#star apology vid when

[verstarppen]

A THANK YOU LETTER

an apology and update! for all you beautiful people - 2 for the price of 1

hello! over the months i've written and deleted this letter because i was too much of a coward to show my face after i left. i contemplated if it would be adequate enough, if it even matters. At the end, i owe this fandom too much, so here it is:

THE APOLOGY

i am truly sorry. there's no better way of putting it.

the more i create the more i realise how this fandom held my hand and i simply wouldn't be the person i am now if this blog never existed. i've always struggled with sharing art and writing online, as i thought it was too lame and took the coward route of keeping it to myself and my closest friends.

ever since this blog, i've found that less of an issue. the more i think about how much i let you and myself down by disappearing the more i feel the shame weigh me down. i never wanted to leave, but life has this funny way of forcing your hand when you least expect it.

without getting too personal, this year hasn't been great for me or anyone close to me - friendships died, family members were hospitalised, university crushed me, expectations from everyone around me made me question if i'm failing in every aspect of my life, i lost passions like art - something i've always thought of as my dream career, and i fear the stress will only grow rather than die down.

in some of those harder moments i would always turn to a distraction, create something for a fandom i enjoy to get my mind off things. to see your comments and your messages always kept me going even when i physically couldn't take the stress of everything around me anymore. being busy made my flame for F1 dwindle, too. it's one of the main reasons i didn't return earlier. I've missed half the races this year, yes that includes both lando and oscar's wins, and although im looking forward to the summer break ending and the racecs coming back, i don't think the enthusiasm will ever return to the way it was when this blog was at its peak.

i feel like a coward for disappearing and it's a big regret of mine this year. i can't promise to write for F1 again, but what i've made will always be archieved here :)

THE UPDATE

not great. i can't even lie i'm not doing too hot right now. i promised i would return to writing when things finally calmed down and yet the more stress there was the more one off projects i made to combat it. throughout the months i've accumulated a lot of side projects for different fandoms like star wars, star trek, dc, merlin and lesser known fandoms such as heavy rain, mortal kombat, the sims (no seriously have you seen the lore) etc. that i have nowhere to post. in april i decided i can't afford (literally) to distract myself with any hobby projects for the sake of my situation and thus... i was an idiot and i deleted my ao3 account. there weren't that many stories on there anyway, but i regret it even if it was the right decision.

i owe @wtfisakilometer2 so much for telling me that the people who love the blog wouldn't mind what fandom it is as long as it's by me, even if i don't fully believe it. it did open my eyes to finally write this, though, so direct all your love to her.

so that leaves me here, sort of homeless on my own blog and with very conflicting feelings about it's direction. i intend to preserve it as an archive of my F1 writing without messing with it, but still let you know about my new ao3 and everything on it so i can keep both our interests in mind.

thank you for reading if you made it this far, i hope you have an awesome day and a lot of cat memes in your pinterest. thank you for all the lovely messages (i read everything) and thank you for everything this fandom has offered me. i will truly never get over you guys.

- star :)

[dashiellqvverty]

everyone always wants to talk about jenny nicholsons video essays and i’m like does ANYONE want to talk about the art of the mattress aka the sleep song. bc it plays in my head every time i see anything about her.

[jetlaggingbehind]

for the last week of mistholme may, i'm finally posting this ux design project i did here!! its essentially a website design for the mistholme museum in-universe, and though it isn't perfect i'm really proud of how it came out ^_^ thank you to the mistholme server for being such a cool bunch when i originally posted this there :]

some pics are censored bc i took them myself, but hey its not not museum funkiness

the disclaimer section is actually up to date up until roughly early s6!! totally worth the effort imo

the weird video file sizes is bc i didnt standardise it and barely tested it but it's fine we ball (said with much stress)

michael afton is there bc it was the first filler name i could think of and i didnt end up changing it, apologies to the, if real, head of patronage

godfrey audio guide mention! i like the idea of them being a partner to the mistholme museum its cool

crystal skull my beloved, always destined to be incomplete

most buttons dont work regretfully, youll just have to admire the pretty text

the social media section contains weverse (social media for kpop stars) bc my sister thought it would be funny and it was hilarious to think abt kpop star guide

heres one more extra vid if yall r interested haha

[omo-oh-no]

tags list

click on any of the words to go to all posts with that tag!

words with a star (✳) next to them are topics that could be an ick/are more intense!

i use various tags (omo, omorashi, omocute, etc) for exposure!! they are only put on my original posts & are not on this taglist

art: art posts

ask: ask posts

bladder: when their bladder gets pressed on/tortured

bladder shy: when they're bladder shy

boys: boy characters :)

✳can't go: when they physically can't go

car: posts that take place in a car

✳catheter: when the character gets a catheter put in

caught: when someone catches them peeing

challenge: omo challenges!! :D check them out and try one!

cock: posts about dicks

container: when they have to pee in something that isn't a toilet

control loss: when they can't control their body

✳crying: when the character cries

dialogue: posts with dialogue

✳diaper: when they have to wear a diaper

✳drink: piss drinking/licking

fantasy: people's fantasies

✳fear wetting: when they get so scared they piss themself

fic: fics i or others have written!! :D

freeze: when they freeze up as they wet

gif: gif posts

girls: girl characters :)

goddamn: fav posts (i have definitely gotten off to these 👀)

holds: other people's live holds

hole: posts that mention their pee hole

housekeeping: non omo posts for updates about the blog

✳humiliation: when the character is humiliated

✳️infantilization: when the character acts/feels childish

in front of toilet: when they pee right in front of the toilet

irl: people wetting irl

leaking: when they can't stop leaking

locked in: when someone has a lock on their pants

✳mean: when someone is being mean to the wetter

meme: omo memes

mine: my original posts :)

misc: posts that don't contain content from any existing tags

noisy: when you can hear them pee

omovember: omovember prompt lists, stories, and original works!

outside: when they go outside, not necessarily in front of someone

panic: when the character starts panicking

✳pet play: posts that contain pet play

✳piss in ass: when someone pisses in their ass

✳potty: when they have to use a potty seat/training potty

✳public: when they go in front of someone, not necessarily outside

scenario: scenarios between characters

shy: shy characters

sorry: when they apologize for wetting

squirming: when they can't stop squirming around

teasing: when someone's teasing them

tickle: when they get tickled while desperate

✳tied up: when they're in bondage

tips: tips for doing holds!!

trapped: when they're trapped somewhere and have to go

vid: video posts

vocal: when they while and moan and whimper and gasp and groan and-

won't stop: when they can't stop pissing after they finally get relief

✳xxx: omo and sex/masturbation

[bullet-prooflove]

Finally here to see a prompt day post… hopefully I’m not too late to ask for something…

Could I get: Tig Trager OR Bishop Losa with “It’s kinda hazy these days, 100 proof and smoke clouds fill my head”

Thank you!

