#still missing the fish tho🥲

[nordsea-horizons]

forgot all about this feature but its very cute if you dont time travel🍃

[eedenuwu]

oc-tober | my first few days

hello tumbo ler. i am kinda doing oc-tober this year, kinda not. i know my schedule (busy, hectic, hell) but i also know i like to procrastinate (these 3 pieces have consumed time that would've been better used for homework).

so, i'm gonna jump into it... the other 2 drawings and more info will be below the cut

day 1 | favorite oc

ok so i started off strong here... by that i mean i started with day 1!!! (on october 5). this is my favorite ever. i have never really info dumped about this one on the internet before... was gonna use this as a time to start but then deleted what i just wrote LOLL all u gotta know is that bro is stunning witterawy just look. also this oc is from the 1920s/30s/40s... most of the story i've got in my head takes place in the 30s tho 😻

day 5 | redesigned oc

see this is what i mean. i skipped from day 1 to day 5.. but this is an oc i made when i was like 12 (WAY TOO CLOSE TO 10 YEARS AGO) and he was an angsty little bugger... it used to be the case that he was a witch living on his own in a village that, like, hates him or whatever. (because he's a witch.) the townsfolk like rip his tongue out or whatever and then he couldn't speak anymore but still ran like some sort of fruit stand at some sort of market. then like the love of his life moved in and he lived happily ever after. (not true, the love of his life was a BOY so i think they both got killed.)

and wow!!! that's a lot for a 12/13 year old. i came across an OLDDD google doc that had a little bit about this guy in it. the story, as anything written by a 12/13yo, made like. extremely little sense.

so i redesigned bro in about 2022ish. gave him a name, and he's still a witch. he's still missing a tongue. the differences now include that he's AFAB, has a little friend in his head only (pictured. he is cursed) and has a twin brother now. his twin brother works as a knight and like... captured him for an insane bounty. i also gave him a little bit of plot armor... he's some sort of telepath now so he's able to get by without a tongue. instead of straight up fantasy ville, i've been doing a little research into the middle ages to figure out a more, like, realistic setting... as realistic as including supernatural things can be but believe me the story is making a lot more sense now than it did in 2015.

day 3 | old oc

so i drew this today. yes these are in order of when i drew them...

anyway in terms of when i made this one, he's not THAT old. he's a product of my highschool mind and appeared on MANY assignments as doodles.. so he was like, essentially, born in about 2016/17, but i consider him old because i haven't so much as thought about him since like 2020, MAYBEEE early 2021.

this is also making me realize i have a thing for FREAKS. every one of these ocs has something about them that makes them "less than human;" this guy's deal is that he's like.. half fish..

it sounded really cool in 2017 you have to understand this was the vibe of the time

anyway he essentially got scrapped for no better reason than i was just getting bored. like, the story i was developing for bro ALSO took place in the 1920s (dude let me tell u. prohibition era america is actually my roman empire. genuinely in every sense of the real meaning of that trend) but it was diverging too far from reality and sort of becoming an atla knockoff toward the end of my thoughts for it... so then bro at the top was born (girl on day 1) in august 2021 and the rest for this guy was history. such is the damning reality of the creative.

anyway, that's all. i have no idea if i'll keep this up, but some of the prompts have genuinely given me ideas to cure my art block (I HAVE NOT DRAWN SINCE JULYYYYY) so i'm hoping to have time for more 🥲

[taintedsoul-if]

Hi hi! Miss Softheartedlady 😆🤗

LOL all of these Trysten/Trista asks makes me sad for my MC

Karma will find its way to Trysten/Trista and Yesenia 😈 I can feel it 👀🤭

Btw, can we have a small theater where we burn these two in our minds, I would love to see that even tho it's only an imagination 😂😈🔥

You mentioned that we can't kill Yesenia then is it possible for Cadmus/Atticus to kill her well... since they're ancient and powerful? 👀 jk but "what if" do you think it's possible? (without the protagonist's halo)

I would love to try all the ROs routes but I can't find myself trying Trysten/Trista route. it's just... I can't handle their personality and how they treat MC and the angst my God 😂🏃‍♀️ tho I love the angst when it comes to Cadmus 🤭 I don't think I can handle these tortures... For me, Trysten/Trista is an example of a big walking red flag 🏃‍♀️🥲🚩🚩🚩🚨

Hi. ☺.

