

14. Introduce any other parties you have played in or DM-ed.

Hmmm this is a tough choice there’s tons of them....  I’ll do the first party I solo DM-ed for I guess since they were p cool:  Hellspawn, a Tiefling Monk with the homebrew way of the 8 gates of hell subclass (He was so goddamn edgy, and played by @t-rexquefuturus even tho he doesn’t really use tumblr), Thargus Irvin, a Totem Barbarian (Played by @themonotonyofdays fun fact i guess?), Borges, an Alchemist who was just trying his best, Mikono, who was also trying his best but was much sadder about it (Played by @tsurikun so double fun fact in one post actually boom), uhhhhhh, Delgor?  Delgar?  Del-something, a Battlemaster Warlock multiclass, i’m not sure what delgar was triyng to do (other the complain about hellspawn yeah i went there they don’t have a tumblr so none of you better snitch on me i stg) and last (literally he joined in towards the end of the campaign) Magnus, a uh, Mystic, he was there

15. Do you have snacks during game times?

Yeah usually, me like snackys

16. Do you play online or in person? Which do you prefer?

I do both!  I prefer in person since it’s harder for people to talk online since it all gets muddled

17. What are some house rules that your group has?

Er, on the sly anything goes tbh if it seems cool enough

18. Does your party keep any pets?

In the current one we have so many familiars it’s crazy.

19. Do you or your party have any dice superstitions?

Amy (The one who loves pit man) rolls all her dice at the start and takes the one that did the best

20. How did you get into D&D? How long have you been playing?

In highschool i played 2 times for like, 10 hours each time?  that was so fucking long holy shit, and the freshman year of college i started co-dming a group and then it took off from there

21. Have you ever regretted something your character has done?

Tbh, not really?  Like, 80% of them are dumb as fuck so jot that down, but I don’t usually do stuff in game that I regret, except that one time i died but it was to be a hero so worth it

22. What color was your first dragon?

I think it was a baby black dragon?

23. Do you use premade modules or original campaigns?

I use both depending on how busy I am

24. How much planning/preparation do you do for a game?

Depends?  I usually do a lot of long term planning early on and then not too much per session

For DMs

25. What have your players done that you never could have planned for?

The one group got really attached to some meaty boiz, and then the one player killed all of them and like most of the party, great way to end the campaign

26. What was your favorite scene to write and show your characters.

Oooo, hmmmmmmmmm, I really had a good plan for the end to this arc (the one with the nightwalker) but it kinda didn’t really happen how i planned which was a bit of a bummer, but it worked out in sort of a better way

27. Do you allow homebrew content? Yeah as long as it doesn’t seem like super busted

28. How often do you use NPCs in a party?  I usually give npcs if they need like a healer or something, like Kargol

29. Do you prefer RP heavy sessions or combat sessions?

I don’t really have a preference for either?  My groups get a lil bloodthirsty if they go too long with a fight usually (Except you @themoragontrail just pacifist running a whole session and a half)

30. Are your players diplomatic or murder hobos?

Oh definitely murder hobos

For Players

31. What is your favorite class? Favorite race?

Oh this is hard, I’m a big fan of Warlock customization and flexibility, I don’t really have favorite race (It’s tieflings I read homestuck feel free to at me)

32. What role do you like to play the most? (Tank/healer/etc?)

I’m usually a tank/front line, It’s where I like to be, does it always end well?  Not even close, does my warlock have more hp than our fighter?  Hell fucking yes

33. How do you write your backstory, or do you even write a backstory?

So, it depends?  I usually do it last once I’ve made the rest of the character and use it as a reason why their the way they are now.  And I give like 65% of them heterochromia cause i thinks it’s sick as fuck

34. Do you tend pick weapons/spells for being useful or for flavor?

as someone who loves lances, need i say more?

35. How much roleplay do you like to do?

It depends on what game i’m in, i usually don’t do too much rping in combat heavy stuff, but i like to, and also i love rping sub 8 int, or 14>= int but that’s just me irl and let me tell you, I’m a dumbass who will eat the exploding rock

[mtvswatches]

Jane the Virgin 1x12

Spoilers disclaimer (please read before sending messages or writing comments.)

Stray thoughts

1) Ha! She was so ready to split!

2) Hmmm, so, Alba told Jane that since they’re family, there was nothing she could do that would be unforgivable. Narrator argues that “it was a lesson Jane never forgot.” Then cut to Rafael saying that he won’t forgive Luisa, and Jane is all like “but she’s your sister.” Jane is kind of a hypocrite again? Like, she wouldn’t forgive her mom when she found Xiomara had lied to her about her father? I guess she conveniently forgot this lesson then.

3) Why does Luisa want to go to therapy with Jane? Wtf

4) Marga farted and I died.

5) Dina offered Jane to write a SCRIPT for Rogelio’s telenovela? And she actually believes it’s because she’s talented? I can’t imagine what Dina and Nicholas are planning to do, and it bugs me.

6) Rogelio’s vision board, omg!

7) Nice way to recap, show.

8) Oh.

So they wanted Jane to be the one to kill off Santos. But why does Nicholas have a vendetta against Rogelio? I hope it’s not something super petty like “he promised to get me a role in the show and he never did.”

9) Yeah, not going to the police about his father is going to blow up in Rafael’s face.

10) You oxymoronic dork.

11) I loved every single second of Rogelio’s meltdown in the writers’ office.

12) OH FUCK!

13) Milos purposefully threw the acid at Magda because she lied to keep him and Petra apart… And then he asks for Petra’s forgiveness, and she’s crying? I’m so confused!

14) I want to hug Petra so badly, and I’m totally here for her and Jane bonding? Like, fuck Rafael, give me more of these two!

15) Damn.

LUISA: I'm hurt. You knew what it would feel like for me to be institutionalized. Like her.

JANE: Sorry. "Her"? Who?

LUISA: My mother had a psychotic break and killed herself

I still can’t believe they had her committed based only on the fact that she was claiming Rose and her were lovers? That’s what’s insane!

16) I even love Rogelio’s insecurities…

I love how supportive Xiomara is, and how she made him realize that this could be a great opportunity for him to pursue other avenues. But, for some reason, I have a feeling he’s not going to get a “second career” in acting. I think they’re going to get him off his high horse big time.

