#still havent watched the finale subbed lol i dont wanna see him like that again

[redvelvetcult]

I KNOW I'M LATE BUT!! EUSANG DEBUTED AAAAA!!!

YES BABY DESERVE DESERVE DESERVE. only today i started feeling genuinely happy about it omg i will never get over how devastated he looked 😭 such a bittersweet finale………………….

[throwing-summers-at-the-walls]

Hi, i hope you are feeling good! Im better than yesterday so i can finally answer you. First of all: i am so happy that you shared your fanfiction! i had a great time reading it! Im always open for more recs. Maybe your all time favorites? Or if you know some good h/c these are always welcome :) And YESSS please send me a link to your fanvids. -- yeah 13rw was super cursed. haha i also watched season 1 but thankfully i was able to sto watching becaue i could feel it making me feel bad (1)

I agree the suicide scene was just cringe (but i think i remember reading somewhere that they cut it out? idk) and overall this show just gave me the feeling that there was no hope and things are always getting worse instead of better and i hated that. but enough of that cursed show. can i just say i really admire how open you are about your feelings (like being suicidal and that) i realy, really admire this about you. i have so much respect for you that you can just share your feelings here (2)

I have never heard of ace attorney but that story you described sounds really good. and i get reading sth that isnt good for you and still doing it (because im a dumb bitch too :D) -- okay i might accept that Root will never grow on you (but i thought so too and look at me now :D) but i havent fully given up yet :)-- yes thats the girl. i think it was really sweet when she said that to Shaw. and i think Shaw appreciated it that someone tried to figure her out instead of just writting her off (3)

Shaw is really cool and definately also a badass and in combination with John its just great! but you will have to suffer trough some Shoot.  but maybe, maybe you will end up not hating Root. hope dies last (idk how the saying goes in english, sorry). -- Did you ever ship Caresse (in a romantic way)? cause sometimes i do and sometimes i dont and i get so confused about it :) but i think most of the time i like them more as friends. anyway her death really sucked and you are right with (4)

her death and them losing the library it felt like a different show (i mean i guess it was a different show then). i kinda get your feelings about the destroyed library because i also really loved it (and im really bad with change) but i dont think it affected me as much as you. but yeah i still missed the library very much. and while the subway is a really cool new place its not the same. (also the subway is super dark cause its underground and idk it just makes the whole thing less homey) (5)

Yes he is everything! such a great, interesting character and i wish there were more John-centric episodes! (like ones that explored his character more). that was one of my biggest dislikes of the later seasons that John wasnt featured as much anymore. i think he chuckled a few times in the show but a real laugh? i cant remember one :(  -- He did promise Joss to talk to Tyler so @show were is that talk? -- if seen the vid its awesome! thehiddenmemory has some great poi vids! (6)

yes i think so too. Like Grace would probably be relived and thankful that Harold is still alive and maybe they would even try again but eventually she would figure out that she cant trust him after lying to him for so long or sth like that and Harold would ofc realize that he is in love with someone else now. And then he finds out that John is still alive but stayed away cause he didnt want to get in the way of Harold/Grace. But then Harold comes back. And when they meet again John is like (7)

you came back for the machine? what about Grace. But Harold tells him he came back for John not the machine and then they kiss and have a happy live with Bear (sorry i got a little carried away here :D). -- Yeah Zoe is really hot and she needed more screen time! -- i hope you have a good day and i hope i havent messed up the numbers on the asks! :)

Hi ! I'm finally free from the resits, I hope you're doing okay with your thesis 💛

Sorry for replying late, there was the exam resits, and I read a bunch of fics, then I fell into pokémon and started bingewatching it. (Also I had a breakdown during therapy today so I'm gonna finish writing my answer to distract myself - it's been sitting in my drafts for so long rip)

Thank you !! It was a very personal thing, I'm really happy you liked it !! Your support and your comment made me thrive 💛💛

Tbh I was surprised to see it get kudos given that the only intended audience was my self projecting ass 🤣

So, my fav fics (my fav fic ever is in French, rip to y'all bc it's so good):

I am, I am, I am by RavenWhitecastle

Actually check the entire series this work belongs to: The Sinner and the Saint. I haven't finished it yet but I love it (I just skipped the explicit fics bc I don't like smut or sub!John)