Oh Yes! Karma will be fucking Trysten/Trista a hundred ways into next week!

When Yesenia finds out that the MC is currently seeing someone else, she's going to try to work her charm on the RO the MC is dating. When Yesenia met Atticus for the first time, a few years ago she felt as if a powerful man like that should belong to her. He should kneel at her feet and do her every bidding! Yesenia has tried to enter Atticus mind once, just so that she could rewrite a few of his memories. When Yesenia entered his sea of consciousness, what she saw terrified her to the core. In the dark, a pair of [REDACTED] looked at her. "Next time we'll kill you if you ever attempt to do something like this." An ominous maniacal voice said, from out of the darkness. Yesenia went mad for one day, tormented by images of carnivorous creatures feasting on her body. What she saw that day, nobody knows but ever since then, she keeps herself far far away from Atticus.

Cadmus and Atticus don't even need to raise their hand to deal with such a small fish. Just one command, is all they need. "Die." And Yesenia will be plummeting to her death. So yes and yes it is possible. 👀👀

I love me some Cadmus angst too. He shouted at the MC in chapter1. My heart felt very uncomfortable! I felt myself shed a small drop of tears. I couldn't help wondering why he was so mean to them. Depending on the choices readers choose, it will either raise these stats Romance. Friendship. Resentment. 👀👀.

Tell me about it! I've had someone ask me over and over again why I made them an RO?! I don't like this character one bit. 🙄. ME neither, when I was thinking about this character, I told myself not every RO should have a happy ending. A new soul entered the body, with that being said if a reader decides to go after the life the OH lived in the past, let them experience exactly what the OH experienced in their past life. Because being with Trysten/Trista is an act of betrayal! But still, I am recommending this route, cause I am going all out. Soon there'll be little anons sending in ask in my box, with tears, snot, and blood dripping down their little faces. 🤣😂. I'll probably be on their hate list soon. But I am owning it! *struts around like a peacock.*

Little threatre:

Yesenia: Who?

Trysten/Trista: *trying to free hand* You're quite bold! Whomever you are, let us go and we'll keep our mouths shut about what happened here.

MC: ...... *walks out of the darkness*

Trysten/Trista: MC let us go.

MC: *snorted a laugh* tusk. Tusk. Tusk. Your royal highness, this is what my mother felt like when your royal family cornered her, making her feel as if she had no choice. *aggressively squeeze Trysten/Trista's cheek* did you have fun? Did you have fun sucking the life out of her?

Trysten/Trista: *grits teeth*

MC: I want you and your white lotus to feel what my mother felt in her last moments.

Yesenia: *tensed* wh-what do you mean.

MC: *removes a glowing purple flame from pocket* I got this from an old man, I saved a few months back. He said that this flame is very dangerous, before humans were bestowed the powers of the gods, this was used to torture them. I heard that it's twice as harsh when used on a Phasron. So I kept it, just in case it might come in handy one day.

Trysten/Trista: y-you put that down.

MC: the old man said, first it burns the bones in one's body to ash, then the internal organ, slowly it will melt the skin off their body. 🤔 not sure if he was telling the truth, so let's try it first on Yesenia, and you and I will watch it together. *heart eyes*.

Yesenia: *cries pitifully* your royal highness save me!