17) What is Luisa sending Rose in that envelope, though? It can’t be an apology letter, and I don’t think it’s a love one either…

18) PETRA!

19) hmmmmmmmmm

Will they go to the police now? What am I asking? Of course not, they’re going to make the worse decision possible.

20) I loved how you could hear Michael typing on this scene when the screen clearly showed he wasn’t?

I find it hard to believe that this surgeon who is mixed up in super shady businesses with drug dealers and whatnot would leave his computer open for anyone to snoop around, but whatever.

21) Oopsie.

22) I still don’t think Emilio is Sin Rostro?

23) Yep, it was a petty reason.

24) Good, Jane convinced Rafael of reading Luisa’s letter. Will she be writing about the night she and Rose spent together in the institution? She must have sent the brooch with the letter, right? As evidence?

25) Magda, what the fuck are you waiting for? This is the moment for you to fucking stand up and do something! It’s time to murder!

26) WTF PETRAAAAA

(you should’ve seen my face when I saw this! I was SHOOK!)

She doesn’t die, though, right? I’m pretty sure she doesn’t. But still! This was SHOCKING!

27) Now you stand up, Magda? REALLY???!!!

28) SHE’S OKAY? SHE WAS FUCKING PRETENDING??

29) Omg, they were just trying to prove that Magda could walk!

30) Damn, Rogelio can really act. Btw, I really loved the juxtaposition they did between the telenovela and the “telenovela.” I think it was a very effective way of keeping you on your toes because we knew how Santos’ scene was going to end but we didn’t know how Petra’s would, you know? So it made you question how far they were going to go with the parallels, and they really pulled a nice plot twist there. Loved it.

31) And I’m totally here for Rogelio and Jane bonding, tbh.

JANE: You were incredible, dad.

ROGELIO: Did you just call me dad?

JANE: I think I did.

ROGELIO: I have this feeling in my chest now. It feels kind of warm. But also it wants to explode or something. I don't quite understand what's…

NARRATOR: Forget the worst of times. It was straight up the best of times.

32) I don’t know why but I still don’t think Emilio is Sin Rostro…

Dear Rose, I need you to listen to me because you're the only one who knows I'm not crazy. I'm worried for your safety. I was in dad's apartment the night the bellboy died, and I was drinking. I used a corkscrew. I left for an hour, and when I came back, the corkscrew was gone. I thought it was very strange. But now I know a bellboy was murdered. I have a bad feeling, Rose, about my father. You need to get away, Rose, right now.

33) WTF!!!

Is she Sin Rostro????!!!

SHE FUCKING IS!

I knew it in my guts that it wasn’t Emilio, but I wouldn’t have ever expected it to be Rose! But it all makes sense!

There goes my theory about Magda, though. But I still think she’s hiding something else other than the fact that she can walk and that she tried to murder Alba. 

I just knew Sin Rostro couldn’t be Emilio or Rafael, it would’ve been too obvious, and I felt like it had to be one of the main characters and not someone we hadn’t seen yet. Of course, it had to be someone who had access to the hotel, that’s why my money was on Magda, she had a perfect alibi.

Honestly, when it came to Rose, I was so distracted with the stepmother-who-is-sleeping-with-her-stepdaughter subplot that it didn’t even occur to me that she could be Sin Rostro. Well done, show.

And let me tell you, I’m super excited to see a beautiful gay woman as the villain in this story. Now, that’s representation!

34) Okay, I thoroughly enjoyed this episode! All of the plots were moving the arcs forward and there were a lot of WTF moments. And this is only episode 12 of the first season, I can’t even imagine where this season is going to end! This show is totally insane.

35) Hope you enjoyed my recap, and, as usual, if you’ve got this far, thank you for reading! If you enjoy my recaps and my blog, please consider supporting it on ko-fi.Thanks!

[combustitties]

I wanna ask all 👀

1. First sex experience?

i was like.. less than ten and my friend asked me to touch his ding dong

2. Celebrity threesum?

oh god idk kjdfgxjch

3. Would you ever have a devils threesum?

urban dictionary says this is legit just a threesome w two other guys so uh Yeah I Guess. why does that get a fancy name.

4. Ever been rimmed?

nah. idrk if i’d like it either jkgdfjkhnb

5. Would you ever rim someone?

??? maybe

6. Weirdest sexual experience?

my friends and i stole her mom’s vibrator and used a bunch of lotion in a plastic cup as lube and masturbated together. wild.

7. Weirdest solo sexual experience?

i was jackin it in the shower once and i think i mightve squirted but i dunno bc SHOWER it felt like a water balloon popping in my vagooter

8. Every have a one night stand?

nope

9. Thought on r*pe play?

hmmmmmmmmm,,,, i dunno like so long as it’s between consenting adults who cares but for myself i dunno if i’d like it?? like. the loss of control and consensual non-con w safewords sounds chill but i dunno like actual roleplay would b. unpredictable.

10. As a guy, what do think is a female’s idea penis?

11. What’s your ideal penis?

my boo’s tf

12. Ever have sex in public?

technically i blew a friend in middle school on a creek trail thing.

13. Describe a sex fantasy that you want to try in detail.

wow i’ve suddenly forgotten everything ive ever thought

14. Do you consider your genitals attractive?

nahhhh

15. What bra size do you find yourself most attracted to?

i don’t think i have a preference

16. Favorite sex position?

shrug emoji haven’t had enuf to develop a preference

17. Least favorite sex positions?

^

18. What makes sex ‘bad’ to you?

if no one’s enjoying themselves

19. Ever have sex with someone loud?

i’m sure he could get louder 👀

20. Have you ever thought a partner faked an orgasam?

i?? don’t think so???? god i hope not??

21. Have you ever faked an orgasam?

nope

22. Thoughts on accidental anal?

how do u accidentally stick it in the butt

23. Have you ever had sex with food?

technically i tried to use a hot dog in a condom as a dildo when i was. uh. young and stupid.

