#squeaky fuckin wheel gets the grease I guess

[arashi-no-saxlphone]

I made the mistake of watching an Ant vod post nerfs and he is, of course, like "Nah it's my fault I lost I played poorly and covered the wrong options and I still habitually charge" as if that last complaint isn't literally like... fucking absurd to have to do at all LMAO. My brother in christ... I WATCHED the "new" Rainwater fail to pick up like the patch said it does like... 3 fucking times in the set.

I'm going to be so real: people whined and never learned the Axl matchup for 4 fucking years and are STILL PLAYING LIKE SHIT AGAINST HIM! It's so fucking absurd. I'm watching supposedly good players just ram their face into Axl not even TRYING to analyze the Axl and the way they're zoning or even do the most basic fucking counternavigation when an Axl is just spamming rensen. Over and over. I AM WATCHING PEOPLE GET HIT BY THE RENSEN AFTER OTG 2H! IN WHAT FUCKING UNIVERSE ARE YOU NOT BLOCKING A FUCKING MEATY 4 YEARS INTO THE FUCKING GAME?!

I'm so fucking sick dude. I'm fucking ill. My own fucking fault for caving and watching Axl vods on the new patch. Fuck me. Not a single one of you are seeing heaven. I will point out that there are at least some people who are saying they're not happy with the Axl changes either cause it just gutted his "sauce" so at least I have that. Not everyone has been lobotomized. Yet.

[mla0]

Relistened to Tape 3 today (Mostly focusing on writing notes on [SHOT IN THE DARK] and [TOWER ON THE LAKE]) and man... I love the Princeton tapes they're so underrated. It's not just like. Interesting stuff with the main EMH guys but there's so much neat stuff like Roger and Patrick's presence. How frantic Patrick is in SITD is so interesting especially when you get to TOTL and he's like. hacking and coughing and clearly not ok but his actual tone is so much more chilled out. What the hell was happening to him. I also just love the aspect of Patrick's character it shows. Like. I feel like it's a more genuine version of him we don't really otherwise get to see.

Lines that are always incredibly interesting to me: "You’re not even a part of a game of chess, you’re just a-a-a fuckin' route in a game of Settlers of Catan, or some shit, I dunno, man." (This one activates my board game sleeper agent(It's the exact same as normal me but I'm way overeager to rope someone into a game of Catan)) "I guess that’s what makes us different. You’re efficient. I mean, it’s probably too good for your own safety, honestly. A squeaky wheel gets the grease, to a certain extent, I guess." "he other one told you- you- He said you had a sister, right? I had a brother, too. [Pause.] Meet ‘em, Vin. Another you did, in another time. He had, has, he will have...siblings. He will, eventually. But you're gonna fuck up every single time and they’re gonna die. [Pause.] And every time, you just have to figure out how to not take it personally." (This one kills me.) 'I dunno man, I’m kinda jealous of you. It frustrates the fuck out of me I remember everything, and I don’t get this kinda treatment but, you… You’re smarter than you give yourself credit for." "Fuck, man, I would be lying if I said I didn’t admire you trying." "Look, the only reason I even reached out is... I guess to try and push the wheel a little further. You’re doin’ well, man, and god damn, you are... not gonna make it out of this, and that’s a bummer. But you might, eventually. I feel a desperation and... I felt the solidarity, so... [He sighs.] 

Good luck, man. I mean that. I’ll s- I’ll see you around the bend." (This one also kills me. I eat up any concept of solidarity when it comes to the slenderverse it is the easiest way to make me writhe around in the dirt and scream (positive))

WAUUUUUUGH. I AM SO SAD FOR HIM but I love him so much. The tragedy of the Princeton tapes.....