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it’s so nice to meet you // let’s never meet again 🖤
#here’s my face#yeah wanting attention won#I have a more scandalous pic but#still on on the fence about posting it#anyways me & my backwards hat are v cute#wouldn’t you agree?#bisexual#emo girl
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jesus ive been reading this comic 4 like 5 yrs
heres some emilio doodles bc bc idk
emi; “oh tobias! u dont have 2 b flawless 2 b perfect!”
yes im thinking about that 1 panel where tobi was just like “THATS A LIE”
#IF U RECRONIZE ME FROM TT NO U DONT#emilo is not my favorite but he is the most interesting#imo..IMO!!!!!!!!!#also he was my 1st character i went POINT POINT OMG LIKE ME FR!! BUT NOT IN THE WAY UR THINKING#NOT IN THE AY UR THINKING ISTG#more of omg asian mother white father rhats so!#ugh whatever#so glad my father doesnt call me soybean#anyways emilio sparkle sparkle#wolfie u will always ahve my heart#ghost eyes webtoon#ghost eyes#emilio murkmere#puppee art#srs tho emilo is soo interesting 2 me#he makes me hmmm sm#i care sm about him but i also want him 2 fucking get stuck in a fence post#ESPECIALLY WHEN HE INTERACTS W/RUDY OH GOD ITS THE MOST LIKE *SHAKES HIM* Y R U LIKE THISSSS Y R U LIKE THIS?!!!!?#there was a period of time where i considered doing someosrt of ge x dc au thing & i had 2 shut it down bc theyre both 2 fucked up#jk i might still….it will just need a lot of brain power which i dont have#if any1s reading this plspls ge moots i need u i dont go on tt rlly kshfkks#rip my acc the animatic animation things i made were fun kinda wanna make more but hm
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Drawing a mobian design without shoes feels wrong but I think I kinda like this direction of this design?
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#trashcreatyre's art#idk I was on the fence about the change when I drew this like 40 minutes ago or whatever but comparing it to the original ref….#definitely an improvement#I actually wanted to give him bowed legs#yk like a goat or whatever#and I have a couple concept sketches of that somewhere but it felt weird#sonic 06#mephiles the dark#sonic fanart#sonic au#the moth and the flame au#the living dead au#(<- both au tags cause this design is for both of those aus)#doodles#autodesk sketchbook#only the ogs remember my original mephiles design with his bowed legs trex ass feet and fucked proportions#actually I might have deleted the original post of that drawing because I actually really hate it now#I know I archived it on instagram (because I don’t like fully deleting posts) but idk if it’s still on tumblr#actually idk if I actually posted it on tumblr at all#whatever I’m not looking for that lmao
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upcoming Carlos x chess content soon ❤️♟️✨
#carlos sainz#autumn posts#Santander Private Banking release the chess content posthaste please!!!!!!!!#I love chess and I love him so you can imagine my delight hehe ✨🙂↕️💫#it looks like he may win (at least this round shown) spoilers Santander smh teehee#anyways quick gifs again before work!!!#thinking of everyone especially fellow Daniel fans ❤️🩹 it's still too much to express right now for me#but sending everyone so much healing energy#❤️🌅❤️🩹 something good must be coming I know it#head very full after Daniel's post#but good things too!! he can get away from the mess of RBR#Max to anywhere else king? 👀 imagine?#realistically I never see Max leaving rbr tho...I also have many wild hopes for 2025 that cannot be wrung from my heart 🙂↕️#also in good news AHHH LEWIS AND THE MET GALA#many complicated feelings on the fashion industry ahh too much to yap about in the tags rn!!#but so so so happy for Lewis and this theme ❤️ cannot wait for the Met ahhhhhhhhh also going to insta dive for moments from this week#one more bananas work day 🙂↕️✨ also I changed my blog theme!! on the fence if I'll keep it but we shall see!!!! 💖#anyways sending everyone good energy from Texas 🌆✨ brb soon!!!!!!#also I maybe might post writing on the sideblog!! so many incredible artists are so inspiring!!!!#but oh the nerves of showing one of the particular charms on the sicko pandora bracelet of my soul 🙂↕️#maybe maybe maybe!! but there's a certain Max Carlos fic I'd love to read but haven't seen so#gotta be the change you want to see in the world ❤️🫡 hehe anyways I gotta hit the bricks (Microsoft Outlook my beloathed) bye for now!!!!!!