24. For giving oral to a female, you prefer them to ride your face, or them laying down (or other)

ive never done lol idk

25. Weirdest thing someone’s ever said to you during sex?

???????????? nothing comes to mind.

26. Ever prematurely cum?

pffft is there such a thing? all orgasms good orgasms. i wonder what the world record for fastest orgasm is. lmao lets beat it (HA accidental pun.)

27. Do you prefer you or your partner to cum first?

my partner ndfgkjdfnh

28. Ever have a kink a partner thought was weird?

? i? don’t know????? 👀👀😫😫

29. Thoughts on drunk sex, or sex where your sober and your partner semiconscious?

i can’t stand being sober around not-sobers bc issues but if consent was given for those circumstances prior and we’re both fukt up then um yes pls

30. If your partner made you a sex toy from their genitals would you be creeped out or…?

gimme gimme gimme

31. Ever have a safe word, if so, what was it?

i never used it with anyone but, hyacinth. i like the traffic light system more tho.

32. Thoughts on partner sharing?

gut reaction is grr but w plenty of communication and negotiation and talking i don’t think i’d have a real problem w it. i don’t think i’d want another partner tho.

33. Weirdest sex story you’ve heard?

oh god idk

34. What gives you the most confidence during sex?

being not sober and the lights being off or v dim

35. What feels better for you sex or oral sex?

sex :o

36. Do you like sloppy blowjobs?

giving them hella

37. Which feels better blowjob or blowjob and hands?

38. Most viewed porn categories?

rough, and sex machines.

39. Thoughts on knife play?

hnnnnnn sharp shiney good. idk about the actual cutting tho i’m recovered from s.h kjdfgkdljf

40. Can you be intimate if your pet is in the room?

yea so long as he’s not up in my grill

41. I’d you ever had the chance for a threesum with twins would you do it?

...probably not?

42. Are you ok with your partner owning sex toys?b

?? tf yes

43. Are you ok with your partner using toys to finish after sex?

hella. no bad feels just whatever works ^_^

44. Are you ok with your partner mastubating. (Instead of going to you for help)

duh tf i don’t own them

45. Are you a fan of cuddles after sex?

YES

46. Do you care how many sexual partners your partner had?

no????

47. If you had the chance to join an orgy, would you?

...not sober

48. What’s your thoughts about watching porn with a partner?

hmmmmm. nice.

49. Are you ok with your partner watching porn to get off? (Instead of going to you?)

again, yes, wtff

50. As a guy, do you consider your girlfriend kissing other girls as cheating?

51. If you and your partner broke up for a week but got back together how would you react finding out they had sex during that time?

i mean. i dunno. if we were legit broken up with no intention of getting back together then whatever.

52. Are you ok with your partner posting nudes online?

yes what is up w these possessive ass questions

53. Has anyone ever said the wrong name during sex with you?

not that ive noticed dkfjgvdfjkhn

54. Ever had sex to just get it out of the way?

no???? wtf was this written by a Straight

55. Have you ever had sex in your parents bed?

NO GJKFGH

56. Favorite place to cum?

anywhere anytime lol

57. Do you prefer your partner to a Bush or shaved? (Which do you find more aesthetically pleasing)

whatever they want lol idc

58. How old were you when you first bought condoms?

my mom bought me some when i was like 12 it was mortifying. i still have yet to purchase them myself. WAIT NO YES I DID i was like 13 and it was for a friend bc she was too embarrassed.

59. Have you ever tried flavored condoms?

i haven’t but i wanna yummm lollipop without the cals

60. Would you ever let a stranger watch you and your partner have sex?.

uhhhhhh. not unless we were being paid

61. What’s the worst thing that’s aroused you?

i used to be really fucking embarrassed about my daddy kink

62. Would you ever have sex with a guy who had a spliced dick?

wh. okay i have to google this.

UM. OKAY. I GUESS?? WH.

63. Would you ever have sex with someone with genital piercings?

sure why not

64. Thoughts on sleep sex?

GOD yes. esp on the receiving end but all around a+

65. How easily do you get aroused?

aroused in general p easily ig? but im ace so idk i don’t ever feel like i NEEED it

66. Explain the time you got aroused at the worst time?

any time in public bc i blush too easily

67. Have you ever received oral from someone with a tongue piercing, did it feel any different?

i has not

68. Have you ever accidentally hurt your partner during intimacy, how? And did you continue after?

i? think i totally kneed him at least once. but ya

69. Ever 69 :p

not YET

70. Would you ever give someone oral underwater?

YES pool sex or hot tub sex is a kink of mine ever since i got off with a hot tub jet. and breath play. so like hella. i have a sensory issue with water on my eyelids tho and i don’t think goggles are all that sexy sooo njdfgjkfhn

71. Would you ever have sex on the beach?

idk maybe. that’s a lot of sand to keep track of.

72. Do you prefer your own touch or a partners?

not my own ksjdnfjkgh

73. Why do men slap their penis on their partner? Does it feel good???

i dunno WHY but it feels somewhat objectifying in a good way to ME so likeee

74. For mastubating do you use lube?

nah

75. Is there some place you don’t like being touched during intimacy?

my sides feel hurt really easily like even if u poke it it HURTS i think it’s a medical thing but ive never brought it up at the drs. and my ears. that’s weird.

76. Do you prefer your partner to knead you head or pull your hair?

uh both? both yes? both good

77. Has a condom ever fallen off during sex?

lowkey sjkdfhnzskjghfh

78. Have you ever lost arousal during intimacy, did you keep going?

no??? like im generally always turned on gettin it on n it’s a gr8 time but my meds just fuck with my ability to actively get off UGH

79. Have you ever gotten cum in your eye?

no *knocks on wood*

80. Weirdest compliment you’ve gotten?

ive had people compliment my feet and that’s not my kink so i think it’s kinda weird.

[suketchilt]

You’ve lucked out, ‘cause I have no Inquisitors. Lindrel’s already a companion. O:! I think I’ve answered most of these before, but who wants to dig that deep into the tag? >w> Scribbly Inquisarmor based on this.