Set just before Real

The first time Tig lays eyes on you he’s both drunk and high. He’s been toking up all afternoon with a couple of the boys and that followed into an evening session at the clubhouse.

By the time he gets to the party at Cara Cara, he’s beyond inebriated. He’s looking forward to getting his hands on one of those porn stars, he’s had his eye on the red head who does the cheerleading vids for a while.

He’s been in the place less than three minutes when he bumps into you, literally. You’re a pretty little thing, hair tied back into a messy bun, bookish glasses on your features. You’re the only one in this place who doesn’t have their tits out, it makes him sit up and take notice.

You don’t spare him a second glance, instead you mumble an apology, your gaze fixed firmly on the tablet in your hand. It’s the disinterest that captures him, you don’t even see him, you barely acknowledge his presence. It sends a thrill straight down to his cock.

There’s a lot of weird shit that gets him off but this with you it’s something else.

It becomes a game after that, trying to get your attention. The more dismissive you are, the more impassive, the more he gets off on it. He goes home after each interaction and jerks off thinking about how hard you’d make him work for it, how you’d have him on his God damn knees. It’s enough to drive a man demented.

All that other pussy it becomes too easy, too boring.

When he walks into the next party at Cara Cara he's one hundred percent sober and he only has eyes for you.

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[ultraericthered]

BIRTH BY SLEEP, BEYOND THE DOOR

Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep, possibly even far more so than Kingdom Hearts III, is a game I dearly love and vehemently hate at the same time. Yes, its story is overall a poorly written, shamelessly unimaginative Star Wars Episode III ripoff, and the elements that got introduced into KH lore in this game are what just ate away at the series narrative and its universe for the next decade until there was nary a thing resembling what KH had began as remaining. I hate it.

What I still love it for is how dang good and effective the stupid Star Wars prequel story ended up being in execution as a prequel to the pre-existing KH Trinity, far more than it had any right to be, and we really have Daisuke Watanabe as largely to thank for this being so. The execution is so solid that it always gets me wishing to just leave the BBS-introduced characters and details where they fell by the end of the main story and let the prequel just be a nice, tidy prequel. And even among the game makers, I think this was the desire of some.

Big example of what I mean: back in 2007, Kingdom Hearts II Final Mix Edition came out and truly, properly introduced the armored characters seen in KHII's secret ending as characters in the series lore. In fact, it added two more so there were now five characters we knew to have existed in what ended up revealed as the time period before the events of the KH Trinity - Terra, Aqua, Ventus, Vanitas, and Master Xehanort. Those are the key players in this footage.

Ultimately, they all needed to meet their fates. And y'know that one tune that plays in Christopher Nolan's Dark Knight Trilogy whenever the main villain (Ras Al Ghul, Joker, and Talia Al Ghul + League of Shadows people RIP Bane) faces their ultimate defeat? BBS opted to do something similar with the OST track titled "Beyond The Door."

When we see Terra's fate at the end of his story:

When we see Ventus and Vantias' fates at the end of Ven's story:

And when we see Aqua's fate in the Final Episode:

So Terra, Ventus, Vanitas, and Aqua got sent off set to this same musical theme. Who does that leave us? Oh yeah, Xehanort! At the end of the game, as seen in that video, he's still inhabiting Terra's heart and so Terra's body is still his, but he's lost all memory of who he even was save for the name "Xehanort", in essence having to start his existence over as a new person. And that's where the game leaves him. Because he's the one character where we already knew what his fate would be, as he goes on to become the overarching villain of the KH Trinity and the true Big Bad in KH1, whose turn into a Heartless birthed his Nobody, Xemnas. And when his time comes?

(When you clicked the vid, you probably weren't ready for Sora's sudden puberty, my sincerest apologies if you got startled by that.)

Xehanort - THIS Xehanort - had his fate sealed in the first game, and adding the demise of Xemnas to the equation gives us the last thread of the BBS prequel narrative being definitively wrapped as of KHII. And to me, no amount of effort to cheat fate on Nomura's Xehanort's end could ever be more compelling and satisfying than that.

Silly Sora! Kingdom Hearts doesn't do "real characters" anymore!

[teddybeartoji]

hey mickey!! bringing u some flowers in these trying winter times 🌻💐🌷🌹🌸 i hope ur doing super duper well!!!

i also wanted to ask if u have any recs for like. movie review channels? :’3 or maybe more like movie deep-dives/analyses? i watch prettymuchit a bunch but their videos r more reactions than reviews (IF U DONT ALREADY WATCH THEM I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THEM THOOO they r soso funny)… if u have any at all i’d love to hear them!! i figure thats a pretty good starting point for my filmbro arc pshdjhd

sending u all the love n hugs <33 i WILL get to ur movie and soundtrack recs btw im mentally getting into the cinema headspace 💯💯

my sweet sweet angel ari!! thank you for the flowers<33333

beware! beware! ask mickey about movies and they'll go insane!!!! this ALSO this got very long but we are past apologizing (i'm squinting my eyes at u bc u need to remember that) HERE WE GOOOOO

i will apologize for not having a movie review recommendation for you though:(((((((((((( i literally get all that i need from my letterboxd mutuals (i trust them with my life) i have found the people who have the same taste as me and i know that when the majority of them like a movie - i will like it. a "real film critic" could say that it's shit but when the people of letterboxd say it's five stars i fucking know it's five stars ok

i haven't been on a movie review channel/person search in a while but last i was i realized that so many of them are rather technical and that's boring..... so i really do trust letterboxd more. of course, there are a lot of just one-liners (i literally do that too) but there are people who write long and deep reviews and those feel so much more personal and give more insights than the ones i've seen floating around the internet.

FOR MOVIE ANALYSIS my favourite channel is lessons from the screenplay!!!!!! i've been watching his videos for ever ever and ever and i love them so much!!1! he has taught me so much, especially when i was just getting more into films!!! so i went to my little playlist of videos and i picked up some about my all time favourite films!!

inglourious basterds - the elements of suspense; my god, do i love this movie....... this is a yearly watch for me, i've memorized the lines and all. the performances are great, the soundtrack is amazing, it's so fucking funny??? and i'm now also realizing how much of a filmbro i'm actually coming off as but do i care? not at all. i love this movie.

annihilation - the art of self-destruction; okay i mentioned this already but i'm doing it again!!!!!!! it's such a fucking experience i really actually hope you'll watch it one day (and that you'll tell me your thoughts) this is also like a life-changer of a movie in my opinion, i often just randomly start thinking about it; the visuals, the insanity of it aaaaahhhh.

nightcrawler - empathy for the antihero; overall this movie is sooo engrossing?? like mesmerizing but not necessarily in a good way lmao.

now i'll link some various ones (but still about my favourite movies/directors so u can get to know me better hehehhe) some of these do have spoilers but vid will give a warning if u don't wanna see that!!