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I do still think about them a lot, the Dome Iterations. Especially Dome Michael, I had the feeling he was sort of regressing back into Mikey (throwing temper tantrums, whining about things he doesn't like, jumping into plans, sulking a lot), which I don't blame him for
Being stuck in a Dome with fake grass and a fake sky and waiting to be either killed by Ty Betteridge (one of which who had been wanting to shut off the oxygen and let them suffocate), the chip in his head, or his iteration whenever they came back, of course it was terrifying.
Nowhere to go, completely at the whim of the Compound.
Then things go wrong and the next thing he knows he's left to bleed out by an imposter who's taken his hat and his place in the group without them knowing they're in danger.
The whole thing's fucked up
#woe.begone#wbg spoilers#yeah yeah maybe im the fool for getting attached to mike walters in the mike-walters-fucking-dies podcast but can you blame me#theyre all my beloveds#except lieutenant i am still on the fence about him especially bcs of this post#he'll have to earn my love#he KILLED dome mikey and dome mw in cold blood#they *trusted* him
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I am taking note of every single villager who honestly suggests that Micah's half-monster status might have given his chosen bride cold feet and led to her running away and they are ALL dropping several positions in my internal character ranking.
#rune factory#rf3#so i chose raven in the end. i kind of hate it in that it feels so basic and predictable. she is THE favorite for this game#but unlike say forte i GET the hype for raven. her writing as a character and her relationship with micah was just too good.#that said i have every intention of having a second save for my other fave marian#especially after seeing that some people have unique dialogue for your missing bride. i NEED to know what marjorie will say#about her granddaughter going missing. also theoretically collette. dunno if anyone else will have anything unique#but anyway while she was far from the only person to allude to micah's half-monster form being the problem...#this post was primarily inspired by sakuya. who i felt personally betrayed by#mostly because HER bringing it up as a problem just completely ruined my previously favorite moment with her#i LIKED that she seemed okay that micah was half-monster and was just upset that he didn't trust her enough to tell her#but this one line completely justified it! if you hate/fear monsters enough at this point that even micah is still on the fence...#then he was RIGHT not to tell you and you had the AUDACITY to get upset that he hid it???#literally her having a problem with micah being half monster at this point took her from 3rd in my books to like.#bottom of the 'girls i actually considered marrying' tier. so like. 8 or 9th#especially considering literally yesterday in game i finished her requests.#she had JUST convinced her mom to let her work towards an inn that accepts humans AND monsters#honestly anyone expressing doubts about micah's bride not liking his half monster status post amity fair/unity festival...#feels a bit wrong and incongruous. but sakuya especially?#after completing all her requests? after the FUSS she had about micah not trusting her with his secret?#after she repeatedly used him just for his wool and partially convinced her mom through the logic of 'some monsters can be USEFUL'?#(as opposed to the monsters actually having like. intrinsic worth or rights)#it feels especially inconsistent and regressive. and i hate it
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i trust this is a good image
posting tummy tuesday incredibly early (it is 1am) just so i don't forget and miss out for my first one :3
#tummy tuesday#t4t nsft#hot girl shit#lesbian nsft#i still am on the fence about the body hair on my torso#it's cute and all but also like does it look remotely good to anyone?#for once it's a very “this is not my job” type of thing about how i gender#also is the pic any good?#feels like i could do 300% better but i'm tired and post-nut so#not enough energy to fix it
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#I honestly don’t know what’s funnier here#the person who is somehow still ‘on the fence’ about Liberace being gay#or the Jerry Lewis/Dean Martin stan#I can definitely tell you who is more annoying#(who gives a shit that Jerry came first. Frank was with him five times as long as Jerry. And it was always a healthy fruitful and mutually#supportive relationship. also Dean 100% kissed Frank on the lips more than once)#not the stones#youtube comments#dean martin#frank sinatra#((I can just feel the angry comments from the jerry lewis people coming. I had to block someone last time I posted a gifset of Dean and#Frank that had nothing even to do with Jerry))
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really appreciating kenjaku this season. physics defying hair, a thirst for all experimental sorcery and science, constantly looking like a cat that’s about to smugly knock over a glass
