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Free anxiety attacks 3am challenge
can i just sleep .
#// vent tw#stfu bird#I'm trying to sleep and now im just. overthinking again good lord#homie when will this night end#how did the day start out rlly good and ends so diabolically bad skjdhsjs#dove.txt#im supposed to be asleep sisiighhsss
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nnno o fuc k anxie ty i n eed to sLEEP
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bird: *squawking to tell me it is morning*
me: *stares at ceiling as squawking continues*
me: ...
bird: SQUAWK SQUAWK SQUAWK
me: *gets up and opens window*
bird: SQUAWK SQUAWK SQUA- *is nailed with a rock*
me: *closes window and goes back to sleep*
bird: ...
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me: *groans*
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THERE'S STILL A FUCKING BIRD OUTSIDE MY WINDOW IT'S LITERALLY ALMOST MIDNIGHT AND HE'S STILL FUCKING THERE SINGING THE SONG OF HIS PEOPLE LIKE DOESN'T HE REALIZE THEY'RE ALL FUCKING ASLEEP
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When I was little liked to play games like musical chairs and heads up however-many-people-we-have-for-the-game up, but I was rejected enough that I actually started hatig those games so as I got olderwhenever I was forced to play by teachers because they felt bad for me, I would force myself to be kicked out of the game so I could go off and play by myself or read a book. I was a lonely little child.
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y'all today. today was something oh my god
(long af vent- bc i dont wanna clog my tags idk broken tech ment tw, i feel like that tw by itself explains EVERYTHING if you know me)
hh hhh ik i vented abt this on twt but good LORD wtf. brother my laptop finally gave up and burnt herself out of NOWHERE??? so naturally me having like. severe techphobia whenever it comes to them malfunctioning AND my attachment to it? i panicked :)
i inhaled too much burnt plastic and i'm still light-headed from everything
the timing was so terrible too bc i was thinking about how i dont even have enough anti-anxiety meds and i still didnt take them bc i dont even have like. enough for a day or so??? i have a disgusting habit of telling myself "what if you need it MORE when there's a situation worse than this"
so that happened and i'm glad my cousin helped with the new laptop but,,, i'm. genuienly so miserable still tbh. i've had that laptop since highschool (idek 2018???) it's :,))))
i might get my data // files tomorrow and im glad its restored(?) but godddd why did this happen out of nowhere. like. honestly--
another thing that i talked abt on twt too but i'll just be brief; january was unironically the worst and a very intense month and literally everything went wrong before new years even happened. like. when i say i had one too many misfortunes?? i'm not even joking like- it unironically felt like someone cursed me bc there's no way something bad happens every single day????
my phone and glasses got damaged SOMEHOW despite nothing happening to it ???? (i'm not sending my phone for repairs again they nearly broke it & i have more trust issues bc of that)
any who i'm not used to my new laptop. at all. i sincerely hope feb is not gonna be like january//whatever was going on last month stays there.
iF YOU EVEN MADE IT THIS FAR INTO MY VENT GENUINELY THANK YOU,,, I RLLY APPRECIATE IT Q__Q;;; i'm just a mess rn auuUUU
btw if you want to laugh with me for a moment this is the visual representation of what happened (my cat was behind my laptop too) i was doing my project and lemme tell you i am horrified to even continue that project it's due tomorrow
#stfu bird#how am i even alive after today is honestly a miracle- lET ALONE SURVIVING THE EVENTS THAT IS KNOWN AS JANUARY#LISTEN IF I HAD TO EVEN TALK ABT THE EVENTS OF JAN??? JUST KNO WHATEVER COULD GO WRONG *DID* GO WRONG#i'm so tired good lord and i dont have any energy to work on my projects atp like im so tired of this#anyway i had a kny dream its so unrelated but like. i miss it#dove.txt#// vent
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i wish i could tell what is and what isn’t reality.
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me, every time i’m trying to sleep: tomorrow, tomorrow’s the day i try to put an end to my social withdrawal and socialize with my friends, tOMORROW IS THE DA-
#spoilers today wasn't the day kjhgSBANM#2020 is the year where i put an end to this i hate it- where's the rECEIPT#but for real i. really hope i'll at least make some progress this year at least#stfu bird#???#//ask to tag
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god damn it asdfghjklzbcbks
#stfu bird#//vent in tags#I'm so stressed bc of uni i barely did anything because of my stress lvls and how discouraged i am#the following week is my last week i think and I'm so. hhHHH#I'm actually failing a course bc of how behind i am and i have that class first thing on sunday#i don't know what the hell am i supposed to do. I'm behind bc everything's tOO ADVANCED FOR ME TF#i think i have to see a classmate tomorrow (or later bc 2AM) but I'm just#everything is too overwhelming and draining jabsbsbsbs
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how......to stop procrastinating on smthing that makes you anxious.... 🤔
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not to sound like I'm overthinking it or anything but I'm convinced my friends thinks I'm annoying, boring, awkward and unlovable and thus they're probs losing interest in me
feels like I'm getting ignored by those I care about a lot and that's
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please say sike I'm dying-
#stfu bird#//negative#hhHHHHHHH i should be alseep by now but ajbsjsbs lord.#shhsgsgs completely optional but. leave a like if you read it ig-#//tbd hopefully
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#stfu bird#//vent in tags#this year is terrible and it's just getting worse and worse#how much more do i have to endure of this shit. idek if my seasonal depression's acting up but#damn- everything just wants to make me like I'm not even worth it#makes me feel like if i died right now it wouldn't even matter- who's going to get upset over some expired battery.#//death ment tw#gdi mobile lemme move tags h#completely optional but if you read you can leave a like h
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Brain: due to personal reasons you'll be feeling chronic boredom and space out more often.
Me: please dON'T.
#djhsishsjbsjsbs#stfu bird#do//nt re//bl//og#my brain tryna repress a lot of emotions but jshshsbsbsb not acceptable s top-
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having a crisis over my s/o again because damn am i really about to have a full circle
went from gay, to bi, to pan, then back to gay perhaps??
i don’t. want to fully confirm that yet because of one issue on my end so im u hhh hhhhh snap.
why is this lowkey stressful aksjdhfggdhjs
#not really a negative ??#rocko.txt#stfu bird#just in case i'm just going all thinking emoji over my s/o kjnBNSJK#s/o...romantic orientation...whatever they're called idk anymore
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i don’t like how my life is going right now.
i don’t like how lonely i am irl.
i think that’s the main reason why i’m ‘depressed’ akjdhfg
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Will I ever stop panicking over everything and anything related to uni or my life choices in general? The answer is no that's out of my will asdfghkl
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