Breaking All The Rules by talkingtothesky

Outsider Perspective by Neery

A Really Private Person by astolat

Hamartia (the hero's fatal flaw) by astolat

If Only for Tonight by spacemutineer

From Here, Where? by AKMars

Stroll by TheaNishimori

and the world was gone by lunarcorvid

a light that never goes out by vindicatedtruth

Limitations. by Michaelssw0rd

Reel you in and spit you out by Michaelssw0rd

All I Want For Christmas Is You by richmahogany

By What Power I Am Made Bold by brinnanza

Aftershocks by darringtons

At Certain Hours It All Breaks Down by nogoaway

construction of a kingdom by the_ragnarok

You Take Me Higher Than I've Gone by talkingtothesky

All Together Now by beadedslipper

I'll Let the Waters Still by brinnanza

Birthday Tradition by talkingtothesky

Things My Father Taught Me by KRyn

Truth is in the Eye of the Beholder by infiniteeight

Better Luck This Time by Lisztful

Motivations by JenNova

What's On the Table by cortue

In Another Life by Della19

I Thought We Already Were by talkingtothesky

Misunderstandings by thisstarvingartist

This is already fucking long omg so for the h/c: my bookmarks filtered with Rinch and h/c

Here's my playlist, it's mostly Rinch, but there are a few not Rinch vids, plus some scenes I like

This is long enough already, so it's time for a read more. Also, warning, we be talking about suicide

The portrayal of suicide is cringe most of the time anyway. If my suicidal ass can find a list of suicide methods and their lethality in 2 mins on Google you'd think writers who are supposed to do some research would be able to find them too but no they're like "ah yes slicing wrists" even though it's literally the shittiest method 🙄 (I just don't understand why slicing wrists seems to be such a popular method in the collective imagination ? It's weird.) At least in 13rw she took aspirin and cut herself vertically instead of horizontally but still, no hesitation wounds, and she dies even though she only got 4 wounds iirc ? I know more about jumping off bridges than slicing wrists, but it kinda sounds like bullshit to me. Also Netflix once suggested "beyond the reasons" to me, it's a sort of discussion with the cast and crew of 13rw and the only thing I remember is a moment of intellectual masturbation abt how they "opened a discussion abt suicide" 😬😬😬

They may have cut it out it's not impossible, idk I didn't hear about it, but it's not like I look for info about this dumpster fire lol. Maybe they faced backlash ? Wouldn't be surprised given how shit the show was. And yeah it has a hopeless vibe, I mean that's how it be when you're suicidal, but I didn't like it either.

You're sweet 💜💜 it's interesting that you find it respectable or admirable, I don't have an external point of view, so I'm just like 🤷 it is what it is. I understand where you're coming from though, I guess it's still quite a taboo subject, and suicidal people don't always feel comfortable talking about it, so me throwing around that I jumped off a bridge must be surprising. I'm detached enough from my suicide attempt that I'm able to talk about it without much of a problem, and I'm not really suicidal anymore.

Dumb bitches unite 👏👏👏 we be out there reading shit we shouldn't read

Yeah I think it's nice how the show didn't portray Shaw as a bad person for not having "normal feelings". Well, hope makes one live as we say in French (idk the English saying either lol) but don't hold much hope about me liking Root lmao

I used to ship careese bc they kissed in the crossing, but then I read some Rinch fics and I just ended up falling into it to the point where I stopped caring about careese. Now I think their relationship works better as a friendship.

Yeah all that change really puts me off... It just gives me "bad spin-off" vibes. Especially since there is less John :( and less Rinch :((((

Lmao yeah I just have a lot of feelings about early poi hgkfglrk. Also :/ I'm sad about the subway being less homey pls I just want happiness ?? I swear this show destroys my heart on top of owning my last braincell (brb changing my blog title to this lmao)

Mood I need all the John-centric eps, give me m o r e characterization and development and backstory and feelings hhhhhhh. I love him so much I just wanna spend more time with him. And that's what fics are for ! Yeah thehiddenmemory is so talented ! Astolat made some good ones too, on top of writing really good fics ! (Our fandom has been blessed with the presence of one of the ao3 founders hell yeah)

Also, remember how we talked abt the poi subreddit ? The other day I left a comment on there, wild I know. It wasn't a discussion about the last seasons though, I'm not crazy, it was about the impact poi had in our lives so I said it literally taught me English. Who knows maybe sometimes I'll comment again lol. I just don't wanna meet one of those people who prefer late poi over early poi.