#in one of my first posts here I talk about it but#s1 ‘geto’ was my least favorite when I started the show. then I read the manga and loved both geto and kenjaku#but I remember thinking they were very boring 😭 except for the scene where they stuck out their tongue#but I love the expressions and voice acting this season#just in general I think the characters benefited from the focus on character expressions/acting#but geto and kenjaku REALLY did#same with choso#I was on the fence about this style when the first trailers dropped but I’m completely w it now#I also just like style even over consistency. still love the s1 colors + ‘gross’ palettes + fighting#but yea this is great and it kind of needed all this for what’s to come#and it’s wild that every week an ep drops there’s ALWAYS hordes of people complaining about ghosting or angles or ehatever
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100 days since a brand crossed Markiplier
29/8/23
(Be careful when reading the tags if you're sensitive to, albeit glancing, references to sexual assault/grooming)
#markiplier#someone made a joke about resetting because Mark didn't win a gamer streamy the other night#I skipped watching the award show because I knew Dream would be involved and I refuse to interact with anything that gives him a platform#but when I looked up who beat Markiplier in that category my unease grew#like obviously I'm not going to bring mcyt drama to a markiplier blog#but god it makes me so uncomfortable that a groomer who is 100% unremorseful about his actions was allowed to be a nominee#let alone *win* when genuinely good people who work hard on their channels were in the same category#anyway that's all I'll say about it because this is supposed to be a fun little fandom based sideblog#however I have been on the fence this evening about whether to genuinely go#'fuck the streamys for letting Dream have a chance to win let alone actually walk away with an award'#I'm still undecided and need to check how the winner was picked (I think public vote but wanna be sure)#I'm just mad and disgusted and completely uneasy#either way I wanted to quickly get my thoughts out but now I've delayed the post by 20 minutes by typing so sorry and here you go
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It’s been said before and the fact that I’m an Izzy simp aside like having a character who survives the most certain death shit ever (shooting himself in the head at point blank) and literally being nicknamed by another character “indestructible” and then become a symbol of protection for a whole group of people die from a fucking bullet to the side that was established in universe to have no vital organs in order to “atone for his sins” or however you wanna spin it and have him say he wants to go after (see point one) literally trying to kill himself in the show that is literally about growth and betterment of the self in a cruel world that wants you dead and where the main (and mostly queer) characters survive the most batshit insane injuries is like COSMICALLY stupid writing like I don’t even understand how you get there and the fact that it’s supposed to be a kind/ happy/meaningful ending is beyond me
#and Izzy’s whole speech to Ricky before that could be interpreted as what like#being about even if you kill and try to eradicate queer people we’ll always be here#and then have RICKY deal the killing blow ????#wahhhh it’s symbolic#ok it would’ve been more symbolic to have the fucking queer character live like idc you’re all stupid god bless#ofmd critical#tbd#maybe#oh and then I mean not even talking about how it’s supposedly all good#because the main gays who had borderline no redeeming qualities this season had their picket fence ending#literally what’s the point of having Ed come back from the dead#so he can learn that death is not the answer and that there’s love and betterment for him#and have that whole scene with Jim and Archie where they refuse to kill one another because there’s more to life than the cards#they’ve been dealt and they can be the difference#JUST TO HAVE THAT ENDING#my god I just#sorry if you guys are sick of me ranting about ofmd like 5 months after the shit show supreme#but these are like all thoughts that I’ve just had in my head for months but tried to forget#and now they’re just spilling out like idc anymore#ppl have made so many good posts that all say what I think but ig I still need to rant myself jvhsjnv#how long can your neck be for it to allow you to bury your head so deep in the sand#where you truly believe this is good writing idk#side note but gifs of cats randomly blowing up are my favourites#‘Izzy bettered himself before dying so it’s aaaallll good’ hits you hits you#stupid ass shit argument but also that was across maybe a week and dude was piss drunk dissociative half the time