1. If not for the Conclave, what would drive your character to join the Inquisition?

Lindrel gets sucked into a rift and is pooted out around a bunch of Venatori months later, so he’s captured. After reaching Skyhold, Lindrel’s spirit friend Morial (who has been an optional companion since the Conclave) tells the Inquisitor that he knows where Lindrel is and would like help rescuing him. The Inquisitor can refuse and thus lose both Morial and Lindrel, or go help and get Lindrel as a companion. O:!

2. How would they meet the Inquisitor?

^^^ They meet when the Inquisitor rescues Lindrel from Venatori and then Lindrel clears a path out by way of lots of fire and stone and everyone goes, “MORIAL, WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL US HE WAS A MAGE? D8<” and Morial’s just like, “What made you think he wasn’t? 8I”

4. What would their romance route look like? Would they be romancable?

He isn’t romanceable. If the Inquisitor doesn’t romance The Iron Bull and if Bull and Dorian are never in the party together to start their romance, Bull and Lindrel become a thing. If Bull’s romanced, Lindrel and Bull just become super good friends and he still joins the Chargers. Everything’s the same except for there’s no kissy stuff. 8U

5. If they romanced someone as Inquisitor, would they still fall for that person as a companion? How would that play out? How would they react to that person being romanced by the “new” Inquisitor?

Assuming Lindrel and Bull are both single, Bull flirts and pesters and Lindrel basically decides to give him a chance by letting Bull start a physical relationship. Lindrel immediately considers it an emotional relationship as well, but he’s not super forward with it and uses elvhen terms and then translates them for Bull as he sees fit. (Dalish doesn’t translate, because she thinks it’s adorable.) Bull asks the Inquisitor to help him find Lindrel’s clan, but Bull’s sources lead to the remains of the clan Lindrel led before the Blight hit Ferelden. Bull finds out that although that clan no longer exists, Lindrel does have a couple of kids he hasn’t brought to the Inquisition, so Bull initiates a War Table operation to help him contact the kids and bring them over, and the reunion solidifies Bull and Lindrel’s relationship. Plus, his adult kids hang around Skyhold and can be chatted with. Lindrel and his kids join the Chargers. When the Inquisitor goes to the Winter Palace in Trespasser, they can meet other kids Bull and Lindrel adopted.

Lindrel’s romance with Bull doesn’t start if the Inquisitor is in a relationship with Bull. Instead, Bull just befriends Lindrel and suggests he hang out with the Chargers more. After Inquisition, Lindrel and his kids join the Chargers.

7. What would be on their tombstone in the fade (what is their greatest fear)?

Loss.

9. Where in Skyhold would they be found? (e.g. Cole is in the tavern rafters, Leliana in the top of the tower, Varric in the throne room, etc.)

Lindrel moves around. His main locations are reading in the library, working at a forge in the Skyhold basement-ish area, training mages around where the soldiers train if you get the training area, sitting with the Chargers in the tavern, and hanging around in a little glade just outside Skyhold that is inaccessible to the player. The best way to find him would be to find Morial and ask him if he’s seen Lindrel.

10. If Inquisition operated like DA:O, what would their gift items be? What would their approval and disapproval Feast Day items be?

HMMMMMMMMM……. I’m not really sure. He’d like educational/helpful things, like books. He dabbles in blacksmithing (he’ll make his own armor and weapons for fun, but he won’t craft things like that for other people) so he’d accept smithing supplies. I also think he would find it amusing if the Inquisitor gave him interesting foods, as cooking isn’t one of his strengths and everything he makes is boring.

As for disapproval gifts, Lindrel really likes helping people and learning new things, so something that accentuates suffering or stupidity would annoy him. I remember the Feast Day items being funny, so something like ‘The Doll of Eternal Unhappiness’ or ‘The Mages’ Dunce Cap.’

What if instead of mosaics, we had to collect uncrushable pigeons?

14. What nickname does Varric give them?

...I don’t remember ever thinking one up. I went a year into my tag and I didn’t see anything. I think Varric would choose something more serious/respectful for Lindrel, or something super literal. Otherwise, Lindrel would be like Aveline and never really get much of an official nickname. If anything, maybe Keeper? But at the same time, Lindrel probably wouldn’t be too into that being used as a nickname, so he’d probably never have an official Varric term.

17. Where do they hang out in the Winter Palace? What’s their thoughts on the nobles/The Game?

Lindrel hangs out near the buffet table. It’s not right in the middle of all of the action, and he can look at the weird food and wonder why anyone would flavor something with despair, and how they would even manage it. If Bull is brought along, they will talk about the food and Bull will try to get Lindrel to try things. He tries to get Lindrel to try the spicy nut things and Lindrel disapproves.

He has no real opinion of the masks. Lindrel is very observant like Bull, so he can also read all the body language and thus just sees the masks as a bit of Orlesian fashion flair. He isn’t really into The Game, but he understands how it works and can make use of it when he wants to. In general, though, he thinks it’s very dishonest, greedy, and not something he wants to be a part of.

18. What’s their reaction to a dragon showing up?

A calm, practical reaction. Either something observant, like, “She has detected us.” or something cautionary, like, “Shields and wards up.”

Also, @sakurabunnie tagged me in this quiz and I didn’t upload it ‘cause I wanted to upload it with a drawing of Lindrel, but I was too tired to draw. >8U

OC Archetype Test

link to the test

Result: the realist

traits: practical, understanding, honest, brutal, logical, creator, intelligent, sensible, down-to-earth, reasonable

the realist is most commonly used to symbolize the highest possible outcome in a dire situation. they are the ones who have everything planned, and hand out reality checks as if they were pamphlets to those who need them--which, quite honestly, is everyone who isn't a realist. although they can be harsh (brutal truth over merciful), they are nurturers and care more than they let on. realists tend to do things that will lead to the best outcome, and use their knowledge of reading people to manipulate situations and problems in order to get out of a rock and a hard place.

fictional characters that are realists: hermione granger, dana scully, thorin oakenshield, lestrade (from sherlock), leia organa, willow rosenberg

other personality types that go with this: ravenclaw, horned serpent, poseidon, artemis

[nardaviel]

tell us about kinatsuen

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:DDD ty anon! sorry for the delay