how david fincher hijacks your eyes

when the director reallyyyy respects the audience…

hereditary | what the script teaches us

pirates of the carribean | accidentally genius

movie stunt coordinator breaks down 'atomic blonde' fight scene; i love this movie bc how she uses the things around her to fight, makes it so much more interesting that just fist fist knife knife

searching for disco elysium

what games are like for someone who doesn't play games; this one was a bit of a life changer for me, it seems like such a small little thing to talk about but it's so important it made me look at things and games so much more differently it's so cool he has two more on the same topic i think too!

i really tried to not go overboard but i just............. can't help it so here are a few more recs...........................

blade runner 2049 (2017) - a film about a replicant/an android detective who finds out that another replicant had a child many years ago (replicants cannot have children) and he's now convinced that he is said child this is sci-fi with some action and blood but it's not scary plus points for the insane visuals and the soundtrack 9/10 minus point for it being kind of slow paced?

the nice guys (2016) - a film about two private detectives; one of them is almost cool and the other one is so pathetic i love him so much this is a comedy so 10/10

the man from uncle (2015) - a film about spies spying on each other, it's so fun (the soundtrack is good but we knew that already didn't we smh) 9/10 minus point for armie hammer the cannibal

[rose-of-the-valley]

I posted 2,459 times in 2022

That's 957 more posts than 2021!

235 posts created (10%)

2,224 posts reblogged (90%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@demonfamilytherapist

@eternallydaydreaming2015

@levi4thans

@radarchives

@iwannawritelots

I tagged 1,258 of my posts in 2022

Only 49% of my posts had no tags

#rose speaks - 228 posts

#twst - 84 posts

#barbatos - 68 posts

#rose vibes - 47 posts

#satan - 37 posts

#lucifer - 32 posts

#belphie - 32 posts

#levi - 28 posts

#mammon - 27 posts

#asmo - 26 posts

Longest Tag: 140 characters

#me deciding that rose and satan are actually platonic soulmates instead of whatever weird will they wont they situation i'd put them in befo

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

i sit in a meeting with the obey me writers and slide something across the table to them

it's $5 paper-clipped to a post-it note that reads "make them say 'thank the lord' instead of 'thank diavolo'"

28 notes - Posted August 25, 2022

#4

this should get me through the next 5 days until the full song comes out

56 notes - Posted February 19, 2022

#3

saw this on twitter today

65 notes - Posted September 6, 2022

#2

Pairing: barbatos x gn!reader/mc (pre-relationship, implied romantic) Genre: fluff, sfw Warnings: n/a Word Count: ~650 Notes: i wrote this in the one hour it took my bread to rise so it is very themed around watching too many baking vids at 3am

When Barbatos came knocking at Purgatory Hall’s door at midnight, he wasn’t expecting you to answer. Likewise, you didn’t expect to see him outside the castle at such a late hour. You blinked at him a few times, both in surprise and to try and shake off some of the grogginess that came with being startled awake.

“Oh uh, hi Barbatos. What brings you here?”

“I might ask the same of you - why are you not at the House of Lamentation?”

Before you could reply, a gentle whirring noise came from inside. Barbatos glanced past the door and saw Luke fast asleep on the couch, the source of the sound a Deviltube video playing in front of him.

Your eyes followed Barbatos’s gaze as you answered. “Luke was having some nightmares, so Simeon asked if I could come over and help comfort him. We ended up watching some cooking ASMR videos.” You smiled sheepishly. “I guess we both fell asleep to them.”

“Well then, it appears we are here for the same reason. I apologize for not being here sooner - I had to finish my duties to Lord Diavolo first. May I offer my assistance at this point in time?”

 The two of you carried Luke back to his room and tucked him in, saying your goodbyes to Simeon and turning off the TV on your way out. Before you could say farewell to Barbatos, he requested to walk you home, citing the time of day as a safety concern. After some protesting that he should rest sooner rather than later, you gave in and accepted his escort.

There was a comfortable silence as you walked. A warm breeze blew past every so often, and despite the Devildom’s strange weather, it felt like a perfect summer night. Perhaps it was the lateness of the hour, or maybe the summer vibes, but something emboldened you to reach for Barbatos’s hand. Your pinky brushed against his, the direct contact making you hesitate until you felt his finger curl around yours. The only evidence that he knew what he was doing was the faint blush dusting his cheeks. The two of you walked like that for a while, neither commenting on your now linked pinkies. 

Barbatos was the first to break the silence. “Do you often watch those kinds of videos?”

“You mean the cooking ASMR ones?”

He nodded.

“Sometimes, I guess. They’re really calming, and the recipes are pretty good when I feel like trying them myself.”

A small smile graced Barbatos’s lips. “If you would like, we could try one of the recipes together sometime. Or, if you would prefer to stand by, I would be happy to have you in the kitchen just watching and listening. Your own personal ASMR, if you will.”

You felt your cheeks flush, and not from the summer heat. “Yeah, I... I’d like that. Oh! We could start with the video I was just watching! They were making these really pretty tea macarons and I know how much you like macarons and - ” 

You stopped short as Barbatos’s laughter bubbled up. “I’m sure we will find the time to try as many recipes as you’d like. However, for the moment you should probably head inside.” He gestured at the open door in front of you.

“Oh. Right.” In your excitement you’d failed to notice that you’d unlocked the door the moment you arrived, the motion routine enough to be stamped into your subconscious. If it were possible for your cheeks to get hotter, they probably would’ve. “Thanks for walking me back. I’ll text you later to see when you’re free?”

“I shall look forward to it. Macarons sound delightful.” Barbatos bowed slightly. “Goodnight, MC.”

“Goodnight, Barbatos.”

As you closed the door you heard Beel rooting around in the kitchen. His head poked over the fridge door as you walked past. “Was that Barbatos? Did I hear you talking about macarons?”

You simply smiled as you headed to bed, anticipating dreams as sweet as the desserts you would bake with Barbatos.

136 notes - Posted July 17, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Pairing: trey clover x gn!reader/mc (named Yuu)

Genre: fluff, crack

Warnings: n/a

Word Count: ~900

Notes: for the twst writing collab with @dulcesiabits! Thanks for the prompt! Balancing five people talking at once was difficult but also I love crackfics so it was worth

Summary: You've been acting oddly, and your first year friends are determined to find out why. After much deliberation, they've figured out that you've found a boyfriend, but despite repeated attempts they've yet to find out who it is. Still, they won't give up until they've discovered once and for all: who does the prefect like?

“Why are we keeping our relationship a secret again?” Trey asked during lunch.

“Look at how funny this is though,” you replied, gesturing at the table of your first-year peers. “They have no clue. Last I heard from Cater, they think I’m dating Riddle.”

Trey sighed. The sight of your friends huddled around a table whispering furiously about their suspicions was admittedly somewhat funny, but still... “Doesn’t it bother you?”

