#spoonietired

[weirdgurlvermil]

Prize for most stupid place to put a cannula goes to........ Keep catching it on everything (it won't work i can tell the vein has popped but nobody listening to me, they did without it thru won't do MRI - that will be in next 3 days hopefully) especially on wheelchair wheels when I'm pushing myself round. #spoonie #cannula #hospital #spoonielife #spoonietired #spoonieproblems #spooniepain #doncaster #doncasterisgreat #doncasterroyalinfirmaryisntgreat #doncasterroyalinfirmary #sick #ill #disabled #disabledlife #invisibleillnesses (at Doncaster)

[weirdgurlvermil]

😵😩 My tired is tired. Can't sleep with builders in here. Will be straight to bed when they've gone. #tiredaf #spoonielife #spoonie #spoonietired #spoonieproblems #spoonies #spooniefamily #spooniewarrior #spooniesisters #spooniewarrior (at Doncaster)

[weirdgurlvermil]

Ugh No amount of coffee or anything helps me through this but if the afternoon. Every day the same, I am trying not to go sleep today..... That doesn't mean I'm awake necessarily, keep dropping my phone & everything. #spoonie #spoonietired #coffee #bedtime #isitbedtimeyet #ugh #sotired #needsleep (at Doncaster)

[weirdgurlvermil]

Can't even think of anything to say #illness #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #invisibleillness #terminalillness #disabilities #spooniesupport #spoonielife #spooniestrong #spoonieproblems #health #pain #painsomnia #sleep #exhausted #spoonietired #longtermillness #idontlooksick #canteven #bedtime (at Doncaster)

[weirdgurlvermil]

I don't care it's Friday, I do not feel happy at all, I'm well and truly miserable & having a moan, so if you don't like it don't read it! I put up with a LOT from my illnesses. I am not really a girly girl, but my HAIR & nails have always been ways I've been more feminine, my hair won't hold colour now & now my nails are breaking from the slightest thing, they are so weak it's unreal. I've always had great nails, they've always grown, I've never needed false ones & been able to be sparkly & creative with them. I'm wondering how much more do I have to endure. I know that's self pitying & there are far worse things could happen - believe me I live with many worse things without complaining much, & yes I probably am being ridiculous but my nails were an escape from illness, if they looked good I felt better than I really am. I won't dwell too long, I know it won't get me anywhere but I am having a mini melt down for the next hour, so feel free to ignore me #illness #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #invisibleillness #terminalillness #disabilities #spooniesupport #spoonielife #spooniestrong #spoonieproblems #health #pain #painsomnia #sleep #exhausted #spoonietired #longtermillness #idontlooksick #canteven #fedup #miserable #sick #sickofbeingsick #mentallydrained #reality #truthoftheday #butyoudontlooksick #whatnext (at Doncaster)

[weirdgurlvermil]

I am here with another dose of reality, but I've if those 'I'm ill but still climb mountains' posts, because those things can be as harmful as miserable ones all the time! One of the worst things with end stage liver disease is how much it affects your sleep. I also have other things that play into it like pain with my leg (haha I'm falling apart lol 😂) I am sucking it up, I am just really struggling with it. I have a hospital appointment on the 24th & have to try & be able to be awake at 5pm - yes a hospital appointment at 5pm 🙄 that's virtually bedtime for me 🤪 #illness #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #invisibleillness #terminalillness #disabilities #spooniesupport #spoonielife #spooniestrong #spoonieproblems #health #pain #painsomnia #sleep #exhausted #spoonietired #longtermillness #idontlooksick #esld #cirrhosis #liverdisease #ridingawareness (at Doncaster)

[weirdgurlvermil]

Afternoon sorted. Cats & dogs film & I have no doubt at all some much needed Zzzz's So tired it's unreal. Have a good afternoon ❤️ #BoxingDay #postchristmas #tired #spoonietired #spoonie #afternoonsorted #myday (at Doncaster)

[weirdgurlvermil]

Also #illness #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #invisibleillness #terminalillness #disabilities #spooniesupport #spoonielife #spooniestrong #spoonieproblems #health #pain #painsomnia #sleep #spoonietired #longtermillness #idontlooksick #bedtime #coffee #RealityCheck (at Doncaster)

[weirdgurlvermil]

That's me dears, 6pm - toddlers are up later! Btw grow Brits dying got chick ñ? Ugh don't even know what I was typing fell asleep, oh yes - clocks go forward an hou kg rmm Argh Goodnight all #goodnightpost #tiredaf #spoonietired #spooniepain #chronicillness ft uklgul (at Doncaster)

[weirdgurlvermil]

Thought I was doing really well this morning, now even 'awake' I keep dreaming a little bit. Ugh hate this feeling. #emergencyspoon #illness #disabled #spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #invisibleillness #terminalillness #disabilities #spooniesupport #spoonielife #spooniestrong #spoonieproblems #health #pain #painsomnia #sleep #exhausted #spoonietired #longtermillness #idontlooksick #canteven #bedtime (at Doncaster)