#step 4.5: realize this while being a solid 15k behind by virtue of not writing for days
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#me.txt#might be pulling off the most unhealthy nanowrimo in existence lmfao#step 1: make sure you do it have the time or energy to write#you do not*#step 2: decide 10 days in that you’re going to write anyway#step 3: write exclusively in 4k+ bursts with entire days without a word#step 4: realize you have once again accidentally staked your entire self worth on reaching 50k within the month#step 4.5: realize this while being a solid 15k behind by virtue of not writing for days#step 5: start frantic self berating in an attempt to write more#step 6: realize that even if you do reach 50k you will still feel like a failure bc you cheated and didn’t do a single project#but instead did multiple small projects in an effort to actually write without stabbing yourself in the eye#step 7: ……profit?#anyway. almost at 40k#I wrote almost 5k today which is my personal daily best for the month#and still feels pitifully low. like. lol. 5k? please#so yeah#doing good (and by good I mean bad)#can’t wait for the holidays where I will be able to not go to work for like 5 days#before going back to exactly the same thing presumably forever#or until things get worse again
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