“What, that they think I’m dating someone else? Only if other people actually believed them.” Trey gave you a look. “Ok fine,” you relented. “I’ll tell them. But only if they ask.”

Trey sighed again and planted a small kiss on your forehead. “Fine. At least tell them it’s not Riddle before he has their heads for it.”

Meanwhile, at your usual table, the group was hatching up a plan. They’d narrowed it down to someone from Heartslabyul, so it was up to Ace and Deuce to lead. Despite the failure of their previous tries, this time they were certain they’d find out for sure.

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220 notes - Posted August 9, 2022

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[imma-lil-teapot]

Random question! What are your five favorite YouTube channels?

Dearest Nonnie~ I'm the absolute worst for replying so late!!! [Bows a million times] Sorrysorrysorry! 😭😭😭

An honourable mention would go out to any channel that uploads a show I wish to binge~ 👍 The unsung heroes of our time!

[Cracks knuckles] Alrighty, in no particular order:

Abroad in Japan Chris' dry sense of humour has me rolling! 🤣🤣 Thoroughly enjoy his Journey Across Japan vids with mates Natsuki and Connor (CDawgVA) and all their shenanigans traversing the country. He's so entertaining and always enjoy learning more about Japan. Speaking of Connor...

CDawgVA Another hilarious Youtuber based in Japan! Originally started watching him for his insanely side-splitting and impressive Anime impressions (namely Sebastian Michaelis from Black Butler or Levi Ackerman from Attack on Titan) and even though he no longer uploads that sorta content I don't think (?), all his other series are just as enjoyable! Whether it's crane games, trying every [insert food/drink] in Japan, or Whacky Weekend collabing with Chris Abroad or anyone really, he's just so much fun to watch.

Saberspark Saber reviews animation of just about every kind. Think he was more into just obscure adult cartoons in the past, but has since gotten into all sorts, from popular to unknown to forgotten to insanely bizarre. He puts a lot of effort into his research; looking into a show/movies' history, the company that animated it, the people behind it, and all matter of juicy titbits in its regard, all in all while reviewing it fairly yet still in an entertaining manner.

Love2DrawManga Such an adorable, cosy channel! Love watching Bekah's art vids and how soft spoken she is. Her style is beautiful and the amount of love she gives to her OCs is so heart-warming.

C. C. Creations I don't know what I would do without CC's spoiler vids for Star Stable Online! She's really saved my @$$ Star Coins a bunch of times by sharing what's to come in the game.

There are of course a ton more, but these are the five that came to mind first. It can also alter according to my mood, such as when I'm fixating on a certain franchise, then others that upload content specifically for that interest may come up before these, it all really just depends. 🤷‍♀️

Many thankies for the Ask, Nonnie, and deepest apologies for the insanely late reply!

[letstalkaboutfandomsbaby]

Aizawa who runs a Twitter account that's entirely his cats and a smidge of dry humor but accidentally likes a lewd by porn star reader on the wrong account SJDBSJHF he addresses it maturely but you're in his replies asking if he's looking for a new kitten and adding a cute little cat ear and collar photo. And the way it's cropped makes it obvious there's a lot more to the photo than what you're sharing on twitter. Next thing you know the internet's favorite cat account is in your dms 🤭 -rosie

*sigh* Aizawa with a cat twitter account and reader with an onlyfans Twitter account :(

CW: smut, fwb, onlyfans, pining, fluff

God, just imagine it. Aizawa is a faceless twitter user who posts pictures of his own cats, cats he sees in the street, retweets pics and vids that he finds cute. His dry humor has made him really popular, bringing in thousands of followers without trying. He doesn't really care about having followers, he just likes seeing all the cats ppl post in the replies.

It isn't until he likes one of your pics that he dislikes having followers. Most don't care, but the loud minority of his followers criticize him for liking something so lewd on such an innocent twitter page, claiming he should do that stuff on his personal twitter (even tho... this was his personal twitter account; it just happened to get popular). So he makes an apology that he doesn't really believe, claiming that he will avoid liking those tweets in the future (he just ends up making another account and keeping that one private).

He turns his notifications off and doesn't think anything of it, going to sleep without a care. It isn't until the next day when he goes to twitter and sees a large influx of notifications that he starts to care. He sifts through the mentions and likes until he sees your reply, eyes going wide.

Aw, pooh 😔 i was gonna see if you wanted another kitty to take care of, but ig I'm too late :/

Attached to the reply was a cropped photo of you in cat ears and soft makeup, the photo stopping at your bare shoulders and collarbones, leaving so much to the imagination.

Just a few hours after you posted the flirtatious reply, you get a dm from the cat twitter account himself. He links your pic and says that applications are always open 😖💦💕

You two do the little flirty stuff back and forth but then you start talking sincerely and?? Yall get along super well?? It's such a nice coincidence that you two have compatible personalities, able to talk for days without a lull in the conversation. He finds himself enjoying the real you more than your sexy online persona, and he has no problem asking questions so he can learn more about the real you.

You two notice that you're awake at similar times, and soon you find out that you live in the same time zone!! It's pretty cool and you don't start imagining meeting him one day, not at all 🧍‍♀️ you definitely don't start imagining meeting him irl and seeing how he really looks, how hot he is, and you don't start thinking about being his little kitten and getting railed by the mysterious twitter user. No, not at all 🧍‍♀️

One day you mention this cute little cat café that just opened and how yummy the cat themed treats are and this one orange tabby that's chubby and sweet and purrs constantly. Thing is... Aizawa knows exactly what cat café you're talking about. He went there himself when it opened, more interested in the cats than the sugary goods they sell.

You two sit with this information for a while before he asks if you'd like to meet there one day and hang out. You usually wouldn't meet someone online out in the real world, but you'd talked enough about yourselves that you didn't feel like strangers anymore, so it's not like you were scared. You tried not to act so excited when you agreed, setting up a date and time, too wound up to sleep.

When you finally meet him, you're shocked at how handsome he actually is. Tall and gruff, long hair and scruffy beard, dressed in black. He's quiet and a bit standoffish, but he doesn't beat around the bush or make you feel stupid. He treats you like a person, not just a hole that he can stick his dick into, and it makes him all the more attractive.

The meetup goes really well, you really enjoy spending time with him! He's super easy to talk to and you think he's a really cool guy. It's only natural that you'd develop a wittle crush on him uwu. Yall start hanging out more often and going out places, getting closer and closer. Naturally your next move would be to hang out at one of your apartments, preferably his so you can meet the famous kitties you see on twitter so often. And maybe you sit beside each other and your legs touch and you give each other a look before you kiss and maybe he ends up railing you on his living room couch but honestly who's keeping track of all that alfnlajdka

Starting a little fwb relationship with Aizawa, having him help you with your OF videos. Posting teasers on your twitter of a big hand wrapped tenderly around your neck, smiling with your tongue stuck out. Everyone wonders if their OF fav has a boyfriend now, but you never confirm anything. They assume you're just hooking up with ppl, but the guys in your vids all have the same body type, the same hands, the same thick cock that makes you scream and sob. They make theories on who the guy is: he has to do something athletic for a living bc his body is so fit and chiseled, muscles defined as he fucks you into oblivion. God, and his stamina. Your shortest video with him is an hour long. ONE HOUR 😳😩🤧

You lose a few fans, ppl who get mad at the thought of you being in a relationship, but your popularity skyrockets with the new content as well. Before you just masturbated, which people liked, but you're so much louder with a partner, cumming more, giving your fans a better idea of what it'd be like to fuck you themselves.