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Alright thank you for the ask and have a wonderful day! Sorry, it took me a bit of time to answer... 👀👀

[onlyswan]

OH ART YOU HAVE COMPLETELY DESTROYED ME WITH THIS ONE 🤕🤕🤕🤕💔💔 but thank you for not giving a happy ending even tho i wish it was it’s okay bc most of the time i find myself wanting a sad ending like 2521 🥲 or queen of tears i would’ve preferred a sad ending

i did want to suggest a song too! i thought of “i do” by renee rapp during the part where oc was sleeping on his shoulder :( when he didn’t want to move even though he had to use the bathroom bc he feared that’d be the only time he’d ever be that close to her 🥲

ALSO ty for releasing it when you did! luckily for me i had a 1.5 flight to portland so i read it while waiting to board and during the flight and just finished before heading to bed. your writing is truly one of my favs and this couple is now yet another one of my many favs. if this is the complete and finalized version, then i will imagine that they will meet again and that they’ll be old and married with their fish pond 🥹🥹🥹

lastly, i was yelling at him for not trying to convince yn to stay but also i understand. he only wants what’s best for her and if going to milan is what will be best then so be it. although i know he is hurting so bad he will definitely endure it but he’ll never get over yn or find someone else. he was wrapped around her finger, even when she lashed out at him and told him she used him, he still protected her when she was vulnerable or being (verbally) attacked.

i think this is the longest message i’ve ever sent you and idk if it makes any sense but i’m literally in shambles right now 😭 i’m going to miss this duo and hoping they’re both happy somewhere whether it’s with each other or not 💔

i also destroyed myself writing it so i had to drag you all down with me 😔🤞🏼 omghdjdhfjhf 2521 gave me ptsd i was delusional to the very last second waiting for a plot twist LOL i agree with qot though 🤧

listened and added this to the playlist as soon as you sent this ask and let me tell you… i’m not okay until now… feels like my heart is being ripped out of my chest damn 😭😭😭 idk what to tell you maybe bc of where i’m at in my life rn this couple made a very big impact on me somehow 🥺

omg that’s so cute happy dreamboat!jk and oc were able to accompany you 🥹🩷

no bc ofc he wanted to but ultimately he knew how miserable she was there and it kills me bc he felt like he wasn’t reason enough for her to stay!!!!!! </3 he loved her so much… goodbye world

i love reading long messages in my inbox 🥺🥺🥺 thank you for sharing your thoughts and making me smile :") even though i prolly made you cry. hehe. love you and i hope you’re having a great daaaay <3

[sab-teraa]

Watch with me: Duy Beni episode 3

1. “We did it for you” - OZAN STAND TF UP!

2. These lot are so dumb for recording their attacks 👀 no money in the world can stop the consequences once something goes viral or leaked. This is so unrealistic.

3. I LOVE BEKIR 😭😭 the way he walked out like a Roman Prince! Roman Bekir 😭😂 Bestie <3

4. Bekir has Ozan’s blood boiling 💀 he is trying so hard to break him and Bekir keeps being Bekir lmao.

5. That lowkey stand off between Ozan and Kanat? Yeah their friendship is on thin ice.

6. Melisa is a disgusting person …but?? why do I like her ? It’s defo the actors charisma bc even tho I love the villain … she’s not the type of villain I would root for.

7. Yup. You see that shit Ekim is saying to Bekir yeah? Solidified my dislike for her. Don’t force your problems on everyone else … already bc of you he was attacked (multiple times). He would have been attacked at some point … but rn he is being attacked because of YOU … and that’s how you treat him? I’m pissed

Like I understand she’s upset … but Bekir clearly has his own coping mechanisms … it’s sick to speak to him that way

8. Kanat, bro, ik you have a mission … but pls say thank you to the waiters.

9. Melisa sis. Pls date ozan. This man hates you 🥲

10. I lied. I ship Ayse and Orijinal 🚀

11. Not Leyla crying over a man she’s never met. Wrap it up. You both live in Istanbul and never met irl? Stfu

12. I was right! Aziz is cat fishing Leyla using kanats pic

13. Did I miss something??? Is Leyla also cat fishing???? Why is he calling her meltem??? Wtf is going on

14. There’s being in love with someone and then there’s leyla. She’s obsessive and possessive af. I’m genuinely scared

15. Aziz HATES Kanat … like he says it … but this ep he showed it

16. That scene where Riza forced kanat-Aziz mum to change her outfit broke me 💔

17. Melisa going to ozan for help instead of Kanat??? OZMEL = CHAIR!!! SIGN ME UP RN.

18. Personally, I thought that the parents have their own bullying group and were involved. I still think this … but maybe the kids are tryna protect their parents 💀