1. Who texts more often?

en but they’re usually just weird things he’s thinking about at the time. atsushi texts most often with information or questions that are relevant to their lives. kin-chan rarely initiates texting although he’ll respond if someone else texts him

2. Who is better with kids?

atsushi!! en likes them but they’re exhausting and kin-chan often doesn’t know how to deal with them

3. Who tops/bottoms?

en tops. kin-chan bottoms. atsushi is a switch. sometimes en or kinshirou will do the opposite role but tbh not often

4. How do they eat ice cream? What’s their favorite flavors?

they all get ice cream in a cup. atsushi thinks cones are nice but more trouble than they’re worth, en just thinks they’re a pain especially if you eat slowly, and kin-chan thinks it’s gross how sometimes the ice cream melts over your hand. i think atsushi would adore ice cream with chili in it but i don’t think they have things like that in japan (am i wrong though????? idk) so instead he gets chocolate, or any unusual flavors if they sound interesting. en likes vanilla ice cream with weird toppings, especially manjuu if thats an option like in the game :D kinchan likes green tea ice cream. it doesnt taste like green tea but he still thinks it tastes good

5. Do they go on dates? What are they like?

i dont think they go out on specially designated dates very often. for special occasions maybe like kinchans birthday. he probably wants to go to a fancy restaurant for his birthday dates so those are full of en feeling kind of uncomfortable and out of place, until kinchan catches on and starts getting them private rooms so en doesnt feel judged. … they go out sometimes to do stuff i think? and those are de facto dates even though they werent planned that way, like.. they act cute and in love bc theyre too in love to do otherwise

6. Do they stargaze? Expand.

WHAT A QUESTION

yes, they go stargazing. but en falls asleep quickly tbh and sometimes he cba to go at all so often its just kinatsu. when its kinatsu, it is sickeningly sweet. i still think that atsushi is the one whos really into astronomy and kinchan just enjoys spending time with atsushi in a romantic setting. there is lots of cuddling. …when en is there, though, he like .. makes up new constellations and speculates about the mysteries of space, &c &c. so its not as tooth-rotting but everyone still has a good time

7. Who’s the laziest?

hmmmmmmmmm…

8. Who complains more?

en tbh but kinchan has his moments as well

9. Who wakes up earlier?

kinchan! atsushi wakes up early too but not kinchan-level early. en .. yeah

10. What do they smell when they smell amortentia?

en: fresh laundry (= clean sheets), the smell of something sweet baking, kin-chan’s soap lololatsushi: curry, green tea bc he associates it with kin-chan, that kind of autumny smell u know when the leaves are falling and its starting to get coolkin-chan: the smell of tea ceremony which may or may not include more smells than just green tea idk, the sweet curry atchan makes him, a faint hint of paint bc en is an artist but too much paint smell is unpleasant

11. Who sets the other’s ringtone to something loud and obnoxious behind their back?

LMAO if anyone would do this, en would, but i’m not convinced. possibly kin-chan sets the alarm on en’s phone to something unbearable on a day when en has to get up early

12. Who uses chopsticks/Can either of them use chopsticks?

they’re all japanese so

13. When they can’t sleep what do they do?

kinchan tries to lie there in silence with his eyes closed the way u r meant to do. sometimes that gets results. if it doesn’t, he probably gets up and reads in a different room. atsushi does the same, except when he lies there quietly he’s less likely than kinchan to cuddle up to whoever’s next to him bc he doesn’t want to wake them up. en … ????????????????????? ??????? if he couldn’t sleep he wouldn’t know what to do with himself so he’d just lie there until it happened

14. Who’s clumsier?

probably atsushi. none of them really strike me as super clumsy but i think kinchan is graceful. whereas atsushi can be kind of awkward sometimes im sorry bby

15. Who would hold the umbrella in the rain?

en is the tallest. he’d try to make atsushi do it but atsushi would be like “just hold the umbralla en-chan omg” so he’d do it. he’d whine about it tho. also it’d have to be a big umbrella to fit all of them under it

16. What do they argue about most?

making en do the chores. kin-chan being a snob. those can be kind of rough bc kin-chan is a bit of a classist dick u know so sometimes he unintentionally hurts en’s feelings and then the resultant argument gets kind of messy. kinshirou and en also have frequent arguments about art but they aren’t as emotionally charged

17. Which one is a secret snuggler?

kin-chan. en is an open snuggler. and out and proud snuggler

18. Which one offers their jacket to the other when they complain they feel cold?

atsushi, but kin-chan won’t take it. u keep urself warm, atchan!! en often says the same thing but if he’s really cold he’ll accept it a;ljsdf

19. Who remembers what the other one always orders at a restaurant?

atsushi. en remembers their favorites &c but not every single thing at every restaurant. kin-chan also remembers i think but he doesn’t let on, he just enjoys the feeling he gets when he’s right. it’s warm and fuzzy and also slightly triumphant lmao

20. Who reaches for the other one’s hand while driving?

en … tbh … kin-chan and atsushi are more conscious of road safety!!!! ..but sometimes if the road is straight they take en’s hand when he reaches out lmao

21. Who gets the window seat?

en. he wants to zzz. a couple of times early on kin-chan said no i want the window seat i want to watch the scenery but en was so annoying about not being able to zzz as easily that he just let him take it after that

22. Who leaves little notes in the other’s one lunch? (Bonus: what does it say?)

ok this meme really is just like a bunch of questions from other memes all stitched together. this question confirms it. atsushi leaves the notes. they’re cute little cheerful things for kin-chan but they are an extra way for him to nag en-chan. also occasionally en leaves obnoxious things in kin-chan’s lunch if they’ve been arguing or he’s been teasing kin-chan and then kin-chan is mad all afternoon :D

23. Who wakes up first?

kin-chan

24. Who falls asleep while watching a movie?

all these questions about sleeping and waking up like are they even necessary here

25. Who’s prone to wearing socks indoors (or to sleep)?

my first thought was that maybe kin-chan has bad circulation, but he’s an archer… idk if that would help the circulation in his feet, but in any case i’ve changed my mind about that hc altogether. so probably atsushi if anyone

26. Who has bigger cravings?

…. en and kin-chan. possibly kin-chan feels it the most if he goes without tea but like en needs his manjuu ;;

