#spn s4ep01: Lazarus Rising

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Dean and Castiel seeing through each other’s defences in their first two scenes together.

As though reading his soul.

Castiel says nothing. Looks away from Dean.

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As if this is actually the date as well I’m screaming

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guys next week is the goddamn barn episode with “The Night We Met” as the theme we ain’t gonna survive it

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No but imagine

Imagine if we get the barn scene

In the final episode

The barn scene

With Dean not knowing if he managed to save Cas or not

Not knowing if he managed to pull Cas out of the Empty the way Cas pulled him out of hell

And then the barn starts shaking

And the doors open

Sparks spitting

And Dean turns

But instead of the dramatic music when they first met

The soundtrack just turns quietly to “The Night We Met”

And Cas looks at him and says

“Hello, Dean.”

that’s it I’m deceased

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You know straight away when you like someone....

And now I know what I must have felt all the time.-The Amber Spyglass, Philip Pullman

Supernatural s4x01: Lazarus Rising/The Amber Spyglass, Philip Pullman

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”Dean would be attracted to someone who walked in the door, slaughtered everybody and walked out, and then he would say, “Who’s that?””/Eric Kripke/

“You know straight away when you like someone..”/The Amber Spyglass/Philip Pullman

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Does he realise what an actually insane thing this was to say like does he realise holy fuck I love him so much

-Jensen Ackles

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You’re invited to my damn funeral, and I hope you guys know it was all your fault. :)

First and Last Words, Castiel 4x01 - 15x18

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....OK, I'm actually Cas, I literally only realised reading this years later that Dean was talking about his dick.