20. Aziz and his mum have me bawling. Like the way I’m crying.

21. We don’t know much about the mum zzz but I think that she comes from a rich family and riza used her etc.

22. AYSE is good! 😭🤣 she couldn’t even stay in character im finished

23. I like that we are learning more about Ekim … especially her background

24. Are we sure that Leylas father is not Sedar? Bc who in their right mind will go off over some random child. Bc even if there’s a sense of community blah blah … him forcing Ayse to work in a sweat shop over her is ducking SICK. IM PISSED

25. Checkmate scene makes me think aziz doesn’t really like Leyla??

26. Okay will finish the rest of the tomz

27. Wtf is wrong with Leyla. Honestly I’m sick of her

28. Ozan 🥺 ik you would be a better bf

29. I think Mel really likes Bekir and they will become friends

30. Ozan making an effort to greet mels dad. GET TOGETHER ALREADY

[goldenroutledge]

what do you think the pogues go-to mcdonald’s orders would be? i feel like kiara would be super picky and choose something minimalistic like fries or a salad—mostly because she thinks fast food is unhealthy. and i feel like jj would order something ridiculous, he’d definitely give himself a god awful stomach ache. — concept anon

concept anon you’ve deadass made my weekend 🥲 these asks make me so happy for some reason

john b.

our man jb is pretty basic. i can see him ordering a quarter pounder with cheese, no pickles because i feel like john b hates pickles. i can literally hear his voice shouting ‘oh and no pickles!’ into the ordering thingy. if he’s not feeling that hungry then he’ll probably just order a single cheeseburger. i think he honestly prefers the fries tho.

jj.

jj def goes crazy. you know that 2 for $5 deal? best day of jj’s life when heard about it. i think jj lovesss the filet-o-fish. so i could see him getting one of those + a 10 pc nuggets. he always upgrades his fries & soda to a large, and sometimes he’ll try to slip an m&m mcflurry into his order too. john b literally loses his mind while jj orders from the passenger seat, all but sitting on jb’s lap to make sure they can hear his order. jb refuses to order for jj because his orders are so long and he’ll def change it at the last second if he feels like it

pope.

pope prefers the fries. but i think pope would actually like mcdonald’s more in the morning just for their breakfast sandwiches. i don’t think pope would be a fan of the mcgriddles, but a bacon, egg & cheese biscuit & a fruit and yogurt parfait is more his thing. pope is more of a morning person than jj & john b, so on mornings when he can get them out of the house with enough time to spare, he’ll stop at the mcdonald’s drive thru. i think pope would order a sausage mcgriddles for john b and a sausage biscuit w/ egg for jj. might order a few hashbrowns too. because no, jj, pizza doesn’t count as breakfast

kiara.

kiara has seen the documentary ‘super size me’ and brings it up every time jj whines about wanting some mcdonald’s. but if she had to eat it, she would get the salad. back when they had mcwraps, i think she’d be down to order one of those. kie likes the mango pineapple smoothie tho, she’ll probably get one almost every time they go.

sarah.

sarah still reminisces about the frozen strawberry lemonade they used to have. it reminds her of the summers of her childhood, and she misses it dearly. if she’s not that hungry, she’ll opt for a mcnugget happy meal with the small bag of apples, and she might even buy her own caramel to enjoy it to the fullest. sarah enjoys the hotcakes for breakfast, but for lunch/dinner i think sarah likes the buttermilk crispy chicken.

[hokusu]

yess, omg, these scenes you mentioned were iconic, they're my favorites too! when these chapters showed them when they were kids, my heart melted, they went through a lot 😔 as you said, it's a relief to see that hawks could remain being a sunshine even after all this! and i love seeing you talking about them akjsksdj my favorite in bnha is shoto! he's so precious, i love him! ❤️ do you have any other favorite characters/animanga? I hope you have a nice day, take care! - 🎅

Hi dear Santa! 💛 I'm so sorry for the late reply, lost track of how many days pass. I hope your week is going well!