27. Who reminds the other to put on sunscreen before going to the beach (or pool)?

atchan. kin-chan might tell en but he has faith in atsushi’s ability to remember for himself. (atsushi reminds everyone tho including kin-chan)

28. Who carries all the important documents while traveling?

kin-chan

29. Who sneaks in cookies in the shopping cart?

en a;sljkdf

30. Who cooks at 2 in the morning?

n .. o one. i was going to say this sounds like smth en would do but then i was like… why tf would en be awake at 2am…

31. Who gets extremely competitive playing Mario Kart?

…ok so here’s an image for u. en and atsushi are getting intense over mario kart and kin-chan comes in and kind of shakes his head at them but then en invites him to join in and won’t take no for an answer so kin-chan is like ugh fine. but he doesn’t really put any effort into it at first except then he comes in 12th place in the first race whereas en and atsushi come in 1st and 2nd and it is an insult to his pride so he’s like… ok. let’s do this. and en and atsushi are startled! but in the other races he makes it up to like ……….8th place maybe. …which still isn’t good enough for him but he chooses to be disgusted w/ the game rather than w/ himself

32. Who takes longer getting ready?

probably kin-chan? idk i don’t think en or atsushi put unusual effort into getting dressed/getting dressed up. kin-chan might take a little extra time to make sure he looks 100% classy and put together but even he’s not gonna spend an hour or even half an hour getting ready

33. Who likes doing the dishes?

???????????????? none of them. atsushi ends up doing them most often but that doesn’t mean he enjoys it

34. Who points at a dog when they see it?

… no one, but en is the one who says “ah a dog”. but! kin-chan is the one whose face quietly lights up the brightest at the sight of the cute animal. ..as long as it doesn’t get to close bc dogs are slobbery and undignified

35. Who’s prone to road rage?

…kin-chan. why can’t all these imbeciles follow basic traffic laws D

[killjoy121710]

Fic Questionnaire for Writers and Readers!

 Tagged by @sentinelai to do this interesting questionnaire. I love this idea, so thanks for the tag ♥

I’m actually super embarassed they tagged me in this almost two weeks ago, but I’m a hot mess so here I am.

 Number your favorite characters from one fandom (in any order you want) 1-12

 Fandom Choice: Free!

 1) Makoto Tachibana

2) Haruka Nanase

3) Rin Matsuoka

4) Nagisa Hazuki

5) Rei Ryuugazaki

6) Sousuke Yamazaki

7) Kou Matsuoka

8) Momotarou Mikoshiba

9) Aiichiro Nitori

10) Kisumi Shigino

11) Asahi Shiina

12) Ikuya Kirishima

 If you wrote a fic about Four, what song would you use to inspire yourself?

Nagisa Hazuki. Hmmmm. Weirdly enough probably It’s Tricky by Run D.M.C. bc I saw a Nagisa vine once with that song. But seriously, I’m not quite sure. It would have to be something fun and uplifting though. I’ve been thinking about it while writing the rest, and the only song I can even think of is Planetary Go by My Chemical Romance. It’s a party jam. Nagisa is a party.

 One/Nine and Six/Ten. Which pairing is happier?

Makoto/Nitori v. Sousuke/Kisumi

Strange™ uhh. These would be two COMPLETELY different dynamics. I feel like Makoto/Nitori would be just because of their personalities. They’re both so sweet and caring, I feel like they would both unintentionally being doing the best to one up each other with cute boyfriend things.

Sousuke/Kisumi would probably still be chill tho. Sousuke would probably be very protective of Kisumi and it would probably cause problems. In the form of Makoto.  

 Have you ever read a fic about Seven/Twelve?

Kou/Ikuya. I have not, but it’s probably out there in some weird au that they share the same story line.

 FMK, but with extra options (to finish off the remaining numbers). The choices are: Fuck, Marry, Kill, Adopt, Live With, and Fight. Choose from numbers One, Two, Three, Five, Eight, Eleven.

Makoto, Haru, Rin, Rei, Momo, Asahi

Alright, I’m gonna get this out of the way even though it’s pain.

Kill: Asahi, just because I’m the least attached to him, but I feel like he would put up a fight and make it difficult for me at least.

Marry: MAKOTO obviously

Fuck: Rin oooooo ye

Adopt: Rei. Small child.

Live with: Haru, he would make Makoto and I delicious food. I’d even eat mackerel.

Fight: Momo, again not bc I necessarily want too, but he’d put up a good fight and it would be fun. If he would actually fight me I guess, since I’m a girl. He probably wouldn’t want to. That just means I win easier.

 Any favorite fic moments for Four?

Nagisa. Hmmmmmmmmm. I haven’t read any fics with him as the central story line, but he’s usually always in the fics, which always gives him a lot of good one liners and stuff. The two moments that are coming to mind right now are coming from one of my FAVORITE fics ever and a fic that’s a wip that I’m reading rn. The first one: Makoto, Nagisa, and Kisumi work together at an elementary school, and Makoto is new and Nagisa is his friend, so Makoto just met Kisumi. Kisumi is obviously tryna get Makoto. So Nagisa gets Makoto to go to an event but he needs a shirt and Kisumi offers to lend Makoto one. So they go to his office and Makoto tells Kisumi he needs a large and Kisumi is all “dang I only have a medium” and gives the shirt to Makoto, who is awkwardly waiting for Kisumi to leave so that he can change. And kisumi the little shit just standing there smirking, and enter Nagisa, the angel, is like “OH Kisumi it smells really good in here. Like pine trees. There’s a lot of pining.” And its shooting Kisumi daggers. Kisumi has the good sense to leave. It goes over Makotos head.

I swear its funnier in the actual fic.

Other moment omg. Rin and Sousuke are in a band together and Nagisa is their manager. Rin and Sousuke are backstage after the show in a hallway and they start getting nasty and fucking Rin omg calls sousuke daddy and suddenly Nagisa “ARE YOU GUYS SERIOUS” NAGISA WAS STANDING THERE FOR LIKE HALF THE CONVERSATION I WAS SOBBING fuck but nagisa was like get the fuck outta here this is why we give you separate changing rooms and called them out on their daddy kink I was crying I was aughing so hard lmao.