Your previous videos did well, but your new numbers have gone through the roof. "My Best Friend Breaks My Back 🤤💦💕", "Babysitter Gets Fucked By Divorced Dad 🙈🙊💋💞", and "Using My Body to Pay for Rent?! 😵👁👅👁💓" are your highest rated vids, all of them including Aizawa, never showing anything above his shoulders. You offer to give him a cut of your earnings, but he always refuses. You feel a little bad bc you've gotten a lot more money thanks to him, but you just treat him to coffee at cat cafés more often, and he's satisfied with that.

Ppl keep bugging you for details, asking if Aizawa is a friend, a business partner, some guy you have to pay to fuck you (those comments are always so mean ☹️), but you never answer them. Tbh, you don't know what you and Aizawa are. You really like him, but you're not sure if he feels the same. Sure, you're good friends and the sex is out of this world, but that doesn't mean he wants a relationship with you :/ you keep these thoughts to yourself, trying not to humor them late at night, wishing you were cuddled up with Aizawa and his kitties :(

Your next video comes out, and Aizawa watches it out of curiousity jk he loves seeing you get fucked from a different angle but the title makes him pause.

"Getting Fucked by the Man of My Dreams 🥰😻💕✨️"

You act innocent when he questions you about the title, claiming that it's just to get the fans interested. He seems fine with that answer, but his response leaves you breathless

"Shame. It'd be an honor to be the man of your dreams."

Needless to say, you confess your feelings real quick sksksk. He also confesses his growing feelings for you, claiming that he didn't want to ruin your current relationship in case you weren't interested.

Yall go steady, eventually move in together. You wake every morning to your scruffy twitter bf and his sweet cats. The end sksksk

[lifeline-au]

1

There is a brief jolt of static.

[ The following is a conversation log between RADIO_ADDISON and VIDEO_ADDISON. Recorded on ███/06/1997. ] [1/2]

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RADIO: …Vid?

VIDEO: Hey bubblegum. I’m off work.

RADIO, (sarcastically): Took you long enough. I’m at the intersection by the Queen billboard. I need a drink and an escort. How long ‘till you can get here?

VIDEO: Mmm, ten. Give or take a few minutes. Bad day?

RADIO, (infinitely exhausted): Could be better.

VIDEO: Weird calls?

RADIO: They’re asking about Spam again.

VIDEO: Ah.

RADIO: I’ve been blocking numbers the past twenty-something-minutes, but they- they keep calling, Video. I’m sick of picking up the phone. Might switch to storefront-only.

VIDEO: Mhm.

RADIO: What the hell do they even want with him! When was he last seen, where did he last go, what did he last say- the guy can’t even shut up about himself for a minute, just- ASK him. He’ll ANSWER, by all the shining stars.

VIDEO, (very noncommittal): I see.

RADIO: Bothering me day in and day out- I don’t KNOW what he’s doing. I know as much as you and that’s nothing! Not- not you, dear. But they- the gall to ask me to apologize- to go and fish his sorry ass out of that elitist little club of his. And I’m not going to, for the record.

VIDEO: Radio.

RADIO, (shutting up immediately): Yes?

VIDEO: I’ve been… getting those calls too. A lot of them. And they- they say Spam’s hurt, Radio.

RADIO: And you don’t believe them, right?

VIDEO: I. Well. There were a lot of calls.

RADIO: That’s settled then. We’re both switching to storefront purchases only. These people are insane.

VIDEO, (softly): Aren’t you worried too?

RADIO: Of course I am! Of course I am, Vid, but not for him- for you, goddammit. What happens when you walk in there and he’s worse than ever? What if he kicks you out, publicly? What if this is all- all a public stunt, Vid?

RADIO, (in a whisper): Worse, what if they’re right? What if they’re right, Video? What if he is hurt, and he’s- he’s done something stupid, and it’s our fault?

VIDEO: Then we take care of him. Like we always do.

RADIO: Like we always have to do, Video. You can’t possibly still think he’s- he still-

VIDEO: Cares about us? I don’t know. I’m not sure. But if we don’t do anything to find out he sure as hell won’t.

RADIO, (scoffing): I don’t care.

VIDEO: I kind of do.

RADIO: Fine.

VIDEO: I know you do, too.

RADIO, (stiffly): I don’t.

VIDEO, (a little sad): Alright. That’s fine. You don’t have to get involved if you don’t want to.

RADIO: Just don’t do anything stupid.

VIDEO, (lightly): Yeah. Yeah, of course. I’ll… go to the Mansion in three days then, after work. Alone.

RADIO, (unconvinced): Alright. Sure. Talk to you in a bit.

VIDEO: I sure hope you don’t mean talk me out of it.

RADIO, (wryly): I’ll do my best.

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[californiannostalgia]

it is 4am or maybe it's 5 who fucking knows but I was sifting through some cool toa posts (and today's song fixation happened to be Arcade bc I watched some really cool vid edits) (you know the one that goes "loving you is a losing game") and I got a galaxy brain idea

what if: a Wandavision AU for Apollo

it's a sitcom thing(?) starring Lester! the single dad(?), his tiny girl-child-bestie(?), and his weird-ass relatives who barge into his life being all "you haven't come to thanksgiving dinner" except they all seem be calling him by the nickname of a greek god?? wut??

old-fashioned laugh track comedy with annoying cousins, an annoying sister, the mother who lives far away, a creepy stepmother and a deadbeat bio dad plus the really weird aunts and uncles (it's a whole extended family extravaganza)

obviously the fic would be 9 chapters long (imitating Wandavision), and the Big Bad would be revealed as the lil garden snake (it's Python, the dick) who turned out to have trapped a god in an illusion world and was feeding him the fantasy that he wasn't a god who had colossally messed up with people he loved

(HOLY SHIT APOLLO IS PROBABLY DATING HYACINTHUS IN THIS HYPOTHETICAL SHOW) (tv show logic says he got divorced w/Daphne?) (of course they're both illusions with whom Apollo gets to have some heartfelt conversations and closure)

this is where the question of Who Is Real in this Dreamscape World arises: is Meg real? is Will? the other kids? (I think the gods might be fake, except for Artemis, who may have come to check on him when he went incognito?)