Allow me to uuuuh write something based on what you said. Don't ask me how John survived with no major injuries, my man got that Thick Plot Armor alright. Hope you appreciate me getting carried away sjdkdksk it's kinda rushed and the first part isn't that good bc idk how to write Grace I'm just here for that sweet sweet Rinch stuff

Harold is eating breakfast with Grace in her kitchen – he can't think of her home as his home – when his phone vibrates. It's a text from the machine. It's a surprise, she barely contacted him since... He blocks the thoughts and the images coming to his mind. The machine sent him a picture. When he opens it, his heart misses a beat. Right here on his screen is a silhouette he thought he would never see again. His phone vibrates again. Another picture, this time it's unmistakably John, wearing his signature suit, Bear next to him. Transfixed, he stares at his phone until he feels Grace gently touching his arm. She goes straight to the point.

"Is it John ?" He looks up in confusion, but before he can say anything, she adds, "I hear you call him in your sleep every night."

"It's him, yes." He doesn't want to explain. He only wants to see John, to touch him, to tell him how much he loves him.

"You should go back to him. I like you, Harold. I am deeply relieved to see you alive. But I've been thinking, and... It's not working. This, us... You aren't really the man I fell in love with, the man I grieved... I can't trust you anymore." She doesn't say 'You lied to me' but Harold hears it all the same.

~

Harold sits on their bench. The machine indicated John often comes here. Soon enough, his arms are full of Bear, and John is standing in front of him.

"John. How are you ?" he asks when Bear finally calms down.

"Busy. And you ?"

Harold eyes him suspiciously – John once said he was busy when he was bleeding and way too close to death – but he seems to be well.

"I'm fine." He doesn't have time for awkward small talk." I thought you were dead. Why didn't you contact me ?"

"The machine told me you were with Grace. I thought you wanted to come back to your previous life. I didn't want to crash into it and ruin what you had."

Harold wants to be angry at him, but he understands. He did the same with Grace.

"You would never ruin anything. Besides, my relationship with Grace... didn't survive my lies. She's very dear to my heart, but she's a part of my previous life, as you said."

"So you came back for the machine, and the numbers, like the good old times ?"

Harold gets up from the bench.

"I came back for you. You are an important part of my life. The most important part."

John smiles, finally. He takes a step towards Harold, they're so close they could kiss. Harold reaches out, grips his shirt and slowly inches closer. He's still afraid of being rejected but John wraps his arm around him and kisses him. The kiss is over too soon. John's smile is even wider when they part.

"You're the most important part of my life too," he says before kissing Harold again. "You will stay ?"

"Always."

Damn I live for sappy Rinch stuff.

Bitches decided that Harold saying "always" is peak Rinch. It's me I'm bitches.

Also ofc I had to make a reference to number crunch, who do you think I am

Anyway. I hope you have a good day ! 💛

[leemaoo]

stuff i, a person who only finished mha s1, said while watching heroes rising

*spoilers(??) below the cut*

--

◇ is this the sub version or the dub? *sees subtitles* it's sub okay thank god

◇ i just want to hear the bird man's sub voice,, i only heard his dub one

◇ o shit a chase scene

◇ i still can't get the fact that stain was inspired by the tmnt wtf

◇ D A B I ? ? (has only read fanfiction about him)

◇ oh hey endeavor

◇ wait what happened to all might?

◇ OHMYGOSHITSBIRDMAN *immediately turns on fan*

◇ YALL IT'S WINTER HERE BUT IT'S SO HOT ALL OF A SUDDEN

◇ ooh wolf man

◇ eW MINETA

◇ awh tsuyu uwu

◇ *gasp* pIKA PIKA BOY

◇ S O N I C B O I

◇ WAIT I FORGOT RUSSIA'S VA VOICED THE PRINCIPAL GUY-

◇ kaminari you little babie 🥺

◇ fly my little bird boi, fly

◇ woah momo's got a real useful quirk

◇ damn kid you're judgemental as hell, what did them heroes do to you?

◇ katsuki wtf you havent done shit all day?

◇ dude why are you out wearing your hero outfit?

◇ wAIT BAKUGOU KNOWS ABOUT ONE FOR ALL??

◇ V I L L A I N S ? ?

◇ WHERE'S MY FUCKING WATER BOTTLE IT'S HOT IN HERE ALL OF A SUDDEN-

◇ there's a crocodile villain lol

◇ WHAT THE FUCK IS DR ROBOTNIK DOING HERE?

◇ yo that's a dope quirk

◇ n i n e ?