If anyone wants to know what either of these are from message me and I’ll tell you.

 What tags/warnings would be included in a One/Twelve fic?

Makoto/Ikuya

Uhhhhhhhhhhh. I literally have no idea. Rarepair.

 What would Eight say if they saw Six and Nine kissing?

If Momo saw Sousuke and Nitori kissing. Omgggg. “Nitori-senpai!!” He 10/10 would immediately start screaming. He would be chill with it.

 Last Question! Make up a summary for a fic including Two, Three, and Eleven.

Haru, Rin, Asahi.

AU where when Rin meets Haru during break from Australia, Haru was walking with Asahi.

Rin is shocked Haru has a friend besides Makoto, but he has no idea how Asahi came into the picture… What will happen when Rin finds out Haru swam a relay?

Who knows? Not me.

 Tag 10+ Followers, (Future) Friends, & Favorite Writers

I’m not going to tag anyone bc I’m shy as fuck. But thank you again @sentinelai   for tagging me!! I had a ton of fun doing this and I want to do more stuff like this.

[tenthhdoctor]

Pangeasplits did this but didn’t tag anyone so I’m doing it because I can and they’re awesome.

1. Relationship Status:

NOTHING

2. Chapstick or Lipstick:

If I had to pick, chapstick - I don’t use either though.

3. Three Favorite Foods:

Pizza, eggs cooked literally any way, and any form of pasta dish.

4. Song Stuck in your head:

ODD FUTURE BY UVERworld IT’S SO GOOD I CAN SING LIKE HALF OF IT AFTER PRACTICING FOR LIKE ALMOST AN HOUR

(My Hero Academia/Boku no Hero Academia S2 Opening Song #1)

5. Last Movie you Watched:

Spiderman: Into the Spiderverse, but I’m watching Incredibles 2 right now so idk

6. Top Three Shows:

1. DIAMOND NO ACE FOREVER

2. Kill me Heal me ;___;

3. Uhh crap better choose an english show hmmmMMMMMM OH! ‘DEAD LUCKY’ IT WAS AWESOME (it’s aussie so maybe no one will know it but it was so good even though it only had like 4 episodes).

7. Book I’m currently reading:

Technically I guess I’m still reading Princess Wei Yang but it translates pretty slowly.

8. The Last Thing I Googled:

'spiderverse’ because I couldn’t remember the full title haha

9. Time:

8:15 pm

10. Dream Trip:

A 3 week holiday in Japan, doing the whole tourist thing and eating a LOAD of Japanese food. Visiting the popular places. Buying loads of anime/manga stuff. fEEDING DEER!

11. Anything else:

okay hear me out: while I only watched 2 episodes of My ID is Gangnam beauty, I think it’s fair to say that the main female lead was bland. She followed the senior who was creepily coming onto her, but I admit you can feel like you have to be polite and it was literally her first time at the university, but then she follows him into an empty loungeroom and does not try to leave even when he gets up and locks the door. She just...stands there and does nothing. She looks mildly distressed, but she doesn’t try to do anything. Idk if I’m taking a ‘victim blaming’ mentality or whatever, but frick she had loads of chances to just make an attempt to not be in that unsafe situation and like come on you go into a room with a guy you barely know who was lowkey coming onto you while! you! were! drunk(?) and you just stand there until you have to be saved by the main male lead whose 1 (one) facial expression is ‘blank stare’  and even then you just stand there like a dead-eyed fish and just barely say ANYTHING AND THEN IN THE NEXT EP YOU’RE CONSIDERING DATING THE CREEPY SENIOR? WHAT THE FR-

Rules: Tag 15 people you want to know better Nah. If you see this and wanna do it, go for it!

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[1/17/2017 11:08:10 PM] Austin: http://snailfeind.tumblr.com/post/156020671442/more-notes-than-you-slimetony story ideas? [1/17/2017 11:08:38 PM] Gray: lmao [1/17/2017 11:08:49 PM] Austin: no but Christine for the second guy because idk if she ever really left BoS before having to chase Elijah [1/17/2017 11:09:42 PM] Gray: I've realized that my Vegas timeline, with DM happening some years after Vegas ending, makes Christine's timeline a little janky... multiple years just chasing Elijah... |D [1/17/2017 11:10:05 PM] Gray: sweats nervously [1/17/2017 11:12:53 PM] Austin: 2281: the official DM year [1/17/2017 11:13:08 PM] Austin: NCR's attack on HELIOS: 2276