(FUCK JASON IS PROBABLY HERE FUCK FUCK THAT ACTUALLY DRAWS IN A LOT MORE CHARACTERS THAN I ANTICIPATED) (fuck are the other gods actually here, in tiny parts of themselves? do they also enjoy forgetting that they're gods too?)

basically Lester has to make peace with himself and his past, tell specific members of his illusion-godly-family to fuck off, have some heartwrenching conversations with the dead people in the illusions, then drop-kick Python into oblivion because Apollo is Ready to Live in the Real World and What Is Grief If Not Love Persevering, He Has People Left to Love (Wanda deserved better)

this is an incomprehensible post and I apologize to anyone who has to read this but *gestures* A Potential WIP for my procrastinating, multi-WIP self? (I need to finish my WIPs man)

in summary: LESTERVISION

EDIT: I just realized that if this is an illusion world where you can hypothetically live with the dead, there are multiple pjo/hoo characters who will be signing themselves the fuck up (but that makes things so much more Complicated ahhh)

(Nico is definitely getting Bianca) (Leo would have his mother and best friend back) (I dunno is Annabeth hanging out with Luke? is Thalia inseparable from Jason? are they a posse? are we doing full opposite land? Percy and Annabeth have got a big friend named Bob) (does Meg have her father and does it weird her out enough that she realizes this world is an illusion)

(maybe everyone except for Meg are just happy illusions that Lester dreamed up--his desire to allow happy moments for his friends) (yeah that feels accurate)

[neocrush]

— the girl groups enhypen’s gfs are in !

genre: fluff (angst on jungwon’s part) + established relationship (eventually lol)

pairings: idol!enhypen x fem!idol!reader

note: idk how to title this pls i thought of it while showering

tagging: @jeminiepabo @strwberrydinosaur

you just finished performing and your members were in need of water bottles

you just finished performing and your members were in need of water bottles

you just finished performing and your members were in need of water bottles

but fucking mnet didn’t provide any inside of your dressing room??

but fucking mnet didn’t provide any inside of your dressing room??

but fucking mnet didn’t provide any inside of your dressing room??

so yves told you to ask for some from the artist in the dressing room next to yours

you knocked on the door without looking at the sign that showed who was in there

you asked for some water bottles and heeseung went “i’ll go get it!” and ran off to go get get them

jungwon just chuckled and went “hyung’s a really huge fan of your group, he kept on singing star on the way here”

you nodded at the younger one, impressed at the fact that you were popular among idols

the tall boy came back with a whole box full of water bottles

“there’s 12 of you here right now so i figured why not get a whole box” he chuckled nervously

you giggled and smiled at the nervous boy

“thank you heeseung-ssi, i’ll take this to my members” you took the box in your hands but was taken aback on how heavy it was

“don’t worry i’ll carry it for you”

long after that you started hanging out and boom you became his gf

you couldn’t resist the charms of lee heeseung

once it was revealed that you were a couple, orbits and engenes went INSANE (in a good way ofc)

“wait so y/n DOESNT hate men????”

★ jay - aespa

OMG OMG LEMME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS BBY

you both met at school after you both debuted

everyone was gossiping around about how you were in the same class with the enhas

so like... monster rookies class

usually idols aren’t seated together but the teacher seated you and jay next to each other

causing a bunch of “oooohhhs” from your classmates

there were times were you and the enhas would leave school early due to practice or schedules

and on the way to the school gate, jay would always spark up a conversation with you

you assumed he was just very friendly

long story short he had a massive crush on you

so a few months into your friendship (which the both of you were very open about with your fans), he confesses

you were like “WAIT SO IT WASNT ONE SIDED THE WHOLE TIME”

y’all were just really blind lol pls read between the lines

anyways on to ur lovely bf !!

he’s so bold and brave around you but so shy around your members and seniors

we all know how he really respects nct (along with other sm artists) bc he covered the 7th sense with sunghoon on iland

so one day you were like “oh btw i showed taeyong sunbae you and hoon’s t7s cover”

he was like 😟 to 😧 to 😯

got all shy and was like “oh what did he say..”

you don’t know why he was acting as if he didn’t body that whole performance ????

anyway you told him that taeyong said that he and hoon did really well and that he liked how jay did his part

hid his face on the crook of your neck

“baby we should come say hi to them next time you go to sm”

“NO i will make a fool out of myself”

speaks english and japanese with giselle a lot when he isn’t occupied with you

sometimes you’d even have to ask nct’s shotaro to translate

your seniors (especially exo’s kai) adore him so so much pls protect the boy at all costs

★ jake - everglow

he was an active viewer of produce 48 and (like me) was really attached to the yuehua trainees

especially you

so when you got eliminated just before the last episode, he was devastated to say the least

he awaited your debut and when the time came he supported everglow !!!!

LOVED BON BON CHOCOLAT SO MUCH

does the killing part choreo in his room when no one’s watching lol

dies everytime you do the little “everglow” in songs

right so when he debuted in enha, he looked forward to meeting you as an idol and not a fan

when you shared a dressing room at kcontact, he couldn’t help but introduce himself to you

he mentioned he was a big fan and your heart warmed

cute boy is a fan of you? omg heart go brr brr

your members tease you and you just shake it off

that day when you got back to the dorms, you watched a bunch of enhypen videos bc you were interested in jake

you weren’t aware of how popular you were among people - let alone idols so you were surprised

you fell in love with his personality and started saying hi to him whenever you meet backstage at music shows

not long after, you develop feelings for him

you thought it was just a puppy crush but as you saw him even more, it got serious

you never actually confessed but aisha accidentally spilled the beans when he was passing by

“cmon y/n just tell him you like him because he clearly feels the same !!”

“you like me?”

“AISHA”

“that’s my queue to leave”

so she leaves you two to pour your hearts out to each other

you two become a couple and forevergenes (such a cute name omg) LOVE you two

you’re both the puppies of your group so that makes your relationship 103892x cuter

you met his parents and they adore you and even asked for your autograph

“jake used to talk about how great you are after every produce 48 episode”

“okayyyy i think that’s enough embarassing me mom”

his parents love you like their own daughter but does layla love you?

you were so nervous to meet her and was actually scared she might not like you - knowing how important layla is to jake

at first layla ignored you and jake was like “she’ll come around”

you were convinced she just doesn’t like you, until this one time you were cuddling with jake on the couch and layla comes in

you expected her to snuggle up with jake but she came to you :D

now layla is super fond of you and mrs sim would even send you pictures and videos of layla getting excited whenever you were on tv 🥺