◇ nO THE KIDS

◇ KATSUKI CALM YOUR TITS

◇ what a fucking badass

◇ dude calm down it's just a kid-

◇ *hyperventilates everytime hawks comes on screen* wHAT THE FUCK HE DOESNT EVEN WEAR BLUE-

◇ protect katsuma at all costs

◇ wait nine's quirk reminds me of john from unordinary

◇ hEY WHAT YOU DOING SHOOTING BROCCOLI BOI

◇ KATSUKI COMIN TO SAVE HIS BEST FRENEMY

◇ bRO IT'S SO EPIC AND WE'RE ONLY HALFWAY THROUGH THE MOVIE

◇ where's birdma- *tokoyami enters the scene* different one but he counts

◇ dEKU MY BABY YOU'RE ALRIGHT-

◇ YES AOYAMA SHOOT THEM WITH THAT SPARKLE SPARKLE BELLY

◇ ZOOMZOOMZOOMZOOMZOOMZOOM

◇ HEY DONT YOU DO THAT TO MY BABY

◇ MINA MY BABY

◇ YES TOKOYAMI GO OFF,, AVENGE THE CINNAMON ROLL

◇ oh no iida's running out of leg power

◇ OH NO MY CHILDREN-

◇ IZUKU STAY BACK

◇ *sees city scape* oH WORM?? AM I GOING TO SEE??

◇ *turns on electric fan again*

◇ WAIT THEY JUST GOT THE NEWS??

◇ LITTLE GIRL STAY AWAY FROM HIM

◇ DONT YOU FUCKING HURT HER

◇ IZUKU THANK HEC- OMG KATSUKI YOU FUCKING HERO

◇ kaminari my little pika pika babie

◇ 100%?? izuku you wanna pass out again??

◇ dude their clothes are getting ripped to shreds-

◇ "what would all might do?" lmao what would lou jitsu do?

◇ wOAH WAIT WHAT THE FUCK?? HE'S GONNA GIVE HIM ONE FOR ALL??

◇ YO WAIT WHAT THE HELL??? *HYPERVENTILATING INTENSIFIES*

◇ BOTH HAVE IT??

◇ lmao they look like super saiyans

◇ wHY YALL GOTTA MAKE IT SO EMOTIONAL???

◇ WHERE THE FUCK ARE THE PROS MAN???

◇ YALL ALREADY KNOW SHIT'S GETTING INTENSE IF IT'S ONLY MUSIC

◇ WHAT IS EVEN HAPPENING???

◇ KATSUKI NO THIS IS YOUR FINAL *SOBBING ALREADY*

◇ IZUKU NOT YOU TOO

◇ KEIGO MY FUCKING HUSBAND WHERE WERE YOU

◇ hEY NO IZUKU STOP THAT

◇ WHAT THE FUCK IT'S STILL THERE

◇ ENDEAVOR MY DUDE HAHAHAHA

◇ KEIGO WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO DRAMATIC FOR??

◇ WOAH SHIRIGAMI THANOS SNAPPED NINE

◇ little girl has a crush on katsuki

◇ awh these little kids uwu

[princessggowon]

Commentary on ep.10

-They brought back my boy!

-This stage for Going Crzy is by far their best!

-His parents are here :’))))

-THEY ALL LOOKIN LIKE SNACCS OKAYYYYY

-I literally cant understand anything bc no subs :((

-I think Bang Yedam just ranked #1 for vocal team???

-Okay but wait Junkyu is now number 1 wtf

-whats going on lol

-okay hes explaining how theyre divided into three teams: vocal, rap, and dance

-I think they finna fight for the rap position oh shiii

-My baby Byounggon looks so nervous in the flashback edits :(((

-Mashiho is choosing his team now??

-He chose to go in the vocal team

-So they get to choose what group they want to be in okay

-OKAY ITS BYOUNGGONS TURN

-he of course chose rap lol

-Jeongwoo chose dance???? I think?????

-Yoonbin chose rap ofc

-Bang Yedams turn anddddd he choseeee vocal jk that means jeongwoo is vocal too

-NOBODY WANTS TO BE ON YEDAMS TEAM. HOW ICONIC

-O snap Doyoung went to dance

-Rap team is scared of Haruto oop

-Hyunsuk. Dance or rap???