Yes yes to everything you said! Thank you for listening to me talk about them 🥺. Omg shouto!! I love him too, he's my fav after dabi/Hawks. :')

I like the following:

Shingeki no Kyojin - This story means a lot lot me and Levi, Eren have been my favs for a very long time 😅 and Jean!! I just didn't like how toxic the fandom turned. 🥲

Haikyuu - I'm anime only...but gosh such a comfort fav. Everyone is good lol but my top are Kageyama, Kuroo, Nishinoya, Oikawa. Hinata. ☀️

Tokyo Revengers - I still need to read the manga but the anime completely sold me. I love Mikey, Draken, Baji 😭, Mitsuya! Too many good characters here..

Given - Love everything about this animanga. Akihiko is everything but I love Uenoyama and everyone tbh lol.

Banana Fish - I like angst and this story delivers all of it and I think about it too much lol. Also Ash is such my fav type of character it's a bit ridiculous. 😅

FMAB - had to mention this bcus I do love the story and can go back to it so easily. Roy, Ed, Ling/Greed are my favs!

And then these aren't like my fav bcus im anime only again but storys so promising maybe I'll dive in further eventually. I enjoy them quite a bit!

Jujutsu Kaisen - my favs are Gojo and Sukuna (lol i like gifing them a lot too)! Megumi and Yuuji are adorable tho...

Kimetsu no Yaiba - my favs are giyuu and rengoku 🥺

Sorry I probably answered too much aksjsksk honestly I have a lot of animanga favs and might have missed some haha lol. But feel free to mention any of your fav aniamanga/characters too?! ^^ Thanks for dropping by. Stay warm, take care 💛

[onlyswan]

i was dead ass cooking (and i mean cooking a full course meal chopping seasoning stirfrying) with some music when i saw you notif saying “i love jungkook so much 😭😭😭😭😭” and i thought “oh that’s such an artemis thing to do” you know… saying you love him on a daily basis… TURNS OUT HE WAS LIVE because i didn’t get the weverse notification 😭🥲 that i ran inside to get my other phone so i could watch his live while cooking. thanks to you tho so i didn’t miss it :’) ♡ when i say that jungkook has a death grip on me, he really does :)

ALSO i’ve had this screenshot of a bts template meme with “if i was a worm, would you still love me?” as the prompt:

absolutely fucking not : hoseok

you’re not a worm shut up : yoongi

i would eat you like the fish : jin

depends on what type of worm?? : namjoon & tae

yes :) <3 : jimin

i would build you a home in a jar. with a little house. talk to you everyday : jungkook

i am cackling because that meme is so accurate💀 and you posted the worm drabble just a few days before and i thought “THAT’S why he was so offended when oc said that they would take him fishing and use him as the bait💀💀🙃😂” because him not being afraid of anything and if oc turns into a worm? so be it. i’ll love you and build you a house, feed you smores, and tell you i love you every day :) <3 another day of artemis never beating -secretly lives w/ jungkook- allegations.

anyway have a great day artemis. i hope you’re well and i hope jungkook will get better soon too :” ♡

i love yooouuu

-🌷

“oh that’s such an artemis thing to do” 🥹 how can you think of me so fondly i’m going to flood this room with my tears

hehe you’re welcome tulip anonie 🤭 i’m so glad you didn’t miss the live because i couldn’t be alone that man drove me crazy edging me with that damn line SKSKSKKSJDJD then he went i’m so sleepyyyy and i just wanted to cuddle him and take care of him until he heals 🥲 ugh

omg wait that’s so cute >:( also jimin’s simply being yes :) <3 my heart just cracked into two

PLS YOU GET IT of course his hopeless romantic ass couldn’t accept that answer 😭 this reminded me of him saying “spiders are okay” when there were webs in the room he chose for in the soop 1 and now i’m very sad. he would live with spiders and worms with no problem </333

another day of artemis never beating -secretly lives w/ jungkook- allegations.

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i really hope that he does it makes me so sad when he’s not feeling well :( annnnd i love you more 🫶🏼 i hope you enjoyed your food hehe mwahmwah