★ sunghoon - itzy

you and the girls were at isac

the six of you were just waving at your fans and making heart signs with your hearts

on your left you saw yeji making hearts with ryujin so you wanted to do that with another member too

you felt a presence next to you and assumed it was someone from your group

spoiler alert: it wasn’t

sunghoon and sunoo were waving at engenes who just happened to be seated next to midzys

so you turned to who you thought was an itzy member, making half a heart with your hand

until you realized it wasn’t 💀

you bowed and apologized when you both looked at each other, you were scared you crossed a boundary

you bowed and apologized to the engenes who were there too

sunghoon and sunoo reassured you it was all good

after that, sunghoon couldn’t help but keep his eyes on you the entire event

when the day was coming to an end, he pulled some strings and ended up having some alone time with you ...in stray kids’ dressing room

don’t ask

ofc skz already left so it was just you two there

fast forward, you both hit it off and he became your bf <3

midzys and engenes love you both sm and love bragging about you two to other fandoms

you two were even named the king and queen of 4th gen kpop

oh also

you already know where this is going

“SUNGHOON HOW COULD YOU NOT KNOW NOT SHY’S PROPER TITLE IT’S YOUR GIRLFRIEND’S SONG” - jay

brags about how he can do the shoulder dance in wannabe

ofc it’s bc you personally taught him

sends you pics of jyp as reaction pics

so you send pics of bang pdnim to him

every once in a while he reminds you of that video of jay why pee trying to hit a high note

“lmao that’s your boss”

PLS you always get super embarrassed so ofc you bring up that vid of hitman bang

“rAp dAncE-“

★ sunoo - stayc

you were his seatmate at school predebut

you came from the same town, same school, same neighborhood, etc

the two of you were extremely close and both shared the same dream

when highup entertainment accepted you, the both of you were over the moon

he was so happy for you

but sad too bc that meant you had to move to seoul :(

you promised him to do your best and that you hoped to see him again but as an idol

and hopefully when he’s an idol too

well what you hoped for came true !!

although you couldn’t see him much as a trainee - which made you quite sad - you got to follow his journey on i-land

you even asked your fellow trainees to vote for him

anyways now that you both debuted, you became close again and became really open with your fans on how close you were

you recommended his songs to swiths and he did the same to engenes

he even memorized the choreo to so bad and asap and lemme tell you this

he BEGGED you to teach him those choreos

“sunoo you can watch the practice on youtube”

“but i want to learn it from you”

he never really realized his feelings until he saw you getting shipped with his other members

you were both on weekly idol and the hosts really seemed to like how you and jake looked next to each other and they just teased you both the whole episode

that made sunoo feel uneasy and he thought it was only bc he was an overprotective best friend

turns out he had feelings for you (wow shocker)

so one day he asks you to come to hybe

after slightly getting lost, you meet up with him in a practice room

he confesses bc he felt like not telling you about his feelings would put a wall between you two

you appreciate his honesty and tell him you’ve felt the same way every since you were classmates

he scolds himself for not seeing it all those years but you just laugh it off bc you were pretty good at hiding your crush

you both agree to secretly date, until you both announce it on your five month anniversary

fans were really shocked at first... but they support you !!!!

engenes will not hesitate to come at anyone who talks bad about you and swiths feels the same way about jungwon

he gushes about you every single time you’re brought up

and you can’t help but love your adorable boyfriend

★ jungwon - iz*one

okay so

he was just an average high schooler when you were introduced on produce 48

his deskmate was watching your audition video and it was the part where you were doing this freestyle

he was SO amazed and he secretly followed your journey on produce 48

always made sure to vote on time and watch the episodes live

once the debut evaluation came around, he asked everyone he knew to vote for you and even bought tickets to see the show live

almost cried when he saw that you were center

ACTUALLY CRIED when you got into the top 13 😭

fast forward to him debuting in enha

he wasn’t able to catch up on you since he was busy with trainee life, then i-land, then debut preparations

but somehow in the middle of promotions he ran into you and BOOM love at first sight

fast forward to you finally dating, he couldn’t believe he was dating the y/n of iz*one

wizones make those “ladies and gentlemen, y/n’s man” edits and engenes make those “ladies and gentlemen, jungwon’s woman” edits

both fandoms love you two so dearly that the only hate you two got were from the delusional ones (who clearly aren’t actual fans)

when your last concert came around, he couldn’t bare seeing you cry when you said “this has been iz*one’s y/n, thank you everyone!”

he got flashbacks from when you cried during the final episode of produce 48 and he’s just.. sobbing bc he couldn’t be there to hold you

so the next day he rushed to your dorms with snacks and emotional support bc you were emotionally exhausted from accepting the fact that your journey with iz*one is finally ending

you felt extremely lucky to be in his arms and he felt extremely lucky too that he’s able to make you feel a little better

★ riki - weeekly

you were both on weekly weeekly idol together

and both you and riki being main dancers, you were asked to do random dance together

a few popular songs played and the both of you did the choreos

until after school started playing and the boy did the chorus’ choreo and you were like “woah???”

bc he was so INTO ITTTT

the song was basically made for him to cover it

and the mcs saw your reaction so they asked him to do it once again but this time with the whole group

after filming, he came up to you and was like “i’m a huge fan of yours” and you’re just like ):&/£]>\**_£]

“woah really???? i rooted for you on i-land”

and his face just lights up bc his huge crush on you developed even more

you became besties since then but he didn’t ask you out until your birthday

he took you out to a puppy café, knowing you were obsessed with dogs

you’d ask him to show you pictures and videos of bisco

“i better meet bisco once we go to japan together”

melted at the thought of traveling to his hometown with you

anyways

once you left the café, he kissed you in front of your dorms

and somehow he became your boyfriend <3

riki as a bf isn’t really a very public person

he’s the “this is our relationship, not the public’s” type of person

he doesn’t wanna risk companies wanting to exploit your relationship

although he doesn’t talk about you two much, he loves to brag about you when given the chance

whenever variety show hosts would fawn over you he’d just look them in the eyes dead and go “she’s mine”

[hopalongfairywren]

liveblogging part of c!aimseys lore stream cuz i'm a liar

I'll delete this and redo it once it ends and I finish eryn's vid.

the dsmp needs a fucking history course how has c!aimsey just been living here for half a year now and nobody told her "heeeyyyy one green child killer is on the the loose and the other

has Aimsey learned about c!sams multiple bodies shit

hell yeah were learning about the lore c!eret has a new student

c!aimsey is the only reasonable person on this server

c!TOMMY MENTION??

I can't wait to watch the eryn vod in case we get egg/badlands lore

c!aimsey my shining star

c!eret's an c!inniter

EXILE MENTION???