[1/17/2017 11:13:14 PM | Edited 11:13:22 PM] Austin: so he's been on the run for 5 years/? [1/17/2017 11:13:39 PM] Gray: The way I understood it, Christine was with that other spinoff group for a while before she actually was assigned to chase Elijah? Him being on the run for all that time. [1/17/2017 11:14:09 PM] Austin: She's Circle of Steel right? some inner sect [1/17/2017 11:14:24 PM] Gray: Circle of Steel yeeee just looked it up [1/17/2017 11:14:46 PM] Gray: "The Circle of Steel is a faction within the Brotherhood of Steel, formed by hardliners[1] from the Brotherhood of Steel, who believe the rest of the organization has drifted from the original principles of preserving tech. In terms of their position relative to the Brotherhood proper, they are essentially Internal Affairs.[2]" [1/17/2017 11:14:54 PM] Gray: oh... that actually kinda puts her ideologically at odds with Vee [1/17/2017 11:15:47 PM] Austin: how much do you think she agrees with it vs using it as a springboard for revenge? hm [1/17/2017 11:16:44 PM] Gray: But she left the Brotherhood proper before Elijah was on the run, right? She had hard feelings but had no idea she'd hunt him down for crimes later? [1/17/2017 11:17:13 PM] Gray: I'm still a little confused about how Veronica talked about Christine wanting them to leave the BoS together [1/17/2017 11:17:36 PM] Gray: did she mean they both go join the Circle or that Christine would've actually abandoned BoS altogether if they could be a couple?  >> [1/17/2017 11:27:39 PM] Austin: "Ever been in love?" Happy 50 {Playful} Ever been nosy? 392 Happy 15 {Sincere} I was, once. We were pretty young, but I like to think it was love. [1/17/2017 11:27:53 PM] Gray: ;O; [1/17/2017 11:27:54 PM] Austin: "What happened?" Neutral 50 She left the Brotherhood. Wanted to put some distance between herself and her parents. 394 Neutral 50 Since our membership isn't open to outsiders, some members think that obligates all of us to procreate. 395 Neutral 50 You can guess which camp her parents belonged to. [1/17/2017 11:28:06 PM] Gray: the excuse [1/17/2017 11:28:30 PM] Austin: "You didn't go with her?" Neutral 50 No. Couldn't bring myself to leave everyone else behind. Couldn't convince her to stay, either. 397 Neutral 50 I'd hoped love would be enough to influence her decision, but it wasn't. We were both too stubborn. 398 Neutral 50 I don't know where she is now, but I'm sure she's moved on. I still think about her, though. Once in a while [1/17/2017 11:28:38 PM] Austin: ;n; [1/17/2017 11:28:45 PM] Gray: weepu [1/17/2017 11:28:48 PM] Austin: couldn't convince her to stay tho; [1/17/2017 11:29:56 PM] Gray: So do you think Elijah just made it incredibly uncomfortable for her to stay, or do you think he somehow got her transferred/kicked? [1/17/2017 11:30:53 PM] Austin: "He... cut me off from someone I cared about a long time ago. He used his status to break us apart. So I had to find a new purpose, same banner." [1/17/2017 11:31:12 PM] Gray: *shakes them both* TELL ME MORE [1/17/2017 11:33:05 PM] Gray: It almost sounds like Vee didn't even know she went to the Circle of Steel [1/17/2017 11:33:37 PM] Austin: yee sounds right [1/17/2017 11:34:11 PM] Austin: my thoughts would be that Christine ditched altogether and then eventually got approached by the Circle? [1/17/2017 11:34:16 PM] Austin: might ease the time gap a lil too [1/17/2017 11:34:30 PM] Gray: that would make sense [1/17/2017 11:34:52 PM] Gray: I think I'm going with more of a forcing out by Elijah though. and she didn't want to tell Veronica because Vee clearly idolized him as her mentor [1/17/2017 11:35:05 PM] Gray: so the parents were a point of contention and an easy excuse [1/17/2017 11:35:24 PM] Austin: ;n; [1/17/2017 11:35:47 PM] Gray: imagine Christine like. flabbergasted that Veronica left the BoS thanks to courier [1/17/2017 11:36:06 PM] Gray: like if you ever needed a sign that things changed a lot [1/17/2017 11:37:29 PM] Austin: okay but get a load of. THIS [1/17/2017 11:37:48 PM] Austin: "I believe [Sinclaire] loved her, wanted to protect her. Too much." Neutral 50 {To herself} Love makes people do strange things. {Beat, quiet} Won't argue that. It can drive you crazy sometimes if you can't... connect. 137 Neutral 50 {Reluctant, something's wrong} If they loved each other, and they were together... I suppose that's all that mattered. 138 Neutral 50 But she's in that side room, dead, because the casino wouldn't let her leave. {Beat} And who knows where he is. [1/17/2017 11:38:09 PM] Austin: I guess only the first one matters but [1/17/2017 11:38:21 PM] Gray: ; O ; [1/17/2017 11:38:37 PM] Gray: tfw telling a kind lie drives more of a wedge between you [1/17/2017 11:39:10 PM | Edited 11:39:19 PM] Gray: Hmmmmmmmmm so would Christine tell Vee the truth after DM? [1/17/2017 11:39:26 PM] Gray: or does she begin again and know when to let go [1/17/2017 11:40:58 PM] Austin: you can't do this to me [1/17/2017 11:41:14 PM] Austin: "Do you trust me? If you do, let go of this." Sad 50 {Quiet} I've lost him so many times. He needs to die... what happened here, with us? {Doesn't want to think about it} He's... he's done so much worse. [1/17/2017 11:41:55 PM] Gray: Yeah Christine doesn't really need to add the "he drove me out" on top of his character assassination to condemn him after death  :'''') [1/17/2017 11:42:12 PM] Austin: also fun to think about: the trios collars are 8, 12, and 14. so you're at least the fifteenth person lured and collared  :'D [1/17/2017 11:42:22 PM] Gray: y ah [1/17/2017 11:42:40 PM] Gray: internment camp prisoners nodding in agreement [1/17/2017 11:43:41 PM] Gray: So like. imagine if it comes up again and Vee wants to know WHY she was so determined to leave, especially if she just ended up in the Circle of Steel anyway, and Chris has got to decide if she's gonna tell the truth [1/17/2017 11:44:11 PM] Gray: imagine a small series of fights or angst about the past  ;o; [1/17/2017 11:44:50 PM] Gray: o k ay but. Christine's one comfort while hunting Elijah: at least Veronica wasn't still at his side as an accomplice [1/17/2017 11:46:00 PM] Austin: AU where she was [1/17/2017 11:46:05 PM] Gray: R I P [1/17/2017 11:46:21 PM] Gray: nightmares where she is [1/17/2017 11:46:47 PM] Austin: Veronica groomed by him, convinced to follow and slowly getting disillusioned but he's all she's got now, right? [1/17/2017 11:46:57 PM] Austin: until Big MT when she sees Christine [1/17/2017 11:48:01 PM] Austin: Elijah letting loose the prisoners even tho Vee's still in the open tho too and that's just the wedge to finally break her faith [1/17/2017 11:48:53 PM] Gray: Vee as the one saving Christine from the medical facility [1/17/2017 11:50:00 PM] Austin: xPP [1/17/2017 11:51:02 PM] Austin: okay but sadly I really should head to bed ;; [1/17/2017 11:51:08 PM] Gray: how dare [1/17/2017 11:51:23 PM] Austin: I'm leaving you and the brotherhood too [1/17/2017 11:51:33 PM] Austin: for like. smaller brotherhood. lil bro [1/17/2017 11:52:08 PM] Gray: a sisterhood, even [1/17/2017 11:52:28 PM] Austin: of the traveling power armor