-Lol rap of course

-Damn near nobody is in vocal team bc of Yedam lmaoooo

-Okay Junkyu is brave ofc

-SEUNGHUN DIDNT GO TO VOCAL BC OF YEDMAM OH MY

-Okay so vocal: Yedamn, Junkyu, and Jeongwoo; rap: Choi hyunsuk, haruto, byounggon, yoonbin; performance: Seunghun, 

-Okay rap is practicing and getting evaluated and Hyunsuk got complimented (i think)

-OKAY SO THEY JUST GONNNA START THE PERFOMANCE LIKE THAT OKAYYY

-BYOUNGGON REALLY JUST KILLIN IT

-OH SNAP HARUTO COMING THRU THO

-OH HOLD UP THAT TRANSITION

-YOONBINS ENGLISH :’)

-THIS STARGE LIT OF COURSE

-OKAY GON!!

-HYUNSUK GOING INNN

-They jumpin around now gettin hype

-Did yoonbin do the fortnite dance or am i trippin??

-OMGGGGGG THE PREVIOUS TRAINEES ARE HERE. MY HEART!!

-PRESS ONE FOR BYOUNGGON!!

-I CANT BELIEVE THEYRE JUST VOTING NOW. LIKE THEY DONT CARE???

-im nervous :c

-my heart omg

-okay but yoonbins sideway smile is everything

-the girl calling haruto is a mood

-okay so theyre seeing who came first and that spot is guranteed

-Choi hyunsuk is first rn

-His mom is crying :(((

-HARUTO IS SECOND NOW OH MYYY

-his family is here and THEYRE ALL CRYING NOOO im gonna cry

-WAIT DID BYOUNGGON NOT MAKE IT????????

-HUHHHHH??????

-WAIT?????????????????????

-EVERYONE IS SAD RN????????????????????????

-im shaking rn im upset

-they all sound so sad

-BITCH IM SAD WHATS GOING ON

-dance is up next and I dont wanna watch the rest of this anymore

-but hopefully there is gonna be a twist that involves byounggon

-mashiho did a flip again

-oop so did junkyu

-dance team is tryna do this flying trick and its pretty cool tbh

-okay but i cant even concentrate. is byounggon coming back or????

-okay dance team is starting you already know whats going on (Earned it!)

-oof 

-ICONIC SEUNGHUN

-OOF FUCK THIS SONG GO HARD

-they did the flying trick perfectly :)

-OH SNAP WAIT A MIN, THEY BREAK DOWN IS EVERYTHING

-How could you choose just one??? they were all so good and worked as a team. Like its dance????

-Jaes little thing with the numbers were the cutest

-okay mr. potato man is saying his comments and the audience is shook and the trainees are saying thank you (compliment ig)

-OKAY FIRST PLACE IS MASHIHO (we been knew sis)

-HES EMOTIONAL SO IM EMOTIONAL

-SECOND PLACE GOES TO......

-okay so wait??? they only picked one for dance???

-thats weird, arent they supposed to pick 3

-okay i have hope for byounggon

-okay vocal team is up next! What we’ve all been dreading. 

-THERES TOO MANY GOOD VOCALIST OH MY

-Jeongwoo is making faces. I think hes having an existential crisis because of his competition lmaoo

-you got this bby

-okay but why is yedam so humble. he should know his spot is guranteed.

-okay jeongwoo is not fuking with none of these songs. they’re all english lmao

-jeongwoo literally looks SO NERVOUS :(

-vocal teacher is shook at jeongwoo

-okay but in a negative way ??? (i think)

-jk its a complinent now??? and now hes on the verge of tears

-i think that was his first compliment awww :)))

-THE VOCAL STAGE IS STARTINGGG

-im not ready

-okay yedam starting off strong and yg already smiling lmao 

-his parents are teary aw

-Junkyu!!!!!!

-Jeongwoos mom is literally so pretty wtf?

-Jeongwoo coming thru with that high note

-Junkyu throat is literally scratchy (i already know potato head is gonna say something)

-OOF YEDAM THEM VOCALSSS

-OKAY THEY MAGULATED ! A SISTER FINNA CRY

-OKAY IM CRYIING

-THEYRE CRYING

-THE AUDIENCE IS CRYING

- I think Junkyu is sad or sum shit

-Crowd is chanting ‘DONT CRy!’

