#standstillwithme

[scarlets-widow]

dear carrie bradshaw, i SO get it.

[treeleave]

I’m generally so hard on myself that I become the victim of my own mind as well as other’s ill intents. Someone could guarantee love to you, with only themselves in mind. Unfortunately there is only a storm, which leads to a calm, and all of the loose things we thought rooted deep at the bottom wash themselves up to shore with life soaking dry. How the fuck do you pull your head above water when you know its goingnyo break your neck? Chaos is a magnificent form of life that for some people, by nature’s intent, thrive off of. Its distracting, fulfilling, blinding. It pulls you inside out. There’s some deranged sense of comfort in things constantly changing and never staying still. I just want to stand still, just for a little bit.