SOMEONE ACKNOWLEGED EXILE ARC AS THE MOST EVIL THING C!DREAM DID LETS FUCKING GO

It's only been like a year and a half, multiple victim blaming jokes at c!tommy's expense, an inaccurate netflix remake of exile arc, but yes. Someone other than cc!Tommy, cc!Wilbur or cc!Dream is acknowledging exile arc and the characters are showing concern in horror in universe

c!eret's voice tremble on 'destroy' oh god. oh.

how did he find out about exile by the way? gen/q

Oh c!Aimsey, the truth is your like the only decent person in your crapsack rural blocky dystopia. <3

Before anyone else, if more "aimsey being a positive influence/ aka mom or sister to c!tommy discourse happens I will scream

Fuck I have so much lore to rewatch.

cc!Eret's voice acting.

c!Eret and c!Hannah need to start a club fr

c!eret this is your second stream where you act like a wise mentor filling in the young protag on the background story PLEASE DON'T DIE

"You have to live through it to get to that moment." Ph-Pheobe BRIDGERS?

can someone tell me if c!aimsey found out about the revengers and c!sam being locked in prison? I know she knows about Michael the piglin, but I need to know her current opinions on c!Sam. Please.

gonna stop myself for now. oh boy. I have so much to catch up on.

I also heard through tumblr posts that c!Eryn got adopted by c!bad and his horns have been injured?

Not even the ccs knew c!ranboo was a ghost. Fuck man.

c!elaina mention c!elaina mention PLEASE

cc!aimsey is such a good voice actor she sounded like she was gonna cry. Fuck man.

c!puffy's graveyard

Death is a part of life, you bring meaning to your life, you cannot and should not try to control death. This is how dsmp existential themes win

the fucking graveyard

THE WILBUR BOOK

NO HE SAID NOT TO READ IT TILL AUGUST.

so was every c!wilbur apology like a feverdream to the recipiant

c!eret didn't know c!wilbur was revived??

is c!aimseys gonna seek out the revival book for guqqie

I love when dsmp characters discover plot points from other peoples lore and help the over arching story progress.

No guys do not fucking do that do not seek out the revival book. Fuck.

Gonna stop now, but yeah.

[dorimena]

More shoto brainrot

Him being a total sub on camera and the vid of him gets leaked😫

All this Todoroki brain rot, may y’all be blessed truly. It might seem angsty? Turned into a short story oops-

“Hah~ Hmm! H-harder! Plea-ease!”

Todoroki is gripping your thighs, trying to pull you down harder onto him as you shallowly ride his sensitive dick, that’s already left two loads in you.

He’s breathing heavily, swallowing the building saliva in his mouth as he tries not to be too loud. After all, no one’s supposed to know you two are fucking in a supply closet in his father’s agency.

“Hngh! Th-thank you! Thank you!”

He cries out softly before you muffle his following moans with your hand, and he holds your waist, trying to keep him grounded as he feels his body slowly grow hotter and numb, the pleasure building in a steady burn as he messes with his nipples.

“Close! Ooooh ‘m close!”

He warns in such a sweet, soft voice, trying his best to keep himself as quiet as possible, not wanting to upset you, not wanting to scare you away.

And when he finally cums again, his back arches as you keep going at your rhythm before completely stopping, and even then he could feel how you’re clenching hard around him, how you’re slowly dragging yourself off even if he didn’t finish riding out his orgasm.

In his haze and distraction, he doesn’t notice how you’ve reached to your cellphone to click end to the video, not until you show him and he, too, smiles.

But not anymore, not when he sees his PR team moving around frantically and his secretary cancelling all the incoming calls from magazines, newspapers, articles, everyone who wants to hear his opinion about his leaked sex tape.

You promised him you wouldn’t share it, and even if you kept your promise, he still can’t wrap his head around how.

No one’s supposed to know he gets fucked in the ass or ridden to heaven.

Shame fills his body as he walks to the empty hallway, going to the supply closet you fucked in a few weeks ago and watches as you continue yelling at whoever you eventually found out leaked the video.

He shakes his head, shrugging his shoulders as if to say ‘give it up, it’s been done.’

You suck his dick a few times until he cries out his pent up emotions as an apology. And honestly? Becoming a porn star to probably keep embarrassing his dad doesn’t sound bad. You two can be the hot adult film couple everyone wants to be or wants to fuck.

Sounds sexy. You get to fuck him in video, sell it, and he’d be able to cum whenever, whereever, however.

“More~” God, he even sounds like a pornstar. You moan around his dick and that gets him to cum fast.

Do it again.

[sohnswoo]

MAMA STAGE PRACTISE

masterlist || practise vid || mama stage

pairing: RYUJIN x StuntPerson!GN!Reader

genre: fluff, ryujin accidently punching reader too hard during practise, apologies everywhere

word count: about 500

A/N: since they did a reference to MYNAME (really recommend the drama, it's so good!great plot - pure perfection), I had to put a note.

You were a great back-up dancer, were part of an amazing dance crew and participated in a lot of shows – to showcase your amazing dancing skills. On top of that, you were also an amazing stunt person. You practised a lot of moves and your co-mates were always praising you.

You and your crew were chosen to be the dancers for ITZY‘s stage at MAMA – where they performed ‚LOCO‘ and ‚In the morning‘. But before that and inbetween the two incredible songs, there was said to be a short sketch with a reference to the well-known kdrama ‚My Name‘ starring Han So Hee, one of the most greatest actresses and also known as a look-a-like of Ryujin. Therefore it wasn‘t a surprise that Ryujin will play her role. You were one of the ‚bad guys‘ trying to stop her from getting to your boss, the villain.

Right now you were practising at the JYP company building and met all of the members. You guys were welcomed friendly and were also gifted some albums and flowers. In exchange, the dancing crew gifted them some coffee, boba milkteas and some delicious fruits.

You heard of itzy before, you absolutely loved their hit „Wannabe“ and learned the choreo to it shortly afterwards. The shoulder move became your favorite and therefore, you said, Ryujin will be your favorite member as well. You were really looking forward to working with them on their stage – even if you‘re a villain trying to keep the girls away. Thanks to your crew, you managed everything quite well – everything was done except for the short sketch.

„Alright so, I think we will include some stunts to match the drama more and more! I think it will turn out well since we‘re working with stunts people“, the choreographer said while pointing in your direction. „I expect a lot from you, Miss/Mister-“ „It‘s Y/N“ you say. „Alright, Y/N, will now tell you how to make it more realistic“

You went straight to the punching scenes and how to make it look really painful – without really getting hurt. However, when Ryujin was going straight after you and punching you from behind it did hurt. A lot. You didn‘t expect it to hurt that bad but it did. „Oh my god, I‘m so sorry Y/n-nim, so sorry“ She would apologize while bringing you an icepack and something to drink. „No, no, it‘s fine, really. Don‘t worry. I just didn‘t expect you to punch me that hard“ you say. „But still, I should have been more careful, I thought I wouldn‘t come straight for your ribs“ She would apologize a lot. REALLY A LOT. You could tell her that she was sorry, but you always told her it was alright. It was just a slight mistake – not for your ribs at this point but still, she didn‘t mean to actual hurt you.

„Don‘t worry Ryujin, I‘m doing fine! Let‘s get back to practise – I will show you how to do it again. This time – try to aim for my other ribs, alright?“ you laugh, trying to be funny. Ryujin would laugh as well. „Alright, Y/N. The other ribs it is.“