-Junkyu is so handsome my heart ouch

-okay theyre voting now

-first place is.......JUNKYU 

-YESSSSS OMG IM SHAKINGGGG

-HES GOING TO CRY SO IM GOING TO CRY

-okay so what about second place

-SO IS IT DONE WTF

-THEY ARE LITERALLY ALL CRYIING BACKSTAGE BECAAUSE DAMN NEAR EVERYBODY LOST

-the previous trainees are giving good luck messages nooooooo :(((((

-i havent seen some of these faces in forever

-okay but wait if that was the final lineup. they a damn lie

-cus wheres yedam

-OKAY THEY LINED UP ON PEDASTALS IN THESE GREEN OUTFITS LOOKING LIKE A SNACCCC

-okay so i guess this is either elimai=tion or whoever makes it

-OKAY THEYRE DOING RAP POSITION NOWWWW

-MY BBY IS SPEAKING

-everyone is literally so sad

-WTF YOONBINS VOICE IS SO DEEP???? DEEPER THAN BYOUNGGON

-okay theyre doing the debut memebrssssss

-OKAY BYOUNGGON LOOKS SO SAD

-ITSSSSSS.......

-MY HEART

-ITSSSSS HARUTO

-CONGRATS

-I guess he kept his place???

-or maybe he didnt make it???? cus no one is happy wtf is going onnn

-i dont think he made it actually guys yikes

-My prediction that there is going to be 9 members

-haruto is eliminated :(

-he did good tho

-okay theyre doing vocal now

-IM THE MOST NERVOUS FOR THIS ONE

-theres only 3 of them and theyre all amazing vocalist

-ok so i guess junkyu has to keep his place by votes or sum sht

-girl its too early to be this sad

-yedam looks sad

-ITSSSSSSSSSS....YEDAM

-okay so that means haruto debuted because it dont make sense for bang yedam not too lmaoo

-this is a rollercoaster of me trying to figure out whats happening

-his mom is BAWLING

-okay yedams smile is EVERYTHING

-HIS MOM IS REALLY JUST CRYING

-GIRL ME TOO TF

-okay the way the edit this makes it seem like they ppl they chose got eliminated why are they doing that

-okay so far they have 2 confirmed members: yedam and haruto

-dance is next!

-doyoung and seunghun better make it or im suing yg

-okay but wait i forgot about mashiho

-okay let those 3 debut :((

-SHUT UP POTATO HEAD

-okay results are nowww

-ITSSSSSS....

-EVERYONE IS SURPISED WHATS GOING ON

-okay i see some upset ppl about the current debut lineup

-wait why is there a list of 10???

- are they debuting 10

-i think this is the online ranking

-junkyu made it first

-byounggon looks so nervous oh my

-fourth place is hyunsuk

-WHAT DOES THIS MEAN

-i dont think hyunsuk is debuting omg

-THERE BETTER BE A TWIST

-okay debut member is next??? I THINK

-NEXT DEBUT MEMBER IS... STILL JUNKYU

-wait yg chose this lineup???

-he aint said shit damn near this whole ep

-OH THERES A PLOT TWIST AND NOW HYUNSUK IS SMILING

-okay wait i think he just complimented him 

-so theres 4 confirmed members rn and theyre all saying bye now

-LIKE HUHHH

-OH THEYRE DOING A LIVE REACTING CAM

-ITS THEIR PARENTS OMGGGGGGGG

-okay again jeongwoos mom is gorgeous

-jeongwoo is crying bc of the video mssg

-harutos fam is giving a message and his mom is crying

-yoonbin is crying :((((

-SO IS MY BBY BYOUNGGON, they cut it short again im not finna play

-theyre showing cute pics now

-okay but yedam is literally so cute

-okay but why did i just get the mssg that yg treasure box is on

-WAIT IS IT OVER????????

-HELLO?????

-THE SCREEN WENT BLAC????

-YOOOO THIS LINE UP??/???

-HUH??//

-FINAL LINEUP: yedam, junkyu, haruto and jungwhan (ig??))) 

-AM I STUPID OR IS THERE GONNA BE ANOTHER EPISODE??? 