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#personal#internets#at this rate I've unfollowed both of the kinda.. 'controvercial' blogs I've been following#since there was a good chunk of actually good takes about how bad media is now and society and braindead internet 'activists' that-#-had it too good in their western countries and NEEDED to invent the reason to bully and excile people#could honestly resonate with it despite some other posts causing genuine pain. but mostly about terribly handled media#like you know that thing when corporations do terrible ass rep to pretend that they care for minorities#or artificially fabricate online backlash against their new actors to show investors that people show interest for their product because-#-of all the clicks on their article?#like discussion of this kind sorta keeps me sober#as a person with BPD I get contaminated by opinions VERY easily and as an autist I will believe everything if it is put together 'logically#that's why I HAVE to be exposed to every possible opinion so I am forced to make out my own rather than being swayed anywhere#but at this point those blog became kinda.. bad? like they don't just have 'opinions' but they hate just to hate#but now my dashboard and recs are full of exclusively things I can fully agree with and I am scared that it will rot my brain#like.. emotions are always the same. where is the 'wait WHAT' effect? where is anger? where is self-reflection?#but ALSO I realized that 'those' blogs are no better than those western 'warriors' I despise and they become narrow-minded too in the end#they advertise themselves as 'open to debate' only to always sway debate into trying to win and not into actually discovering the truth#I cannot trust any side because they're all narrow-minded and hostile but I cannot trust people without any side because-#-they're fence-sitters without morals that side with the winner#is there a secret third thing? like is there a way to not take a side but to still HAVE ideals and opinions?#my problem is that if I am not exposed to people that trash everything I value I forget why AM I valuing [a thing] to BEGIN with#and that won't do will it
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also i went on a date that literally lasted almost 7 hours yesterday and the guy was sooo sweet 😔
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how long after christmas is it still acceptable to post fluffy christmas fic
asking for a me-shaped friend who's got various Standalone Sections, but some are more done than others, so trying to figure out if I should scrap the less-done sections that need more work in favor of posting sooner, or keep working on all of it until sometime in january
#........... alternate idea that just came to me#first section is the Most Done one#so I could do chapters?#instead of section breaks in an 8k one-shot?#I'm also still on the fence about which bits to post#some of the less-done sections only exist bc I wanted an even number of scenes from each POV so ARE THOSE SCENES IN FACT NECESSARY#do I feel meh about them because they're Not Done Yet or meh because they were written to fulfill an unnecessary rule I imposed on myself
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I don't know whether to expect something esoteric and gig economy based for Catra's job in SYE or whether she's a Vtuber and I'm kind of here for it.
so like. good job i guess LMAO
#chapter four is up so i can post this now LOL#a couple people guessed off the last chapter but i didnt want to post this until it was 100% revealed#very on the fence about adding a tag for streaming/vtubing because its a spoiler yknow. i like it as a surprise#but also people looking for streamer AUs need the tags etc#fic ask#sye#anon#it still blows me away you got this based on one mention of an embarrassing wfh job and gigabit internet
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i'm thinking about hauntings as manifestations of guilt. not "they haunt you because they deem you guilty" approach, but instead "they haunt you because you believe yourself guilty". there's the hallucination cause, of course, that the ghost stems from your own damaged psyche, but i've never seen anyone explore the concept of your own self blame disturbing the rest of the dead, dragging their specter along in your wake as a consequence of your inner turmoil. perhaps you're supernaturally attuned, perhaps there was some sort of magical bond, or perhaps your anguish is just that profound.
guilt loses its purpose when you lapse into inaction and fail to do better. guilt grows cruel when you weigh the living down with it. guilt becomes horrifying when you drag the very person you lost back from the other side just so they can witness you drive yourself to the edge and claim it's in their memory.
when do the dead get no say about what justice for them should entail? can't you see the heartlessness in that? no, because when you looked at their body, you never let yourself look away. you made them a martyr and styled yourself as damned, but this isn't justice - it's merely penance with collateral damage. you took the albatross corpse up and bound it to your own neck so tight it choked you.
won't you let it go? won't you let them rest?
#len speaks#yes this is about tom blake LEAVE ME ALONE!!!#i was thinking about blake haunting sco but i can't really see him blaming sco so i think viewing it as sco's fault is interesting#doubt i'll ever do anything with this and it's quite incoherent but it's fun to think about at least!#this morphed from analysis to lazy poem against my will. also i fell asleep writing this and have zero idea how lucid#this is due to being tired last night and also waking up 5 mins ago#analysis#poetry#len's poetry#<- new tag. never expect to post any of my poems on here again considering my main blog content lmao. still on the fence as to if this is#even a proper poem but whatever
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