[gryfstmne]

stuttering and confidence boosting conversation

gryfstmne08/19/2018 Finally caught up on my reading in the rooms here. didn't know I'd gotten so far behind Tiger08/19/2018 anything good? gryfstmne08/19/2018 I liked the stories  from earlier in here. dallunb08/19/2018 you read through yesterday, gryfst? gryfstmne08/19/2018 Yes I did dallunb08/19/2018 wow I was proud of the room or rather, the guys who took a supportive part in it XXXZERO808/19/2018 Hmm dallunb08/19/2018 zero did great yesterday gryfstmne08/19/2018 At least as far as when they started the discussion and then the first stories Yes he did. XXXZERO808/19/2018 Oh....thnx Tiger08/19/2018 You have a story for us @gryfstmne ? dallunb08/19/2018 the room tried to derail a couple of times but it largely held solid most of the day XXXZERO808/19/2018 Hmm gryfstmne08/19/2018 You are a bit of a mystery to me xxxzerob  you sound like a sub from your hesitancy and normal language pattern but you have been hypnotizing people for years before you tried subbing yourself from what I gather XXXZERO808/19/2018 I havent tisted too many people...but yes gryfstmne08/19/2018 Do you have a sense of confidence in your abilities to put someone under when you have a session? XXXZERO808/19/2018 Honestly...u get nervous every time  @gryfstmne Hi @Bear.UK Bear.UK08/19/2018 great to see you @XXXZERO8 how's everything? XXXZERO808/19/2018 Ok but stressful. U gryfstmne08/19/2018 So you are not arrogant which is a good thing  ,but you  are solid and strong sounding when you hypnotize someone right? XXXZERO808/19/2018 I have always done text..never voice Bear.UK08/19/2018 tired XXXZERO808/19/2018 But i try to be....i just....dont wanna mess up and want the sub when under to be well Bear.UK08/19/2018 but relaxed gryfstmne08/19/2018 Sorry I meant in your language when you text. You don't stutter when you are being the twist right? Bear.UK08/19/2018 good outlook @XXXZERO8 XXXZERO808/19/2018 Oh umm..t..thnx  @Bear.UK I dont believe i do  @gryfstmne gryfstmne08/19/2018 Text not twist argh Tist Tiger08/19/2018 Idk the "hesitant hypnotist" sounds kinda  good to me. Could work well. XXXZERO808/19/2018 Its ok Tiger08/19/2018 would get me to focus on their words XXXZERO808/19/2018 I...havent tried it honestly Bear.UK08/19/2018 have u been doing much? @XXXZERO8 XXXZERO808/19/2018 ...job hunting mainly  @Bear.UK Bear.UK08/19/2018 ah yes, you mentioned any progress? XXXZERO808/19/2018 I should have one now Bear.UK08/19/2018 oh great gryfstmne08/19/2018 I've heard that some singers are sick to their stomachs and almost terrified before they go perform but once out there they forget their nervousness and enjoy themselves like Barry manilla and Barbara Streisand .Do you enjoy yourself once you know it's going well xxxzerob? XXXZERO808/19/2018 I honestly stay nervous the whole time...i...i am glad if its going great and well... ...but i stay nervous the whole time....because...until the end...i..it mighthave an issue... gryfstmne08/19/2018 Argh autocorrect strikes again manilow not manilla though I heard Bette midler call him that once XXXZERO808/19/2018 I dont wanna feel that way But...i try to enjoy it when i trance Bear.UK08/19/2018 do it more often then @XXXZERO8 XXXz u just get used to it gryfstmne08/19/2018 Practice and time will make it easier and better, but by the sound of it , you already are doing great Bear.UK08/19/2018 yes XXXZERO808/19/2018 I am? gryfstmne08/19/2018 From what I read in the last 2 days room chatter ,yes you are Bear.UK08/19/2018 yes i think i read some favourable stuff XXXZERO808/19/2018 But as a tist...or just...as a person gryfstmne08/19/2018 Both Bear.UK08/19/2018 as a tist as a person it was never in doubt dallunb08/19/2018 zero actually ran the room gryfstmne08/19/2018 Favorable reviews as a tist and sound good as a person too Bear.UK08/19/2018 mmm dallunb08/19/2018 handled the unruly crowd Bear.UK08/19/2018 great XXXZERO808/19/2018 ...y..yeah gryfstmne08/19/2018 You already have one thing going for you a lot of tists don't. You care about how well the sub is liking and responding to you. Some tists couldn't care less about the subject. XXXZERO808/19/2018 I...i dont want others to feel bad

1 gryfstmne08/19/2018 Which is what will have you being a great one in the long run .emotional empathy for others  Is what makes for a better ,more understanding human being ,especially for a person in a role of power over others XXXZERO808/19/2018 O...oh ok t...then Bear.UK08/19/2018 yes that's right people sense that and are happier to trust u XXXZERO808/19/2018 O..ok Umm t...t..thnx gryfstmne08/19/2018 Think of it like Peter Parker and Spiderman .he was at first a shy ,nervous, angry ,misunderstood teenager who never had confidence in himself .then he got powers and became an arrogant ,narcissistic entitled idiot while in showbiz .then he realized his mistakes learned from then and became over time a confident easier going ,nicer guy even when he lost his powers for a time.he can sympathize with the villains or other people's motives and learned how to communicate with them enough so sometimes when his powers didn't do enough ,his feelings and imagining what was going on with them made all the difference. XXXZERO808/19/2018 Oh? Bear.UK08/19/2018 and it seems u are already a natural   at that side of things XXXZERO808/19/2018 Oh? gryfstmne08/19/2018 He started believing he was a good enough guy or a capable enough guy that caught the attention of others. In the end he got Gwen Stacy and Mary Jane Watson ,he hung out with every known hero in the marvel universe in his team ups ,impressed Tony stark ,captain America and Thor in his courage ,know-how ,and resilience and even became an avenger for a time XXXZERO808/19/2018 O...ok Jibberish08/19/2018 Wow waking up and seeing general not in it's old pattern Good work guys stonedskull08/19/2018 What pattern lol Jibberish08/19/2018 Hi. Hi. Morning. How is everyone. Hello. Bear.UK08/19/2018 hi Jibberish08/19/2018 Don't start bear I'm watching you

stonedskull08/19/2018 Hi Jibberish08/19/2018 Josh .... Bear.UK08/19/2018 me?? what have i done? do u know me better than i know u? Jibberish08/19/2018 Not yet o,o XXXZERO808/19/2018 ? XXXZERO808/19/2018 Hmm gryfstmne08/19/2018 If you want a more reality based story ,I am a shy introverted ,guy who always beat myself up and still care what others think too much .I never had friends ,was always attracting the verbal and sometimes physical abuse of others , never believed I did anything right and stayed that way for a long time like it was a self fulfilling prophecy of doom. But I learned to read by the hardy boy ,Nancy drew books which helped eventually open my imagination ,let me at least attempt to discuss the books with others and socialize a little ,and do better in school. I got jobs I could do ok at which built my confidence a bit. I finally joined the riverbears which introduced me to some real friendships ,some experience with sex and love and that I have something good to offer others in me and a sense of self. Then a friend dragged me to karaoke and got me to sing ...and I was terrible. But I got hooked. I got better over a long time but it built up my confidence in myself and made me feel better about everything I can't do .At least if I can do this even a little bit ok then I can have the faith in myself that I can try other things and grow a little.  I wouldn't be in any chat room much less the hypnosis room fumbling around if I hadn't learned something about myself and that I'm good enough to at least talk to people and believe in myself enough to keep putting myself out there no matter how many things go wrong and find a level of comfort in myself so" it's not the end of the world ,come too soon , it's just the end of the afternoon".(Curtis stigers song quote) XXXZERO808/19/2018 Wow....just ....wow gryfstmne08/19/2018 Give yourself some time ,keep going at it and remember people in here already know you have talent, you are likeable , and give yourself a measure of trust in yourself .You can do a lot more than you know and can do it well with time ,and practice Bear.UK08/19/2018 yes XXXZERO808/19/2018 O....ok gryfstmne08/19/2018 Do you stutter in real life or just in texting? XXXZERO808/19/2018 ...just texting normally....i...i have to hide emotions in rl Bear.UK08/19/2018 u can be yrself here gryfstmne08/19/2018 Do you want to stutter in real life or in texting? XXXZERO808/19/2018 No..i..i dont wanna Just...nervous Bear.UK08/19/2018 nervous is ok gryfstmne08/19/2018 Ok so based on what you said ,you speak normally in real life because you are guarding yourself and to blend in and act normal  but you do ok speaking normally ,would you say that is fair? XXXZERO808/19/2018 Yes gryfstmne08/19/2018 When you are hypnotizing someone ,you don't stutter even though you are nervous ,correct? XXXZERO808/19/2018 I...i try not to gryfstmne08/19/2018 Because you know anyone reading it might lose focus and you want them relaxed and happy as you bring them smoothly into trance XXXZERO808/19/2018 Y...yes gryfstmne08/19/2018 So the only time you truly stutter is when you are not focusing on the subject and just thinking of how you portray yourself normally in here? XXXZERO808/19/2018 ...when i am not focusing at all gryfstmne08/19/2018 I may be saying the wrong thing here and if so I apologize in advance... Do you like being underestimated? XXXZERO808/19/2018 No need to apologize And not at all